Archive through January 17, 2001

The ClubHouse: The Game II - Mysterious Puzzler: The Virtual House: Spamgirl and Merlin's Not-So-Secret Room: Archive through January 17, 2001

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:32 pm Click here to edit this post

Let's continue, Merlin... no names necessary

I just wanted you to be clear on why I'm a little distant with you... you're very deep, and i'm afraid you might be a little devious too... I don't want to let you in my head if you're just going to •••• with me, you know?

Azriel

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:35 pm Click here to edit this post

~huddles in the corner with a bowl of fresh popped popcorn...extra butter~

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:42 pm Click here to edit this post

spam, I am a little upset with you at the moment. But I would like to complete this also

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:45 pm Click here to edit this post

You are correct, I am very capable of being devious. The thing is I choose not to be devious and •••• with peoples heads for the purpose of hurting them.

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:50 pm Click here to edit this post

Upset with me? Why?

Well, I don't know what you do, Merl. I don't have a lot of experience interacting with you. Blind faith is not something that occours naturally on the net. At least I'm coming to you now with this, I could have just left it where it was.

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:52 pm Click here to edit this post

I am not asking for blind faith.
Tell me what is on your mind.
You have a reason for being distant, so lets hear it

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:55 pm Click here to edit this post

Distant from you, or the game?

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 09:57 pm Click here to edit this post

your first post in this thread
says distant with me.
That is what I want to hear about

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:00 pm Click here to edit this post

Oh, sorry, forgot about that...

I'm distant from you because I felt like the person I thought you were, you weren't... so I needed to step back and try to internally reevaluate what I made you out to be... and I've been trying to do that, but with the external influences I have, it's been very difficult... so that's why I've been distant in HERE... it's also very public, and that bothered me at first... now, as it very obvious, it doesn't...

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:02 pm Click here to edit this post

so what is the person you thought I was.

what is the person I wasn't.

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:07 pm Click here to edit this post

hrm... I don't know... I thought that you were more... diplomatic? I don't know... I just thought that maybe you weren't as socially... adept? as I thought you were... maybe it surprised me that you made a mistake

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:12 pm Click here to edit this post

were more diplomatic implies I did something that wasn't

can you explain?

I just thought that maybe you weren't as socially... adept?

I am not clear on what you mean by this either.

you made a mistake

this is self explanatory, but what is my mistake?

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:17 pm Click here to edit this post

diplomatic - towards #2 in this matter... I thought you'd be less ... i don't even know what you'd call that... I just figured you'd support both sides equally without having to say anything in agreeance (or disagreeance) with either side's opinion...

socially adept - maybe I just thought it was weird that you could make a mistake like that, which probably was very hurtful to #2... I just figured you knew better than that...

mistake - not being more diplomatic :)

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:20 pm Click here to edit this post

you are making a judgement based on your knowlege of what support I gave to both parties. How do you know whether I did or not. If you agree with someone, should you not say so?

Azriel

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:22 pm Click here to edit this post

~licks the butter off my fingers~

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:23 pm Click here to edit this post

I pretend to be a ••••••• wizard,
not god.

and under all the pretense of being a wizard is nothing but another human being who will admit to making mistakes.

You had me as mistake free?

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:23 pm Click here to edit this post

In a situation like that, when it's between two friends who are friends of yours as well, no. As I said, some things are better left unsaid. #1 didn't need to know that you agreed with her, she only needed to know that you supported her. #2 needed the same.

I think it just threw me for a loop, because I assumed that in a situation like this you would have not picked a side... I just assumed that that is the way you would be, that you would enjoy being able to help both of them feel better in a very sticky situation...

I'm not saying this to anger or demean you, this is just how I felt... and it's just my opinion.

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:24 pm Click here to edit this post

I just saw you as mistake free... I don't know why, you have an aura of... knowledge, and I figured that it meant that you'd know better... I guess

Spamgirl

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:25 pm Click here to edit this post

and on that note, although this isn't resolved yet, let's hit this again tomorrow... it's very late here and I have to get up with the little one in the morning

g'night AZ, merl, ML

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:30 pm Click here to edit this post

My whole point is spam.
The conversation you are referring to where I supported side 1 and agreed with what side 1 said was held in a place no one else was present, in a chatroom you help me set up. There is no way you would have knowledge of me supporting side 1 unless you were ghosting the chat I was having in private with side 1.

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:31 pm Click here to edit this post

and I guess you can read this tomorrow then. It will keep

Azriel

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:31 pm Click here to edit this post

Night night Spam. Sweet dreams :)

Misslibra

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:41 pm Click here to edit this post

Ummm ... what is going on in here ?? On second thought, I better mine my own beeswax !

Goodnight Spam, will see you tomorrow.

Merlin

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 10:57 pm Click here to edit this post

Spam, you made this post earlier in the evening.
When you check this thread tomorrow morning, I would like more information on what you are trying to communicate. I am asking directly to you, am I one of these two-faced that you refer to? If so, by all means dont bite your tongue, I want to know what you have to say.

Spamgirl
b) Some people in here are very two-faced towards me - they treat me like a child one second, and then try to comfort me another... or they do things behind my back they THINK I don't know about but I do. I'm not going to tolerate it anymore, and they will know about it very soon.

c) Because I'm not here to be sugar and light, I'm here to play. I'm not going to bite my tongue just to keep everyone happy. Should I make myself so angry by repressing these things that I have a coronary? NO.

Azriel

Wednesday, January 17, 2001 - 11:00 pm Click here to edit this post

Are you logging your chat, Merlin? How do you do that?