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Xenia | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:40 pm  Arreal: Memorized??? LOL It's the magic of copy and paste... I wanted to also apologize to you Arreal, I had said yesterday that I would protect you from anyone who would say anything insulting and Man said some really mean things in three seperate posts. I left and did a RR visit rather than sticking around to come to your defense, and I am really sorry for that... By the way, the reason why I'm sharing all this with you is because I've never had an issue with either of you. And I've appreciated the way you've both treated me. |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:42 pm  I can see how you may have took it that way. I just saw him as being whiney. lol And I agreed with you that he had the option to leave or go start a topic. |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:43 pm  I've been really nasty toward various people here. But from my perspective, they gave as good as they got, and I knew where to draw the line. Man's comment was really mean and hurtful on a personal level that I just don't think was appropriate for him to go to. Also, I have another confession I wanted to share. I'm obviously getting banished first, so I thought this would be a good time to explain... cont... |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:47 pm  thanks Xenia. I appreciate the honest and your wanting to stick up for me. I really don't need it. I am one tough cookie. I found his outburst frustrating but also amusing. Funny how a grown man can be negative and call me fragile all the while bashing me for saying his name calling was childish. It was frustrating and amusing. Iteresting seeing peoples characters come more into view. from my stand point, I just always found you were a bit harsh. Easy to anger. but you also apoplogized when you realized you were wrong. After I nominated you I wanted to change it to someone else...but I didn't. Me bad. I knew it was cut and pasted. I was breing silly. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:47 pm  I got caught up--sorry for the timing. Well, that was an education form the both of you. I remember asking everyone fighting to either not attach each other--just the differences in issues, or just admit you're fighting. I didn't get flamed for it, although it sounds like you did, Arreal??? wow, I wonder why I didn't get it too? Xenia, for sucking at the challenge, I thought you did great!! btw, I don't agree at all of Man's description of you. Xenia, I earlier told Arreal that I think you are a little reactionary--just a triat you have. I don't think you mean anything by it at all. Just your nature. If you do mean it to be personal, I've mis-read you big time! Frigid??? huuummm I appreciate you guys telling me what you experienced from your point of view (not implying it's wrong or anything--just saying it's what you had to say). I'm glad I can count o you guys to say your piece. I respect people who are willing to do that. |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:48 pm  Weeks and weeks ago, Moondance mentioned in a BB thread that she was into anstrology. I e-mailed her and asked if she'd do my chart for me. When she said yes, I sent another e-mail and told her a lot of personal stuff about me and my life. Then fast forward to now. We both got picked for the game and right from the beginning I felt uncomfortable with her because she knows things about me and I know nothing about her. I thought I could handle that, but obviously I couldn't. Ok...I think that's about it. From now until I get banished on Friday, I'm not going to participate a whole lot. Man's comment was like icing on the cake. This went from being not very fun to being hurtful. And maybe I asked for it because of the way I behaved. But I was just so fed up with him. I'm done. Any thoughts before I go to bed? |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:53 pm  I'm sorry it hasn't been much fun for you. There is no reason this should have gotten ugly and mean. I hope when and if you get out you will have people to support you. You deserve support. A hug for you, even though I know you hate them, I want you to know I care and think you're a neat gal. have a good nights sleep, Sweet dreams |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:56 pm  Xenia, yes, I have some thoughts. I can appreciate you feeling uncomfortable with Moon and the information balance (lack of balance). I can also understand that the comments you quoted could be hurtful. I don't know if it was really him that said that, or the character he brought into the house. I hope it was the character. Next, I don't know that it will be you for sure. You have a lot of good qualities, and many people support the folks who keep things going. Not a bad combination! Next, I enjoy having you in hear and playing the game. You have energy, get intense, and also can be very reflective. I have a high level of respect for you. I want you to do what you really want to do, although I know I'd enjoy it more if you continued to participate. Information to do with as you wish--it is how I feel. |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:57 pm  Thanks Arreal and thanks for reading all of this and commenting on it. Your kindess touches my heart. And good luck to you!!!! |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:57 pm  I didn't get it either. I didn't find that I attacked in my inital post. He must have felt attacked for some unknown reason by me, or he was being very defensive. I do admit, after I was attacked I slung one back his way. |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:00 pm  And thank you to you as well Roger. Your thoughts are also deeply appreciated. I knew you guys were the perfect tow to come to, to explain myself. Again, thank you. Have a good night. |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:00 pm  Thanks Xenia, means alot. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:03 pm  Thanks Xenia--I hope you have a good evening. We will be seeing you tomorrow---I hope. I always look forward to your inclusion to this game. Arreal--you and I again--you staying around for awhile to talk??? |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:04 pm  I don't know. I did find Man's nominations interesting also. He said he didn't know anyof us really to base nominations on, yet he nominated 3 males. I just found that interesting. Maybe a tie in to why he bashed me and not you. Can't really speculate fairly. |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:05 pm  ONLY if you aren't tired and DON'T need sleep. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:09 pm  I shouldn't have said flame--I thought I'd get a "butt out" kind of comment from the ones involved--I could certainly see them saying that. Not that bad if they did. Nothing like having someone trying to ref when it's the heat of the moment. I like the end of the day conversations. I like to reflect at the end of each day--try to put something into perspective. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:12 pm  I'm always tired---don't sleep well at night normally. Been that way for a year now. Actually I've gotten the best quality sleep (if not the most) since starting this game. Need sleep?? I can do well without a lot as long as I have focus. These conversations provide it, and I like them better than sleep. Much nicer! |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:13 pm  That means I'm up for more chat! |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:14 pm  lol....I like late night convos too. I was bothered by the comment made....(from my post on camera)... I do find it amusing that I was called boring, and fragile. They are certainly not things that have ever been attributed to me by people who know me, not even pissed of boyfriends. "I should feel blessed that I have many 'boring' personalities, rather than one." (paraphrased) Boring? Interesting choice of words. He also said that I lived in a different reality than he did and I should take my whiny fragile self elsewhere. this is where I said I'm glad my reality didn't include living in delusions of granduer. Me bad. Like I said, both amusing and frustrating. So in all honesty I am not sad he is gone. |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:16 pm  I have problems sleeping too. very frustrating to lay in bed and toss and turn all night. I hate that. I want to hear why you are going to win this game. :-) |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:20 pm  Boy, it sounds like there have been some brawls! Did you get that from any of his posts outside--wit, didn't he just do live feed posts?? This has been a lot differnt than BB--comparing us I mean. Lots of differeces though--them in house for 90 days, us on computers for <30. LOL Ever notice how the 1-on-1 coversations during the day don't ever get like they do at night. Like we have to shift gears to have them. Almost like anyhing else would cause them to fall apart--needing total attention. Thoughts?? |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:24 pm  I did notice that also. I'm inclined to believe with more than perhaps 3, the conversation goes in to many different directions. Too many other things being posted, so while we wait for a response we go respond to another thread. I think attention is more focused in the evenings, simply less distractions, less people. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:28 pm  Let's face it--I can't really know that!! LOL That said, my approach to this and other games is to go in with the intention of winning. I project to myself that I will win--that I am capable of winning, and as far as I can know (which is really never) know that I will. Yet I believe I can/will. If I don't believe it, how can I expect anyone else to belive it!!!!??? I was serious when I posted oustide about the win being important--more on that next post--you will think I'm insane I sleep much better with some in the smae bed--someone I care about. I've always slept much better. In actuallity, I haven't slept well for years, it's juts been worse in the past year. |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:31 pm  I think it's neat how much intensity is involved in serious converstaions about people or ourselves--we use a lot of energy toward them--at least I do. I also get energy from them--lots of energy! Time no longer is a thing I keep track of--and I am a very time-oriented person!! |
Arreal | Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 11:34 pm  Good old fashioned positive thinking. :-) Sleeping...I used to sleep better with someone with me also. The comfort, the warmth and the security. Now that I'm married and hubby insists on a water bed, I don't sleep well. I find it frustrating to continuously roll to his side of the bed.He lays on his side and I on mine. he out weighs me by about 75lbs, so the water dispurses and gets really hard on my back. lol I sleep better when he is away or works nights. (I like some of the side effects of my night time meds too) I hope it improves for you soon. Sleep is a good thing. |
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