Archive through February 11, 2001

The ClubHouse: The Game II - Mysterious Puzzler: The Virtual House: The Living Room: Archive through February 11, 2001

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 05:59 pm Click here to edit this post

Sure Gu :)

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:05 pm Click here to edit this post

I made a few extra posts today and then left to do other things for a while because I noticed you and M were going to be gone most of the day.

Did you enjoy your movie?

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:15 pm Click here to edit this post

Yes, it was great. I'm sitting here now eating my very favorite cookies, Girl Scout Thin Mints with a big glass of milk. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm It's good they don't sell these things year round.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:27 pm Click here to edit this post

I remember those. They ARE pretty good.

I guess you saw the post about my cousin. I can't believe how irresponsible someone would be with their own family and keep it hidden for so long.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:38 pm Click here to edit this post

Sorry, bad subject.

I'm going a little stir crazy today. This game has really put a lot on my mind. It's been awesome except when things kind of slow down a bit like today. What are your thoughts on the game, AZ?

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:43 pm Click here to edit this post

Did I lose you, AZ?

M? Are you around?

Somebody? Anyone? lol!

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:54 pm Click here to edit this post

Sorry was saying goodbye to my daughters and talking to my mom :)

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 06:55 pm Click here to edit this post

I think the three of us are really to a point where we are tired, Gu. :)

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:00 pm Click here to edit this post

I never tire of talking with you two. I think it's just the confinement in this area.

How do you think we'll all be able to catch up with each other outside to talk? I don't remember ever being able to catch you, M, or some of the others (except for one or two) in the outside chatroom.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:02 pm Click here to edit this post

That's great that your daughters came to visit today!

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:12 pm Click here to edit this post

I was going to chat nearly every night before coming in here. We will just have to plan on checking in to chat at certain times after we get out.

My daughters go to college in Monroe and they come home every weekend. I'm really lucky that they chose to go to college so close to home. :)

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:24 pm Click here to edit this post

I'm still here AZ. I'm glad you had a great day today with your daughters!

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:41 pm Click here to edit this post

I can't wait to get on the other side and be able to post there again. It's been awful seeing them talk about Survivor, TI and the Mole and not being able to join in.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:47 pm Click here to edit this post

Az, hang tight. I had something I wanted to say to you real quick.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 07:54 pm Click here to edit this post

Az, I've had a lot on my mind and it's hard for me to think right now.

I know sometimes you feel a bit left out around here because I always seem to want to talk to M at some point in the evening.

I truly don't have any older and wiser (forgive me, M) male figures to talk openly with in my life and a connection like that truly means a lot to me. Merlin and I just clicked. I know it's hard to understand, but I hope you don't feel slighted here at all, AZ.

What I'm concerned about today is that after this whole time in here, I'm uncertain what the future holds in that respect. I'm not sure of what thoughts are going on in M's mind.

I apologize for laying that on you, but it was either sit here and fumble for thoughts or speak to you what was on my mind.

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:02 pm Click here to edit this post

Gu, from what I've seen it seems the feelings of friendship are mutual between you and Merlin. I'm sure he wants to pursue your friendship beyond the boundries of the internet. He's already said he plans to come to your wedding.

After we get out all you have to do is pick up the phone and talk to him. I think you have layed the groundwork for a lasting friendship in here.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:07 pm Click here to edit this post

AZ, sometimes I feel so screwed up in here. It's just mentally and emotionally taxing off and on.

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:12 pm Click here to edit this post

I have too, Guru. I think that's a normal feeling being in this fishbowl. We've been put under stress having to choose between people that we liked. We've looked and seen things in ourselves that we didn't like to see. We've tried to remain real in an unreal environment. That has got to make you feel screwed up at times.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:14 pm Click here to edit this post

You can say that again, oh wise one. lol!

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:18 pm Click here to edit this post

Concentrate on the positive things that have happened in here, though. You and Merlin would probably have gotten along well in chat on the outside, but would you have achieved the degree of closeness that you were able to achieve in here? Perhaps, but I seriously doubt it.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:30 pm Click here to edit this post

I think everyone is confused right now about who I am while inside here and I'm sure it will take some time. I just get a bit anxious and excited because I never expected this type of a connection to happen again in my life. I see it as very rare and it means a lot.

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:32 pm Click here to edit this post

Why did you not expect it to happen? I don't understand that.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:39 pm Click here to edit this post

Finding a father/brother-figure type friend in life is very rare.

I don't want to scare M with that connotation but I can sense the possibility of that type of growing friendship with him in the future. Does that make sense?

Azriel

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:43 pm Click here to edit this post

Yes, and I don't think that would scare Merlin. He seems to take to that role naturally.

Guruchaz

Sunday, February 11, 2001 - 08:44 pm Click here to edit this post

Yes, he does. He may have more friends in his life now than he can handle. I can see that. He's a good man.