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Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:47 pm  Here ya go Luke!! This is tasting good! |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:47 pm  No not at all Roger. I'm just doing my time. (((Roger))) Don't mean to give you any cold shoulder, just many mixed emotions going on right now...in me. |
Moondance | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:51 pm  Do you want to talk about it Arreal? |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:52 pm  In actuality I have been thinking alot about all that has transpired in the last few days. All the negativity and what not. My part in the questions surrounding Vykin. The fact that I was in IM's with Vykin and in a chat room with Tali also. I am ashamed of my part in this entire mess. I am hurt by the fact that some individuals have seen me as dishonest and malicious. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:53 pm  They seem to have affected your interactions with me to some degree--in a less than positive light. Causes me to wonder if you question some things you didn't question before. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:58 pm  It's pretty sad when I came into this 'game' feeling so excited and ready to go for it and get to know people. Prior to coming in I was continually called an "a$$-kisser" by many people. Hell, I was simply being silly with Neil. Not to increase my chances of getting into the game, just because that is me. He was playing back. There was verbal sparring on the outside between Gail, Jana, Tukuul and others. This occured before and after the contestants were chosen. I was honest about many things out there...especially in the Josh's Depression thread. My honesty in here was no different. Out there I never called anyone names, nor did I bash them or set out to hurt them in any way. It is not in my nature to be mean like that. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 05:59 pm  Honestly roger, nothing about you. Honest. Please believe that. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:03 pm  <<Quietly saying to you>> My apologies--I meant question something about me toward you (or you toward me)--like I am part of the problem all this blew up, or surfaced, or that you feel I've let you down somehow or am not supportive of you, or abandoned you or.......so you are backing away in what you say. Every get vibes??? |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:05 pm  LOL!! Ever, not every Geez, what a goof!! Woops, posted on top of your response.. haha |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:09 pm  Since my third day in here, my trust has been shaken badly. The letters I posted in the thread about Tali, I posted to show that I had real concerns and Real issues of trust about Gail and about ADMIN. I didn't post them to be further accused of breaking more rules by contancting Host during the game....thank you Vyk for pointing that out.
The best part about being in her has been my late night conversations with Roger. I felt we connected mentally and formed a friendship I could trust. I still believe that. I have also gotten to know Xenia and I have changed my opinion about her so much. I truly admire her strength in standing up for herself. I am glad that I have gotten the oppertunity to Get to know Moon better. She is an absolutely wonderful, sweet person. I got to see a different side of Tuk in here. I was shocked we had similar views on so many things. Funny how I gave him the most obnoxious award out there. I'm glad I got to know Luke...Charming guy, honest and loads of humor. I admire him also. It takes alot of strength and fortitude to be different and be proud. I didn't get much of a chance to know May in here and for that I do regret. As we speak, I am waiting for a response from the Admin on a voluntary walk out. The feelings in here are SOO real. And it plain in simply hurts to be here. |
Luke | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:12 pm  Whoa... I need some more wine. Don't go, Arreal. I mean it. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:13 pm  Me walking out DOES NOT show me to be weak or fragile in anyway. I simply know enough about myself to know when to call it quits. I will walk with my dignity, knowing I was honest, never intentionally mean and giving this experience my all...every day I was here. I wish you guys luck and look forward to seeing you on the outside. Thanks to you who supported me and cared. |
Zebulon | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:13 pm  Whoa....what's going on? Everyone seems to be wanting out for one reason or another. It's not THAT bad in here is it? |
Zebulon | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:15 pm  Give it another day, Arreal. You may feel better about it tomorrow and won't do something you might regret later. Just sleep on it. |
Moondance | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:15 pm  Arreal... PLEASE don't go...I really think you are great and you add to the house with your open heart... This has been a messy day... let it settle. I am not good in these situations... I feel loyality towards you but I like Gail... I didn't get to know Tali... she really didn't give me a chance. I am not cool with all of this because it has been one misunderstanding after another... I felt if I said anymore in the other threads, I would just add to the chaos and I wanted it to calm down so we could all come back to it and discuss it. I hope you did not take it as a betrayal to you. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:19 pm  Yet it also feels so good sometimes!!!??? The reality we are suprised (or not so surprised for some) to experience is what is so neat. <<<<<Arreal, would you please consider giving your note a day??? In the heat of the moment with low feelings could be replcaed with something totally differnt--you have experienced how that can work! Would you re-consider sending it at this time and consider waht positives you will get?? it will come with down portions too, although the lift from the uppers......>>>>> Remember your thoughts to Xenia?? |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:26 pm  Zeb--welcome to our world!!! Hey, some very nice comments about you!! Want some wine?? I think Luke and I are on a third bottle. Zeb, bad is such a relative term in here!!!! (seriously) Arreal, I never said (nor did anyone else that I can think of) that you walking causes you to be weak or fragile. Will you give it a day????????? One more late night chat and see what happens???? |
Luke | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:28 pm  Hey zeb... pull up a chair and join the House of Dysfunction <<hiccup>>... Hy mi name is Luke and I'm a BB-aholic... (all) "HIIIII LUKE!" |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:28 pm  Right now, I want to take about 3 Ativan and curl up in a ball and just go to sleep for a couple of days. I hurt you guys. Please understand this. Please. |
Zebulon | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:32 pm  LOL Luke!! Hi Everyone. My name is Zeb and I never know what I'm going to do next. I scare myself... |
Luke | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:33 pm  "HIIIIIIIIIIIIII ZZZEEEEEBBBBBBBBB!!!!!!!" |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:36 pm  you scare me as well Zeb... |
Moondance | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:41 pm  Hi My Name is Moondance and ....where am I? |
Luke | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:42 pm  Well, hate to spoil this rolling party, but I'm gonna satisfy my stomach's cravings right now. I'll be back in here later tonite... Hope we're all still in this house... I'll join a late nite convo if anyone is still around... Hey guys--(parting thought for the moment)... Come on... let's stick together... I'll see you all in a bit... okay? Ciao for now. |
Zebulon | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 06:45 pm  "Brussels police department, how may I assist you?" "Uh.. yes.. I just got hit in the face with a cream pie." "Okay, sir. Have you called the Brussels police department before?" "No" "Well, let me get a little information about you for our records. Your name?" "Bill Gates" "Country?" "The USA" "Native language?" "English" "Okay, sir. Your police department ID number is BP31415927. Please use this number the next time you call. Now, you say you were hit in the face with a pie?" "Yes, I was just about to meet with the Belgian Prime Minister. One person distracted me while another hit me with a cream pie." "We've had other customers report that they were hit in the face with a custard pie. Are you sure it was a cream pie?" "Well, I have white stuff all over my face and I don't see any custard, so I really don't think it was a custard pie." "Have you visited the Prime Minister before?" "Yes" "Were you hit in the face with a pie then?" "No" "Hmm... have you visited any other Prime Ministers in the past month?" "Yes" "Any pies then?" "No" "Okay, well.. let's try something. Go outside the building and come in again. I'll wait." "Just a minute.." <several minutes pass> "Okay, I'm back." "Did you get hit by another pie?" "Of course not" "Well sir, I don't know what could have caused the first pie, but it looks like things are working fine now. I'll make a note of the problem, though. If it happens again, please note the exact details of the situation and call us again. Moral of the story: Everyone has their problems. |
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