Archive through February 01, 2001

The ClubHouse: The Game II - Mysterious Puzzler: The Virtual House: Spamgirl and Azriel's hopefully short-lived room: Archive through February 01, 2001

Spamgirl

Friday, January 19, 2001 - 09:33 pm Click here to edit this post

Hey az.

Wanted to explain what I said in chat, but I busted out to do puzzles... don't want to lose to newamush! :)

When I said "I've only known you a week", I feel I really didn't know you before... honestly, coming into the house, I can't remember ever really having a real chat with you... I felt we have in here, which is why I say I've only KNOWN you for a week... I feel the closeness we've gotten in here is far greater than anything we ever had on the outside...

Just wanted to clear that up, you seemed offended by it...

Azriel

Friday, January 19, 2001 - 09:57 pm Click here to edit this post

I have problems with how people treat each other on the net, Spam. You said this is just a game, it isn't my REAL life. I hate that attitude. I think it sucks.

I'm real and I'm in your REAL life - the part you spend behind your computer on this board. Yes, Spam you are really sitting behind your computer talking to me. You aren't using your voice but you are talking to ME another REAL person in your life right now.

I treat everyone I meet on the internet the same way I'd treat them if they were standing in front of me. If I want to be someone else there are some nice roleplaying games on the net and I'll go there and be a B*TCH and it won't matter cuz everyone knows I'm roleplaying but here on this board I'm the real me. Just because a few people play games with other people on the net, I'm not going to treat everyone like they do.

Spamgirl

Friday, January 19, 2001 - 10:05 pm Click here to edit this post

This IS just a game... this is just us having fun... nothing constructive comes from any of this, it's just a hobby... it's just as real as TV... whatever you are fed you are fed, and you can't validate any of it...

I'm not saying you should change your views because of what I say... but I am here to play a game... are you telling me Juju and her secrecy out there wasn't a game? She was serious sometimes, and playing the rest... that's how I am on here too, and yet you say I'm doing something wrong?

In here i'm less serious than I was on the outside... but out there, i'm still just trying to have a good time...

Azriel

Friday, January 19, 2001 - 10:10 pm Click here to edit this post

How you treat the game and how you treat the people in the game are two different things, Spam

Spamgirl

Friday, January 19, 2001 - 10:13 pm Click here to edit this post

I treat some people here as a PART of the game

I treat others as just people..

You, Az, I am trying to treat as a person... I'm not playing the game with you... I play the game with the people who I believe won't take a chance to get to know my anyways because they have so much past animosity towards me for other things... I feel I have nothing left to give them, so why bother...

But I don't feel I've done this to you... and I'm sorry if you feel I have...

It will be a shame to lose your palship over this, but I don't want to make you angry... you don't deserve it, you've been nothing but good to me...

I've said what I can say, I appologize if I've hurt you or made you angry...

Guruchaz

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 09:46 am Click here to edit this post

What I don't understand is the conversation you had with Merlin when the game started. You said something about how hate starts to deteriorate your heart and you don't want to allow that to happen. It was quite a moving conversation and I'm just taking it from memory. Now, it seems like you're flitting about on everyone's case completely contradicting the conversation you and Merlin had by screaming, shouting, blaming, etc.

Who are you, Spamgirl?

Spamgirl

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 10:00 am Click here to edit this post

I don't remember that conversation, guru...

who am i? who knows

Guruchaz

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 10:03 am Click here to edit this post

I thought it was you. I guess I need to turn into The Archivist and go look it up.

Spamgirl

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 10:11 am Click here to edit this post

Grin, it might have been... I was just hoping you would refresh my memory :)

Besides, I don't HATE anyone in here... i hate things they do, i may hate what they stand for, but I don't hate anyone in here...

and maybe you read more into the conversation than was meant - when i get upset my bp goes up, and I don't want that to happen... maybe you wanted it to be meaningful, and all it was was medical ;)

Azriel

Saturday, January 20, 2001 - 11:53 pm Click here to edit this post

They've left me all alone it seems. I might have to tell you all an Az story. If I do, y'all just remember it's their fault for leaving me alone with noone to talk to!

Azriel

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 12:54 am Click here to edit this post

Okay, I'm going to tell you about my favorite hobby. When I first got on the net all I did was the chat room thing. I found a chat room called Amanda's Table. You could create your own rooms there and give it a theme. One guy had created a castle and in order to stay in the room you had to roleplay. It was alot of fun and I totally got into it. I became friends with the guy that ran the room and exchanged icq numbers with him so we could talk together out of character.

He kept telling me about this mud he played on and he was convinced I'd enjoy playing there. When he told me it was a text based medieval fantasy game that was loosely based on Dungeons and Dragons, I told him, I didn't think it would interest me at all. He kept bugging me until I went and tried it.

Well, from the first time I went there I was hooked. It was like I stepped into a big interactive fairy tale book. I've played there now for almost 4 years. You start out as a low mortal character and as you fight monsters and dragons you receive experience points that raise your level.

I have 3 Lords, 2 Heros and even an Angel character there, now. I'll give you some links if you want to check it out sometimes when you are bored.

The first link is the Mudconnector. It will tell you basic things about mudding and show you different muds. They have muds based on medieval, futuristic and even present day times.

Mudconnector

Avatar Mud

Azriel

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 09:25 am Click here to edit this post

Today is a strange day for me. It's the 21st anniversary of my marriage which is soon to be over. I'm in a strange limbo state here. There is a past full of memories, some bad and some good, and there is an unknown future that scares the hell out of me.

Guruchaz

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 12:22 pm Click here to edit this post

Hi Az. I'm catching up on some of the reading here. I may checkout Avatar but I'm afraid I've been spoiled by graphical RPGs. I just bought Baldur's Gate II not too long ago but haven't had time to start it yet.

I would say Happy Anniversary but I'm not sure that's appropriate now. That situation is a bit out of my realm (no pun intended).

Spamgirl

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 01:31 pm Click here to edit this post

Yeah, Guru's just getting married... the divorce is at least a few months away ;)

Azriel

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 01:35 pm Click here to edit this post

~snicker~

Spamgirl

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 01:43 pm Click here to edit this post

see, that's why I'll never actually get married... then I never have to get divorced ROFL!

Naw, I'm as married as I'll ever be *sigh*

Guruchaz

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 02:07 pm Click here to edit this post

Thanks Spam. I knew that assumption was coming soon, sarcasm and all. You can't fool the master.

Spamgirl

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 02:10 pm Click here to edit this post

Naw, I think if she actually WANTS to marry you, she won't be leaving you any time soon :)

Honestly, at least you keep things interesting :)

And you're SO CUTE... i could just pinch your little cheeks

gag ;)

Guruchaz

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 02:12 pm Click here to edit this post

Kryptonite

Spamgirl

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 02:13 pm Click here to edit this post

ok

Guruchaz

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 03:13 pm Click here to edit this post

Spamgirl

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 03:35 pm Click here to edit this post

Your fiancee is the only thing that can hurt you?

Or being nice is?

Guruchaz

Sunday, January 21, 2001 - 05:11 pm Click here to edit this post

Inside joke. You'll find it sooner or later.

Azriel

Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 11:21 am Click here to edit this post

I had a crazy dream last night. I dreamed I was eating a plain glazed donut. It was stale and tasted yucky, but I still ate it all. Then, I saw a chocolate glazed donut. I ate a bite out of it and it was delicious. I wanted to eat more, but I was too full. I was so upset that I ate the plain glazed one first.

I wonder what hidden meaning is in that dream?

Elitist

Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 11:27 am Click here to edit this post

The donut is a metaphor for the men in your life. The plain glazed donut is a normal man that looked good on the outside, but once you "bit" into him (came to know him), you realized he wasn't all that he presented himself to be. The chocolate donut represents another man with unique characteristics that you want to know better, and have "tasted", but are afraid to get into a meaningful relationship because you are still getting over the plain donut.

Or it could mean...