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Soeur | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 12:23 am  ONE-ON-ONE..... AZRIEL & MERLIN <Azriel> well the tv is in my room <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> I'll keep ya company <TheMerlin> with just one eye probably <TheMerlin> other on the tv <Azriel> hehe <Azriel> did you see your banner? <TheMerlin> nope, when? <Azriel> come out of the cave <TheMerlin> oh yeah, saw that one <Azriel> cute <TheMerlin> yeah it was cute hostess 2 <TheMerlin> subliminal message? <TheMerlin> as everyone focuses on the unloading of the crates <Azriel> lol <Azriel> I'm gonna run get a coke darn should have done that sooner <Azriel> brb * TheMerlin asks how many of the game viewers are actually here, please raise their hands <Azriel> rofl *** SurvivorIsOn is now known as Here *** Here is now known as Misha <TheMerlin> two *** Misha is now known as GetMeACokeToo *** Hostess2 sets mode: +o soeur <TheMerlin> only michele then [Hostess2 SOUND] <TheMerlin> and the hostess2 <TheMerlin> give them voices hostess2 <TheMerlin> question time <Azriel> back <TheMerlin> misha wanted a coke also Az * Hostess2 says #GameDiscuss is open if viewers want to ask questions they may ask them there. *** Dillipickle has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> Dilli just missed guru * Azriel hands a coke to Mish *** GetMeACokeToo is now known as MmmmTasty <TheMerlin> and we will not answer any of those beauty pagent type of questions *** Dillipickle is now known as BetrLatThnNevr <TheMerlin> it was better earlier though dilli <TheMerlin> you can read it later Im sure <Azriel> they will be back after survivor <Azriel> sounded like you had a good day with your daughter <TheMerlin> how long is survivor tonight <Azriel> one hour <TheMerlin> it was a good day <Azriel> put you in better spirits? <TheMerlin> obvious isnt it *** BetrLatThnNevr is now known as Dillipickle <Azriel> yes [Interrogator SOUND] <Azriel> I stayed up too late last night <Azriel> I'm feeling it now <TheMerlin> I also go rested last night <TheMerlin> got <TheMerlin> it helped tremenously <Azriel> I stayed up talking to spam half the night <Azriel> I'm dragging today <TheMerlin> first full night of sleep in weeks <TheMerlin> for me <Azriel> hehe <Azriel> I have to quit dragging you to that hottub so late <TheMerlin> three to four hours hasnt been cutting it <TheMerlin> like I have been dragged <Azriel> no it doesn't when you are working * Azriel smiles at Merlin <TheMerlin> I guess you know I have to nominate you now <TheMerlin> you got that damn puzzle <TheMerlin> smelling salts anyone, Azriel just went out on me <Azriel> nope <Azriel> just thinking of ways to change your mind * Azriel grins at Merlin evilly <TheMerlin> just hold up the correct number <Azriel> lol <TheMerlin> what will happen when you do finally get noms <TheMerlin> if you do <Azriel> I'll cry and call everyone pootheads <TheMerlin> lol <Azriel> nahhh it's going to happen it's okay <TheMerlin> good <Azriel> I'm having fun <TheMerlin> I have for the most part <Azriel> and I'll have fun out there if I HAVE to go <Azriel> yeah well it hasn't been just a barrel of laughs <Azriel> but it's been very interesting <Azriel> watching us all interact <TheMerlin> just like real life if you ask me <TheMerlin> for me this is real life, just in fast motion <Azriel> fast? <Azriel> seems slow to me <TheMerlin> this type of interaction that we have, is done much slower in real life <TheMerlin> in my opinion <Azriel> you think? <TheMerlin> for me it is <Azriel> you never met me before * Azriel grins at Merlin <TheMerlin> have you ever got to know 10 people in this short of time? <TheMerlin> like you know the ones in here? <Azriel> my mom says if you put me in a room with a new person an hour later I'll know practically there life story <Azriel> I like people <TheMerlin> I can see that, but do they get to know you <Azriel> you don't think I'm open? <TheMerlin> you are here, but are you in real life also <Azriel> yes <TheMerlin> not common in my experience <Azriel> more so I think <TheMerlin> so you are holding back? <Azriel> because I can see body language <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> good clues <TheMerlin> and intonation of the voice <Azriel> my interaction with you is sometimes hard because of the lack of body language <TheMerlin> how so <Azriel> you are quiet <Azriel> I dunno if it's interest <Azriel> disgust <TheMerlin> that is not body language <Azriel> bored <Azriel> yes it is <Azriel> I could look at your face your body and tell <TheMerlin> what could you tell <Azriel> if you were interested bored playing games <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> what do you think/ <TheMerlin> ? <Azriel> I think you are interested but youcould be playing games * Azriel grins at Merlin <TheMerlin> how so? <Azriel> because I can't see you silly <Azriel> lol <TheMerlin> how would someone be playing a game? <TheMerlin> what is the game? <Azriel> good grief Merlin you have your answers down <TheMerlin> no, the questions *** Dillipickle has quit IRC (Client exited) <TheMerlin> should I stop? <Azriel> no I'm not saying that *** MmmmTasty is now known as Misha <Azriel> you know I might be more guarded with you <TheMerlin> explain * Azriel whines at Merlin * TheMerlin is used to whining <TheMerlin> you can tell me to stop at any time [Interrogator SOUND] <Azriel> because there is an interest that extends beyond the game [Azriel SOUND] *** Dillipickle has joined #oneonone <Azriel> and I don't want it to get mixed up with the game <TheMerlin> okay * Interrogator takes some notes. <TheMerlin> how does one keep it separate <Azriel> like it did in the debate <TheMerlin> okay, I think I understand <Azriel> I acted like Brittany <TheMerlin> not sure on that one <Azriel> I am <TheMerlin> I mean I'm not sure I understand the acting like brittany <Azriel> I assumed your what your actions should be <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> based on me and not what was reallygoing on <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> Just so you know <TheMerlin> It also triggered something from my past <Azriel> eww that sounds ominous <TheMerlin> It seems like for me that I have always been expected to do certain things <TheMerlin> but I am not told about what it is that I am supposed to do <TheMerlin> until I havent done it <TheMerlin> unfulfilled expectations <Azriel> yeah I don't like that <Azriel> you got me that night when you said that about expectations <Azriel> when I left crying <Azriel> because I realized what I was doing <TheMerlin> got it <Azriel> gee have you ever had this type of conversation with an audience? <TheMerlin> nope * Azriel grins at the peanut gallery [Hostess2 SOUND] <TheMerlin> doesnt matter, maybe someone can see something for themselves <Azriel> lol <TheMerlin> I always learn from others conversations <Azriel> it looks like you listen alot <TheMerlin> I do <TheMerlin> doesnt mean I always get it <TheMerlin> but I try <TheMerlin> for me the key to everything is communication <TheMerlin> understanding what someone is trying to get across <TheMerlin> and them understanding what I am trying to get across <TheMerlin> everything else just falls into place <Azriel> I'm bad at making assumptions <Azriel> at diving right in <Azriel> err and diving <TheMerlin> I try to save my diving for the open water <Azriel> yeah well I'm too reckless <TheMerlin> I do make assessments all the time, but I try not to make judgements *** Dillipickle has quit IRC (Quit: http://cookie.sorcery.net/~ircd_/) <Azriel> I'm getting better at slowing down though I think <TheMerlin> I had to learn to do this, it isnt natural for us <TheMerlin> I had some of guru's sarcasm when I was his age <Azriel> lol I still have it <TheMerlin> till I realized the effect on others <Azriel> it can be tempered he needs to learn that <TheMerlin> I think he is learning as we speak <Azriel> he is too hung up on being nice rightnow so it's confusing him <TheMerlin> I disagree <Azriel> really? <TheMerlin> I dont think he is acting nice <Azriel> no no <Azriel> I wasn't saying that <TheMerlin> I think he wants to be different <TheMerlin> from the way he was <Azriel> he wants to be accepted the way he is I think <TheMerlin> agreed <TheMerlin> but maybe afraid that he will not be accepted the way he is <Azriel> right <TheMerlin> or not sure at least <Azriel> Guruchaz was a character at first harder than himself <Azriel> but honest and direct like himself <Azriel> you can be honest and direct and even sarcastic <TheMerlin> but was the character at first toprotect himself? <Azriel> yeah you got mad at Guru not him <TheMerlin> exactly <Azriel> and I really think he did it to get a reaction when the board was a little lagged down <TheMerlin> but he seemed to use that character to shield himself, to not reveal the real guru <Azriel> because if you look back he was not ALWAYS that way <Azriel> in a way <TheMerlin> hang on, brb <Azriel> k <TheMerlin> back <TheMerlin> have you ever drastically changed your hairstyle? <Azriel> not in a long time <TheMerlin> but ever? <Azriel> yes <TheMerlin> when <Azriel> when I had my first daughter <Azriel> my hair was always long down to the middle of my back <TheMerlin> what did you do? shorten it <Azriel> she liked to pull it <Azriel> got old <Azriel> so I cut it VERY short <Azriel> HATED IT <TheMerlin> how short <Azriel> above my shoulders <TheMerlin> why did you hate it? <Azriel> I have a round face made it look rounder <TheMerlin> what did your husband say <Azriel> your hair do what ya want <TheMerlin> what do you think he thought really <Azriel> don't think he really cared <TheMerlin> explain <Azriel> he never cared about my appearance <Azriel> didn't care what I wore didn't care how much I weighed <TheMerlin> okay, how did you feel with it being suddenly shorter? <Azriel> like a stupid chipmonk <Azriel> err chipmunk <TheMerlin> did you feel weird <Azriel> yes <Azriel> didn't feel as feminine either <Azriel> felt like an old mom <TheMerlin> did you feel like everyone was looking at you and seeing this/ <Azriel> no <Azriel> it was something inner <TheMerlin> so just you could see the chipmunk? * Azriel wishes she knew where merlin was headed with this <Azriel> I guess <TheMerlin> and patience isnt one of you strong traits? <Hostess2> *cough* <Azriel> no luckily my hair grows FAST <TheMerlin> lol * Azriel blinks innocently at Merlin <TheMerlin> where I am going is, I think guru has just cut his hair short, in a sense <TheMerlin> he feels strange <Azriel> lol <TheMerlin> not sure if he will be accepted <Azriel> strange analogy but I'll buy it <TheMerlin> can you see how it is similar? <Azriel> yes he feels strange in his own body <TheMerlin> yep maybe so <Azriel> but we don't think he's strange we are happy to see him opening up <TheMerlin> we all want to be accepted, and he is not sure if he will be <Azriel> and isn't that weird? <TheMerlin> the point is , he may not be sure <Azriel> I know he's not <Azriel> I think he was afraid he would be thrown off the board <TheMerlin> just human nature, in my opinion <Azriel> I think that's one of the things that started this <TheMerlin> not sure, but possible <TheMerlin> I think it was more <TheMerlin> something went down last saturday a week ago <Azriel> the thing with New? <TheMerlin> part of it maybe <TheMerlin> but it was something he did away from the board <TheMerlin> he was gone last sat. <TheMerlin> for most of the day *** GuruChaz has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> and he is back <TheMerlin> just talking about you guru <Azriel> Hi Gu we were psychoanalyzing you *** GuruChaz is now known as HelenKeller <TheMerlin> lol *** HelenKeller is now known as GuruChaz <Azriel> I say the padded cell Merlin wants the straight jacket <TheMerlin> no, I want a couple of days with Tonia <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> I think he's jealous Gu <TheMerlin> not in that way az *** GuruChaz is now known as cantspeak <Azriel> I know *** cantspeak is now known as lol <Azriel> oh boy we can taunt him *** lol is now known as GuruChaz * Interrogator says: OK...we are going to move the chat ABCk to groupchat <Interrogator> BACK even * Hostess2 ATTENTION: Please scurry over to #GroupChat *** TheMerlin was kicked by Hostess1 (Hostess1 |
Soeur | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 08:46 am  ONE-ON-ONE…..ELITIST & MERLIN ** Hostess2 sets mode: +o awakeforchat <Elitist> now we just have to wake him up <Elitist> Oh hi merlin <TheMerlin> hi elit <Elitist> Thanks Hostess <Elitist> So whats up this AM <TheMerlin> rain delay today <Hostess2> You called? <Elitist> Yeah, I know <TheMerlin> checking the board <Elitist> Anything you want to talk about? <TheMerlin> sure <TheMerlin> whatever comes up <Elitist> LOL I think we have the wrong people in her for that <TheMerlin> agreed <Elitist> I am pretty open in here, and honest, so don't think I am playing mind games <TheMerlin> I see you as open <TheMerlin> and no mind games <Elitist> Some people don't and they think all I do is play mind games <Elitist> <TheMerlin> paranoia on their part <TheMerlin> there is a lot of confusion from what I see <TheMerlin> people not understanding what is being said <TheMerlin> or attempted to be said <Elitist> paranoia probably plays a part in that too <TheMerlin> yep <Elitist> how did it feel to be nominated last time? <TheMerlin> I took it as being considered a person who has a chance of going to the end <TheMerlin> just like I see your nominaitions <Elitist> Really? I think you might be giving too much faith in people playing strategy not emotions <TheMerlin> this week was emotion <Elitist> no doubt <TheMerlin> last week is more strategy <Elitist> We were lucky the first week that the other two were newbies <TheMerlin> but you will always top the strategy list <Elitist> It seems from a strategy point, guru should be getting nommed then <TheMerlin> maybe <TheMerlin> I find it interesting after the first vote, Ocean has escaped <Elitist> Yeah, part of that is I haven't been nominating him <Elitist> and I suspect neither has Spam <TheMerlin> the thread for who nomed who is the first I will go to when I get out <TheMerlin> it should be hilarious <Elitist> LOL - either that or the red rooms <TheMerlin> those also <Elitist> I really appreciate your stories on the personal thread <TheMerlin> you started it , hats off to you <Elitist> I started it, but you have really shown us some of yourself <TheMerlin> yes, but no one knows that only recently have I been able to do that <TheMerlin> last couple of years or so <Elitist> has that been a conscious effort on your part? <TheMerlin> juju would look like an open book compared to how I used to be <Elitist> LOL - juju definitely gets my award for being superficial <TheMerlin> conscious choice to be open for the last few years, yes <Elitist> It couldn't have been easy, especially if you have spent a lifetime not doing it <TheMerlin> it is juju's defense mechanism, not sure why though <TheMerlin> correct, it is never easy <TheMerlin> we have learned that is the way to protect ourselves <Elitist> the peeks she has given us have been good <TheMerlin> but it really doesnt <Elitist> no not really <TheMerlin> agreed on the peeks <Elitist> I almost made a nasty comment in the site of the day thread about her though <TheMerlin> I have learned that being open helps others understand <Elitist> seems like it is a Ocean/juju love fest <TheMerlin> got it <Elitist> i understand what you are saying, Merlin - I am somewhat the same way <TheMerlin> I have seen that <TheMerlin> just like guru, once he becomes completely open, he will be understood <Elitist> Guru is walking a fine line <TheMerlin> doesnt mean everyone will like you, but it helps them understand *** ducky has joined #OneOnOne <Elitist> He wants to open up, and is, but his past and the 'strategy' thing inhibit him * TheMerlin nods to ducky *** ducky is now known as morning <TheMerlin> disagree Elit, I really dont think guru is playing a strategy *** morning is now known as ducky <Elitist> I think he came in here thinking this would go one way, then found out we were real people and had to deal with it <TheMerlin> there is too much emotion for him to be playing a strategy <Elitist> No I don't either, but it is an albatross hanging around his neck <TheMerlin> emotion coming from him that is <Elitist> yes I understand. <TheMerlin> for me the outside guru was a strategy <Elitist> But he is having to deal with changing his persona in a setting that ulterior motives could be seen <Elitist> and that ain't easy <TheMerlin> he was hiding behind the outside guru <Elitist> Definitely <TheMerlin> I just dont see the ulterior motive part <Elitist> There probably isn't an ulterior motive, but people think there might be <Elitist> Thus it inhibits him <TheMerlin> maybe, if they are ones who have ulterior motives and are looking at it that way <TheMerlin> I see his fear as inhibiting him <TheMerlin> fear of rejection, will they like me as I really am <TheMerlin> a young person wil misbehave to get parents attention, because they dont get it by being good <TheMerlin> that is how I see guru <Elitist> Well I am mostly talking about outsiders <Elitist> thinking he has ulterior motives <TheMerlin> understood that way <Elitist> the only one in here that is totally convinced is probably spam <TheMerlin> agreed <Elitist> as she told us last night <Elitist> unfortunately I think spam will be gone tonight <TheMerlin> she is familiar with having ulterior motives <Elitist> LOL <TheMerlin> would recognize it right away <Elitist> and I am hoping the other will be missl or juju <TheMerlin> my guess was spam and missl <TheMerlin> but I may be off <Elitist> that is my gut feeling, but i have been wrong in the past <Elitist> i thought for sure you or i was gone last time <TheMerlin> it was way to close for me <TheMerlin> one vote <Elitist> yeah, real close <Elitist> the thing is, with only 30 voters, it is always going to be close <TheMerlin> it will be interesting to see if you get 5 votes tonight <TheMerlin> or if there is a decrease <Elitist> LOL I think I will probably get more <TheMerlin> dont think so <Elitist> I think you will get fewer votes this time <TheMerlin> I saw those 5 votes as votes for someone else to win by eliminating you as competition <TheMerlin> just like why you are being nomed <Elitist> That would be nice to think that I am such a threat <TheMerlin> you are a threat, you just dont see it <TheMerlin> My guess is that you came in here with the most votes <Elitist> LOL but I screwed that up pretty quick <TheMerlin> the one you screwed up with was before you got in here <Elitist> LOL point taken <TheMerlin> but I bet she voted you in <TheMerlin> just to vote you out <Elitist> She is OK - I enjoy the back and forth we have had every now and then - it just got out of hand this time once we got in and it was my fault <TheMerlin> I agree <TheMerlin> and please no more apologies <Elitist> Well I hope she understands, and it is Ocean I really owe the apologies <TheMerlin> I hope the both of you get to talk it out <TheMerlin> it may clear up a lot of misunderstandings <Elitist> it would be nice, but it is hard hooking up with him <TheMerlin> it will happen <Elitist> If I survive this time with low votes, some people should rethink their strategy <TheMerlin> lol <TheMerlin> is that your strategy <Elitist> Cause somewhere along the line they will come up against me <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> the next noms will be the best so far <Elitist> Of course things change so much with each banishment you never can tell what will happen <TheMerlin> exactly <Elitist> Next time I want guru and ocean and az to have to live through it <TheMerlin> the next noms will probably have most everyone as nominated <TheMerlin> dont see az as getting in though <Elitist> as long as those three are in it I will be happy <Elitist> just so they can have the experience <TheMerlin> you want to share the experience <TheMerlin> yep <Elitist> yes i am a sharing kind of guy <TheMerlin> lol <TheMerlin> you are so kind <Elitist> LOL thanks <TheMerlin> it will be interesting to see how each one handles the pressure of being nomed <Elitist> well I am doing much better this time, i feel <Elitist> at least personally <TheMerlin> agreed <TheMerlin> you can see it on the board also <Elitist> well I went through a crisis that first week in myself that i finally resolved <Elitist> mostly through that open chat digi allowed <TheMerlin> good <TheMerlin> chat with the outside? <Elitist> the night before banishment we were all in chat, then as a reward for something she was going to allow to posters to chat <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> what helped resove it for you <Elitist> She ended up letting everyone in - it was great <TheMerlin> but what did you hear that helped <Elitist> Even Lance seemed to be saying nice things to me <TheMerlin> okay <Elitist> Mostly that noone was really hated out there - which I was sure i was being villified <TheMerlin> never saw it that way <Elitist> hey, what can i say? paranoia <TheMerlin> yep, you were that first vote <TheMerlin> and I see it is lessening <TheMerlin> makes it more fun for you <Elitist> oh it is still there, just not as bad <Elitist> well i have had fun in here too <TheMerlin> for me, I take each vote as someone I havent connected with <Elitist> inside or outside? <TheMerlin> both <TheMerlin> more so on the outside <Elitist> ok - i guess i agree, but you keep telling me mine are strategy LOL <TheMerlin> I dont take a vote as a vote of dislike <TheMerlin> but as a vote of non-connection <Elitist> did you take too many of those weekend seminars? <TheMerlin> I think yours have been for strategy on the inside <TheMerlin> lol, maybe so <Elitist> :0 <Elitist> sorry i meant <Elitist> it sounds like you have gone through some real soulsearching over the last couple of years <TheMerlin> I have <TheMerlin> it has been very helpful in understanding others also <TheMerlin> I find that I had to understand myself first though <Elitist> I am glad that you have been able to do that, many people can't or won't <TheMerlin> it makes life much easier for me <Elitist> well i am going to have to actually work for a bit <Elitist> glad we could chat <TheMerlin> I was thinking the same thing <TheMerlin> sun has come out <TheMerlin> thanks also <Elitist> I wouldn't know, I don't have a window <TheMerlin> I will email you one then <TheMerlin> see you later <Elitist> thanks, just what i need - a virtual window <Elitist> thanks <Elitist> by hostess, ducky, soeur *** soeur is now known as hugsnkisses <TheMerlin> bye ladies <Elitist> thanks *** ducky is now known as HaveAgoodDay <TheMerlin> sweet soeur *** hugsnkisses is now known as ubegood <Elitist> you to duckster <Elitist> no way <TheMerlin> later ducky * Hostess2 wavs bye <TheMerlin> and hostess 2 <Elitist> bye bye - have to go catch my next victim *** HaveAgoodDay is now known as ducky *** ducky has quit IRC (Quit: ducky) <Elitist> insert digi laugh <TheMerlin> quit *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (Quit: TheMerlin) *** Elitist has quit IRC (Quit: Bye Bye for now freakazoids) |
Noslonna | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 11:17 am  One-On-One - Monday, January 29 11:15 am - 11:30 am Elitist & Spam - Spams predicts *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v Elitist *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v spamgirl <spamgirl> hi elit <spamgirl> ELITIST? <Elitist> hello. how are you doing? <spamgirl> alright... you? <Elitist> Oh I am fine - but was worried about you <spamgirl> don't be. this is nothing, elit <Elitist> cause we both think you are a goner <spamgirl> no, i know <spamgirl> 'cuz if i wasn't, i'd be leaving anyways <Elitist> really? too much work on the outside? <Elitist> or you are just tired of it <spamgirl> partially. very tired of it <spamgirl> and i don't like anyone in here but you and az... makes it harder <Elitist> LOL - it gets to you after a while, doesn't it <spamgirl> people whining all the time about everything... <spamgirl> don't want to be here <Elitist> unfortunately you will probably get your wish <spamgirl> not probably <Elitist> controversial people always seem to get booted <spamgirl> me and ml, no question <spamgirl> from what i've heard, elit, it's worse than that <Elitist> really? what have you heard? <Elitist> total bashing? <spamgirl> total <spamgirl> i mean, i keep getting asked questions by the hostesses <spamgirl> that leads me to believe it's pure paranoia out there <spamgirl> thankfully, i think it's mostly focused on me... but after tonight, the spotlight's back on y'all <Elitist> paranoia out there - they should try being in here <spamgirl> i think it's worse out there, elit <spamgirl> my friend andrew told me he was writing messages out there and was bashed so bad he isn't even going to LURK here anymore <spamgirl> that's bad <Elitist> oh well, enough about that <spamgirl> nod <Elitist> this nom is the big kahuna anyway <Elitist> tells us what everyone really thinks out there <spamgirl> well, they think they don't like me... and they like you... and they like juju <Elitist> yeah - if there is really a hate spam/elite faction we will know <spamgirl> i bet if guru was up it would be a tight contest <Elitist> between you and guru? <spamgirl> rofl elit, i don't think there's a hate elitist faction <spamgirl> between guru, me, and misslibra <Elitist> everything we hear about guru is positive though <spamgirl> i still dont' think EVERYONE out there buys it <spamgirl> especially after the juju fiasco <Elitist> yeah, he still shows some of his former self <spamgirl> nod <Elitist> and is so nasty about it when he does <spamgirl> which is why i think the other "self" is so fake... because when you crack, you're revealing the true you <spamgirl> he may desperately WANT to be the new guru, but I don't think he's at a level to become it yet <Elitist> maybe so - just want to give him the benefit of the doubt <spamgirl> i'm giving him the chance he gave me in here <Elitist> LOL - that is fair <spamgirl> he's never made an effort to be nice to me... appologized once, and then went back to being an to me <Elitist> you guys are real lovebirds <spamgirl> and i DID give him a chance in here <spamgirl> hah <spamgirl> whatever <spamgirl> guru is a selfish little prick... he whines when he doesn't get what he wants... is downright rude when it suits his fancy... he's a waste of skin <Elitist> well we all are doing some of that in here <spamgirl> and the reason i decided to leave before i came in here... because neil gave him a millionth chance on the board... i don't want to be on a board where people with his previous behavior are rewarded <Elitist> but he was supposed to do it <spamgirl> doesn't mean i have to like it <Elitist> thats right <spamgirl> so there ya go <Elitist> the problem is if he is faking in here, and it is found out, he will never be on the boards again <spamgirl> so what, he won <Elitist> but if he is faking it, it won't matter to him anyway <Elitist> very nice strategy <spamgirl> exactly... he'll just say "haha fooled you" <spamgirl> sounds very guru <Elitist> Merlin seems to think I am still getting strategic votes <spamgirl> from the outside? <spamgirl> or from the inside? <spamgirl> according to my mathmatical equation, they were strategic <spamgirl> and they weren't from who I'd think they would come from <spamgirl> elitist? <spamgirl> brb <Elitist> brb <spamgirl> back <spamgirl> george me when you're back |
Noslonna | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 11:28 am  One-On-One - Monday, January 29 11:30 am - 11:40 am Elitist & Spam - Spam says she won't be back. <Elitist> I am back <spamgirl> ok <Elitist> I can only stay for a bit longer, lots of work to do <Elitist> just got told they need it yesterday <spamgirl> rofl <spamgirl> ok <spamgirl> <Elitist> anything else you want to discuss before one of is booted tonight? <spamgirl> so is there anythign else you want to talk about? this is the last chance <spamgirl> not really <Elitist> lol <spamgirl> i hope you win, tho, elit... and when you get out email me <Elitist> well I wish you luck if it is you <spamgirl> it is me, elit... you're safe, i guarantee it <Elitist> and give them hell <spamgirl> rofl <spamgirl> i won't be out there, actually no one worth giving hell to <spamgirl> why waste your breath <Elitist> but you will still be watching, I know <Elitist> just for a glimpse of Speedo <spamgirl> actually elit, i won't... i told someone i'd walk with him, and i'm completely walking <Elitist> OK, well i will e-mail you then when I get out <spamgirl> onyl reason i looked today was to see if OI actually answered that mystery #4... i'd like ot know ;) <spamgirl> nod elit... good luck! <Elitist> good luck to you too <spamgirl> grin <spamgirl> i'll talk to you soon (hopefully not TOO soon * Elitist cries * spamgirl hugs elit. <spamgirl> silly ;) * Elitist hugs spam <Elitist> thats us <spamgirl> kick guru's ass! <spamgirl> and stop being so paranoid <Elitist> Someone will <spamgirl> nod elit, i hope so <Elitist> who, me paranoid? <spamgirl> remember elit - don't let them smell your fear <spamgirl> they feast on it <spamgirl> and it's the only thing they can hold against you |
Noslonna | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 11:33 am  One-On-One - Monday, January 29 11:40 am - 11:50 am Elitist & Spam - Spam gives advice <spamgirl> and if I were you, i'd clear the air with OI <Elitist> ah fear it is good - makes you a killing machine <spamgirl> i dunno elit... 'cuz they're watching you <Elitist> i agree about OI <spamgirl> even if you still think he's a , just pretend you don't <spamgirl> pull a guru <spamgirl> because moon seems to be big out there, with her memoires and everything <spamgirl> kiss ass, elit ;) <Elitist> yeah, but that was the whole point in the first place <spamgirl> i know elit <spamgirl> but it's not good to piss off moon <spamgirl> she seems to want to control everything here... she IS a part of this game, you know <Elitist> LOL <spamgirl> oh gee, sorry moon <spamgirl> didn't mean to offend you <Elitist> brb <spamgirl> did you read digi's post out there about moon trying to leave or something? digi said "please come back to the game, moon"... and they at me for coming back <Elitist> i read that *** Leap has joined #oneonone <Elitist> I think <spamgirl> nod <spamgirl> pretty sad <spamgirl> they at me, but I bet NO ONE said anything to her <Elitist> your mean, spam. You know I can't say anything <spamgirl> grin <spamgirl> i'm saying it all for you <spamgirl> she's such a sob story, that moondance <spamgirl> "boo hoo hoo elitist said something that i construed as mean so he's a bad boy" <spamgirl> "and because i was a moron and took it as being mean i get to attack him" <spamgirl> "boo hoo hoo" <Elitist> LOL - the problem was I got in here and took it to the limit <spamgirl> "and then spamgirl said that i was a moron BOO HOO HOO i can't take criticism BOO HOO HOO" <Elitist> well maybe not the limit <spamgirl> not the limit <Elitist> and it was part of the Game, anyway <Elitist> didn't realize OI would take it so personally <spamgirl> i think what you said about her was true, anyways... she IS self absorbed... reposting horoscopes she didn't write... reposting quizzes... she doesn't even do her oh-so-wonderful charts by hand <spamgirl> it's a website... anyone could go there <Elitist> did I say that? <spamgirl> say what? <spamgirl> oh <Elitist> that she was self-absorbed <spamgirl> you said something, about her knowing about self love <spamgirl> and my point is she loves herself too much <Elitist> Oh that - LOL <spamgirl> i mean, really <spamgirl> posting pictures that are like 20 years old <spamgirl> saying how she knows everything about diet becuase she's a nutritionist <spamgirl> please <spamgirl> she's so full of herself <Elitist> well gotta go - phone <Elitist> later <spamgirl> ok elit <spamgirl> bye ;) <spamgirl> (this chat in no way reflections the opinions of Elitist) <spamgirl> reflects <spamgirl> let me try that again <spamgirl> (this chat in no way reflects the opinions of Elitist) *** Elitist has quit IRC (Quit: Bye Bye for now freakazoids) *** spamgirl has quit IRC (Quit: Catch me on the outside, AZ, EL, have fun in the game) |
Soeur | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 05:51 pm  ONE-On-ONE…. With…….. AZRIEL & OCEAN *** Ocean_islands has joined #groupchat *** ChanServ sets mode: +v Ocean_islands <Ocean_islands> hello [Azriel SOUND]fart sound [Ocean_islands SOUND] <Azriel> Hi Digi made me do that <Azriel> that is a sound I would NEVER pick myself <Ocean_islands> Hi! <Ocean_islands> jes kidn <Ocean_islands> what is goin on here. <Azriel> hehe we all won one of the puzzles <Ocean_islands> ok <Azriel> so we get to puzzle off for Moon's horoscope thingie <Azriel> we don't think spam will be here <Ocean_islands> Is that the only prize available? my chart's already been done <Azriel> lol <Ocean_islands> How about a weekend in Las Vegas? <Azriel> well she might come up with something else for you then *** CammieS has joined #groupchat <Azriel> I want the chart! <Hostess1> ready?? <Ocean_islands> who? <Azriel> yes *** kady has joined #groupchat <Hostess1> you and az, no? <Ocean_islands> sound you go guy.wav <Ocean_islands> lol <Azriel> lol <Hostess1> spam said she'd give up prize anyway <Azriel> hi kady *** kady is now known as helloaz [Ocean_islands SOUND] <Azriel> hehe <Ocean_islands> well, what ya waitin for, christmas? [Ocean_islands SOUND] <Azriel> hehe <Ocean_islands> well, what ya waitin for, christmas? [Ocean_islands SOUND] <Hostess1> think we can finish it before chat? *** helloaz is now known as kady <Ocean_islands> how long is this GOING TO TAKE? <Azriel> how hard is it? <Ocean_islands> Is it IMPOSSIBLE? <Azriel> hehe [Hostess2 SOUND] <Ocean_islands> lol <Ocean_islands> well? <Azriel> she's looking for a not so hard one prolly <Azriel> lol <Azriel> like that one <Azriel> hehe <Azriel> how's your work going Ocean? <Ocean_islands> O, ok. <Ocean_islands> how about yours. *** bamagirl has joined #GroupChat <Azriel> mine's easy compared to yours probably <Hostess1> puzzle is up!!!! <Ocean_islands> who knows. I'm on autopilot right now as far as work goes. <Azriel> okay <Ocean_islands> Puzzle cancelled, conversation beginning. <Ocean_islands> lol <Hostess1> ../9510/10025.html?980818403 <Hostess1> up to you! lol <Hostess1> enjoy either way. <Ocean_islands> wait a second, what are the rules? ARe we posting questions here or on the board? *** kady has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) <Azriel> on the board <Hostess1> yep az <Azriel> it's in offical puzzle <Hostess1> only you and OI <Hostess1> y'all can agree to wait... <Ocean_islands> we alreayd started! <Hostess1> hmmmmm.... MUAAHahahhahahhahah *** Moondance is now known as thisisfun *** thisisfun is now known as Moondance |
Soeur | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 06:16 pm  ONE-On-ONE…. With…….. GURU & MERLIN *** GuruChaz has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> hi guru <GuruChaz> Hi Merlin <GuruChaz> I just saw your message. I had to grab a bite to eat <TheMerlin> has tonia left yet? <GuruChaz> No, not until in the morning <TheMerlin> does she ever make it to houston? <GuruChaz> Every once in a while, not often <TheMerlin> boy, could the both of us make your ears burn <GuruChaz> lol I'm sure <TheMerlin> bet she has some good insights to you <GuruChaz> Do you think I'm really messed up? <TheMerlin> nope, not at all <TheMerlin> confused maybe <GuruChaz> She was a bit ticked last night. She slipped in and I was still on the computer. She didn't make a sound just to see how long it would be before I noticed she hadn't come in. <TheMerlin> interpret what ticked showed up as <GuruChaz> Not mad, just a bit disappointed since she had been away. <GuruChaz> It lasted about 10 min <TheMerlin> understandable <TheMerlin> what does she have to say about how you are at the current time? <TheMerlin> does she see anything different <GuruChaz> as far as? <GuruChaz> I guess I'm lost on that one <TheMerlin> has she made any comments? <TheMerlin> has she noticed anything and commented about it *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <GuruChaz> no, just last night <GuruChaz> when I didn't noticed she came in <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> have you told her about any of the things going on in your head? *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v GuruChaz <GuruChaz> Yes, to some extent. <TheMerlin> was there any comment about what you did tell her? <GuruChaz> I explained some of the things I made in my post <GuruChaz> She thought it was great that I was making friends online. She told me not to have any online affairs or she would kick my butt. lol <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> what is it like with your friends in real life? Do you find similarities with what goes on in here <TheMerlin> people maybe not understanding you? <GuruChaz> Well, you get a bigger picture in real life so they understand pretty well. <GuruChaz> Besides, I was and wasn't myself outside <TheMerlin> explain <GuruChaz> it's in my post <GuruChaz> ok <GuruChaz> When I first got here, a lot was going on with the Reality show circuit. I popped in to keep up the controversy while at the same time adding a bit of myself to the mix. *** kady has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> any more? <GuruChaz> not really that about sums it up in a nutshell. I didn't expect to have a true emotional connection. Again, I hope I'm not going off the deep end here <TheMerlin> dont think you are any where near the deep end <GuruChaz> does that make sense? <GuruChaz> I did get along with certain people outside. <TheMerlin> lets go to the keep up the controversy. This is not a thought I would have had. Can you help me understand more about this <GuruChaz> lol You're like Dr. Drew ok <TheMerlin> twin brother,different mother <GuruChaz> I didn't come here as strictly a social visit to meet someone <GuruChaz> in the beginning <TheMerlin> got it *** kady has left #oneonone <GuruChaz> Some people here kinda grew on me though <TheMerlin> got it <GuruChaz> In other words, I was being a jackass and this was the selected stage <TheMerlin> okay, let me try to put what I think you said in my words <GuruChaz> ok <TheMerlin> you came to the board and didnt really expect to get to know someone on a level that would include friendship <TheMerlin> and found that you did <TheMerlin> and realized that who you had been <TheMerlin> was not who you really were <TheMerlin> and now you are trying to clean all that up <TheMerlin> finished <GuruChaz> I always knew that who I'd been wasn't who I really was as far as some disrespectful posts <TheMerlin> okay <GuruChaz> controversy <TheMerlin> got it <GuruChaz> I'm not trying to clean it all up either. Just the disrespectful parts because I saw you didn't like it and I felt bad about it. Does that make sense? <TheMerlin> yes <GuruChaz> and E and AZ <TheMerlin> what about the outside board and the people out there? <GuruChaz> the same to a lesser extent because there are people out there i do not know yet or barely know <TheMerlin> does the closness that has occurred in here make it more immediate for you than the ones on the outside? <GuruChaz> It was a spark. A spark of something that told me I was screwing up. <TheMerlin> okay <GuruChaz> unexplainable <TheMerlin> you are explaining very well for me <GuruChaz> trying to *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> do you think you will get closer to the outside members? <GuruChaz> I don't know <TheMerlin> than you have been/were <GuruChaz> can't say for sure. maybe <TheMerlin> do you think it would take this type of contact to do that <GuruChaz> I suppose not if I talked to them more <TheMerlin> if something was to happen or be different on the outside, what would it be <GuruChaz> as far as? <TheMerlin> to allow you to get closer <TheMerlin> to the ones you are not close to <GuruChaz> some of that is probably irrepairable I can only make my adjustments and take it from there. <TheMerlin> I think most are forgiving with time and proof that you are sincere <GuruChaz> Truly, there are probably only a few things I did to annoy people <TheMerlin> a lot of patience on your part in being sincere <TheMerlin> maybe the outside will make you a list of the few things <TheMerlin> and you have something to work on <TheMerlin> just kidding <GuruChaz> that would be cool, but I know I drove a point into the ground, I disrespected people's views and induced sarcasm when it wasn't needed. <GuruChaz> 3 things <TheMerlin> agreed, sarcasm is a very dangerous weapon <GuruChaz> eh I think people get where I'm coming from. <TheMerlin> explain <GuruChaz> they're used to it from me lol <TheMerlin> I was never used to it <TheMerlin> just expected it <TheMerlin> instead of gun control, I would go for sarcasm control <GuruChaz> it depend on when it's used <GuruChaz> I guess *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> for me, it never has a time or place to be used. Just my opinion <GuruChaz> ok <TheMerlin> I have used it way to much myself, I just choose not to anymore <GuruChaz> why is that? <TheMerlin> I saw what it caused for/to ohers *** CammieS has quit IRC (Quit: CammieS) <TheMerlin> and realized I didnt like it used on me <TheMerlin> I use the karma rule now <GuruChaz> I guess that's where we differ a bit then what is karma rule? <TheMerlin> If I wouldnt want it done to me, I try not to do it to others <TheMerlin> I am not judging you, please dont get that impression <GuruChaz> i know <TheMerlin> just sharing my thoughts <TheMerlin> for me it is all about having a choice <TheMerlin> and things not to be automatic <TheMerlin> I have had to learn to do that <TheMerlin> it does not come natural for anyone <TheMerlin> and I dont always succeed <TheMerlin> but I try to stay aware of it <GuruChaz> I understand <TheMerlin> I found out that there are a lot of things we dont think we have a choice in <TheMerlin> but in reality we do <TheMerlin> it takes a hard look on the inside sometimes <TheMerlin> and I get that you have been doing that <GuruChaz> yes <TheMerlin> starting big time saturday a week ago <GuruChaz> yes <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> hang in there <TheMerlin> it is never easy <GuruChaz> yep <TheMerlin> but you are well on your way <GuruChaz> on my way somewhere lol *** Nobody-EB146 has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> Why are you here Merlin? <GuruChaz> what brought you here <Nobody-EB146> to see what I look like to others <GuruChaz> oops did you get knocked out of the chatroom <Nobody-EB146> to see how I come across to others <GuruChaz> I see <GuruChaz> Then we were already at diffeent ends of the spectrum <GuruChaz> different <Nobody-EB146> I know how I am, I want to see if that is what others see *** Hostess1 sets mode: +m *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (astral.hub.sorcery.net cookie.sorcery.net) *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (astral.hub.sorcery.net cookie.sorcery.net) <GuruChaz> Hostess, Merlin has a shadow <Hostess1> identify, nobody <GuruChaz> ok, you can switch names M <Hostess1> change your nick <Hostess1> do a /nick TheMerlin *** Nobody-EB146 is now known as TheMerlin *** Hostess1 sets mode: +v TheMerlin <TheMerlin> it wouldnt let me have it back <Hostess1> yep. <Hostess1> fart if you need me again.. <Hostess1> do /sound itsagas.wav [TheMerlin SOUND] <Hostess1> <out> <Hostess1> YES! <GuruChaz> You seem like a good guy to me. <TheMerlin> just checking [GuruChaz SOUND] <TheMerlin> I am a good guy, but it hasnt always been that way <TheMerlin> and some might disagree totally *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> Sometimes it takes little <TheMerlin> exactly <TheMerlin> I have had a lot of sparks <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> and a few burns <GuruChaz> like a bald rim? <TheMerlin> close <TheMerlin> you have made a good start guru <TheMerlin> keep it going <TheMerlin> you will have to deal with adversity <TheMerlin> it is all part of our training <GuruChaz> Thanks M. What things did you have to change in yourself? <GuruChaz> Actually, I guess that doesn't matter. Nevermind <GuruChaz> past stuff <TheMerlin> you want the book form or the summary <TheMerlin> it will have a tendency to come out in the threads <GuruChaz> I'll listen to either <GuruChaz> ok <TheMerlin> there is a big one that I have been building up to <TheMerlin> it is getting close * TheMerlin asks bamagirl if she is interested in seeing the big story <GuruChaz> It's interesting how E seems interested in my adjustments yet he wonders why I won't chastise him. I think some people expect it. <TheMerlin> I think he sees it as a strategy <GuruChaz> It's confusing <TheMerlin> and not what is really happening in you *** kady has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> yes, I know that's a fact <TheMerlin> be patient, he will come around <GuruChaz> Give him another 5 years. lol <TheMerlin> not that long <TheMerlin> if you have a stategy, you see strategies <GuruChaz> no strategy I think people are just a bit off-center because I'm still in here. <TheMerlin> maybe so, based all on what you would allow us to have on the outside <TheMerlin> about you <GuruChaz> yep <TheMerlin> which was very little <TheMerlin> we could see the James Dean/leather jacket, but we never saw guruchaz <TheMerlin> that is the shock for most, to get to see the guruchaz <GuruChaz> i guess <TheMerlin> ask and you can find out <TheMerlin> when you get back outside <GuruChaz> the trademarks must stay though lol <TheMerlin> agreed <GuruChaz> uh huh huh <TheMerlin> we would miss it too much <TheMerlin> you ready to go back to the game and see what is happening? <GuruChaz> well, that's good. I thought everyone would expect me to be Beaver Cleaver orsomething <TheMerlin> no freaking way <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> eddie haskel maybe <GuruChaz> ok, going back inside. See you at chat Thanks M <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> later [GuruChaz SOUND] *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone * TheMerlin nods to the viewers and thanks for their presence *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (Quit: TheMerlin |
Soeur | Monday, January 29, 2001 - 09:07 pm  ONE-ON-ONE… Ocean Islands & The Merlin <GuruChaz> I thought you were leaving and then M popped out. I must be out of it <Ocean_islands> So Guru do you think I don't cut you a break? <GuruChaz> Not a thought on the top of my list <Ocean_islands> Some might. <Ocean_islands> What are you thoughts then on the evening's events? Are you happy Sgirl is gone? <GuruChaz> Time will tell. I don't think E will talk to me much anymore. <GuruChaz> Yes, sort of. <Ocean_islands> Really? I thought you were pals! <GuruChaz> A hates b, etc <Ocean_islands> Shows how much I know. I guess I missed that entirely. <GuruChaz> Well, I don't know really <Ocean_islands> Maybe its just a feeling on your part, with no basis in reality. <GuruChaz> Something is amiss since a week ago <Ocean_islands> Really? Maybe you just want more from him than he is giving right now <GuruChaz> probably He and Spam are close <Ocean_islands> maybe so <GuruChaz> Idon't understand what he wants half the time <Ocean_islands> well you're not alone on that score. he seems to be swimming in the game instead of standing on solid ground. <GuruChaz> He wants to be challenged and then when he is, in one form or another, he's threatened. He was begging me to chastise him the other day. <GuruChaz> It was odd <Ocean_islands> about what? <GuruChaz> about anything. he said I've been slacking <GuruChaz> lol <Ocean_islands> non sequitor <Ocean_islands> he's been bouncing off walls. <Ocean_islands> will bounce. <Ocean_islands> will bounce. <Ocean_islands> Did you see those superbowl commercials? <GuruChaz> Maybe we can think of some new threads to start this week <GuruChaz> some of them <GuruChaz> hilarious <Ocean_islands> How are you dooo-ing? How are you dooo-ing? I loved that one <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> yep <GuruChaz> I saw the one with the aliens <Ocean_islands> I think i missed that one <Ocean_islands> there are plenty of threads to start! <Ocean_islands> I'm very excited, because I've received a report from the lab that there are some new discoveries to reveal to the world at large. <Ocean_islands> And tomorrow just might be the day! <GuruChaz> One of my problems is if I'm not motivated, I don't bother. If I am, look out! <Ocean_islands> Oooh. I'm motivated. Look out. <Ocean_islands> I dare you to start a better thread than me! <Ocean_islands> The race is on! <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> ok <Ocean_islands> Ok, we'll take stock tomorrow night and decide who won. <Ocean_islands> Is that a deal? <GuruChaz> are we making it tonight or tomorrow morning? <Ocean_islands> I think I'm off to bed. "Bed? What's that? <GuruChaz> Ok, I'll give some thought then. It's a deal. One day posting frenzy <Ocean_islands> Tuesday night, we'll decide after "Mole=time" <Ocean_islands> Are you quantity or quality? The question remains unanswered! <GuruChaz> Mole, TI, Survivor this week <Ocean_islands> busy times! How are you dooing? <GuruChaz> hmmm <GuruChaz> If it is of quality then the quantity will be there don't you think? <Ocean_islands> Could be! The viewers shall decide! <GuruChaz> ok <Ocean_islands> And with that i sign off bud <Ocean_islands> goodnight <GuruChaz> ok, seeya <GuruChaz> night *** Ocean_islands has quit IRC (Quit: Muahaha! Congrats to Digilady!) [GuruChaz SOUND] |
Soeur | Tuesday, January 30, 2001 - 06:20 pm  ONE-ON-ONE.......GURU & MERLIN *** Gu_Mole-N has joined #oneonone <Gu_Mole-N> Hi M *** Gu_Mole-N is now known as GuruChaz <TheMerlin> hi guru <TheMerlin> hostess give guru a voice *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v GuruChaz <GuruChaz> I was in groupchat and watching Mole <TheMerlin> I was trying to see what all sounds have been downloaded <GuruChaz> tons for me I can't remember them all. lol! I can show you how to list them in a text file. <TheMerlin> that is what I need to do <TheMerlin> go for it <TheMerlin> does it seem different in here today guru? <TheMerlin> or is it just me <GuruChaz> Yes, it was dead <GuruChaz> Until you got here <GuruChaz> Juju would pop in but didn't have much to say <TheMerlin> been dead before, but seems strange today <TheMerlin> maybe it is just me <TheMerlin> I think if we have added 30 new voters out there, the game is going to take on a different outcome <GuruChaz> I have access to a computer at work and popped on for a bit and very few posts. E made one or two, Juju made 2 or 3 and that was it. I got home and nothing really had changed. <TheMerlin> than what it would have been <GuruChaz> It looks like Tuk typed a new tabloid lol <TheMerlin> I saw that <GuruChaz> All these whacky people from Texas <TheMerlin> yep, must be the water *** Interrogator has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> and the gator awakes <TheMerlin> guru, what do you make out of elit getting more votes on the outside than juju <GuruChaz> Participation <GuruChaz> not many posts <TheMerlin> explain <TheMerlin> okay <GuruChaz> that would be my guess <TheMerlin> you think juju is having more posts than elit <GuruChaz> seems so lately <TheMerlin> seemed about the same to me, maybe I better pay more attention <TheMerlin> juju is opening up a little more, maybe that is part of it *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone * TheMerlin nods to maire and lance <GuruChaz> I suppose so. She still doesn't post anything much about her life. I started a new thread and thought she might post to it since it didn't require any long stories. <GuruChaz> Hi you two <GuruChaz> I even tried to draw some responses with a new puzzle thread. That's desperate. lol <TheMerlin> she is guarded for sure, maybe from her career <GuruChaz> We'll have to see what happens to day and tomorrow <TheMerlin> definitely <GuruChaz> Yes, but she doesn't have to tell tales of her career <TheMerlin> maybe that is her life <GuruChaz> I suppose *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <TheMerlin> I think there is a lot more to her, just dont know how to get to it <Interrogator> I have a question for you. [GuruChaz SOUND] <GuruChaz> ok <TheMerlin> or if she would even allow it <TheMerlin> okay  Interrogator of the remaining players, who do you think would be most likely to form an alliance? <GuruChaz> E *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> thinking <Interrogator> And feel free to elaborate on your choices ;) <TheMerlin> honestly gator, I think that I would be the only one who could form an alliance <Interrogator> With who? * Interrogator grins evilly. <TheMerlin> whoever I picked to form it <GuruChaz> E might because he seems to have a strategy basis. I've heard Juju kid about alliances to E. Those two probably. I don't know if they could drag OI into it or not. <TheMerlin> ocean would be the most difficult to get in an alliance <TheMerlin> I think <GuruChaz> agreed *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) [GuruChaz SOUND] * GuruChaz uh huh uh <TheMerlin> what good would an alliance do anyway <TheMerlin> dont see it <GuruChaz> 2:4 I don't see it either * Interrogator makes some notes. <TheMerlin> I think all of us will be up for noms this time <Interrogator> An alliance has to be 2 people? <GuruChaz> more than likely <GuruChaz> E and Juju against everyone else? *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> at least two, three would be better <TheMerlin> dont see it guru <Interrogator> Seeing as the game does come down to 3 finalists...wouldn;t it be safe to assume taht any alliance would have at least 3? <TheMerlin> not e and juju <GuruChaz> I don't either <GuruChaz> ok <TheMerlin> you could accomplish things with just two, if it was the right two <GuruChaz> AZ might join them if we continue to upset her <GuruChaz> That was a joke AZ <GuruChaz> clean that up <TheMerlin> I have done well at upsetting her [GuruChaz SOUND] <TheMerlin> with four being nominated out of six possible, dont see an alliance having a benefit <GuruChaz> That's because she really likes you <GuruChaz> you are highly scrutinized <TheMerlin> in the beginning maybe so <TheMerlin> someone would have had to make an alliance before coming into the game, I think <TheMerlin> and it hasnt showed to be that way <Interrogator> Why do you think that? <TheMerlin> how could you do it in here? <GuruChaz> that's what I heard Juju and E talk about unless they were kidding <Interrogator> That an alliance would have to be pregame. <TheMerlin> would someone do it in here and let everyone know <TheMerlin> I wouldnt think so [GuruChaz SOUND] * Interrogator chuckles. <TheMerlin> oh shit, maybe so <GuruChaz> it's in th erealm of possibility <TheMerlin> let the viewers decide then <TheMerlin> they will take care of any alliances <GuruChaz> the viewers make the final decision anyway. <TheMerlin> yep <TheMerlin> the can be the judge <TheMerlin> or they are the judge <TheMerlin> I think the next week should be a real let's get aquainted with the players week <GuruChaz> how do you mean? <GuruChaz> why can't we do that now? <TheMerlin> take a few looks on the inside of the players * Interrogator coughs and makes some notes. <TheMerlin> we have been doing it, just not everyone <TheMerlin> ocean and juju is still being reserved <GuruChaz> You know there will also be people on the outside who will want to get to know you, M <GuruChaz> especially if they've been following here <GuruChaz> are you prepared for that? <TheMerlin> I think everone on this board is wanting to know each other more *** Dillipickle has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> human nature <GuruChaz> Hi Dilli! *** Hostess1_away is now known as hostess1 <TheMerlin> and we all are so protective of ourselves <TheMerlin> we want to see it, but we dont want to do it <GuruChaz> yes, especially when it's not face to face <GuruChaz> plus you don't know what nutcases frequent this place. uh huh huh <TheMerlin> I have realized from this board it doesnt have to be face to face <Dillipickle> Can we talk here?? <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> shhhhh <TheMerlin> I dont mean to give out your phone number <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> by the way what is yours <Dillipickle> Guru can have my phone number anytime!! <GuruChaz> Go ahead Dilli until the Int gags you <Dillipickle> yikes! <TheMerlin> we have the dilli alone guru <Dillipickle> sorry gator.......bowing to you oh Lord Gator <TheMerlin> oh yeah, guru is engaged <GuruChaz> Thanks Dilli. It has been explained to me that I can't get phone numbers. lol <GuruChaz> my life would be in jeopardy <Dillipickle> soooooooo, just cause you're on a diet doesn;t mean you can't look at the menu <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> Im logging this and sending it to Tonia <Dillipickle> and i'm on the menu baby!! <GuruChaz> oh, I'm sure <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> proof that guru can just say no <Dillipickle> ok, i'll be reawwy reawwy qwwiet <Hostess2> hi Dilli <GuruChaz> how's things on the outside? <int freaks> <GuruChaz> give us details <TheMerlin> have you ever told a woman no, guru <GuruChaz> in what situation? <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> take a guess <GuruChaz> no <TheMerlin> it is a shame men are so easy <GuruChaz> pitiful <TheMerlin> I know <TheMerlin> have you looked to see if anyone is on the boards right now <hostess1> because this is moderated, sorry <GuruChaz> no, but I will <hostess1> <snark> <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> throw us a newbie, hostess. <TheMerlin> let's see what we can do with them <hostess1> a newbie? LURKERS! <TheMerlin> why not <hostess1> there was one.. <hostess1> floating about.. <TheMerlin> throw them over the wall hostess1> encased in tenis ball *** soeur is now known as firsttimer <hostess1> new meat <TheMerlin> lol soeur <hostess1> LAWDIE! <GuruChaz> OI is out there <hostess1> listening to CDs <hostess1> wish Elit would get, here, Juju too <GuruChaz> OI is in groupchat <TheMerlin> have you decided you voting this next week guru <TheMerlin> lets go to groupchat <GuruChaz> no, not until the last minute and can evaluate why <GuruChaz> ok *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone |
Soeur | Wednesday, January 31, 2001 - 07:48 pm  H2 has Heart-To-Heart with Guru *** kady has joined #oneonone * Hostess2 waves to ONE and Guru... had to catch up on what y'all are talking about <GuruChaz> Hi H2 <GuruChaz> just BSing and assessing <GuruChaz> lol <hostess1> so whaddaya think, H2? *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <hostess1> (as she scrolls back madly) <hostess1> (whilst I too have lost track of question) <Hostess2> Guru... you seem to have been evaluting the way your fellow players are playing... can you give us your strategy? <GuruChaz> I noticed E,M, and AZ have had to deal with a lot of challenges in their lives. No wonder they have tons to say and I've learned a lot about them. <GuruChaz> no strategy I swear <GuruChaz> I'm just here <GuruChaz> My strategy is to have a few friends when I leave <GuruChaz> lol <Hostess2> You have mentioned that a few times in game... complimenting other player... in particular the ones you say you are learning from.. <GuruChaz> I feel the strongest bond with Merlin. His thinking is so much like my grandfather's and I just really like him. <GuruChaz> I was hoping to get to know E better than I have <Hostess2> what have you learned from Merlin? <GuruChaz> Of course, AZ and ML get along with everyone <GuruChaz> How to rationalize my feelings and ask myself the proper questions <GuruChaz> He's a master at questions. I was actually hoping to talk to him more about that today <Hostess2> Yes he does ask a lot of questions. Does he answer them as well? Do you have questions for him or are you learning by the way he asks? <GuruChaz> He asks questions i order to understand and in turn it helps us both understand <GuruChaz> Actually, I had questions lined up today. Sometimes when I ask him a question, he'll say that he'll post that story soon <GuruChaz> but he's answered most <Hostess2> would you consider Merlin a role model or mentor for yourself? <GuruChaz> very close <GuruChaz> this was step 1. We'll have to see where step 2 leads <GuruChaz> I don't know how he feels in that regard <GuruChaz> If there is such a thing as an online mentor, then I suppose he is it <Hostess2> That was my next question. lol <GuruChaz> GSP <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> I thought up questons for him this morning I should have written down. Now I can't remember them all. lol <Hostess2> I was wondering if you can base a judgement of a person solely on a online interaction. Do you think Merlin has shared enough about his real life for you to know him very well? <GuruChaz> not very well, no <GuruChaz> moreso than others <GuruChaz> all the right elements seem to be there <GuruChaz> just a feeling <GuruChaz> Of course, you neve know online. I would be devastated to find out anyone here was a really bad person pretending to be good <GuruChaz> Based on what I feel so far, I trust Merlin <Hostess2> That's true... have you ever had that experience? Trusting someone online and finding out they were not being real? Playing games pershaps? <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> Is that a trick question <GuruChaz> ok, here's how i see it <Hostess2> hehe... well ok... so you are playing THE GAME <GuruChaz> No, I was just the oppostie outside. i was playing the bad boy <GuruChaz> anyway <Hostess2> I meant mind games... as you say... you never know online what is real if it is only based on a few conversations. <Hostess2> On the outside of THE GAME you were playing games? <GuruChaz> I've never experienced that but the thought has always corssed my mind that any good person that you haven't had personal contact with could turn out to be bad. You can't point out child molesters, serial killers, etc. Of course, that's the extreme <GuruChaz> does that make sense in general? <Hostess2> In real life would you consider yourself a basically trusting person? <GuruChaz> By the way, I certainly don't think anyone in here is that way. I would just be devastated if it was true. <GuruChaz> get where I'm coming from? <Hostess2> Yes of course that makes sense... we are all faceless typers until we get relationships going... <GuruChaz> outsideof being online where I can see what's going on? yes <Hostess2> How do you learn to believe and trust what a person tells you online? Do you start by assuming everything is true or... <GuruChaz> I may be thinking too forward, but I honestly saw Merlin and E as possible lifelong friends and that's what got me to thinking about my overall behavior here. *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <GuruChaz> sorry, I getting behind on the questions lol <Hostess2> That shows up in how you relate to them and how you speak of them. <Hostess2> Is this one of the reasons for your apparent change of heart towards the way you are interacting since the game started? *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> i guess one really has no choice but believe what you tell them. I'm usually pretty good at catching any inconsistencies. <GuruChaz> it takes time <GuruChaz> you can't do that in one or two evenings <Hostess2> Yes... I agree it takes time. I was only curious how you have come to some conclusions based on such a short time. <Hostess2> Did you go into the game with some preformed relationships? <GuruChaz> Well, there were only a few irritating features I had on the outside that was borderline hurtful to people. Those things I can change. Yes, it is. I felt good about a few people in here and didn't want to disappoint them or alienate future individuals here. <GuruChaz> you never know who you will meet <GuruChaz> Oh, I still have a lot of questions for Merlin. Trust me <Hostess2> You have shared some personal and touching stories about yourself in this Game... in particular when you talked of your dad it was very moving to me anyway... I was wondering if you see Elitist or Merlin as a father figure? <GuruChaz> I suppose in one form or another. Probably because I feel they are so open to talk to. I've never had anything like that in my life since my grandfather passed away. He was very open. <GuruChaz> plus they are in Texas and not across the globe *** kady has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) <GuruChaz> that helps lol <GuruChaz> I think so far ahead of myself sometimes <Hostess2> You never know... it's a small world <GuruChaz> I don't think they would feel comfortable if I said, "Hi. I'm GuruChaz. WIll you be my father figure?" *** kady has joined #oneonone <Hostess2> speaking of father figures... if I don't feed my ol man right now my kids will be fatherless... lol. Thankyou for sharing dear. <GuruChaz> get the drift? lol <GuruChaz> or big brother or whatever <GuruChaz> you bet <GuruChaz> bon apetit |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 08:45 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 8:30 am - 9:00 am Azriel & Juju - Immunity and Noms Az answers Mystery in two questions! *** Azriel has joined #OneOnOne <Azriel> Hi you still up? *** bearcatuc has joined #oneonone <Azriel> hi bear <Azriel> good to see you *** bearcatuc is now known as hopeyougetimmunit *** hopeyougetimmunit is now known as bearcatuc <Azriel> lol I doubt it. thank you <Azriel> Elite is good at the mysteries <Azriel> I'm waiting for the answer to my second question now <Azriel> I already have a third if that one is wrong <Azriel> even if I got voted out, I know I'd have a blast out there with you guys *** bearcatuc is now known as nooooo <Azriel> lol *** nooooo is now known as greatingame <Azriel> oh thanks <Azriel> I'm having fun for the most part <Azriel> it sure gets crazy in here sometimes *** hostess1 has joined #oneOnOne *** greatingame is now known as I_agree <hostess1> AZ!!!!! <Azriel> hi digi *** juju2bigdog has joined #oneonone <hostess1> GOOD GIRL <juju2bigdog> Hi az *** I_agree is now known as bearcatuc <Azriel> Hi juju <juju2bigdog> hi bear and cat and hostess <Azriel> YIPEE!! <Azriel> I wish I'd made that my first dang it! <hostess1> )))) <Azriel> the stupid shoe made me say the other one first <juju2bigdog> those dang stupid shoes <Azriel> hehe <juju2bigdog> do you have the day off, Az? <Azriel> was she saying hadley no when she got pushed off? <Azriel> well sort of I'm going to run in for two hours this afternoon <juju2bigdog> do you run a business? <Azriel> kady runs a tanning salon/liquor store wierd combo but it works <Azriel> I am second in command head grunt <juju2bigdog> interesting <juju2bigdog> kady is a friend or relative? <Azriel> friend started out as my boss but we became close friends <juju2bigdog> she is the kady that is in here sometimes? <Azriel> I've known her almost 14 years <Azriel> yes <juju2bigdog> ok <juju2bigdog> are you done with puzzle? <Azriel> yes got it on second question! <juju2bigdog> lol <juju2bigdog> that is great <juju2bigdog> it must have been a clothing puzzle <Azriel> rofl <juju2bigdog> it was, wasn't it? <Azriel> the stupid shoe through me off in this one <juju2bigdog> i knew it! <Azriel> lol <juju2bigdog> the minute i saw shoes, I knew you had won!! <Azriel> err threw me actuall <juju2bigdog> i bet you won <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> I dunno I think E or Ocean could get it in one <juju2bigdog> boy, that will irritate e and O <juju2bigdog> I dont think they will get it in under 2 <hostess1> me neither <Azriel> it wasn't that hard because there were a few things that just stood out <hostess1> they'll also fall for the shoe <Azriel> my daddy is a detective juju I get it honestly <juju2bigdog> i saved it to notepad but haven't looked at it this morning <juju2bigdog> anyway, I think that was great <juju2bigdog> probably wasn't going to nominate you anyway <juju2bigdog> lol <Azriel> lol <Azriel> the main reason I hope I get immunity is so I won't have to nom you again juju :P <juju2bigdog> don't you get to nominate? <juju2bigdog> if you get immunity you also don't nominate? <Azriel> yes but if E or OI get immunity I'm kinda screwed I don't want to nom Guru or Merlin <juju2bigdog> hmmm, figuring that out <juju2bigdog> oh, you want to nominate bOTH of them? lol <Azriel> if I won't vote for Guru or Merlin I only have you three <juju2bigdog> okay, then I really hope you won <Azriel> right juju don't want to nom you again <juju2bigdog> lol <juju2bigdog> gu is starting to wear a little thin on me, I might nom him tonight <Azriel> They would have just hated me in the BB house spilling my guts every week on my votes <juju2bigdog> yes, they would <juju2bigdog> i don't really care <juju2bigdog> care if you spill <Azriel> it's hard to make choices you have to make them for no reasons sometimes <juju2bigdog> and sometimes I just do <juju2bigdog> for no big reason |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 08:57 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 9:00 am Azriel & Juju - Getting to know each other <juju2bigdog> you really like to see harmony and even-handedness <juju2bigdog> that comes across in chats <Azriel> yeah I think its a habit of mine I tried to keep a boat from rocking for too long <juju2bigdog> I looked up Bell's palsy are you cured now? <Azriel> no I was one of the rare cases that doesn't have full recovery <juju2bigdog> oh no *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <juju2bigdog> what I read said only 10-20% were not cured quickly <Azriel> if you look at my pic you can see the left side of my mouth turns down <juju2bigdog> did not notice <Azriel> right lucky me huh <Azriel> that is as much as I can smile without it being really noticeable <juju2bigdog> huh, yeah, lucky you <juju2bigdog> I suspect most people would not notice * juju2bigdog says hi to lance <Azriel> no unless I smile big it's not bad one eye droops a little and the crease from my nose to my mouth is deeper on that side <juju2bigdog> so, you have had that for about four years? <Azriel> I just look older than I would <juju2bigdog> is there pain as well? <Azriel> no pain my left eye tears when I eat and winks when I yawn <Azriel> the nerves regenerated wrong <juju2bigdog> will you always have it? <juju2bigdog> or it may still go away? <Azriel> I will probably always have it they say after six months you are pretty much stuck with what you have <Azriel> but <Azriel> I have used one of those electro thingies on my face and got a mild improvement <Azriel> it at least worked the muscles that I couldn't mov <Azriel> err move <juju2bigdog> okay, change subject, thinking of what I wanted to ask <Azriel> okay <juju2bigdog> i am still tickled that you got th epuzzle in two questions <Azriel> really? <juju2bigdog> oh yes, I am quite relieved <Azriel> hehe <juju2bigdog> otherwise, I might have been pissed that we did not know we were playing for immunity last night <Azriel> I kind of thought we might be because digi intimated it after the debate <Azriel> but I didn't know it <juju2bigdog> but, from my perspective, if you are the one to get immunity, I won't mind <Azriel> I don't like the idea of immunity either juju <Azriel> I wish it wasn't in this game <juju2bigdog> that is what I was going to ask <juju2bigdog> IF you had not been on the winning side last night, or were you anyway, upset to have immunity crop up so late in game? <Azriel> yes I said that last week <juju2bigdog> think it might have been more appropriate when there were ten of us <juju2bigdog> we didn't care so much then, it might have been fun <Azriel> I told Hostess I didn't like it and I'd like it even less when there were only 6 people left *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <juju2bigdog> I missed that, maybe it was in chat late night <Azriel> this was last week that I said that <juju2bigdog> or, I guess I can't actually memorize everything <juju2bigdog> lol <Azriel> I really hated it last night when she said noms would go on without the immunity settled <Azriel> I'm glad she at least changed that <juju2bigdog> yeah, there was fixing to be a great hue and cry <Azriel> right <juju2bigdog> good old merlin persisted though <Azriel> hehe yes <juju2bigdog> haven't seen him on the boards this morning, so guess he did not get a rain day today <juju2bigdog> it is raining pretty heavily here *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <Azriel> clear and sunny here <Azriel> he will probably be tired again tonight then <juju2bigdog> thanks for the info about ducky. that was cute <Azriel> I thought it was so funny <juju2bigdog> merlin, yes, he was real tired last night <juju2bigdog> he initially said he could not play the game, so think it is taking its toll on him <juju2bigdog> well, it takes a toll on all actually <Azriel> yes he thought it would be over before he started this job <Azriel> work is giving OI hell too <juju2bigdog> yes <Azriel> I nearly got ticked at him last night <juju2bigdog> plus time zone does not help for him <juju2bigdog> how come? <Azriel> he wouldn't stay up later to do the mystery <Azriel> I had to stop and think <juju2bigdog> well, it was 11:30 when he would be starting <Azriel> his job IS his life <juju2bigdog> and by the times he starts posting in the mornings, he gets up pretty early <Azriel> my boss cuts me slack because she watches the game <juju2bigdog> I am just glad that somebody in the game besides me needs to sleep <juju2bigdog> lol, nice boss <Azriel> she is I'm lucky <juju2bigdog> so... we should get ocean's boss hooked? good idea <Azriel> lol YES <juju2bigdog> now, take lance there - he NEVER slept in game I <Azriel> lance never sleeps period <juju2bigdog> He used to worry the heck out of me <Azriel> he is a big walking zombie <juju2bigdog> What if he was moving a big radioactive sludge heap across bellingham bay? <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> please get some sleep Lance! <juju2bigdog> lol <juju2bigdog> apparently he does not need it <juju2bigdog> so, will you be working on tanning or drinking today? <Azriel> the tanning season is starting up <juju2bigdog> tanning while they drink? <Azriel> we are getting busy right after school gets out <Azriel> the girls tanning for prom <juju2bigdog> oh <Azriel> the stores are separated but side by side <Azriel> she plans to close the liquor store next year <juju2bigdog> very small town? <Azriel> and expand the tanning salon <Azriel> about 30,000 <juju2bigdog> that is not a bad size <Azriel> no but small when you grew up in Houston <juju2bigdog> still, Louisiana gets a fair amount of sun <juju2bigdog> yes, I lived eight years in Houston <Azriel> yes it's a very good business just not steady year round <juju2bigdog> it was amazing to me that you could drive for an hour to visit somebody and still be in Houston <Azriel> she wants to put a gift shop in to keep her going all year <Azriel> yes *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <Azriel> Houston is HUGE <juju2bigdog> yes, it is <Azriel> I visited in June <Azriel> the first time I'd been back in 13 years <juju2bigdog> I was flying in one time with a volleyball team from New Jersey and a guy pointed to the skyline off in the distance and asked what city that is <Azriel> I didn't recognize my old neighborhood <juju2bigdog> I said Houston, and he said he thought we were landing in Houston, I told him we were <Azriel> hehe it stretches out forever <juju2bigdog> what neighborhood? <Azriel> I grew up in Oak Forest northwest houston <juju2bigdog> I lived half mile from there <juju2bigdog> in shepherd park plaza <Azriel> oh I know where that is! <juju2bigdog> might not have been there when you were growing up <Azriel> no it was <juju2bigdog> really, a half mile, we used to go to a lot of garage sales in oak forest <Azriel> Oak Forest is so rundown now <juju2bigdog> we went back to Hou in Nov., got lost in our old neighborhood, almost did not find house <Azriel> I hadn't been there since they built the tollway <Azriel> the roads were totally confusing <juju2bigdog> My impression was that folks might be buying in oak forest and fixing up <juju2bigdog> oh yeah <Azriel> I hope so it was a nice neighborhood all the schools in walking distance <juju2bigdog> of course, there is so much land in Houston, there is not a whole lot of incentives for fixups <Azriel> juju do you have children? <juju2bigdog> no kids <Azriel> I couldn't remember you talking about any <juju2bigdog> we were not allowed to have any in my job in the old days <juju2bigdog> I am serious <Azriel> I imagine in that line it would have been way too hard <juju2bigdog> they would not even have hired me if they thought i was married <Azriel> nod <juju2bigdog> yep, nowadays the agents have kids right and left <juju2bigdog> different times <Azriel> i worked at the police dept in houston as a clerk <juju2bigdog> not sure I could have survivied the teenage years anyway <Azriel> they tried to talk me into going to the academy <Azriel> said I could do the same job and get paid more <juju2bigdog> probably so <Azriel> I was just too big of a wuss to consider it <juju2bigdog> it can be a big sacrifice <Azriel> I remember my dad talking about a woman detective in homicide <juju2bigdog> teenagers are probably way worse than police work though <juju2bigdog> was he on Houston dept? <juju2bigdog> I knew some Houston homicide detectives <Azriel> yes he was a homicide detective <Azriel> for 20 years <juju2bigdog> I knew them in 1989, I believe <Azriel> that was after daddy's time <Azriel> he left in 1982 I believe <juju2bigdog> I won't say names here, but he probably knew them <juju2bigdog> small world, eh? <Azriel> yes <Azriel> one of daddy's cases is on the net <Azriel> www.iceboxmurders.com <juju2bigdog> well, I guess we are running over, oops, what is that? <juju2bigdog> oh okay, let me write it down and I will go look <Azriel> a man wrote a book about one of daddy's cases <Azriel> pretty gruesome <juju2bigdog> ok, will look it up <juju2bigdog> I am glad you got the puzzle, i am pretty sure you will have won it <Azriel> if I don't oh well I'm glad you got in here and I'm getting the chance to know you a little better juju <juju2bigdog> Okay, me too, sorry it took this long to hook up <Azriel> me too <juju2bigdog> have a nice day <Azriel> see you later *** juju2bigdog has quit IRC (Quit: enjoyed chat with Azriel) |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 09:20 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 9:00 am - 9:15 am Azriel & Hostess1 - Don't make assumptions <Azriel> damn it really ticks me off that I made assumptions <hostess1> you did? <Azriel> I would have really enjoyed talking more to juju <hostess1> I missed it all. <Azriel> I mean when I just for some reason assumed juju didn't like me <hostess1> except the part where she hated the immunity <snark> <hostess1> OH! <Azriel> I don't know where that came from <Azriel> and it did stop me from trying to interact with her <hostess1> feels differnt now? <Azriel> yes she's a really nice person <Azriel> full of interesting things to say <hostess1> and she knew your daddy, sounds like <Azriel> or knows people that he knew I'm sure <hostess1> Have you missed a OneOnOne with anyone else? <Azriel> I wonder how many things we miss out on because we decide something in our minds that isn't true <Azriel> I haven't had one with OI <Azriel> but who has <hostess1> He's had a few <hostess1> You consider him hard to know? <Azriel> OI is the person in here I know the least <Azriel> yes I do <hostess1> You going to try to get him in here? <Azriel> well I've told him repeatedly I'd chat <Azriel> our schedules don't ever seem to mix <hostess1> wonder if it's because he's a lot busier than he thot he'd be? Or other reason? <Azriel> I don't know I know other people seem to think he just doesn't really want to talk <hostess1> other people too? <Azriel> yes look at Guru and Elite they both have just about accused him of not really wanting to talk <Azriel> because he never can even when people give him broad ranges <hostess1> hmmmm. Makes ya wonder why. Considering what this game is, and all. <Azriel> I don't know he seems to be a busy man and I don't think he takes this as seriously as some of the rest of us <Azriel> we kinda pulled him in here <Azriel> he wasn't that enthusiastic <hostess1> yet he seems to enjoy the puzzles? <hostess1> at least! <Azriel> yes you know the thought goes through my mind that it's all strategy on his part <Azriel> reveal less and you run less risk of sparking emotions on the outside <hostess1> It seems that is a two-edged sword though <Azriel> yes <hostess1> and that one would run q yet greater risk. <Azriel> reveal less and people think you care less so you are easy to vote out <hostess1> THAT is a strategy? *** Hi_Digi is now known as true_true <hostess1> then one would think he would throw this mystery today, eh? <Azriel> you make me think too much in here <hostess1> shit I make ME think too much <Azriel> lol <hostess1> it's all H2's fault anyway <hostess1> (I'll figger out how later) <Azriel> hehe <hostess1> Now I guess we wait and see if he throws the puzzle <Azriel> I hope he is able to give the puzzle a shot <Azriel> I'd hate to win immunity if he thought it unfair that he didn't have as much time to really figure it out <hostess1> he posted this AM <hostess1> YOU tried last night <hostess1> and I have recieved other email this AM <hostess1> and saw a post from O on the board.. <Azriel> yes saw E and OI both this morning <hostess1> time to post = time to do puzzle, no? <Azriel> right and I actually had both of those questions that I sent you last night <hostess1> BOTH? <Azriel> yes <hostess1> sheesh <Azriel> I had three questions within minutes of reading <hostess1> I better pick better mysteries <hostess1> I even EDITED that one to make it harder. shit. <Azriel> lol <hostess1> laugh on! tain't fair <Azriel> in those you have to look for what seems to be trivial <hostess1> yeppers <hostess1> got you on the shoe. <hostess1> I wrote that one in <Azriel> yep dang it * Azriel gasps <hostess1> WHAT! <Azriel> brat! <hostess1> LOLOLOL <hostess1> can't make it TOO easy <Azriel> hehe |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 09:41 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 9:15 am - 9:30 am Azriel & Hostess1 & bearcatuc - shared medical concerns <hostess1> BTW, before you scat like JuJu... I had a friend with that Bell's Palsey <hostess1> it arrived ALL of a sudden <hostess1> she thought she had had a stroke <Azriel> yes it looks like it *** true_true is now known as so_do_I <hostess1> and it was stress related. <hostess1> YOU too? <hostess1> I thot it was farily rare! *** so_do_I is now known as yes <hostess1> fairly even <hostess1> is that Bear up there? <Azriel> it's really rare <Azriel> err not really rare <hostess1> 3 times in one little chat room <Azriel> what is rare is not to recover from it <hostess1> how long have you had? <Azriel> about 2 years <hostess1> my bud had for 6 months <hostess1> 2 YEARS <Azriel> yes *** yes is now known as friend_still_has <hostess1> researched on the web, have you? <Azriel> oh yes <hostess1> for how long? <Azriel> seen several doctors <hostess1> local? <Azriel> they are doing lots of research on nerve regeneration <Azriel> at first I was told there was no hope at all of any recovery *** hostess1 sets mode: +v friend_still_has <Azriel> after 6 months <hostess1> speak up there <hostess1> how could they say that. <Azriel> but I have seen a small improvement the last few months <friend_still_has> friend has had for 8 years <Azriel> by just exercising those muscles <hostess1> 8 YEARS?????? <hostess1> yes that is what my friend did. <friend_still_has> yes, never completely recovered <hostess1> how much recovery? <hostess1> shit, friend_still_has, change to yer name! LOL <friend_still_has> I haven't seen hom in years, but my husband saw him last year and said it was still very noticable <hostess1> facial? *** friend_still_has is now known as bearcatuc <hostess1> I thot it was our bear. <bearcatuc> yes, droopy eye and smile <hostess1> Az, if you've seen an improvement in 8 months <hostess1> Hostess 2 are you there? <hostess1> being she's not... <Azriel> I got something called a dermatone facial massager <hostess1> Bear, can you hang in a while? Emergency as usual, me <bearcatuc> yes <hostess1> thanks <Azriel> it exercises the muscles in your face *** hostess1 is now known as hostess1_away <bearcatuc> I'm not sure what our friend has done for his <Azriel> and it does help strengthen and make it look a bit better <Azriel> it could be a lot worse <bearcatuc> He use to work with my husband, we still keep in touch <Azriel> at least I look normal if I don't smile big <bearcatuc> I think his was stress induced, he has a lot of family problems <Azriel> I didn't realize how much stress I was under till after I got it <bearcatuc> He didn't either <Azriel> you think you can handle it all sometimes it is too much <bearcatuc> I felt bad for him, because he had enough problems without dealing with something else <Azriel> yeah I know that feeling <Azriel> and it's something you can't just work hard on and change <bearcatuc> He also was not taking care of himself, so he thought it was a stroke at first <Azriel> you have to accept it and deal with it <bearcatuc> It doesn't bother him as much as it use to <Azriel> or it doesn't show that it bothers him as much as it used to <bearcatuc> very true <Azriel> everytime you look in the mirror you get reminded <bearcatuc> I can't imagine what it is like <Azriel> I think in the end it does make you stronger <bearcatuc> He wore glasses and had trouble with wearing them when it first happened to him <Azriel> I can't wear contacts now because the left eye isn't strong enough <Azriel> but the glasses do hide the droopy eye so I guess I'd wear them anyway <bearcatuc> Same with him, except right eye <Azriel> most people get it on the right side <Azriel> I got it on the left <Azriel> and it runs in my family so I guess I'm genetically predisposed to get it <bearcatuc> I don't know much about Bell's except what he has told us <bearcatuc> I didn't know that <Azriel> well if I had to pick a disease to get that one is the least damaging I can think of <Azriel> if it's the worst disease I ever get I'm lucky <bearcatuc> very good point <Azriel> you know I was afraid I wouldn't be able to attract a man again <bearcatuc> that is what my friend said when he found out it was not a stroke <Azriel> but I think the man that are attracted to me are worth more <bearcatuc> Beauty is an inner thing, always remember that <Azriel> right I want someone that sees that anyway <bearcatuc> Are you divorced yet? <Azriel> no I've been seperate for almost two years though <bearcatuc> Do you have to be seperated for a certain amount of time in your state <Azriel> no I just can't afford the damn thing or I'd already have it <bearcatuc> I have never been through a divorce, is it expensive? <Azriel> well relative to my income it is very expensive <bearcatuc> I had no idea, I just figured you filed papers with the courts <Azriel> I don't know how to do it without a lawyer <Azriel> it should be simple both our children are over 18 <bearcatuc> Probably could find info on the web <bearcatuc> Nowadays you can find anything on the web <Azriel> I need to do it because that's something that is really keeping me from moving ahead <bearcatuc> How old are your children? <Azriel> 18 and 21 <Azriel> err 20 <bearcatuc> Lucky you, almost finished with the teen years *** GuruChaz has joined #oneonone <bearcatuc> Hi Guru <Azriel> Hi Gu <bearcatuc> I'll go back silent <Azriel> thanks for talking with me bear <bearcatuc> Loved our talk <Azriel> that was a good idea to look that stuff up I'll try that *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v GuruChaz <Azriel> hehe thanks Nos *** Hostess2 sets mode: -v bearcatuc |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 10:11 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 9:30 am - 9:45 am Azriel & Guru - Insight on Juju <GuruChaz> Hi AZ <Azriel> Hi <Azriel> you get a good night's sleep? <GuruChaz> I just wanted to see if anyone was in here? <Azriel> I got to talk to juju <GuruChaz> Yes, I did. Went to bed a little earlier <Azriel> I stayed up late and got up early <GuruChaz> oh, Juju was here already? <Azriel> didn't want to waste my day off <Azriel> yes just left a bit ago <Azriel> guess what? <Azriel> I got the puzzle in two questions! <GuruChaz> Do you feel like we've really got any insight to who she is? There are some great threads out there that she hasn't really posted to. <GuruChaz> Congras AZ!! Immunity! <Azriel> E and OI could still get it in one <Azriel> or worse TIE lol <GuruChaz> ah, i see <Azriel> about juju <Azriel> I don't think I've gotten to know her <Azriel> but I think it was my own fault <GuruChaz> I don't think she likes the new Guru much. Odd huh? <Azriel> I thought she didn't like me <Azriel> you might be assuming like I did Gu <Azriel> have you talked to her about it? <GuruChaz> not sure. I don't get a good vibe from her <Azriel> well those vibes bounce back and forth if you don't try to connect <GuruChaz> She avoids a lot of conversations and posts <GuruChaz> relevant ones at least <Azriel> yes <Azriel> I think it's because she is a private person naturally <GuruChaz> Like most of us aren't <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> Her and ML both find it hard I don't understand it cuz it's easy for me <GuruChaz> Maybe she hasn't had the greatest life. Who knows? <Azriel> juju's job has alot to do with it I think <GuruChaz> I thought she was retired <Azriel> she had to be guarded in that kind of job though <Azriel> habits are hard to lose <GuruChaz> It's hard to tell sometimes when she is being sincere <Azriel> I got the feeling she hasn't had the greatest life growing up <GuruChaz> I guess not <Azriel> from her few posts about her childhood <Azriel> and the way she scored on the disclosure test she was lowest on family I think <GuruChaz> Now, that I remember but she hasn't had much to say past that point <Azriel> or was that ML? <GuruChaz> except for moving around here to there <Azriel> I might be confusing them <GuruChaz> Juju helped to raise her brother alone <Azriel> nod <GuruChaz> moved around a lot and that's where it basically ended <Azriel> I remember that now that you say it |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 01, 2001 - 10:18 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 1 9:45 am - 10:15 am Azriel & Guru - Immunity and Nominations <GuruChaz> Have you thought any about nominations? <Azriel> yes <GuruChaz> same here <Azriel> I told juju the only reason I wanted immunity is so I didn't have to vote for her again <GuruChaz> we do those today, right/ <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> yes after the immunity is announced <Azriel> 4 pm board time I think <Azriel> 2 our time <GuruChaz> 6 our time <Azriel> doh <GuruChaz> close haha <Azriel> I'm so confused with the damn time <GuruChaz> are we supposed to meet in chat at that time? <Azriel> hmm it doesn't say that on the board I think she will just post an annoucement <GuruChaz> ok <Azriel> then she wants us to email noms ASAP <Azriel> so she can announce that in chat tonight <Azriel> are you worried about going up for a vote? <Azriel> I think just one vote will put you in this time Lack of posting... <GuruChaz> I feel like answering more posts today when I can. Do you have any idea why most of us are taking the time to do the puzzles but not posting to the boards? I notice people here during the day and it's mainly required stuff. <GuruChaz> I'm sure we will all be nommed <Azriel> I think most of us don't have enough time to concentrate on the game and aren't posting but what they can in quick short posts <GuruChaz> Well, like Juju was here and there is such a good thread out there about Short Stories or when E was on but he hasn't added to it <GuruChaz> just curious <Azriel> well I think they only hurt theirselves if they don't fully participate <Azriel> out there they can see who is enthusiastic about the game in here <GuruChaz> I'm more concerned about them not having anything to add than what effect it has on them. <GuruChaz> I suppose <Azriel> maybe they just don't want to add <GuruChaz> then why be in here <Azriel> we take this more serious I think Gu <GuruChaz> probably. who would have thought? <Azriel> lol I don't see how you can't get caught up in it. this is fascinating to me <GuruChaz> I know Merlin does and E really does <Azriel> does it seem like time has slowed down in here to you? <GuruChaz> maybe a little <Azriel> I thought the time was too short to get to know people at first but it seems like we have been here a long time <GuruChaz> almost a month <GuruChaz> It's strange. I've got to the point where i can't wait until about 6 or 7 PM rolls around our time when everyone is here. <Azriel> you should see me tearing home from work <Azriel> my daughter took the car last night I told her like 10 times be there at 8pm when I get off do NOT be late <Azriel> you will be grounded from the car if you are a minute late! lol <GuruChaz> lol was she late? <Azriel> oh no she told me about the tenth time that she understood clearly and what the hell was my problem <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> don't even try to describe the game to her <Azriel> mom is NUTS <GuruChaz> that's funny <Azriel> April came home with her hair all chopped up last night. her roommate cut it <Azriel> I picked up the phone and called the beauty salon and got her an appointment last night to fix it. she said gee didn't know it was that easy to get a free haircut <GuruChaz> ouch Getting emotionally involved and chattiest men <GuruChaz> I think Merlin likes being here a lot more than when he first started too. I think he'll be around more. I hope. <Azriel> yes I don't think Merlin thought he would get as emotionally involved as he has <GuruChaz> me either <Azriel> he came in thinking it was a chess game <Azriel> when you make the pieces real people it changes the game totally <Azriel> the right moves don't seem right anymore <GuruChaz> I already liked people here and please don't get me wrong there. However, there is a deeper emotional element involved and that's what made me think. It's only served to grow a little more and that's why I can't wait until M, you, E, and others are all here at the same time. <GuruChaz> does that make sense? <Azriel> yes <Azriel> it's great when we are all interacting together <Azriel> and it doesn't happen often enough <Azriel> Guru I think you and I have already won even if we lose the game <GuruChaz> well, we all have to work. Sometimes, it's hard for me to keep my full attention on what I'm doing without thinking about certain individuals here. I guess that's a good sign. <Azriel> yes it is <GuruChaz> I'm not concerned about being here to the end. Yes, I have. <Azriel> yeah I hate the words I'm here for the experience <Azriel> but the experience is worth the ride <Azriel> I thought the people in game one got so sappy but I understand now <GuruChaz> I'm trying to imagine this in real life. This would have been great in person like a real Big Brother type show. Wow! I guess this really does come close! <Azriel> yes it would have! *** bearcatuc is now known as gotta_go <Azriel> bye bye bear <GuruChaz> seeya bear <Azriel> take care *** gotta_go is now known as haveagoodday *** haveagoodday has quit IRC (Quit: haveagoodday) <Azriel> bear is a sweetie <Azriel> I love that we have had these chatrooms <GuruChaz> Me too <Azriel> you guys are the chattiest men I've ever seen <GuruChaz> I think we get more said in here and learn more <Azriel> yes. more natural than just posting <Azriel> you think too much before you post sometimes trying to get the words to say just the right thing you are thinking <Azriel> well it's a proven fact I take too long to post <GuruChaz> It's probably spoiled us a bit. However, I don't think too many people pop in here during the weekday morning and afternoon. Myabe you, me, and juju * Azriel sticks her tongue out at Gu * GuruChaz grabs AZ's tongue and lets go. <Azriel> the other side gets all the transcripts so I think they are enjoying it too <GuruChaz> I hope Merlin isn't too worn out today. When is the last day in here? <Azriel> hmmm <GuruChaz> Will we still be here the weekend? <Azriel> yes. we nom tonight banish sat <Azriel> nom again on mon? not sure <GuruChaz> good We need one more full day or two together and that usually happens on the weekends <Azriel> I know the final three have a few days alone before the final vote <GuruChaz> I hate to run off AZ but I need to get some more work done. I'm going to make an attempt to be here at 1PM chat, ok? <Azriel> okay <Azriel> yes <GuruChaz> Keep the board alive and kicking! lol <Azriel> okay <GuruChaz> It's always nice talking to you. Seeya soon <Azriel> see ya *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone <Azriel> gonna get lunch <Azriel> see ya <Hostess2> bye az *** Azriel has quit IRC (Quit: has left the building.) |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 12:33 am  ONE-ON-ONE....}...with AZ & MERLIN <TheMerlin> hello <Azriel> I'm sorry I freaked out on you Merlin <TheMerlin> anyone here? <TheMerlin> was that what it was? <Azriel> yes when I realized you voted for me I freaked out <TheMerlin> who said I voted for you <Azriel> I know you are Guru did <Azriel> or <Azriel> and you said uhoh and that I was going to vote for you now <Azriel> so that confirmed in my mind you did <TheMerlin> what does it mean for either one of us to have voted for you <Azriel> it meant alot to me I never would have voted for you <TheMerlin> does that mean I dont like you <Azriel> but I guess I assumed more about your feelings that I shouldn't <TheMerlin> wouldnt you think it was safe to vote for you if no one else has <Azriel> no <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> one vote could have put me in <Azriel> with this few people <Azriel> I wouldn't risk a vote on you <TheMerlin> I expected all of us to be in with this few of people <Azriel> yeah we would have <TheMerlin> does being nominated worry you <TheMerlin> do you think you will be voted out <Azriel> I told you it did but I could have taken it if I knew you didn't vote for me <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> so if you dont get voted out, what does that mean <Azriel> it doesn't change that you voted for me <TheMerlin> why do you think I voted for you <Azriel> you just told me <TheMerlin> why <Azriel> you said you thought it wouldn't matter <TheMerlin> why *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <Azriel> because I guess I assumed you felt the same way as I did but you didn't that's my fault not yours <TheMerlin> how do you feel <Azriel> I just told you I wouldn't risk voting for you because I don't want a chance ofyou being voted out *** Lancecrossfire has left #oneonone <TheMerlin> what is the risk of voting for me <Azriel> that you will get nominated and they will vote you out Merlin <TheMerlin> I dont think you have that risk <Azriel> but I do <Azriel> and you knew that <Azriel> and I'm sorry this isn't fair to you <Azriel> that I freaked out like this <TheMerlin> so how will you ever know if you would be or not if you dont try and see <Azriel> I'm only telling you why I did <TheMerlin> have doubt for the rest of your life <Azriel> I don't want a lesson in overcoming my fears please <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> I want to find someone that really cares about ME <Azriel> this game isn't the place and I'm sorry <TheMerlin> and why not have 60 people vote for you to find that out <TheMerlin> that someone cares <TheMerlin> why are you in the game <TheMerlin> you know that you are being put up against others <Azriel> yes I've let my emotions for you get mixed up <Azriel> you don't feel what I'm feeling I'm sorry <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> no I dont <TheMerlin> was Isupposed to? *** Leap has joined #oneonone <Azriel> no you don't have to please I'm really embarrassed and I'm sorry I've acted like this <TheMerlin> why be embarrassed <Azriel> because I've made a fool out of myself <TheMerlin> I dont see it that way <TheMerlin> I think you will find that very few people will vote to banish you <Azriel> it doesn't matter <TheMerlin> it does matter <Azriel> no that doesn't matter to me <TheMerlin> you said you feared being nominated or did I misunderstand that <TheMerlin> why do you fear nomination <Azriel> because I could be banished and I enjoyed it in here with you and guru <Azriel> that doesn't mean I can't handle being banished <TheMerlin> yes, you could be , but you will not be <TheMerlin> why not take the message of not being banished and be happy <Azriel> O <Azriel> I'm sorry I kept you up so late <TheMerlin> no problem [HostessTwo SOUND] [TheMerlin SOUND] <TheMerlin> by the way hostess just told me I was a idiot <HostessTwo> <TheMerlin> with no manners <Azriel> I heard <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> common knowledge then <Azriel> do you want us to take a vote? * Azriel ducks [HostessTwo SOUND] <TheMerlin> go ahead <TheMerlin> leap would you like to vote on this? <HostessTwo> az... play 0tobitch.wav for our merlin <TheMerlin> soeur are you still awake? [HostessTwo SOUND] <Azriel> I can't hear that one <TheMerlin> just wait hostess will send the file <Hostess1> I can go from 0 to in 1.5 secoconds don't with me <Hostess1> it says <Azriel> lol * HostessTwo already sent it [TheMerlin SOUND] * HostessTwo say it is H1's wav <Hostess1> yeppers! <HostessTwo> so pay attention! <Azriel> it's a good one [HostessTwo SOUND] [Hostess1 SOUND] <Hostess1> two in a row no less <TheMerlin> I am outnumbered <HostessTwo> someone called me? <HostessTwo> lol <TheMerlin> hopeless cause *** Hostess1 sets mode: +v Leap <TheMerlin> vote leap? <Hostess1> there now Leap can vote <Leap> I am just a bystander <Azriel> and very wise <TheMerlin> what is leap's opinion on my nominating Az * Azriel grins at Leap [HostessTwo SOUND] <HostessTwo> oopa <Leap> you really want to know <TheMerlin> yes <Leap> Az? <Azriel> sure <HostessTwo> dont tell him nuttin <Leap> okay [TheMerlin SOUND] [TheMerlin SOUND] [HostessTwo SOUND] <HostessTwo> heh! <TheMerlin> you give leap a voice and dont let her talk <HostessTwo> heh! <HostessTwo> leap is capable of speaking for herself merlin. dont be so condescending <Leap> I am not sure if I want to <Leap> I am deciding <Hostess1> LOL <Hostess1> can y'all not speak till I'm done PEEING anyway? LOLOL <Leap> Merlin, why did you nom Az? [HostessTwo SOUND] <TheMerlin> has leap read the reasons why from the red room? <Leap> just did, got it <Leap> have you explained to Az? <Azriel> yes he did *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <Hostess1> what are we voting on?? *** Hostess1 sets mode: +v Lancecrossfire <Hostess1> I wanna vote! <Hostess1> I NEVER get to vote (((whine))) <TheMerlin> my decision to nominate azriel <TheMerlin> is being voted on <Hostess1> what about it? <TheMerlin> my decision to nominate azriel <TheMerlin> is being voted on <Hostess1> what about it? <Azriel> it doesn't matter <Leap> Why are we voting? <Hostess1> I vote you nommed her! is that it? <Azriel> I understand <Azriel> I expected something out of you I shouldn't it's as simple as that *** bearcatuc has joined #oneonone *** Maire has joined #oneonone <Azriel> I'm sorry and it's all okay *** bearcatuc has left #oneonone <Leap> Don't feel bad Az <TheMerlin> but she does <Azriel> thank you Leap <Hostess1> but we love her. <Hostess1> wanna vote on that? <Leap> I am sure it would be emotional being in there <Hostess1> its emotional enuf being out here. <Azriel> Merlin it's late please go on to bed it's all okay now <TheMerlin> I dont think so [HostessTwo SOUND] <Azriel> thanks for talking me <Hostess1> go to bed so we can rag you in yer absense <Hostess1> <snark> <TheMerlin> you are welcome <Hostess1> OR we could leave. <TheMerlin> no, I will let you do your ragging <TheMerlin> here * HostessTwo thinks we should leave the lovebirds to rag on <TheMerlin> night folks <Hostess1> night! <Leap> night *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (Quit: TheMerlin) |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 02:58 pm  ONE-ON-ONE in groupchat…with…ELIT &JUJU *** Elitist has joined #groupchat *** ChanServ sets mode: +v Elitist <Juju2bigdog> oh, hi elite <Elitist> hi juju <Juju2bigdog> i just got here, found nobody here and was going to leave <Elitist> nobody else around? <Elitist> lol <Juju2bigdog> noope <Elitist> just us chickens <Juju2bigdog> was wondering if we ought to change time of this chat? <Elitist> too late now <Juju2bigdog> maybe it was initially set up to accommodate somebody who is gone  Interrogator coughs. <Juju2bigdog> lol, meant in general <Juju2bigdog> iios, hi in terre * soeur scratches juju behind the ears and pokes elit with the handle of her whip <Interrogator> howdy <Elitist> i know what you meant - but there isn't much time left anyway in the game <Elitist> lol hi soeur <Juju2bigdog> more than a week if you are staying <Elitist> hi gator [Interrogator SOUND] * Juju2bigdog sniffs soeur <Elitist> i thought we were all walking out? <Juju2bigdog> yes, walking out before banishment tomorrow <Juju2bigdog> Merlin is going to boost you over the wall <Elitist> lol <Elitist> so how are you taking all of this?  Interrogator snickers. <Juju2bigdog> pretty good <Juju2bigdog> getting nominated is part of the game [Interrogator SOUND] <Juju2bigdog> you? <Juju2bigdog> juju can't hear those sounds, in terre <Elitist> well i feel good - for once [Interrogator SOUND] <Juju2bigdog> probably not elite either * Interrogator nods. <Juju2bigdog> okay, got that one in terre <Interrogator> you need sounds4.zip ;) <Juju2bigdog> figured you probably felt pretty good, first time no nom <Elitist> no I need to download them all, don't have time * Interrogator nods. <Juju2bigdog> same here <Elitist> well no nom cause you couldn't nom me <Juju2bigdog> well, time, but going to wipe hard drive following game <Juju2bigdog> yes, that is true <Elitist> otherwise I would of had 5 LOL <Juju2bigdog> do you think O will calm down? <Elitist> I hope so <Juju2bigdog> lol, maybe <Juju2bigdog> lol your five votes <Elitist> did Az and Merlin get everything straight last night? <Juju2bigdog> doesn't look like it from today's posts <Elitist> haven't had a chance to check yet <Juju2bigdog> she still seems hurt he would nominate her <Elitist> i don't totally understand it <Juju2bigdog> see? it is good to get nommed early on, grow tough hide <Interrogator> heh <Juju2bigdog> don't understand why she would be hurt about his nomming her? <Elitist> maybe there is something there we don't see - I don't know <Juju2bigdog> I sort of saw it <Elitist> I don't remember Az and Merlin hangin before on the boards or chat <Juju2bigdog> hot tub <Elitist> oh <Juju2bigdog> i sort of had a thought about wouldn't that be sweet for them? <Juju2bigdog> at one time <Juju2bigdog> some time back <Elitist> back in the dark ages <Juju2bigdog> yeah, ain't that the truth? <Elitist> back when it was just a game <Juju2bigdog> when it gets down to four, if I am still here, we probably have to talk strategy * Interrogator makes some notes. <Elitist> you and me - or everybody? <Juju2bigdog> obviously you will still be here <Juju2bigdog> everybody <Juju2bigdog> alliance!!!!! <Elitist> a 4 way alliance - sounds good <Juju2bigdog> I would think you would want one vote for each <Juju2bigdog> we only get 1 nom each <Elitist> let everyone in and let the outside decide <Juju2bigdog> so we could make somebody an automatic winner <Juju2bigdog> right, let public decide <Juju2bigdog> automatic winner if we fail to nom them <Elitist> yeah - well strategically you would really want the strongest two being nommed next time <Elitist> kills of the competition <Elitist> kills off <Juju2bigdog> going to be some strategy <Elitist> the problem is - who are the strongest two players? <Juju2bigdog> lol <Juju2bigdog> WE sure don't know <Interrogator> Eddie and Curtis! <Juju2bigdog> josh and eddie <Elitist> lol <Interrogator> josh! <Interrogator> feh! <Elitist> josh was a wussy * Interrogator nods. <Juju2bigdog> how was the slumber party? <Elitist> eddie and curtis were the two extremes <Elitist> it didn't happen - talked him into sleeping in bed <Elitist> we did have pizza though <Juju2bigdog> oh, thought you were having kids over <Juju2bigdog> must have got a phone call <Elitist> brb [Interrogator SOUND] <Elitist> No - it was just a family thing <Interrogator> So Juju...have a good flea bath lately? * Juju2bigdog asks for more Alpo * Interrogator makes some notes. <Elitist> I thought OI gave you a whole website of alpo? <Juju2bigdog> speaking of which, aren't tuk's journals a riot? <Juju2bigdog> it was just a doggie cartoon <Elitist> They are pretty good - i liked the first one better * soeur offers a plate of homemade doggie snax <Elitist> soeur has been cooking again * Juju2bigdog gobbles down snacks and plate <Juju2bigdog> did you see where soeur almost "did an Ocean" at the soup kitchen? <Elitist> I must have missed that one <Elitist> where was it? <Juju2bigdog> in the know you are addicted thread * soeur offers elit some cheez n crackers <Elitist> thanks soeur <Juju2bigdog> I don't go over there much but went looking after they flew the banner yesterday <Elitist> have any caviar? <Elitist> Yeah, they got caught on that one <Juju2bigdog> i never did find the passage referred to <Juju2bigdog> or maybe they moved the thread? <Elitist> i bet they archived it again - or moved it - was a truth or dare thread <Juju2bigdog> that is what I looked for, could not find <Juju2bigdog> oh well, I have enough to read anyway <Elitist> yeah, don't we all <Juju2bigdog> lol, I am three newspapers behind <Juju2bigdog> just today <Elitist> I gave up newspapers a long time ago <Juju2bigdog> scared to check e-mail <Juju2bigdog> lol <Elitist> never got a chance to read them * Interrogator grins evilly. <Elitist> and then the kids came along <Juju2bigdog> i pretty much gave up newspapers too i think * Hostess2 blinks *** Lancecrossfire has joined #groupchat <Juju2bigdog> hi lance <Elitist> hi lance * Hostess2 peers around... Quiet YOU <Juju2bigdog> hostess2 thinks reading newspapers causes kids <Elitist> we got all the big guns here now <Elitist> depends on how you read them <Juju2bigdog> yep, we must be important <Elitist> lolita <Juju2bigdog> they are putting the word out on the boards <Elitist> about what - you and I chatting? <Elitist> or the alliance? <Juju2bigdog> yeah <Juju2bigdog> and the alliance!!! <Juju2bigdog> but maybe we better not talk about that anymore <Elitist> I guess I haven't chatted with you since that time after chat a long time ago <Interrogator> The Empire will crush you alliance. <Juju2bigdog> with lance here and all <Elitist> the Evil Empire * Hostess2 may the force be with you <Juju2bigdog> yes, back in the dark ages <Elitist> Lance likes that kind of stuff <Elitist> board fodder <Juju2bigdog> he may not have enough details though <Elitist> you think you are going to make it through this one Ju? <Juju2bigdog> i never have any idea <Elitist> This is probably the toughest yet <Juju2bigdog> do you think I will make it? *** Interrogator has quit IRC (Quit: Bite Me Fan Boy!) <Elitist> Considering the low number of votes you got last time, yes <Juju2bigdog> do you think you would have made it? <Juju2bigdog> you have low votes too <Elitist> Yeah, but the first time was against newbies, the second against two who had a big fight *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <Juju2bigdog> BUT, maybe the spam/MsL fight tok the heat off us <Elitist> I am sure it did <Elitist> This time it would have been against three favorites <Juju2bigdog> bets on lance time coming back? <Elitist> lol <Juju2bigdog> should be interesting, i can't really call it *** Lancecrossfire has joined #groupchat <Juju2bigdog> not bad time, lance, about 52 seconds <Elitist> He is getting good at this <Juju2bigdog> oh yes, he is good <Elitist> real good <Juju2bigdog> practice makes perfect  soeur thinks lance does not need to practice <Elitist> lol <Juju2bigdog> I kind of think it would be in Ocean's best interests not to go on a big rant <Juju2bigdog> lol soeur <Elitist> I think he will have calmed down by tonight <Elitist> But I would like to see him roar * Hostess2 feh *** all has joined #groupchat *** ChanServ sets mode: +v all <all> we call that "doing a lance" <Elitist> hi spam <all> oops, how did I come back as all? <Elitist> oops, she isn't in the house anymore *** all is now known as jujubigdog <Elitist> lol *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) <Elitist> I didn't see you go that time <Elitist> no message * soeur does not know who to sniff now <jujubigdog> just mirc crashed <jujubigdog> not ISP <Hostess2> juju... kill one <Elitist> oh *** Juju2bigdog has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) <jujubigdog> it said name was already in use *** Lancecrossfire has joined #groupchat <Elitist> hi lance <jujubigdog> new record for lance <Hostess2> lance is busy in hot tub... *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (nexus.sorcery.net cookie.sorcery.net) <Hostess2> lance! get in there before the mods censor us <jujubigdog> keeps dropping computer in hot tub? * Hostess2 gazes innocently at ceiling <Elitist> lol <jujubigdog> yikes, I better run <Elitist> well I guess i am going to write a red room then go home <Elitist> twofer <jujubigdog> did not see it is so late |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 03:13 pm  ONE-ON-ONE…with…ELIT &GURU *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v GuruChaz <Elitist> hi guru <Elitist> play him a sound <Elitist> i don't have any [SOUND] <GuruChaz> Hi <GuruChaz> E <Elitist> he gu <Elitist> hey <Elitist> whats up? <GuruChaz> I'm glad I caught you before you left <Elitist> yeah I was about to shut down <GuruChaz> What's up? <Elitist> just hangin around - waiting to see what OI does <Elitist> chatted with Juju <GuruChaz> as far as? <GuruChaz> oh really <Elitist> in groupchat <Elitist> OI was just pissed off last night and posted some stuff <GuruChaz> sounds familiar <GuruChaz> lol <Elitist> Hope he has cooled off tonight <GuruChaz> We shall see *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> Hi Lance <Elitist> so I haven't been attacking you lately - are you happy? <Elitist> <Elitist> <GuruChaz> Eh I guess. lol <GuruChaz> I don't think there's anything left to attack about. <Elitist> well not really attack, just sniping a little here and there <GuruChaz> I was really trying to follow you and Merlin yesterday on the convo about Spam <Elitist> Yeah, pretty deep stuff <Elitist> I guess I just see the good in people too easily <Elitist> and ignore the bad <Elitist> lol <Elitist> EGO EGO EGO <GuruChaz> It's amazing how she can say something and then try to rationalize it later by saying something like "well so and so can say that but I can't" <Elitist> Self defense mechanism <GuruChaz> I guess <GuruChaz> she seems to have a lot of defense mechanisms <Elitist> hey when you are in Bosnia you tend to put up sandbags <GuruChaz> lol <Elitist> so who else can we talk about? <Elitist> Merlin and Az? <GuruChaz> they'll be fine <Elitist> well that leaves Juju and OI and me and you * Hostess2 wonders if you can give us juicy gossip about merlin and az <GuruChaz> I noticed they requested a one on one after I left last night <Elitist> that must have been late <Elitist> think it resolved anything? <GuruChaz> I'm doing ok. I still feel like I have messes to clean up here and there. Not necessarily with particular individuals. <GuruChaz> feel <GuruChaz> not sure, but it probably helped <Elitist> Oh quit worrying about it so much - you have done fine <Elitist> Just make it through this banishment and the rest is easy sailing <GuruChaz> I'm not worried about that <Elitist> Well it is going to tell you if people believe you or not * Hostess2 peers at at ship sailing off <Elitist> And I think you will be pleasantly suprised <GuruChaz> oh, I'm not worried about that either <GuruChaz> I know <Elitist> so what are you worried about? <GuruChaz> not in here <Elitist> ok <GuruChaz> So, will you be able to be around some tomorrow? <Elitist> I think so <Elitist> I am going to try <Elitist> what time are you going to be around? <GuruChaz> cool, maybe we can have some group activities <Elitist> group sex? <Elitist> lol <Elitist> kinda sparse on the female end here <GuruChaz> Most of the day. I have to go see about a new set of tires but that's all. Tonia won't be here until Mon. <Elitist> OK, maybe Digi will give us challenge or puzzle or two <Elitist> So are you OK? <GuruChaz> I hope everyone sticks around after this is over. The bad thing is that in order to have a private conversation, we'll have to create chatrooms. lol <GuruChaz> Yeah, I'm fine. <Elitist> it isn't that hard - and even the ones already made will not be logged to be placed on the board <Elitist> I was just wondering - you sound kind of bummed <GuruChaz> Not bummed, just thoughts that need to be taken cared of outside here <GuruChaz> moving on <GuruChaz> lol <Elitist> Yeah, I understand <GuruChaz> oh, I know what I was going to tell you <Elitist> ? <Elitist> I am waiting for the punch line <GuruChaz> I went back and read a lot of my posts where I was egging people on and as I was reading them, I noticed how stupid it all sounded. It's like listening to yourself on a tape recorder. That was in General Discussions. <Elitist> LOL - yeah I have done that and seen how pompous I sound - real eye opener <GuruChaz> I really trounced Merlin a few times as a new person here. <GuruChaz> Did I ever do that to you? <Elitist> You are/were good at that <GuruChaz> I think I did <Elitist> No I don't think so <GuruChaz> ok, good <Elitist> If you did I probably blew it off <GuruChaz> lol <Elitist> Just being Guru <Elitist> But I don't think you ever did <Elitist> We seemed to end up on the same side of things <GuruChaz> I had a revelation last night that made me smile. I'll have to tell you about that outside. <Elitist> OK sounds good, I will be around if I can stand all the stuff written about me <Elitist> Plus I have some good friends out there that i don't want to lose - at least I think they are still good friends <GuruChaz> Hey, prepare for the worst. Just stay. <Elitist> I am pretty sure the worst is out there for most of us <GuruChaz> I'm sure outside opinions fluctuate as the conversations in here fluctuate. <Elitist> Yeah. <GuruChaz> Everyone is continuously making assessments whether right or wrong. <Elitist> I guess if the worst wasn't out there about you, you probably weren't doing something right *** Dillipickle has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> Someone may say something bad one second and then learn more and think something else later <Elitist> And we keep changing in here as time goes on <GuruChaz> Hi Dilli <Elitist> Hi pickle <Elitist> well I need to go - in trouble already <Elitist> definitely chat on the outside <GuruChaz> ok, E. Sorry I didn't get here sooner <GuruChaz> Hope to see you later this evening <Elitist> no problem - i haven't been here too long anyway <GuruChaz> ok, later <Elitist> should be - i don't think my girl took a nap today <Elitist> later *** Elitist has left #oneonone <GuruChaz> Well... <GuruChaz> I guess I'll go see if I can post somethign for you all to read. lol It's been slim, I'm sure. *** Dillipickle is now known as WishICouldTalk <GuruChaz> See you later today sometime *** WishICouldTalk is now known as LaterBye *** LaterBye is now known as Dillipickle [GuruChaz SOUND] <GuruChaz> seeya Dilli, Lance *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone *** Dillipickle has left #oneonone *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Quit: http://cookie.sorcery.net/~ircd_/) |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:19 pm  ONE-ON-ONE….with….AZ & GURU <GuruChaz> Hi AZ <Azriel> Hi <GuruChaz> Did you have a good day today? *** Interrogator has joined #oneonone *** ChanServ sets mode: +o Interrogator <Azriel> so so <Azriel> Hi Gator <GuruChaz> What's on your mind? <GuruChaz> Hi I * Interrogator nods. <Interrogator> canb't ytpe much...pretend I am not here <Azriel> I wanted you to know that it wasn't being nominated that upset me <GuruChaz> ok, I understand <GuruChaz> oh, ok <GuruChaz> What was it? *** kady has joined #oneonone <Azriel> Merlin voting for me *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> I can understand that. I was a bit surprised myself but I don't think he didn it to be mean. <Azriel> no but do understand why I felt hurt? I mean do you really understand <GuruChaz> Yes <Azriel> he told me last night why he voted for me <GuruChaz> You feel a connection <Azriel> he said that I hadn't been nominated and he didn't think I would be nominated <GuruChaz> That's why I got nominated <Azriel> yes but Merlin and I didn't vote for you or at least I know I didn't <GuruChaz> that was stated in an earlier chat <GuruChaz> I see where you are coming from <Azriel> I'm pretty sure he didn't either <Azriel> I wouldn't risk voting for you and Merlin I wanted you two to stay in here <Azriel> it hurt that Merlin would <GuruChaz> You and Merlin have a good thing going and right now you may have a slightly higher emotional bond than he does. However, I don't think that had anything to do with the nominations. *** BigDucky has joined #OneOnOne <Azriel> Guru we don't have anything going *** BigDucky is now known as ducky <Azriel> he told me last night he wasn't interested like that <Azriel> I misunderstood him I guess <GuruChaz> Possibly <GuruChaz> He may need more time. That's something you and he will need to talk about. <Azriel> anyway I just wanted you to know that I wasn't afraid of nominations because I didn't want to lose I was afraid because I wanted to stay in and keep playing with you two *** kady has quit IRC (Quit: http://cookie.sorcery.net/~ircd_/) <GuruChaz> same here. I want to stay here and talk with you as long as possible, but we're not leaving after this is over on the outside <GuruChaz> Merlin will be around more <GuruChaz> I think I know how you feel AZ <GuruChaz> You there? <Azriel> yes *** Hostess2 has joined #OneOnOne *** ChanServ sets mode: +o Hostess2 <GuruChaz> ok... <Azriel> I know you are friends with him <Azriel> I don't want to put you in a bad positions or anything <Azriel> just wanted you to know what I was feeling <GuruChaz> It hurt you because you never thought about nominating us because of how you feel and it upsets you that he would do the same since you feel an emotional bond. Is that correct or am I off base? <Azriel> thats right <Azriel> if it was just part of the game and he wanted to win he would have voted for you Gu <GuruChaz> He likes you AZ but he may want to go slow. I don't know much about his personal life. <Azriel> well he has slowed it down to nothing <GuruChaz> So, you talked late last night? <Azriel> yes till 2 am <GuruChaz> Maybe you and he should have a chat as soon as he gets here. I'm sure you both were tired and may have misunderstood some things. <Azriel> no <Azriel> he only feels like I'm trying to bash him now <Azriel> I misunderstood what he felt for me and I'm going to leave him alone <GuruChaz> Well, you might back off a tad to give him some room but I see both of you as friends. He does like talking to you. <GuruChaz> does that make sense? <GuruChaz> I don't think you're trying to bash him <Azriel> yes Guru but it's hard for me now <GuruChaz> nor he you <Azriel> I'm still hurt <GuruChaz> Maybe he sees you are repeatedly hurt and that might have something to do with it. <GuruChaz> He said he hates to see you hurt. He told me that. <Azriel> ok I'm sure he meant it when he said it <Azriel> why didn't you vote for me Gu? <GuruChaz> I get the vibe he did during the conversation. <GuruChaz> Because I'd like to see you and M in the top 3. <GuruChaz> Because I like the both of you <Azriel> I guess he wants you and him and juju <Azriel> you thought I did he didn't <GuruChaz> I wouldn't jump to conclusions <Azriel> Guru <GuruChaz> You are doing great in here <GuruChaz> You've logged just as much time, if not more, in here <GuruChaz> He knows that <Azriel> he's lucky to have a friend like you Guru <GuruChaz> and you <GuruChaz> I really think you need to have another talk <GuruChaz> and not too late at night <GuruChaz> AZ? <Azriel> I already know how he feels <Azriel> he knows how I feel <GuruChaz> Maybe he'll want to talk to you when he gets here. <GuruChaz> you never know <Azriel> maybe <Azriel> lol <GuruChaz> sorry, speakers are off for a while. lol <Azriel> you'll see our chat when you get out Gu <Azriel> maybe you will understand what i'm saying better then <GuruChaz> ok, but you may have more. Things change daily <Azriel> Hostess2 was there last night <Azriel> what have you been up to today? <GuruChaz> So, H2, what's your take on all this? <GuruChaz> <pin drop> <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> lol <GuruChaz> non-involvement with the hamsters * Interrogator nods. <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> lol <Azriel> gator might not be happy about that <Interrogator> At least she said ball and not balls. ;) <Azriel> I think he is attached to those balls * Interrogator nods. <Hostess2> i meant balls... so shoot me.. it was a typo <Azriel> then again <Azriel> he might enjoy the ride [Interrogator SOUND] <Azriel> lol <Interrogator> consider yourself shot <Azriel> haha <Azriel> hi ducky missed you last night <GuruChaz> AZ, I understand how you feel. I'm not sure how Merlin really feels. Maybe he'll want to talk to you tonight. Something this serious is truly between you and him. I'll be glad to talk to him if you want me to and try to understand his point of view. <GuruChaz> <Azriel> Guru you do what you want for yourself you don't have to get in the middle of anything for me <GuruChaz> ok * Azriel smiles at Guru  GuruChaz smiles at AZ <GuruChaz> now, let's have a shound war <GuruChaz> and a sound war <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> hehe * Azriel confront.wav <Azriel> doh <Azriel> rofl <Interrogator> heh <Azriel> don't you just hate when that happens <Interrogator> I don't make mistakes....I bury them. ;) <Azriel> lol <Interrogator> Or redit their text file so as to make me look better. * Interrogator smiles serenley. <Azriel> rofl <GuruChaz> I posted a message to alert anyone else that shows up that we are in chat *** resortgirl2000 has joined #oneonone <Interrogator> Sorry, didn't mean to ignore you, The Whole Nine Yards is on. ;) <GuruChaz> I talked to E a little earlier today. He's going to try to be here some this evening and tomorrow during the day. * Interrogator hands out some tulips. <Azriel> good <GuruChaz> maybe we can get some group things going on tomorrow. M said he may only work half a day <GuruChaz> OI said he would be here too <Azriel> I only work a few hours tomorrow too <GuruChaz> cool <GuruChaz> Usually I'll go out and do something but I'd rather be here if everyone else is <Azriel> we need to enjoy our day it might be our last in <GuruChaz> yes, for all 6 [Interrogator SOUND] <Azriel> for all 6? <Azriel> not Elite and Merlin * GuruChaz Well no, but all 6 as a group <Azriel> oh yes [GuruChaz SOUND] <GuruChaz> This whole ordeal has been a trip hasn't it? <Azriel> yes a strange trip <Interrogator> Interesting choice of words. Ordeal. ;) <GuruChaz> lol <Azriel> appropo to how I feel today * Interrogator nods.  GuruChaz Experience <Interrogator> Guru you seem surrounded by a purple haze. ;) *** Juju2bigdog has joined #oneonone <GuruChaz> lol had to answer at the end of the sound command <Interrogator> heh <GuruChaz> Hi Juju <Azriel> I wondered how you did that * Hostess2 otherwise known as prince <Azriel> Hi juju <Azriel> Ju needs voice <GuruChaz> you do the sound command and type what you want to say after the wav file *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v Juju2bigdog <Juju2bigdog> thanks hostess <Azriel> cool <GuruChaz> G'day mate <Juju2bigdog> hi az and gu <Juju2bigdog> g'day mate? <Juju2bigdog> g'DAY mate? <GuruChaz> we're playing sound files and that phrase stuck in my head <GuruChaz> How are you doing? <Juju2bigdog> fine, you? <GuruChaz> fantabuloso <Juju2bigdog> i am used to being nominated <Juju2bigdog> how are you, az? <GuruChaz> Me too. It sucks. <Azriel> I'm fine today Juju <GuruChaz> jk  Juju2bigdog waves to ducky and lance and resort <Juju2bigdog> I just saw that y'all were in here <Azriel> glad you joined us * soeur is totally coool with being ignored (gimme those snax back u dog) <GuruChaz> Well, we should have quite a few people here tomorrow. Will you be around, Juju? <Juju2bigdog> oh noooooo! um, hi soeur <Juju2bigdog> for banishment? sure * soeur wants the plate oceaned up too, cur <GuruChaz> I mean during the day * Juju2bigdog licks soeur on hand <Juju2bigdog> should be in and out, but around <Juju2bigdog> what <GuruChaz> is it soeur? <Juju2bigdog> s up? <soeur> checking <Azriel> I'm gonna run get something to eat real fast I'll be back in a lil while [GuruChaz SOUND] <Juju2bigdog> gotta remember to eat <Azriel> nod <GuruChaz> Ok, AZ <Azriel> see ya * Hostess2 says stop that lickin.. we dont want no stinkin lickin round here *** Azriel has quit IRC (Quit: has left the building.) |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:27 pm  ONE-ON-ONE….with…..GURU & JUJU (it morphs into a groupchat…) * Juju2bigdog licks hostess2 on top of head * Hostess2 purrs <GuruChaz> Juju, what is your insight on Spam? I already talked to Merlin and E. I'm trying to understand. * Interrogator pushes Juju2bigdog into a flea bath. <Juju2bigdog> i don't have all the sounds, so can't hear some of them  Juju2bigdog comes up mad and spluttering <GuruChaz> lol <Juju2bigdog> spam - not usre <Juju2bigdog> sure <Juju2bigdog> not sure <Interrogator> Clean that gnarly tail up! * Juju2bigdog accidentally knocks interrogator into tub <Juju2bigdog> kind of hard to be serious, Gu with all the peanuts acting up <GuruChaz> I understand <GuruChaz> peanuts popcorn and the times of our lives <Juju2bigdog> let me see, spam, you pushed her kind of hard our last night in here <Juju2bigdog> and she pushed back <GuruChaz> yep  Juju2bigdog accidentally sits on interrogator in tub <GuruChaz> I think she enjoys it , personally <Juju2bigdog> i probably should open up the file of the ones i do have before i come in here <Juju2bigdog> I am not sure. I never had a lot of interaction with spam to know her very well <Juju2bigdog> thanks, hostess2 <Juju2bigdog> she seemed eager to help in any way <GuruChaz> yep <GuruChaz> oh well <Juju2bigdog> gu, is there any way to access the list of sounds from inside mirc? <GuruChaz> not that I've found. I can compound a txt file you can print. <GuruChaz> or put in notbook <GuruChaz> notebook <Interrogator> ya have it now <Juju2bigdog> receiving files from h2 and terre <Juju2bigdog> thks, terre <Interrogator> de nada <Hostess2> or a compound txt of a notebook in a txt file you can print? <Juju2bigdog> terre=interrogator <Juju2bigdog> lol, no printer <GuruChaz> H2 and I, are you manually typing in the sound commands? <Juju2bigdog> I can just open explorer <GuruChaz> That would be cool if you won the printer then <Hostess2> huh? i have no manual commands <Hostess2> how dare you insinuate. <Juju2bigdog> got a printer at home, just not one on the road <GuruChaz> I see <GuruChaz> you are you accessing the sound files, H2? <Juju2bigdog> bought this dang laptop for the road, minimal bulk <Juju2bigdog> as soon as the game is over, I am taking laptop in to gateway and telling them it has a bum modem <Juju2bigdog> probably double-clicking on the name H2? <GuruChaz> maybe they can reformat and reinstall your Windows too <Juju2bigdog> was over there (80 miles) the other day, and they said on this type they usually just replace the whole computer <GuruChaz> cool [Hostess2 SOUND] <GuruChaz> that's even better *** TheMerlin has joined #OneOnOne <Juju2bigdog> i printed out a thingie today at the library on how to partition the hard drive like you said <GuruChaz> Hi M! <GuruChaz> Cat got your tongue? <Juju2bigdog> Hi merlin <GuruChaz> speak up <GuruChaz> lol <Juju2bigdog> lol, H2 <Juju2bigdog> mebbe he has no voice <GuruChaz> Merlin needs a mouth <Juju2bigdog> and some lips <GuruChaz> H2? *** TheMerlin is now known as iscutoffbyhostess <Juju2bigdog> that is her cue *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v iscutoffbyhostess <Juju2bigdog> hi merlin <Hostess2> ok fine.. merlin has voice <iscutoffbyhostess> hi juju <Juju2bigdog> lol <GuruChaz> lol <GuruChaz> Hi M <Juju2bigdog> now you have to give a speech, merlin <iscutoffbyhostess> speech juju? explain * Hostess2 adds merlin to the spankin list <Juju2bigdog> now that you have voice, merlin, you have to give a pseech <iscutoffbyhostess> give me topic then <iscutoffbyhostess> a topic <Juju2bigdog> hmmmmmmm <Juju2bigdog> you may choose your own, if you wish <GuruChaz> no don't do that. thinking * Hostess2 reminds iscutoff to do a nick switch <Juju2bigdog> merlin, ducky is here, or ducky ghost <iscutoffbyhostess> like it this way hostess <Juju2bigdog> merlin2baddog <iscutoffbyhostess> good to see ducky/ducky ghost <GuruChaz> the topic is ESO. lol * Hostess2 glares at iscutoff <Juju2bigdog> merlin gonna get spanked [Hostess2 SOUND] <iscutoffbyhostess> she has to get in line |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 06:45 pm  < rest of chat moved to groupchat > |
Soeur | Friday, February 02, 2001 - 08:22 pm  ONE-ON-ONE....AZ & OCEAN <Ocean_islands> can ;you hear me <Azriel> yes <Ocean_islands> hi <Azriel> Ocean my vote against you wasn't personal <Azriel> I'm sorry really sorry that you are so hurt <Ocean_islands> It doesn't matter if it wasn't, it still hurts you know <Azriel> yes <Ocean_islands> Well, we all knew that would happen, so we all know now and whatever *** Interrogator has joined #oneonone <Azriel> I hate seeing you like this <Ocean_islands> you seemed pretty upset to have 2 nominations <Azriel> I was upset that Merlin voted for me <Ocean_islands> its hard to be in a room when nobody wants to have you around. <Azriel> didn't care who else voted for me <Ocean_islands> I'm sure it was very tough for George. <Azriel> hey <Ocean_islands> However, I'm not reacting like George reacted so at least we can thank god for that! <Azriel> I haven't been able to get close to you <Azriel> and thats not your fault <Azriel> you've been overworked and this board has been a strain <Ocean_islands> It's hard to get close to anybody in this game; in chat they just joke around. And there are so many threads to respond to that tyhere's no time anywayu <Azriel> I agree there isn't enough talking <Ocean_islands> thats true, the last two three days have been pretty hellish, I was close to cracking *** Misha has joined #oneonone <Ocean_islands> it shoudl be better for about a week tho <Azriel> you sound like you have <Ocean_islands> cracked? <Azriel> yes <Ocean_islands> No, I don't think so. I'm an extremely strong person. <Azriel> those post you are making don't sound like you at all <Ocean_islands> where? <Azriel> the back stabbing ones <Ocean_islands> You're not acquainted with my anger, that's all. <Azriel> why should I not have voted for you Ocean? <Azriel> I had to make choices <Ocean_islands> In a situation like this I don't believe in putting on a happy face. <Azriel> I feel close to Guru and blah maybe I made a mistake about MErlin but I felt close to him <Ocean_islands> I mean a fake face. <Ocean_islands> I don't know Merlin at all. <Azriel> maybe if you did you wouldn't want to vote for him either <Ocean_islands> How would you feel to be me? <Ocean_islands> And have everyone nominate you I mean *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <Azriel> I'd hate it but it's not you Ocean <Ocean_islands> I did something dumb and decided I wouldn't nominate certain people. That was a stupid thing to do. <Ocean_islands> I think it set me up to be hurt. <Azriel> we haven't gotten to interact with you at all <Azriel> I'm sorry <Ocean_islands> Juju2 was wishing me luck in the immunity challenge with her right hand and nominating me with her left hand! <Ocean_islands> And that does hurt a lot. <Azriel> I would have voted for E if you got immunity <Ocean_islands> But I don't think she meant it , or who knows. <Azriel> I didn't pick you out like that O <Azriel> I just couldn't vote for Guru or Merlin <Ocean_islands> A theory I put forth to the RR is that it was a lashing out against the immunity challenge itself. <Ocean_islands> Whoever didn't get immunity was going to get a nomination. <Azriel> no listen <Ocean_islands> But it doesn't matter, it's already done. <Azriel> Guru won't vote for me or Merlin he had to vote for you *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) <Azriel> you are just on the other side of some people that got closer <Azriel> and that sucks I know <Ocean_islands> Whatever. I also think there is some backlash that people felt I ruined the clubhouse smackdown. *** Maire has joined #oneonone <Ocean_islands> When in fact it was the game players who failed their own teams. <Azriel> I stood up for you then Ocean <Ocean_islands> thank you <Azriel> you've had things interfere that were beyond your control *** Lancecrossfire has joined #oneonone <Azriel> and that kept you from making connections <Ocean_islands> I guess that's a reason if you can't think of any other one <Azriel> Ocean I wanted you in here <Azriel> I wanted to get to know you better <Ocean_islands> If you wanted to get to know me better, then why did you try to shut me up when I was trying to express myself? <Azriel> because you were sounding crazy <Azriel> instead of just upset <Ocean_islands> Crazy!? <Azriel> bad word <Azriel> overemotional <Ocean_islands> What do you mean crazy, what did I say? <Azriel> overboard <Ocean_islands> I can't even remember what I was saying now. <Azriel> you kept saying you won when the hostess said you didn't like she was a liar <Azriel> you might not have meant to sound like that but you did <Ocean_islands> I did win. The rules say "He or she who gets the answer in the fewest questions wins immunity." <Ocean_islands> However, when there was a tie, the rules changed. <Azriel> E won too <Ocean_islands> They had to change obviously. And a coin flip was fair. <Ocean_islands> However, I don't have to like it. <Azriel> he answered exactly the same as you OI <Ocean_islands> In fact, I don't. And I'm not going to say I do. <Ocean_islands> How do you know how he answered? Were the answers posted? <Azriel> no I believe Digi <Azriel> don't you? <Ocean_islands> Of course I do. <Ocean_islands> Everyone deserves to be crazy from time to time. Cut me some slack will ya? <Azriel> then why wasn't a coin toss fair? <Ocean_islands> I have been, across my time on this tvclubhouse board, an extremely fair person. <Azriel> oh yeah you don't know how crazy i've been <Azriel> I know OI <Ocean_islands> I have had some lapses. But I will not, repeat will not, put a happy face on a situation that sucks. <Ocean_islands> And you gave every impression that that was unacceptable. <Azriel> when you get out and read some stuff you are going to say what was that crazy telling me I'm crazy for <Ocean_islands> lol <Ocean_islands> Why what did you say? <Azriel> oh I've been tripping out over Merlin <Azriel> acting like Brittany <Azriel> acting like a fool for the most part <Azriel> I understand you are hurt and believe it or not that one vote from Merlin felt like those 5 votes to you <Ocean_islands> What is so great about Merlin anyway? All that sexy talk? <Azriel> no <Azriel> he just seemed sweet and understanding <Azriel> and I thought he was interested in me duh <Ocean_islands> Well, maybe he is, what do I know. But he just might be a snayuk in the grayuss! <Azriel> yeah that's possible <Ocean_islands> Just keep in mind that in internet land you can only know only about 30 % of a person in text (if even that) <Azriel> I'm finding that out <Azriel> OI would you vote the girl you were interested in out? <Ocean_islands> of course not <Azriel> I don't think he is interested no <Azriel> my mistake <Azriel> won't make it again <Ocean_islands> I'm sorry you were mistaken. <Ocean_islands> I was mistaken also. <Azriel> well you and I might be going over the wall together <Azriel> and I hope I do get to have time to know you here or on the other side <Ocean_islands> Well it might not feel like it but we actually all are getting to know each other. <Ocean_islands> We may be realizing we don't want to know each other ( at least some of us ) <Azriel> yes <Azriel> lol yes <Ocean_islands> Did you spend a lot of time chattingwith Merlin in one on one or something? <Azriel> we had a few and we had interaction on the board <Ocean_islands> I wonder if anyone is in group chat? <Azriel> yes they are <Ocean_islands> are you there too? <Azriel> wanta go in there? <Ocean_islands> ok <Azriel> no I parted <Ocean_islands> who is there? <Azriel> see ya there thanks for talking to me <Ocean_islands> ok <Azriel> everyone was when I left *** Interrogator has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer) <Ocean_islands> hello *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Client exited) |
Soeur | Sunday, February 04, 2001 - 09:56 pm  ONE-ON-ONE…. GURU & MERLIN <GuruChaz> M, what would you consider the greatest thing you could get out of being in this game? <TheMerlin> new friends, more people understanding who I am <GuruChaz> great <TheMerlin> yourself? <TheMerlin> what for you <GuruChaz> the same. I never in a million years thought I would make a connection with anyone like I did you <GuruChaz> I had a talk with the Gator today and want ed to talk to you <TheMerlin> I think you will find that it will happen even more now <TheMerlin> you have opened up yourself <TheMerlin> and more will come in <TheMerlin> it is the reward for being able to share yourself, and you have been sharing yourself <GuruChaz> Oh, I'm sure but I feel like I can talk to you about anything. I was wondering how our friendship might grow on the outside? I was a bit concerned on how you felt about that <TheMerlin> I am waiting for you to invite me June 2 <GuruChaz> whew lol! I'm waiting for you to tell me to get my butt to Houston. <TheMerlin> either one <GuruChaz> well, I think a lot of you as a friend and I didn't want to cause any unneccessary burden or pressure on your life <TheMerlin> believe me guru, I will be the first to let you know <GuruChaz> You are definitely invited. We have more to discuss outside, but I just wanted you to know that I would eventually like a chance to meet and talk to you in person <TheMerlin> cool, I would like that also <TheMerlin> as you may can see, I like to discuss things <GuruChaz> I feel like I know you already to some extent. That's what's so awesome. <GuruChaz> It's unexplainable. <TheMerlin> it is unexplainable to you, but you will see why as time passes <GuruChaz> I had a revelation the other day that I will also explain to you later. It's pretty cool <TheMerlin> cool, I love revelations <GuruChaz> once you understand <TheMerlin> understand? <TheMerlin> understand the revelation? <GuruChaz> yes <TheMerlin> got it <GuruChaz> I'll tell you now <TheMerlin> does the revelation have to do with your family <GuruChaz> I consider my grandfather to be my guardian angel. SOmeone who looks over me. He knew I was hurting a bit, I suppose, and therefore he lead me here to meet you. It just happens you also live in Texas and have some of his characteristics and thinking. That made me smile, bigtime. <GuruChaz> that was two nights ago before I went to sleep <TheMerlin> I also believe people come into our lives for a purpose and at the correct time <GuruChaz> yes <GuruChaz> he also did it to teach me a lesson which I will explain later <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> are you on icq <GuruChaz> I'm glad to have met you here Merlin. <GuruChaz> yes <TheMerlin> we can continue when we get out on icq then <GuruChaz> I'll give you everything about myself when we get out <TheMerlin> I am glad also guru <GuruChaz> I'm glad to hear that. I wasn't sure exactly how you felt. <TheMerlin> apparently much the same way <GuruChaz> I thought you might be leaving or something and took your post in the worst way today. I feel kinda dumb for doing that. I sort of unloaded to the gator. <GuruChaz> It's better telling you how I feel directly <TheMerlin> it could have been interpreted that way, but that was not what I was saying <TheMerlin> agreed <GuruChaz> I know now <TheMerlin> what was funny <GuruChaz> we all have lives and sometimes I forget that especially after being here amonth, but I'm so thankful for it <TheMerlin> is that I can and have disappeared <TheMerlin> way too many times <GuruChaz> explain? <TheMerlin> I am just learning how it leaves people when I have done that <GuruChaz> thankful fo rthe time here <TheMerlin> I think the only way anyone could understand what we are talking about <GuruChaz> well, it was my problem. I had hoped you would be here all day I guess. lol <TheMerlin> is to have been in the game <TheMerlin> the saturday you had, was kinda what I had today. I wanted to think about the game <GuruChaz> exactly. This is very personal. Unexplainable to anyone who hasn't experienced it and especially when they connect with someone <GuruChaz> ahhh, I see. <GuruChaz> anything you want to talk about? <GuruChaz> I know you miss Juju <TheMerlin> it was mostly looking at each player <TheMerlin> and thinking about how they effected me <GuruChaz> I see <GuruChaz> Well, if you want to know what I see then just scroll up. It's all there. <TheMerlin> got it <GuruChaz> I see a great man. <TheMerlin> careful, they will start barfing on us again <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> men arent supposed to talk like this <GuruChaz> eh, I can deal with it if you can <TheMerlin> but they can and do <TheMerlin> so can I <GuruChaz> it doesn't bother me <TheMerlin> good <GuruChaz> especially talking to you. I feel I can be open <TheMerlin> boy, do I have some tips for you when you start having children <GuruChaz> oh, I'm sure <TheMerlin> let tonia have the career and you take care of the children <GuruChaz> lol Mr. Mom <TheMerlin> whatever <GuruChaz> How have I affected you? Do you mind me asking? <TheMerlin> it has always been harder for me to connect with males <GuruChaz> oh, I understand <TheMerlin> females have been much easier <TheMerlin> you have shown me that it is just as easy, if I want to <GuruChaz> awesome <TheMerlin> it is <GuruChaz> Well, should we join AZ? I've said pretty much what I wanted unless you have anything else on your mind <TheMerlin> let's go see where az is then <GuruChaz> ok, thanks M <TheMerlin> your welcome guru <TheMerlin> thanks to you also <GuruChaz> you roh uh huh huh <GuruChaz> lol *** Misha has quit IRC (Quit: INXS ROCKS!) <GuruChaz> let's find az <GuruChaz> anytime <TheMerlin> stern beaver <GuruChaz> lol <TheMerlin> night folks <GuruChaz> nytol *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (Quit: TheMerlin) *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone |
Soeur | Monday, February 05, 2001 - 03:36 pm  ===INTERVIEW=== ResortGirl poses some questions to......... ELITIST <resortgirl> so Elitist, are you excited for this to end.,. or sad,or indifferent? <Elitist> I am excited and somewhat weary. <Elitist> It seems like we have been in here forever * Hostess2 knows the feeling <Elitist> And some of the emotions are pretty draining <resortgirl> they are draining to watch... I say that in the nicest possible way <Elitist> LOL - and you guys have to deal with the outside emotions to - I pity you LOL [Hostess2 SOUND] <Lancecrossfire> are you glad you signed up for it? <Elitist> Oh yes - definitely - It was something I wanted to do and I have no regrets <Lancecrossfire> do you feel much closer to anyone? <Elitist> I would probably say no, not closer <Elitist> I have gained a lot of respect for many of the players, though <Lancecrossfire> it's a heck of a time commitment, isn't it? <Elitist> It is a lot more than I planned on - mostly because I let it take up time I shouldn't have <Elitist> Kind of an obsession <Lancecrossfire> it does kind of grow on you <Elitist> I really don't know how you guys did it in Game I <Elitist> You spent so much time trying to recreate the BB house <Elitist> We have really ignored that aspect to a great degree <Lancecrossfire> well, each game teaches us something new to try <Elitist> Yes - and the Game II has changed so much from Game I that it was hard to predict what was going to happen <Elitist> Just in the way it is run <Elitist> What with chats and oneonones <Elitist> Definitely a different game <Lancecrossfire> well, you will see when you get out <Lancecrossfire> shit--work calling <resortgirl> I for one like watching you guys "live" <Lancecrossfire> gotta go! <Elitist> Later Lance *** Lancecrossfire has quit IRC (Quit: http://cookie.sorcery.net/~ircd_/ ) <resortgirl> bye lance <Elitist> Is it that much fun watching the live stuff from outside? <Elitist> I thought it would get boring after a while <Elitist> I know I have gotten bored with some of the chats from inside L <Elitist> LOL <resortgirl> I think so... although my husband can't follow.. he doesn't understand chat speak.. <soeur> it is very intersting to watch <Elitist> I imagine the one on ones are pretty good <Elitist> I will really like to see those when I get out <resortgirl> You will find them interesting <soeur> interesting <Elitist> I am sure I will find a lot of things interesting <soeur> <Elitist> But I will have to put on my rhino skin jacket first. * soeur will have it ready for you when you get outside <resortgirl> My daughter just informed me that she is sending me to CAA.. computer Addicts Anonymous <resortgirl> So Elitist... is it hard doing this and parenting... for future reference... <soeur> today I punctuated my computer time with housework <soeur> elit? <Elitist> Are you still up in Michigan or Minnesota RG? <resortgirl> Me too... I vacuumed...computer.... laundry...computer... <resortgirl> Minnesota.. <Elitist> Sorry - slow connection <Elitist> It isn't too bad - but I have a special situation in that I work with computers all day <resortgirl> Oh... well that's helpful * soeur thinks elit must be the luckiest guy in the whole wide world <Elitist> I like it soeur <resortgirl> I can hang out at the computer in winter but not in summer <Elitist> So I can work and post and read during the day - spend time at night with kids, then chat when they go to bed <resortgirl> That's great E <Elitist> I bet RG - summer is kind of busy for you <resortgirl> yes, and I prefer to be outside anyway... <Elitist> Weekends are bad for me - spend as much time as possible with kids <resortgirl> but I don't do winter sports! <Elitist> Well I am not a big fan of winter either <Elitist> but Houston doesn't really have winter <Hostess2> spring is in the air on the coast! woo hoo <resortgirl> I used to live in Houston... I actually missed winter... <Elitist> Yes Maam <Elitist> Well I grew up around Houston - and never got used to cold <Elitist> I like to snow ski - but haven't in years <Hostess2> is half this board from Texas or living there now? <resortgirl> I don't blame ya... but Christmas with no snow? <resortgirl> I only lived there three years... <Elitist> I invited them all to move to the state <Elitist> I have never had Christmas with snow that I can think of <Elitist> It would be nice - snow Christmas eve, then the day after Christmas be in the 70s * Hostess2 could live quite well without snow <resortgirl> it's awesome... and after Christmas..it can all melt as far as I'm concerned <resortgirl> brb.. <Elitist> OK <resortgirl> back.. <Elitist> wb <resortgirl> where is everyone... i feel kind of weird alone in here with you...LOL <Elitist> Hey I am harmless - ask Joni <resortgirl> Sure... hot tub shennigans...??? <Elitist> Me? Not me! <Elitist> I don't even know where the hot tub is. <resortgirl> I didn't say I read anything... I will go check it out though.. <Elitist> Long time ago - when Joni first came in <resortgirl> ah ha... I knew I could get you to talk... <Elitist> I got in trouble with this last night - but ask me the question you have been dying to ask me resortgirl <resortgirl> gosh there are so many... hold on <Elitist> You only get one LOL <resortgirl> Ok... do you prefer boxers or tighty whiteys!!! <Elitist> I think I answered this one before * soeur staggers back in shock at resortgirl's sassy side <Elitist> I used to wear briefs for a long time <resortgirl> Hmmmmm.... I must have missed that chat <Elitist> Then when my wife and I went through infertility stuff I switched to boxers and have stuck with them <Elitist> I am just really out there now [Hostess2 SOUND] <resortgirl> OK.,. if it can't be you, who do you think should win or will win? <Elitist> Two questions in one <Elitist> First as my nickname is EGO - I have no doubt that I will win <resortgirl> cut me some slack here <Elitist> * soeur smirks at her smart friend <resortgirl> I didn't have preparation time ya know <Elitist> LOL <resortgirl> LOL <Elitist> But I really would like Az to win - she has really expressed a desire and need for the CD burner <resortgirl> thankyou Elitist... <Elitist> I think guru will probably win - I think his change will garner a lot of votes <resortgirl> I can not comment <Elitist> Well she has said she would really like it, but there was no way she could/would go out an buy it <Elitist> I know RG - but these are my opinions <Elitist> I really expect either one of them to win *** Elitist has quit IRC (Connection reset by peer ) <resortgirl> oh... he left <soeur> booted by the system <soeur> he may be back... *** Elitist has joined #groupchat *** ChanServ sets mode: +v Elitist <Elitist> did a lance * soeur sidles up to elit, pats his knee <Elitist> LOL - I am such a charmer <resortgirl> yes you are E * soeur nods vigorously <Elitist> got it Two [Hostess2 SOUND] <soeur> she baad <Elitist> LOL <Elitist> Hey for that, you get another question <resortgirl> who me? <Elitist> sure <Hostess2> welcome ego... have to send you the wav first to be sure you have it. lol <Elitist> I know - I am wave deficient <Elitist> RG is now calling all her friends for another question <resortgirl> Ok...coke or pepsi>? <resortgirl> you busted me Elitist <Elitist> OK coke - never did like pepsi <Elitist> LOL <resortgirl> me either... tastes pukey * soeur yells "you DA man!!!" <Elitist> I was pissed when coke tried the new formula * soeur still enraged about that,,#@$$#@!! <Elitist> And laughed my ass off when they had to kill it <resortgirl> me too..why mess with perfection <Elitist> yep - stupid corporate bigwigs <resortgirl> and sell "coke classic"\ <Elitist> I know - the consumer RULES! <soeur> hoo dooggy <resortgirl> Ok ok... do you think your feelings could be hurt in this game? <Elitist> LOL - my feelings have already been hurt a few times <resortgirl> really, by whom? <resortgirl> I';ll kick there raggety a$$es <Elitist> The first noms really hurt pretty bad - I don't know who nommed me but it hurt * soeur notes this will not be logged (spill spill!!) *** hostess1_away is now known as Hostess1 * Hostess1 * cough * <Hostess1> lol <resortgirl> don't you just figure that's part of the game.. or strategic? * soeur points at H2 * Hostess2 OH OH...mom is back <Elitist> Az hurt me pretty bad too - we had this long after chat talk about going out on a limb * Hostess2 points at sis <resortgirl> crap! busted <Hostess1> rofl * soeur whines "resortgal put us up to it" <Elitist> yep busted, but i will still answer you <Hostess1> carry on, good work, resort <resortgirl> uhuh... did not <Elitist> She isn't telling secrets <Hostess1> nahhh. <resortgirl> Ok... finish.. E <Hostess1> go AHEAD! lol don't let me stop ya. <Elitist> Then I felt when I did start the personals thread, she didn't really back me up <Hostess1> I was serious that RG is doing well <Elitist> I know it might have just been me being paranoid - but it did hurt <Elitist> Then Spam asked if I had cheated - that stung a little - but I also knew Spam <resortgirl> Feelings aren't something we control... how we act on them is <Elitist> I got more <resortgirl> OK... go on <Elitist> Juju, I think, essentially called me some sort of palm tree - that blooms real quick then begins to rot and stink * resortgirl opened up canoworms! <Elitist> and then there was the whole Ocean thing - but a lot of that was my fault, I think <Elitist> Hey, you guys have the logs - you can tell me when I get out if I am crazy or not. * soeur presses her ear to speaker "go on, go on..." <resortgirl> We will.... <Elitist> I guess though, most of it doesn't really bother me now * soeur notes "all logs are posted (but this one...snark)" <resortgirl> I guess I didn't realize how much emotion goes into this game.. <Elitist> Well, I really haven't gotten over the OI thing <resortgirl> emotion... oops <Elitist> Yeah, it is pretty emotional <Elitist> I mean you get stuck in here, you have no idea if the people are being real or not <resortgirl> do you think you will get over it or work it out with OI? <Elitist> I think that really depends on him * Hostess1 notes "all logs are posted" <resortgirl> huh? you cant' <Elitist> I don't know if anyone believes me or not - but I don't really hold grudges * soeur lobs bucket of suds at H1... <Elitist> I don't care if it is posted or not <Hostess1> why wouldn't we believe that? <resortgirl> I believe you E <Elitist> I guess I paint myself in the worst possible light, cause I am expecting the worst when I get out <resortgirl> the weird thing is .. here if someone hurts your feelings you do have the option of never coming back.. but something propels us to come back and make ammends <Elitist> So if I make myself think the worst, anything else will be a pleasant suprise * soeur wonders if we get what we expect to receive <Elitist> Yes RG - and probably soeur <resortgirl> I am like you that way E a pessimist... <Elitist> LOL - I can be that way - but I am an optimist in many ways too <resortgirl> I look for the worst so I can be surprised sometimes <Elitist> This game just brings out the worst in me, I guess <resortgirl> What are you optimistic about E? <Elitist> Pessimism, paranoia <resortgirl> "p" words... * soeur are you POSITIVE you will get the worst? <Elitist> In real life I am a dreamer <Elitist> And I really have a great life <Elitist> And I tend to look for the best in people, not the worst <Elitist> I believe people are inherently good <Elitist> And when I desire something strong enough, I know I can make it happen <Elitist> is that enough? *** resortgirl has quit IRC (Broken pipe ) <Elitist> Did she just leave or get booted - I think left *** resortgirl has joined #groupchat <Hostess1> nopr *** Hostess1 sets mode: +v resortgirl <Elitist> wb - thought you had left for good <resortgirl> got booted... dang <Elitist> I know I have brooded too much in here - and analyzed too much <Hostess1> *** note: resortGirl stands in for Gator! **** <resortgirl> what did I miss? <Elitist> LOL <Hostess1> I dunno about that. <Elitist> Nothing - we waited for you <Elitist> But I have also tried to tell you how I am feeling - whether that is bad or good <resortgirl> thankyou. <soeur> thanks <Elitist> And I know some of it is petty - like the hurt feelings above <Elitist> But it is still how I felt at the time <Elitist> Hopefully you are getting the same from the rest - not just bullshit <Hostess1> OH YES <resortgirl> did you tell all the people that hurt your feelings that they did? * soeur settles back on the couch, crossing her legs, lets the pad slip <Elitist> No - and probably will not <Elitist> Character flaw <resortgirl> How can they rectify the situation if they don't know about it? <Elitist> Well I don't know if it is really their problem - I think it is more mine * soeur chews on her pencil, nodding <resortgirl> Maybe you're right, <Elitist> When Az didn't back me, I got angry, but on reflection I saw she was doing what she thought was right <resortgirl> Will you be able to let it go without talking about it? *** Leap_away has joined #GroupChat <Elitist> And probably thought she was backing me - so it was really my problem, not hers <Elitist> Yeah pretty much. I don't have any problems with Az or Juju or Spam. <resortgirl> OI? <Elitist> I am still working through the thing with Ocean, but that is still pretty fresh <Elitist> fresh <resortgirl> will you talk about it on the outside? *** Leap_away is now known as Leap <Elitist> With whom? <resortgirl> with OI? <Elitist> I probably will not initiate it - I do not want to insult him any more than I have <Elitist> But if he wishes to discuss it I am happy to. * soeur wonders what you would say to OI right now if you could? <Elitist> But I don't want to get into a flame war <resortgirl> changing gears a bit..so what is your fondest memory of you time in here <Elitist> I really would not talk to OI right now. I am still somewhat angry, and I know from experience I should not act when I am angry <Elitist> I really enjoyed the first days when things were fresh and we were all feeling each other out.... <resortgirl> Like summer camp? <Elitist> I really enjoyed the interaction with Newa - he was a fresh face that tried real hard to be accepted <Elitist> yeah band camp <resortgirl> LOL <resortgirl> did you come in here with any friends from the outside? <Elitist> I was real disappointed people didn't want to get deeper quicker, though <Elitist> Do you mean was anyone in the house a friend from outside? <resortgirl> yes. <Elitist> Oh yes Spam and I were/are friends. But we also knew it was a competition <resortgirl> Were you sad to see Spam go>? <Elitist> There was no Grand Alliance between us - though we easily could have <Elitist> You need to go to the Chapel and read my Eulogy for her <resortgirl> I will. <Elitist> Yes I was sad to see her go - but we both knew that when she got nommed she would go <resortgirl> I get kind of nervous in churches so I haven't been there <Elitist> LOL - I designed this one after myself <Elitist> So it is real weird and ought to get you real nervous <resortgirl> i wonder if god can strike you down in a virtual church? <Elitist> Guru came close a couple of times <resortgirl> LOL <Elitist> Can I ask a question? <resortgirl> sure? <resortgirl> I think <Elitist> Do I really sound like some third rate psychologist/school counselor like I think I do? <Elitist> LOL <resortgirl> Not to me... <resortgirl> why do you think that? <Elitist> Thanks - sometimes I look back at what I right and I think I should be Jimmy Swaggart or Oral Roberts <resortgirl> LOL... please Noooooo <Elitist> Feel like I philosophize too much - trying to determine the meaning of life - and I told Az I would have it in 2 days <resortgirl> Your passionate about that... that's a good thing, I think.. <Elitist> You never thought you would get into this kind of conversation did you? <resortgirl> Nope!!LOL <resortgirl> I am limited as to what I can add to the conversation and look forward to having a real one with you on the outside <Elitist> This one will have to go in a special place - ResortGirl Becomes Gator! <resortgirl> LOL.... he is way more witty <Elitist> I realize that, but I enjoy the questions - I don't think we really get enough serious questions like this <resortgirl> so when do you expect the rest of the group? <Elitist> At least not in chat, and when people want to answer them <Elitist> In about 30 minutes - which means I will be gone LOL <resortgirl> It is hard I think when there are alot of people in a chat to get real answers to real questions <resortgirl> everyone talking at once...separate conversations... ya know? <Elitist> Yes - I think there have been some red rooms done like this - those should be great <Elitist> I know I have done one or two <resortgirl> I totally agree!!! Game III maybe <resortgirl> Oh like the live redrooms.. Yes! <Elitist> We keep progressing - Game IV will have live cameras at your terminal <resortgirl> ewwwwww... then I won't be able to chat in my undies * soeur scrambles for clothes <Elitist> I will <resortgirl> LOL <Elitist> Boxers <resortgirl> guys are lucky... <Elitist> Have a habit of opening up when you least expect it * soeur leans forward grabbing her glasses <resortgirl> ewwwwww...don't they have buttons or something <Elitist> You won't need glasses soeur <Elitist> the buttons always fall off <resortgirl> LOL... braggert! * soeur rubs her eye <Elitist> <resortgirl> did something "poke" you in the eye soeur? * soeur blushes to the roots <resortgirl> LOL <Elitist> I told you about my tattoo, right? Oh never mind, bad joke <resortgirl> Ok you guys.. I gotta throw something together for supper... elitist thank you so much for this chat..it meant alot to me <Elitist> thanks RG, meant a lot to me too <resortgirl> See ya later... I'll be back in an hour or so... <Elitist> Remember vote soon, vote often <resortgirl> LOL' * Elitist shakes RGs hand and kisses baby *** resortgirl is now known as resortgirl_away <resortgirl_away> what baby? <Elitist> Baby baby baby Oh baby * soeur "anatural politician" <resortgirl_away> oh never mind... I get it..polotician <Elitist> <resortgirl_away> bye for now!!!!! <Elitist> bye <Elitist> I have to go too <Elitist> Thanks everyone <Elitist> Thanks for being here Leap <soeur> bye, all the best <Hostess2> Bye Ego <Elitist> see you tonight <Elitist> EGO EGO EGO |
Noslonna | Thursday, February 08, 2001 - 03:56 am  One-On-One - February 7 {{{Azriel & Elitist}}} *** Azriel has joined #oneonone *** Elitist has joined #oneonone <Azriel> do we have voice? <Azriel> oh we do <Elitist> I didn't think so <Azriel> me either <Elitist> Apparently everyone does <Azriel> lol <Azriel> I'm about to go crazy <Elitist> Why? <Azriel> Merlin and Guru <Elitist> Really? I thought you three were close <Azriel> no they are <Elitist> apparently - what is the deal with that? <Azriel> Guru just likes me <Elitist> Everyone likes you Az <Azriel> hehe yeah <Elitist> Even me <Azriel> they are prolly changeing their votes as I speak <Elitist> LOL - I know what you mean <Azriel> I dunno care - I'm me - sometimes I blow <Elitist> We all do, let me tell you <Azriel> this is me like it or lump it <Elitist> Well at least you are real <Azriel> I wish you had been on more when I was <Azriel> I never got to talk with you enough <Elitist> Yeah I know <Elitist> Didn't seem like anyone wanted to talk to me though <Elitist> Even when I was here <Azriel> Guru and Merlin have gone into this mysterious buddy speak lately <Elitist> Mutual Admiration Society <Azriel> I feel like I'm not even there sometimes <Elitist> LOL - third wheel <Azriel> what can they think to talk to us about? your pool??? <Azriel> give me a break! <Elitist> That is sad <Azriel> lol <Azriel> I'm a big whiney baby - I've learned that in here * Azriel grins at E <Elitist> Me too <Elitist> Shit, that is part of being human <Azriel> nod <Azriel> what made me blow in there awhile ago <Azriel> I told them my husband threw my cat against the wall <Azriel> would that have gotten a comment out of you? <Elitist> you gotta be kidding! <Azriel> they just went on with another conversation <Azriel> like I said nothing <Elitist> What kind of idiot is that <Azriel> a big idiot that's why I left him <Elitist> jeez <Elitist> I am glad you did - nobody deserves that kind of stuff <Azriel> his temper was getting worse and it was getting scary <Elitist> My wife had good friends that used to abuse them <Elitist> I hated that there wasn't much we could do <Elitist> They would get beat up and leave <Elitist> then go back to them the next day <Azriel> the worse Dennis got was throwing things at us but he was picking heavier things and his aim was getting better <Elitist> You were lucky then <Elitist> And smart and brave to get out <Elitist> Jesus whenever I hear about stuff like this I just want to kick someone's butt <Azriel> well I'm glad it's over and I'll never live with anyone like that again <Elitist> You have something to be proud of <Elitist> So how is your pool? <Azriel> I saw you say that you had been divorced 3 times was it? <Elitist> Me? No not me. <Elitist> I think that was Merlin <Azriel> hmm oh okay that makes sense <Elitist> I have only been married once * Azriel blinks <Elitist> And still am <Azriel> it surprised me. I thought it was your post <Elitist> Though my wife want to get rid of me <Azriel> lol <Azriel> I doubt it. you seem like a softie <Elitist> No, we have been through a lot of rocky times but we have a strong marriage <Azriel> that's great <Elitist> Thanks <Azriel> this was my second marriage got married the first time when I was a kid <Elitist> Yeah I remember you telling us that <Azriel> I think I stayed in it as long as I did because I just didn't want to fail a second time <Azriel> but I realize now I wasn't the one that failed <Azriel> I had to get away from it to see that clearly <Elitist> Right - and don't ever forget that <Elitist> Is it still giving you problems? <Azriel> well I've been separated from him for two years <Azriel> he doesn't want a divorce so he won't help pay for it <Elitist> what a dick <Elitist> oops <Azriel> lol <Elitist> was he pretty controlling? <Azriel> I wouldn't say he was controlling. I was too submissive I think <Azriel> I did everything to keep from rocking his boat <Elitist> Wait - he was from louisianna wasn't he <Azriel> no he is from Arkansas <Elitist> darn - there goes that theory <Azriel> lol <Elitist> wife is from lousianna <Elitist> we lived in Baton Rouge for 5 years <Azriel> prolly south LA <Elitist> I hated it <Azriel> people are alot more fun down there :P <Elitist> That is what people say <Azriel> I don't like Louisiana <Elitist> But the way men treat women is pretty sad on average <Azriel> I'm not going to say it's all his fault <Azriel> I never stood up for myself <Elitist> You are close to Monroe, right - or don't say if you don't want to <Azriel> yes <Azriel> that's the closest large city <Elitist> ok - cousin used to live there <Elitist> But don't take any of the blame on yourself <Elitist> Just because you were submissive doesn't give him permission to do what he did <Azriel> no no excuse for the way he acted <Azriel> when we first got married I felt sorry for him because he had a bad childhood <Azriel> but I wasn't responsible for fixing him <Elitist> exactly <Elitist> Again you are lucky you got out - these types of relationships tend to spiral downward <Elitist> And you become codependent <Azriel> yes I think it's only my personality that kept things from getting worse sooner <Elitist> I don't know - why do men treat women so bad? <Azriel> Dennis didn't have anyone else to blame for his failure <Azriel> in life <Azriel> it wasn't his fault of course <Elitist> So he blamed you. <Azriel> right <Azriel> and our daughters <Elitist> It is never their fault <Azriel> if it wasn't for us he would made something out of his life we dragged him down <Elitist> Yeah right <Elitist> Heard that one before <Azriel> I sympathized with Karen in BB <Elitist> I can see why <Azriel> because I understood that even an intelligent woman can be caught in something that's hard to get out of * Hostess2 gives Az a hug * Azriel hugs H2 <Elitist> I don't think intelligence has anything to do with it unfortunately <Elitist> Anybody can get sucked into that type of relationship <Azriel> well people thought Karen was dumb or greedy for staying <Elitist> hmmm I don't think I ever thought that <Azriel> you just keep hoping that someday your love will be enough to change them <Elitist> But it almost never does <Elitist> The only thing that can change them is them <Azriel> and some will never change <Elitist> Most will never change <Elitist> Believe me <Azriel> he was broke before I got him <Azriel> I just didn't realize he was irrepairable <Elitist> LOL - should have exchanged him then <Azriel> yeah when I was young enough to get a sexy young replacement! <Elitist> Hey when you get out of here you will have all these teen hunks all over you <Azriel> rofl <Elitist> Did you and Merlin ever patch things up? <Azriel> I don't think so <Azriel> except that I've chosen to get over it. I misunderstood him <Elitist> I thought for sure there was no way he would nom you again <Azriel> the air is tense around us I think still <Azriel> which is probably my fault <Elitist> Hey at least you have a good reason <Azriel> I think that's funny E <Azriel> that you would think to band together to save the girl <Elitist> Why? <Azriel> when you said that the other night in chat you made me just giggle <Elitist> wait till you read my red room <Azriel> you are like the men in my life. my daddy and brothers <Elitist> I take that as a compliment <Azriel> that's what they would think to do yes <Elitist> Hey I was counting on it <Azriel> if winning meant nothing really to them <Elitist> I figured since you had been hurt bad at least twice in here... <Elitist> that the "injured woman" hormones would kick in with Gu and Merlin <Azriel> I don't think they are aware of much other than their lovefest <Azriel> Merlin thinks I was stupid to get upset <Elitist> Maybe they just don't have hormones? <Azriel> I dunno maybe Merlin isn't really from Texas <Elitist> Maybe Merlin isn't really a winner then <Elitist> How could he not expect you to get upset? <Azriel> he doesn't think he did anything that would make me think he was thinking about an outside relationship <Elitist> He must be playing more strategy than even me. <Azriel> he told me in chat he wished I'd hold up the right sign <Azriel> what does that mean? I thought he was serious <Azriel> I guess he wasn't :P <Elitist> LOL - who knows <Azriel> he told me he knew where Monroe was <Azriel> like he wanted to come see me sometimes <Elitist> well remember he stood up Digi once already <Azriel> yeah <Azriel> so it boils down to I misunderstood him - get over it <Elitist> yep - probably the best thing to do <Azriel> oh yeah <Azriel> I took the rose colored glasses off <Elitist> too bad I don't know where Monroe is <Azriel> lol <Azriel> I'm worried that I sound vindictive now though <Elitist> I don't think so <Azriel> I think the way he handled me being upset really got to me <Elitist> yeah I could see that pretty clearly <Azriel> instead of just apologizing he grilled me like I was an idiot <Azriel> I mean I was saying I was sorry and trying just to smooth it over <Elitist> was he trying to make you see the error of your ways? <Azriel> well he was mostly acting like he couldn't understand WHY I was hurt <Azriel> if someone misunderstood my intentions I would try to ease their embarrassment <Azriel> not make it worse <Elitist> Merlin is supposed to be the master of relationships I thought <Azriel> he seems to be a master at seduction but not good with communication <Elitist> <Azriel> lol E I think if you and I are still in the final three we are earning ourselves coffee right now <Elitist> I don't even like coffee LOL <Azriel> me either! <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> we get some nifty shorts and a hat too though <Elitist> I don't know though - I think depth is going to come into play <Elitist> Wow a hat? * Azriel giggles <Azriel> I think a mug too that would be good for hot chocolate <Elitist> or coffee <Azriel> Merlin and Gu must be more interesting than us :P <Elitist> Who do you think has shown the most depth and breadth of character in here? <Azriel> hmmm <Elitist> ok never mind <Azriel> lol I like you because you are constant <Elitist> constantly crazy <Azriel> I like Gu because I think he has tried to open up <Azriel> I think he has finally gone overboard though <Elitist> lol - we have created a monster <Azriel> I don't know if we created it <Elitist> does he open up much in one on one with you? <Azriel> I've told Gu all along that he didn't need to change his basic self <Azriel> well on the whole I think we talked more on surface things in our oneonone <Elitist> yeah, that is pretty much what we did too. <Azriel> my problems were with Merlin and it was hard to talk to Gu about them <Azriel> because Merlin is THE MAN <Elitist> <Elitist> you just needed me <Azriel> I didn't want him to think I was trying to come between them <Elitist> would have made great TV though <Azriel> and the other thing that made me really emotional in here was losing spam <Elitist> that was bad <Azriel> he wasn't the best to talk about on that subject either <Azriel> I saw good things in spam in my interaction with her <Azriel> she was a good friend to me in here <Elitist> I understand perfectly <Elitist> Spam and I had a one on one before she left <Elitist> We talked about it <Elitist> She wanted to go, but was pissed too <Azriel> nod <Elitist> I had a phone call or two at the end and she really went off <Azriel> oops <Elitist> Fireworks, marching bands, the whole works <Azriel> she can put on a hell of a parade <Elitist> Yeah, you got to love her <Azriel> lol <Elitist> It was probably one of the highlights of the game <Azriel> oh you got that banner -they don't hate you- after that right? <Elitist> Yep <Azriel> I wondered what the hell went on after reading that <Elitist> It was totally amazing - I didn't know what was going on till I came back and saw it <Elitist> I thought for sure God was going to strike us both dead <Azriel> lol <Elitist> Most of it was taking up for me I think <Azriel> I'm sure <Elitist> OI's redrooms showed he was worried spam and i were talking alliance <Elitist> I thought that was funny <Azriel> I got a note from Gator asking me about the spam/elite/az alliance I said huh?!? <Elitist> I got it too - suprised me <Azriel> we got pissed at the same people at the same time maybe but no alliance <Elitist> Well it was in a way - but really short lived <Azriel> yeah one vote deal <Elitist> that is what I told them <Elitist> besides it was in the heat of the moment <Elitist> and I was kind of suprised we held to it <Azriel> yes emotions high pact <Azriel> it seems we did <Elitist> have you had any strange things happen to you in here? <Azriel> what unusually strange? <Azriel> the whole damn thing is strange <Elitist> here is one - Monday I went into afternoon chat and noone was there... <Azriel> yes <Elitist> Lance was there, and resortgirl <Elitist> So hostess1 opened it up for them to talk to me <Azriel> nod <Elitist> No secrets were told, they were just asking questions <Azriel> yeah the peanuts have been good about that <Elitist> Resortgirl wasn't talking, but lance was, then he had to leave <Elitist> So i made RG start talking to me and she turned into a real Gator <Azriel> lol <Elitist> It was real interesting <Azriel> she asked you strange things? <Elitist> No, but she was really grilling me *** Hostess1 has joined #oneOnOne <Elitist> oops there she is again <Azriel> Digi needs voice <Elitist> Hostess Digi needs voice *** Hostess2 sets mode: +o Hostess1 <Elitist> hi digi <Elitist> banishment time? <Azriel> is everything okay Digi? <Hostess1> hi guys. So sorry <Hostess1> no <Hostess1> but you knew that <Azriel> no problem Digi <Azriel> shit happens <Hostess1> its life. *** soeur has joined #oneonone *** ChanServ sets mode: +o soeur <Elitist> sorry dig <Hostess1> I'm sorry I screwed up the banishments <Elitist> no problem <Azriel> no problem <Hostess1> thanks, Elit and az. <Hostess1> I so wanted him to see this, too <Hostess1> is fascinated by concept <Azriel> cool <Hostess1> yep! <Hostess1> <Hostess1> I assume TWO told you. <Elitist> not me but I think I figured it out <Azriel> no <Azriel> yes me too <Hostess1> friend with cancer, last week. Travelled 4 hours to get here, for goodbye <Hostess1> his last week. 28 yes old <Azriel> <Hostess1> yep. <Elitist> I am so sorry <Azriel> I'm glad you got to go don't feel bad about anything Digi <Hostess1> {{{ Elit Az }}} * Elitist hugs Digi <Hostess1> thanks. Really. I felt like shit about it * Azriel hugs digi <Hostess1> verklempt <Azriel> well don't <Azriel> it's all okay <Elitist> You don't have anything to feel bad about here <Hostess1> I so hope! <Azriel> hey me and E might not have got to have this great talk <Hostess1> ;) <Azriel> it all works out for good * soeur thinks digi is a sainted woman (sass with class) * Hostess2 agrees! <Hostess1> awwwww <Hostess1> noper.. can't even send right excel to Gator! <Elitist> Heck, Az and I are just in here to make Gu and Merlin wonder what we are up too <Hostess1> LOL <Elitist> If they have noticed yet * Azriel grins evilly <Elitist> Maybe we can get a banner that says E and A get it on in one on one <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> oh yeah ! <Azriel> we should go back but I was enjoying the company <Elitist> thanks, me too <Elitist> Gator in shock <Elitist> Hostess2 gets carpal tunnel syndrome taking notes <Elitist> Joni gives it two thumbs up * Hostess2 furiously taking notes <Azriel> lol <Elitist> I can tell they are writing and voting on the banner now Az <Azriel> hehe <Elitist> Well I am going to have to go <Elitist> should we go back and see if they have kissed yet? <Azriel> let's go back to group so you can say goodbye to them <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> bad boy E * Azriel giggles <Elitist> ok thanks az - i needed this <Azriel> me too I feel alot better <Azriel> thanks for letting me spew <Elitist> good - i am always here if you need me - well maybe not always <Elitist> but you know what I mean <Azriel> lol <Azriel> yes I hope you stay in E <Elitist> see you there <Azriel> okie <Elitist> I hope you do to - actually I want you to win <Elitist> bye *** Elitist has left #oneonone *** Azriel has quit IRC (Quit: has left the building.) |
Noslonna | Friday, February 09, 2001 - 12:09 am  One-On-One - Thursday, February 8 Guru & Merlin - Guru has "things to discuss" *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v GuruChaz *** Hostess2 sets mode: +v TheMerlin *** Digilady has joined #oneOnOne *** Hostess2 sets mode: +o Digilady <GuruChaz> thanks H2 <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> whats up <GuruChaz> M, I had something taxing my mind that I felt urgent to talk to you about. <TheMerlin> okay <GuruChaz> I saw a recent post of yours and I just wanted you to know that there are a few messes I made in here from the beginning (not just with you, but everyone). I just wanted you to know that and that I feel awful about it. We definitely have some things to discuss later <TheMerlin> okay Cryptic messages - Stir up something <GuruChaz> I know that's cryptic but it's something I need to take care of on an individual basis. <GuruChaz> especially with you <TheMerlin> privately you mean? <GuruChaz> yes <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> I dont see what you are talking about, but I trust it is something you want to say <TheMerlin> it can keep till we get out <GuruChaz> I just don't want all the good things here to be all screwed up. <TheMerlin> I dont see how they could or would <GuruChaz> I hope not <GuruChaz> Well, it looks like our chats really stir up trouble. lol <TheMerlin> dont know if it's trouble, but it stirs up something Focus on E and Az <GuruChaz> Do you think we should try to focus more on E and AZ this evening? That might be a good idea. <GuruChaz> What do you think? <TheMerlin> any suggestions on how to do that <GuruChaz> I guess just just listen to what they have to say and build on that <TheMerlin> good idea <GuruChaz> I'm sort of at a loss myself. AZ and I had a good chat and then it dwindled down to talking about movies until she split. <GuruChaz> It was easy and then became a struggle <TheMerlin> got it <TheMerlin> I'm not sure where az is at this point, in her thinking I mean Unresolved issues <GuruChaz> This is just my opinion, but I think you and her might have some unresolved issues in here. That might be a room that seeks order before you leave it, if you know what I mean. <TheMerlin> agreed, I think there is some things she might want to say <TheMerlin> I havent been sure if she wanted to say them <GuruChaz> I imagine she has things she wants to resolve bottled up and maybe you do as well <GuruChaz> just a thought Ocean interlude *** ocean_islands has joined #oneonone <TheMerlin> actually, I dont feel that I do have anything bottled up <GuruChaz> Ok, but I feel she does <ocean_islands> oh come on yes ya do. <GuruChaz> O? Shush please Suck it up and deal with Az <TheMerlin> are you suggesting that I should approach her or wait till she approaches me on this <GuruChaz> either or (whatever you feel) <TheMerlin> okay <GuruChaz> Sometimes we have to suck it up and deal, you know? lol <TheMerlin> yep <TheMerlin> do you have any idea when she is supposed to be here tonight <GuruChaz> any minute, I would guess <TheMerlin> let's go to groupchat and wait then They are playing our song <GuruChaz> I was curious about some of your music and I stopped and bought Nakai "In a Distant Place" today. I really like it. <GuruChaz> Do you have that one? <TheMerlin> the best Nakai is called Inner Voices <GuruChaz> ah ok <TheMerlin> dont have the one you refer to <GuruChaz> seeya in groupchat <TheMerlin> k <GuruChaz> ok *** GuruChaz has left #oneonone *** TheMerlin has left #oneonone |
Noslonna | Friday, February 09, 2001 - 02:11 pm  One-On-One - Thursday, February 8 Azriel & Merlin - Men vs Women <TheMerlin> you here az <TheMerlin> ladies first <Azriel> I'm not sure what you want to talk about <TheMerlin> I want to talk about what you want to talk about <Azriel> hmmm <TheMerlin> me nominating you, you feeling left out or ignored, Azriel Feels Grilled <Azriel> why do I always feel like I'm being grilled by you <TheMerlin> well, I was going to ask why I make you feel like that, but then I dont know if that is a good idea <Azriel> I understand why you nominated me. you liked Juju better. no problem <TheMerlin> that is your reason <TheMerlin> not mine <Azriel> well only one of us could stay and you voted for me soooooo <TheMerlin> that is your reason, not mine <Azriel> well whatever at the time there were other things in my head that I realize were crazy now <TheMerlin> I am trying to figure out how to respond without you feeling like you are being grilled <Azriel> oh disregard that you can ask me anything <TheMerlin> okay Who Nommed Who <TheMerlin> want to talk about the other things going on in your head at the time <Azriel> I asked Digi to remove me from the game that night <TheMerlin> why <TheMerlin> just cause I nomed you? <Azriel> you nominated me on the same day I posted that I had bell's palsy. I know now that that was just a crazy thing to think but it was a hard thing for me to reveal at the time I was already emotional <TheMerlin> well, if I had paid attention to the post, I might not have nomed you <TheMerlin> did you post that on the day of noms? <Azriel> that morning <TheMerlin> the morning the noms were announced? <Azriel> yes <Azriel> you said in chat that day that I had been revealing stuff on the board. it just kind of stuck in my mind <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> I know that that was not what happened Merlin <TheMerlin> I'm sorry, but I really didnt pay attention to that post <Azriel> but you see I was emotionally charged already that day <TheMerlin> okay, I see that now <Azriel> that's why I probably seemed so hard to understand that night <TheMerlin> and I definitely saw it when noms were announced <Azriel> I didn't expect you to vote for me so my mind had to find reasons <TheMerlin> wished you had asked me first <Azriel> who would say yes. that's why I suddenly lost interest in you and nommed you <Azriel> you know.. that was in my mind <TheMerlin> okay, it makes more sense to me now Not Interested THAT Way <TheMerlin> I didnt lose interest in you <TheMerlin> why do you think that <Azriel> you told me that night in chat that you weren't interested in me in that way <Azriel> in our oneonone <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> so it was another case of my assumptions being wrong <Azriel> I wasn't seeing your sign clearly I guess <TheMerlin> you should understand that I am not interested in anyone that way, because I havent figured out yet what I want in a woman <TheMerlin> and you should have seen my ear tag, it says hopeless for long term relationships <TheMerlin> got it from a cattle rancher <Azriel> lol well I sure wasn't thinking about marrying you Merlin. I wanted to meet you first :P <TheMerlin> good, I own a bad record in the marriage category <Azriel> I'm not far behind you <TheMerlin> but I would do them all over again if I had the choice, I learned a lot from each one <Azriel> I'd skip the first one and only keep the second because I have two wonderful daughters from that <TheMerlin> my girls are the best things out of all of them <TheMerlin> I wouldnt mind finding a surrogate mother and having another one or two <Azriel> good lord. there are plenty out there to adopt <TheMerlin> I still like the making part also <Azriel> yeah well you can shoot blanks and still have fun <TheMerlin> or not hit the target and have fun * Azriel grins at Merlin "I don't like peanuts with my cybersex" <TheMerlin> so where are you now in your mind with all this <Azriel> same place I was. I know it wasn't personal so it's no problem <TheMerlin> you want to have sex and show guru what a real love fest is about <Azriel> I don't like peanuts with my cybersex thank you <TheMerlin> well okay then <Azriel> they would cramp my style *** ducky is now known as lookingaway <TheMerlin> if we can get ops we can just kick them out <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> I see you peeking ducky! <TheMerlin> but nos would have to watch, she is just that kinky <Azriel> oh yeah <Azriel> she would pull out the whip and join in <TheMerlin> and soeur would want to write a story about it <Azriel> lol it would be a good story <Noslonna> \||||/ <Noslonna> ( oo ) * Noslonna is watching now. go ahead. start cybering. <Azriel> rofl <TheMerlin> told you she was kinky <TheMerlin> bet she has all kinds of wierd stuff <TheMerlin> maybe I should have checked out that cyber sex site you told me about <TheMerlin> to know what to do <Azriel> it doesn't take anything but a good imagination <TheMerlin> no offense, but you have shown signs of having a good imagination <Azriel> yes I do How did Lala get into this? <TheMerlin> maybe we should ask lala about mom <Azriel> lala would prolly rather not think about that side of good ol mom. <TheMerlin> and mom doesnt think about that side of lala <Azriel> I'm sure she knows that lala is an angel who wouldn't do things like that <TheMerlin> are you working on votes? <Azriel> huh? <TheMerlin> just kidding <Azriel> I hope so <TheMerlin> calling lala an angel <Azriel> yeah she prolly spit whatever she was drinking at the screen <TheMerlin> or spit at me <TheMerlin> maybe <Azriel> lol A reason to hang Merlin? <Azriel> why would she do that? <TheMerlin> when I saw the banner about frothing, I pictured women's rights activist with a noose <Azriel> rofl <Azriel> does that bother you? <TheMerlin> only if they plan on hanging me <Azriel> do they have any reason to? Just One of Those Crazy Thoughts <TheMerlin> put an attractive women who walks up to a man on the street and says lets have sex <TheMerlin> the man is likely to say yes <Azriel> you think? <TheMerlin> put an attractive man who walks up to a woman on the street with the same offer <Azriel> regardless of circumstances? <TheMerlin> and the likely answer is no <Azriel> I know you can't be serious <TheMerlin> no, not regardless of circumstances, just in general <Azriel> there are reasons for the choice and I don't think they all involve gender <TheMerlin> explain <Azriel> I think they involve how you were raised to think about yourself <TheMerlin> okay <Azriel> that has nothing to do with gender <Azriel> you see what I'm saying? <TheMerlin> not sure <Azriel> it's not inborn it's learned behavior <Azriel> I can go along with you only in the fact that it's less risky for a man <Azriel> biologically <TheMerlin> agreed <Azriel> but I think the main reasons for the choice are not biological <TheMerlin> it was just one of those crazy thoughts I have from time to time, a what if situation <Azriel> you think too much Casual Sex <TheMerlin> I saw it as being more how men view sex versus how women view it <Azriel> I don't think we view it that different <TheMerlin> for men it can be casual, for women there is more emotion tied to it <TheMerlin> in general, not to mean everyone in every case <Azriel> 20 years ago I might have agreed more with you but I think norms have changed a bit since <TheMerlin> are you suggesting that there are women out there now who are interested in casual sex <Azriel> I know PLENTY of women that can view it casually <TheMerlin> is there a web site where you find some of these <TheMerlin> more humor on my part <Azriel> I know Phone Numbers <TheMerlin> got any phone numbers? <TheMerlin> I will have to pay for that last comment I am sure <Azriel> I don't promote other women. I only do promotional work for myself <TheMerlin> lol * Azriel blinks innocently * TheMerlin lookin for the imfamous eye flutter <Azriel> I gave up on that it doesn't work on you <TheMerlin> lol *** Digi_Viv has quit IRC (Quit: Digi_Viv) <TheMerlin> put digi to sleep <Azriel> lol <Azriel> Guru is prolly nodding at the pc too <TheMerlin> wait a minute, digi is calling me on the phone <TheMerlin> she is giving me phone numbers <Azriel> lol <TheMerlin> thanks digi, but they are all your number Guru Won't Peek <TheMerlin> is there anything else on your mind az <Azriel> it's never empty but that's enough for tonight <TheMerlin> a couple more nights left, just let me know <Azriel> I think digi is closing chat tomorrow <TheMerlin> oh yeah <Azriel> she wants us to post our last few days <TheMerlin> didnt know that <TheMerlin> okay <TheMerlin> when did she say this <Azriel> before you came into chat tonight <Azriel> we can talk on the board. Guru won't peek like ducky <TheMerlin> now I know how elit felt <Azriel> she also said we would have some surprise guests in the hottub <TheMerlin> that part I heard <TheMerlin> bed time for me, if you see guru, tell him goodnight for me <TheMerlin> night az <Azriel> okay good night <TheMerlin> night folks <Azriel> thanks for the talk <TheMerlin> thank you *** TheMerlin has quit IRC (Quit: TheMerlin) <Azriel> I'm gonna go to group and say goodnight to Guru but I refuse to fart *** Azriel has left #oneonone |
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