Vykin | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:26 pm  MOON OOPS I said" I don't want to to be "weak" I MEANT: I don't want YOU to be "weak". (my fingers are slipping again!!!) |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:30 pm  But I don't hold Kearie responsible. And yes what you said in your post was insinuating I was cheating. You just got through posting that someone contacted you about voting ... that is outside contact. It might have been a mistake opening the e-mail, I don't know that but I did open an e-mail by mistake and told the host then told you guys as son as I could. I think Kearie has better things to do than to target anyone. I really do. You are giving her an awfully lot of power don't you think? I don't mean this as a jab to her, it's just that we are all adults and can think for ourselves. There are always choices in life, some decided to cheat. I like you too, Vykin. I have never questioned you nor have I accused you of anything. But I was hurt by your post in the discussion area. |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:30 pm  Luke--not trying to ignore you--just wanting Moon to knwo how bad I feel for bad wording so that she couyld feel that way..wanting to get that cleared up---I take responsibility for my goofs, and wanted to clear all air. Now she isn't saying anything.  |
Luke | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:34 pm  i know... thanks roger... i'm just trying to understand this all... it's our last night, everyone... it'd be horrible to have to say goodbyes with bad feelings... i'll be here, i might take a 1/2 hour nap, but i'm here... moon, vyk, if you guys need an ear, i'm here... just nudge me a bit and i'll wake up |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:35 pm  Shit, my words aren't coming out right....I get that way when bothered. sorry I don't think I could have f&cked things up any worse. It sucks to be me right now. (at least based on the way I feel inside) I hate making mistakes, especially with friends....... |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:36 pm  Roger, No, I am sorry I was so defensive. Really, all of you are my friends and I want to keep that. This has been a pretty shitty time for all of us and I feel bad about all the trouble. I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. It was me that was one of the ones targeted so I feel responsible for the trouble it puts on everyone but I also think it would have been unfair if nothing was done. |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:38 pm  I have no bad feelings Luke---I suceeded in creating some though.......not at all what I was trying to do. Moon are you not going to talk to me anymore??? How bad is the damage I caused, and what can I do to affect any repairs????????? |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:42 pm  I would hate for any of us to feel bad for what someone out there tried to do to any of us! It's like getting slapped in a relationship---it's their fault, and their fault only. We don't owe anyone an apology!!!!!! (except one from me to you) Can I give you a hug?????????? |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:46 pm  I always like hugs! |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:48 pm  Moon, please let me know what damage I've done, and what I can do to fix, if anything......that is something that is very important to me to know......{{{{Moon/Zelda}}}} |
Vykin | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:54 pm  M O O N D A N C E R E A D M Y P O S T CAREFULLY! HERE IS WHAT I SAID: Moonie no no i had NO outside contact whatsoever since few weeks ago! I referred to when host told us about revote this morning. No one told me about the revote except Host in chatroom this morning. You also posted: I think Kearie has better things to do than to target anyone. My Response: than obviously you haven't read the chat transcripts from the last chat. Nor have you read my response to Gators questions. Perhaps you should You also posted: You just got through posting that someone contacted you about voting ... that is outside contact. It might have been a mistake opening the e-mail, I don't know that but I did open an e-mail by mistake and told the host then told you guys as son as I could. My Response: ur first sentence. No ONE other than the Host in chatroom. I don't understand why u are defensive Moon, here I am trying to tell you that its not your fault. And it seems once again, you think that I HAD outside contact. Please read what I post carefully. I know you're upset. I've had two weeks of being battered, you've had the one night. Just trying to say I understand. |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 04:56 pm  You owe me nothing Roger You ask a question and I choose a defensive stance... I am sorry. I explained why I was defensive but it really was no excuse. It's behind us now. I like working through things until we both are clear then it can be let go. Thats the best part... so if you are clear on what happened with moon-gate then great... if you want to know more... bra size.. cup size then that is some info I can give you... I have told you everything else |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:02 pm  No interest in bra or cup size, although am interested in how round your little buns are!! hehe I guess now our only point is that I feel you had every right to act in defense......my bad, and thank you for the fact you forgive my poor communication to you. Gate closed on Rabbit-Gate |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:04 pm  {{{Moon}}} And I did NOT touch her butt |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:11 pm  I understand why you are defensive Vykin... And I did read the about the e-mail, looks like I misunderstood. I am sorry. I have read the chat transcripts. I have not been to the outside so I cannot say what has happened. You seem to be more sure of that but I will say again... I think you are giving Kearie way too much power. No one has that much power. I do think that a lot of this would have quieted down if you had just played the game. No offense, Vy, you have not let this go. I understand it is hard to do when you are a Scorpio but sometimes things don't die if you are constantly reminding people about it. How do we know if Kearie has been bashing you? We don't if we have not been to the outside boards. We can only speculate. Roger said it best ... we all have haters. Period. Calling me defensive that is pretty funny (true but funny)... you have been defending yourself for two weeks... I have not once questioned you though. Again, Vykin. I like you and want to settle this. I believe what you have told me. Will you accept that? All I wanted to know is why you said those things about me in your post under General discussions. "Vykin Hater" thread. |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:31 pm  hello????? do we go back to challenge? |
Moondance | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:38 pm  I guess... who is here? |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:40 pm  Just me Moon...would you rather do something other than the challenge?? You still bummed because of my foot in my mouth? |
Luke | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:40 pm  I am! |
Vykin | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:41 pm  All Right Moon! I GIVE UP! I won a reward for a challenge I worked hard on. My reward was 5 minutes of chat with the public. Obviously you don't understand that it was a painful reward - 5 minutes of accusations, not like the Fan mail u got as your reward. You think it wasn't Painful for me? it was very painful to see that was the reward I got. I am human moon I have feelings. You want to stick up for Arreal because maybe some of your friends are her friends Fine I can't change that anymore. You want me to talk more pain. How about the pain I felt when Not one of you except HiMays believed me. That is another pain I've had. I felt sorry for you yesterday, because I thought you were feeling sick. I felt sick, cuz I honestly thought I'm getting booted. But I don't know anymore Moon. |
Roger_Ramjet | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:42 pm  Hi Luke!!!!!!!!!! May?? Vyk?? |
Himay10ns | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:44 pm  I'm here too. I just got off the phone with my aunt. I told you guys about my ex-fiance's mother. My aunt went to the funeral so she was telling me about it. Very sad... I just caught up on the convo....I'm sorry things are still kinda tense. Let's just enjoy the next four hours together. My bags are still packed. But I don't want to go out of here with my head hanging low. Let's stick together and win this challenge. We will be able to say our proper goodbyes in a few hours. Sound OK to everyone? |
Luke | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:44 pm  <gets back under the covers...>  |
Vykin | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:47 pm  I'm going to post in funny folders |
Himay10ns | Saturday, October 28, 2000 - 05:47 pm  STOP IT! All of you....don't you see this is what they want? Roger said something earlier that I haven't forgotten. The cheaters and haters tried to steal our fun, but DON'T LET THEM!!! Let's take the game back!! |