HiMay10ns

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Sunday, October 08, 2000 - 10:51 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns enters the Red Room confessional and sits down in front of the screen.


The Interrogator says:

Good evening. Feel free to say anything you wish. Maybe something you didn't give voice to while talking with the other players, or some opinion you want to state.

HiMay10ns smiles and says:

Well, it's been an interesting two days. Zeb, Vyk and Roger are so cool! I think Luke's had a tough weekend but I hope I can get to know him better in the next few days. As far as Mantastic...he's basically a no show, pretty much a loner. And now the banner about his weak heart?? I think he's headed for the "great dirt nap", in more ways than one!

The chicks are great, everyone seems to be getting along. I was worried about Arreal for a while, she seems pretty upset about the banishment process. Maybe she'll calm down after the first round of nominations. The discussion topics have been pretty typical...death penalty, sex and homosexuality. I figure we'll move on to abortion, religion, race and politics....hohum. You'll find that many of my answers are based on my faith, no surprises.


She pauses to catch her breath, then continues:

I can't help but wonder about what's going on out there in the internet world. I can only hope that you have seen the {REAL ME} and that I have fan support on the outside. I like it here and I'd like to stick around a while for the experience.

As far as nominations go, it's going to be tough this first round because we really don't know each other very well. I think mine will be based on who contributes the most to the Play Room. There's a few in here that are pretty dang lazy!


A silence ensues, as HiMay10ns catches her breath again.


The Interrogator says:

If there is nothing else, we will talk again tomorrow.


HiMay10ns nods, then gets up to leave. On her way out the door she shouts:

Send banners!! :)

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Monday, October 09, 2000 - 05:42 pm Click here to edit this post
HiMay10n walks into the Red Room and takes a seat.

The Interrogator says:

You have gotten to meet and know each other for a couple of days. Sometimes first impressions last the longest. Select two houseguests, preferably one you like and one you don't (or one you like the least) and tell me YOUR impression.


HiMay10ns thinks for a moment and says angrily:

The houseguest that I like the least. Xenia's personal attacks and general negativity are exhausting. If I were to ever speak with her one on one I would ask her this: "When you lay down at the end of a day to go to sleep, are you really proud that you have been able to hurt a fellow human being by your senseless and intentional hate?"

From now on, this is what Xenia's conversations will sound like to me.....

<in the voice of Charlie Brown's teacher> Wah Wa Wah Whah Wah...


HiMay10ns appears deep in thought. After a few moments she says:

And to end on a positive note.

It's hard to pick one because everyone has been so nice.

I think the houseguest I like most at this point is Luke. He is so refreshing. He is honest, intelligent and hysterically funny. He exudes positive energy in all that he writes.


She smiles and says:

That is all I guess.


The Interrogator says:

Very well. We will talk again tomorrow.


HiMay10ns nods and leaves the room.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 10:05 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10na walks into the Red Room and sits down.

She has her fingershands clasped together, fingers intertwined. As she opens her hands, palms out, she sighs and says:

Opening the window to my soul ...

I find it horribly difficult to deal with confrontation. I avoid it at all cost. I wasn't born with the "mean and nasty" bone in my body. I have the gift of mercy and I tend to see that everyone is happy and well taken care of, even before taking care of my own self.


She shakes her head sadly and says:

In the past 5 days, I have been attacked, berated, criticized and shot down for basically having my own opinion and for sharing bits of my soul. I have to admit, I see a great difference in the two attacks. Xenia was simply expressing her views, something she obviously feels passionate and angry about. However, her delivery of the attacks could have been more tactful and less vulgar. I respect her opinion but I don't respect her conveyance. In the end, we agreed to disagree and I believe gained a little respect for each others views. There are no grudges held and we have moved on.

Now Zeb, on the other hand, in his attack on my most embarrassing moment, was rude, ignorant and uncivilized in his reasoning. He stated in the kitchen that he was looking to "stir things up" and there I was....he could have cared less about the topic of the thread and intentionally attacked my character. His remarks were hateful and totally off base.

I was overwhelmed at how all the other BGs stood up for me. Xenia, Roger and ArReal were incredible!! I lost all respect for Zeb and find it difficult to relate to anyone that "screws" with people just because they are bored. I think it's villainous....

I am over-sensitive. I wear my heart on my sleeve. Does that make me weak?

She pauses for a moment and states:

I think not. It makes me a tender, loving, compassionate human being....something this world needs more of.


HiMay10ns claps her hands together again and says:

Closing the window to my soul.


The Interrogator says:

If that is all we will talk again tomorrow.


HiMay10ns nods her head and leaves the room.

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Wednesday, October 11, 2000 - 01:53 pm Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns walks into the Red Room to discuss her nominations. She says:

This isn't going to be easy....well OK, one of them is easy.

My first nomination is Zebulon. If you've read the threads and my RR session, you know why.


She pauses in thought then says:

My second nomination is Mantastic. I know he is trying, but I am basing this on the fact that he did not even attempt to help in the Group Challenge and his posts are long, tiresome and unrelated to the topics.


The Interrogator says:

And your third choice?


HiMay10ns grimaces and replies:

Now here is the tough one....

My third nomination is Luke. I love him to pieces!!!!

He is been so much fun and so honest and humorous in his conversations. I think he is incredibly busy and truly grieving right now for his lost relationship. He has made a valiant effort to be a part of the Play Room, but he might be better off on the outside. And most of all, he's well liked in the house and I don't think anyone else will nominate him!! :)

{{{{Luke}}}}


The Interrogator says:

We will talk again later.


HiMay10ns smiles and leaves the room.

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Thursday, October 12, 2000 - 09:26 pm Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns enters the room and sits down. She says:

Well, it's the night before banishment. Things have really been crazy....the challenge, the new discussion topic, RR questions, Mantastic running out the front door, Vyk and Xenia fighting. Things are so different than what I had imagined. The isolation is really getting to some people. I've just tried to be myself. And after this first week, I'm not so sure I know who that is anymore. The first few days, I got slammed for simply having an opinion. Then Zeb attacked my character for dumping a guy after I clogged his toilet.

How petty can it get in here?? I'm still amazed at the hatred and anger I've seen expressed in the Play Room. I don't see how these people sleep at night. Speaking of sleep, I'm going to turn in and try and get some rest before the announcement tomorrow. I miss everyone on the outside. I trust my fans are standing behind me. Special thanks to the creator of my fanpage. It's awesome!!

Goodnight everyone....Save The Pickle!! XOXO

HiMay10ns gets up and saunters out of the room.

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Saturday, October 21, 2000 - 06:48 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay strolls into the Red Room and grabs a seat. She chuckles at the screen and says:

Hi Mr. Gator....it's been awhile since my last confession.

Ok, let me start with some positive stuff! I got the sweetest message from Xenia this morning. I have to admit, in the beginning she scared the sh*t out of me. But in time, I've learned to love our differences and she has taught me more about myself in the past two weeks. She is a very bright, witty and intelligent soul. I know she will do well in whatever she attempts in life because she has PASSION.

I'm continue to be nauseated by Zeb and his childish attacks. As you know, I nominated him again. I think he has the ability to be nice and carry on a decent conversation, but I just haven't seen much effort on his part to get to know me. For that reason, I hope he's outta here!


HiMay10ns grimaces and continues:

Now I'm going to get a little pissy!

What is the deal with ArReal and the Instant Messages? When I read the rules in the very beginning, it was perfectly CLEAR to me that we were to have NO outside contact and that all of our dialogue was meant for the boards. I cannot understand why she continues to badger the other BGs with her Instant Message scam.

And if she's IMing BGs, she's probably got some connections on the outside.

I am going by what is said in the Virtual House, I don't need an outside advantage!


HiMay10ns chortles with glee and says:

It cracked me up that Vyk outted her in the Internet Cam thread.


The Interrogator says:

Some people have been wondering about your abscence. Would you like to discuss that?


HiMay10ns says:

I was missing in action for awhile yesterday trying to deal with illness in my family. I got a good nights sleep and I'm ready to tackle the day.


The Interrogator says:

If that is all, we will talk again later.


HiMay10ns smiles and says:

I'll see you tonight in the chat.

On her way out the door HiMay10ns turns and says:

I have to admit, if Xenia leaves I'll feel a great sense of loss. She has been one of the stars of this show! But alas, we'll meet again as we post the live feeds during BB2!

Bye.

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Saturday, October 21, 2000 - 11:28 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns enters the Red Room and sits down in fron of the screen.


The Interrogator says:

The second nomination has come and gone. Xenia and Zebulon have left with it. Was that a surprise?


HiMay10ns ponders the question then answers:

The two banishees were no surprise to me.

This week has been one big round of insults and intentional slander. I think I knew in the back of my mind that both Xenia and Zeb were teasing but I have to admit, it did get a little out of hand. I didn't feel the need to "stick up" for Zeb, he was holding his own and I didn't believe what Xenia was saying about him. As for Xenia, look in the "False Accusations" thread, you'll say where I spoke my mind about the whole incident.


The Interrogator asks:

And what do you think their leaving means for The Game?


She thinks about the question for a few moments and then says:

What does them leaving mean for the game?

Well, in my honest opinion, it's gonna be terribly boring around here. We probably lost the two most intelligent people in the play room. I can do without the constant bickering, but the dynamic that they brought to the game will be sorely missed on my part.


The Interrogator interjects:

So are you saying that everything will be peaceful and friendly now?


HiMay10ns bites her lower lip then says:

My only beef right now is with ArReal. I'm wondering why she keeps pushing to have Jana come in the house. I don't really remember if they are friends or not, but it just seems suspicious that she is so adamant about having her. (No offense Jana). And the Instant Message thing is still bugging the sh*t out of me! I can't stand cheaters!! I'll pick my time to confront her on this....

The other thing bothering me about ArReal is this computer problem story.

Last night, when I was leaving the chat, one of the outsiders, said "Hey everyone, ArReal just left the chat." I can't help but wonder if she didn't sign in the chat room under a bogus name. There were no posts in the play room by ArReal between 7-7:30. If I couldn't get in the chat, I would have spent that 30 minutes catching up on some posts and I would have been waiting in the LR right at 7:30.

There is just something about a cheater that I don't trust.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?:


HiMay10ns smiles and nods her head. She says:

It's very quiet around here today and Xenia and Zeb are going to be missed.

We definitely need a new challenge or two and some good discussion topics. Hang in there folks....we'll try not to bore you to tears!!

And don't forget, Save the Pickle!!


The Interrogator says:

If that is all, we will talk again later.


HiMay10ns gets up and says:

See ya soon.

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Monday, October 23, 2000 - 08:01 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns enters the Red Room and sits down.


The Interrogator says:

As you know by now, ArReal decided to quit The Game last night. Was it a surprise to you? What are your thoughts and/or feelings about it?


HiMay10ns sighs and says:

Yes, I have to admit it was quite a surprise that she walked out. After seeing her banner today (if it was actually from her) I have to admit that I admire her for stepping down for not playing by the rules.

As I have stated in the RR before, I was bugged by the revelation of her IM scam. I have AOL and I know some of the other BGs screen names, but I would never dream of trying to contact them on the outside. I know Kearie stated it was innocent and there was no strategizing or cruel intention, but I still think it was crossing the line of "no outside contact". I'm not angry at her but I did question her judgement on this one.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?


HiMay10ns smiles and says:

See ya on the outside Kearie!!


She then gets up and leaves the Red Room.

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Wednesday, October 25, 2000 - 07:22 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns enters the Red Room and sits down. She bubbles:

Hi Gator!! I'm having soooooo much fun!! I can't tell you how much I'm enjoying getting to know Moon, Roger, Luke and Vyk. Truth or Dare may be a bit juvenile, but we've certainly given it an adult twist!! Anyway, we are having fun with it and learning about each other in the process.


The Interrogator asks:

How do you feel about the impending chat with Zebulon?


HiMay10ns pouts and says:

I'm a little nervous about our visit with Zeb tonight. I hope he can somehow put a positive spin on some things. I'd like to hold off on the negative until I get out of there and can sit back and take it all in on my own.


The Interrogator queries:

Have you been enjoying the Truth of Dare sessions?


HiMay10ns smirks and says:

I hope we haven't been too offensive with our night games. I was a bit leary of my dare last night, so I tried to make it more humorous than erotic. Xenia would have done such a better job with that dare!! She's probably laughing her a$$ off at what I wrote. But remember, I was under time constraints and my creative juices were just dribbling (like the ice cream down my leg!!)

I hope all the fans are having fun. I am excited to see everyone in a few days.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?


HiMay10ns nods her head and says:

Someone asked a pretty pertinent question the other night....we created The Game to help us get over BB withdrawal. What's going to help us get over The Game withdrawal?? I for one will feel it hard!!

I truly hope Host is rethinking The Game 2.

I would LOVE to be on the outside the next time....


The Interrogator says:

If that is all we will talk again later.


HiMay10ns smiles and says:

See you in the chat tonight!!

Moderator

Wednesday, October 25, 2000 - 08:49 am Click here to edit this post
HiMay10ns walks into the Red Room and sits down.


The Interrogator says:

Good Evening Board Guest.

You experienced the 15 minute chat with Zebulon. Give me your thoughts and impressions from it.


HiMay10ns smiels and says:

Hi Gator!

I thought the chat was great!!

All the fans were quiet and Zeb
did a fantastic job of answering our questions. I think he was very honest with everyone and his insight was wonderful. The one thing I found most interesting.....Moon, Roger and I were genuinely concerned about Zeb and how he was fairing on the outside. We also asked questions about the banished BGs and about the game in general.

ALL VYK WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT WAS HIMSELF!!!!!!! If you go back and reread the chat, every question he asked contained the word "I" or "me". I think he used the chat time selfishly.


The Interrogator says:

Are you going to talk to him about it?


HiMay10ns shakes her head and says:

Will I confront him? Nah.....it didn't hurt me in any way! He was the one that looked desperate and whiney! It's his problem, not mine. I got the information I wanted.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?


HiMay10ns nods her head and says:

Tell Zeb thanks! It was great of him to come back and chat with us. We really miss him!!


The Interrogator says:

If that is all we will talk again later.


HiMay10ns heads for the door and says:

Later, Gator.

Moderator

Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 02:07 pm Click here to edit this post
HiMay10NS slowly walks into the Red Room and sits down.


The Interrogator says:

So, what is YOUR take on this whole tampering situation?


HiMay10ns frowns and says:

I admire the Host for coming forth with the information.

Honestly, it seems
like this game has been one scandal after another....Snave walking out, Gail exposed as a Moderator, Kearie accused of cheating and then walking out, and now the polls being tampered with. As Snave said in the very beginning....all these things have taken the FUN out of the game.

I think Wendy and Tuks departure was probably the only honest banishment of the game. I think the other three have been part of or results of a scandal.


The Interrogator asks:

How would you feel if a group of people were tampering with the vote to banish you? OR to keep you in?


HiMay10NS blinks and says:

Well, obviously this tampering was to get me out!

I'm not sure if it was because of my gender or to keep other BGs inside??

I happen to think I've played this game fairly and I have given it an entire month of my life, not to mention the three months prior to the game dedicated to posting the live feeds. I have been honest about myself and very kind to others. I've tried to make my posts humorous and real at the same time. I have never bashed or flamed anyone. I am not a hater. I can't imagine that I have true haters out there....maybe I'm just naive.


May shrugs her shoulders and says:

Regardless of the reasons, the only thing worse than a liar is a cheater. I'm not sure about the age group of the members of this website, but the BGs are well out of their juvenile years. Is this how adults behave??

Since the chat this morning, I have been reluctant to even sign on and post in the game room. The cheaters have sucked all the fun out of the game and given us nothing to strive for. As I see it now, the 18 hour poll will be the deciding factor. I can only hope the people voting are those that have spent the entire month reading about our lives and that they are making intelligent and fair decisions about who should stay, who should go and who should win. I really wanted to make it to the final three. I guess we'll know in a few hours.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?


May smiles and says:

For my supporters...I can't thank you enough. I've said it before....without you, I would have walked out long ago. I wanted to stay in the game, work hard and make you proud. I hope I've done that.

As for the cheaters....I don't sit in judgement. I leave that up to the Big Guy.


The Interrogator says:

Neil?


HiMay10NS chuckles and says:

God.


The Interrogator says:

If that is all we will talk again later.


HiMay10NS waves and leaves the room.

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Sunday, October 29, 2000 - 10:44 pm Click here to edit this post
HiMay10NS walks into the Red Room and sits down frowning. She says:

Hi Gator....this is probably our last Red Room session. :(


The Interrogator says:

You have entered the last leg of your sojourn. How does it feel to be one of the final 3?


HiMay10NS smiles and says:

First let me start by thanking all my fans and supporters! They have been "absofrickenlukely" amazing!!!!! My webpage is tremendous. Special thanks to Noslonna for creating it!! {{{{Noslonna}}}}

The Pickle is VERY proud!!

I'm also very excited that a woman made it into the final three. We all watched the women get pegged off one at a time on BB. I thought we would see a similar showing here in the Play Room. But alas, I am still standing.


May sighs and says:

I was very sad to see Moon and Luke go yesterday. I know it's hard for the outsiders to understand. But it was VERY emotional. I think we were all crying!! I know they are doing well and I appreciate the banner they sent this morning. I'm excited to really TALK to them both tomorrow.

I'm also looking forward to BB2. Posting the live feeds is going to be a blast because we are all so close. We are gonna rule with this website!!

I'm also honored to be in the presence of Roger and Vykin. They have both been great friends to me, both are witty and intelligent and very sensitive to all my posts and personal revelations. We are going to have a great time tonight just reminiscing about the past month.


The Interrogator says:

Is there anything else you would like to say?


May pauses in thought and then says:

I'm just going to make the most of the next 24 hours!

Thanks to Host, Admin and to you. You guys have really made this game successful.

I can't wait for TG2. I want to experience what it's like on the OUTSIDE!!


The Interrogator says:

If that is all we might talk again later.


HiMay10NS heads for the door and shouts:

Bye guys! I love you all.