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Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:34 am  Arreal---This is a cool game, with a 1,000 ways to approach it. I (we) ahve to be ready for any one of those--inclding lieing. I will play the game the same way no matter waht anyone else does--I will be me. Again, my only concern was 1) not being aware, so that could affect what happens, 2) wondering waht you were talking about--I'm curious by nature--although it didn't bother me you weren't telling me once I fould out is was NOT from a lack of trust. I was serious when I said I'd like to meet you some day. I don't say that to thoes I don't trust and have comfort in!! Youcan take that to the bank. Next, I NEVER want you to tell me something you don't want to say. As long as you trust me (seriously on htis one) that is the highest compliment you can pay me. I feel horrible that you feel horrible!!!!!!!!! just a bit more coming! |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:34 am  oh, either? We were told moderators couldn't play this round that a game would be set up for modertators at a later date. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:37 am  Tali told me and Vyk she is GAIL and she took the name ryder because moderators couldn't play. I can't be plainer. |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:39 am  Did I answer you question, Roger? Anything else? |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:41 am  Xenia--I didn't communicate well to you--good question on your part! I meant correctly for ME! All along I have npt let the posts I don't see affect how I play the game. (im a real house I couldn't hear a concervation when I'm asleep or in a different room), so in this case, I can't go by the tings you've been writing--unless I go against my own ruls for me--I won't do that!!! So, I asked you based on what I am supposed to be aware of. Next question----why haven't you walked out?? I think I know the answer, however, I don't want to assume, and if I want to know, there is only 1 person I should ask--you! So I'm asking. After you answer, can I say a couple things, or would you rather I leve it where it is?? I would include what I thought your answer would be. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:46 am  ROGER, XENIA----Tali told mea and Vyk she is teally the MODERATOR named GAIL! LISA confirmed it |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:47 am  No prob! You can comment anything you want! Why didn't I walk out? Well, first, I knew I'd be out of here in a week and I knew that I couldn't handle it for at least that long. Second, I've learned a few things about myself while in here. I always knew I was a total control freak, but to be honest with you guys, being in a situation with ten people makes me feel like I have less control and that really bothers me. And obviously it's a huge issue because even in a virutal setting, I freak out. It's something I need to take a more serious look at than I had before. So, being here has given me the chance to, in a sense observe myself. I wasn't going to run away from that. Also, I think it comes down to ego. No matter how horrible things get, I don't want to just quit a situation in which I am essentially competing. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:48 am  Arreal--that's plain!! Do I care???? Heck no!!! Bring anyone on!! I'd play if Neil were in here--or Lisa or anyone! I figured Host would do like BB did--somethimes be nice, and sometimes really put the screws to us!!!! The great thing is (and I'll have to go back to look exactly at waht Xenai said, because its' sopt on!) that no one can ruin my reputation or the person I am--only I can do that. If I get booted Saturday as playing who I really am, I've done better than if I pretented to be someone else and won---but that is only for me!!!!! Others paly differently!! That is waht makse the game so amazing to me. If anything happens to you, I will feel crushed because you were being a true friend to me and were concerned about how I felt.....that is so amzaing that you would do that!! It takes a special person to lay things on the line for someone they don't eve know---talk about what a real friend is all about!!!!! <<wipes tears away fro eyes so I can see>>> Once it slows down in a bit, I still need to talk to you--is that ok??? |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:49 am  sorry for shouting bloody murder...but...sheesh. and I apologize for my spelling. If I get Banished from Neil's sight I hope you feel free to e-mail....address can be found on one of my fan sights. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:50 am  Arreal--hold on--a few things for you--I want to also respond to Zenia. |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:55 am  The moderator? Why the hell do we need a moderator? If something is said that is unappropriated, then the post should just get deleted like they were on the BB discussion board. And if it was supposed to be such a big secret, why would she spill the beans to you, Arreal? If this is their way of stirring up excitement, I'd say they need to be a bit more creative. This game is f-cked. |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:56 am  Poor Roger, being hit on by the MODERATOR! A FAKE flirt! |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:57 am  Xenia, I don't know, but I'm feeling very used at the moment. Very used. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:58 am  Xenia---my thought was that you are such a strong competitor, you couldn't quit--no matter how much you wanted to! I didn't realize the other stuff was also a driving force in your choice--thanks for the information. My other thoughts---if you get banished, I want to shake your hand before you walk out the door (I would hug you, although you don't seem to like them so I would ask for a hand shake. Next, if you don't get banished, I would like if if you stayed. While I don't like some of your approaches, there are many I do like. I also know that people don't always like my approach all the time. That's part of the great thing about the game. Next, self realization is a painful process--no way around it. Doesn't matter if you get some of it now, or 10 years down the road--it's still just as painful--at least here provides a "safe" way to get it (in real life, lots of things can really happen!!) For the most part, our best qualities can become our worst, in the right situations--and the other wat around as well!! My opinions to you. I'm straight up, and wasn't going to give them to you any way other than face to face, AND only if you wanted them. SO, that said, we shall see waht happens Saturday, and I want to say, the best of luck for Saturday! |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:59 am  Arreal... I don't do this often... So prepare yourself... - - - - - - (((HUGS))) Try not be upset by this. They probably wanted to stir up some shit because, as Snave's banner said, the game is not fun anymore and they used you to do it. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:59 am  perhaps to see how it would effect me, Vyk and the rest of you if one of us spilled the secret. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:00 am  Thanks Xenia...that means a lot coming from a hug paranoid person. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:03 am  Arreal--I'm still hear--I read everything up to this point from everyone!! Can I say more, or would you like to? It looks like you said about everything left, unless there is an evil twin we don't know about *trying to lighten things up) My speling sucks right now, and I am not concerned about it at the moment, so I'll take that hit. Arreal,are YOU still here??????? (Oh I hope you are, and haven't given up on me) Xenia, anything more for me?? |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:05 am  Oh Roger, thank you so much. Your tenderness and your wisdom mean so much to me. And I respect you immensely for offering both. And good luck to you as well. It will be a tight race after, me then Giblets then Zeb is gone. And if Tali is a moderator then I guess technically she can't win, right? So it will be left to you Roger, Arreal, Moondance and Himay--four totally likable personalities. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:07 am  I'm here....wondering who Optics is? He lives in Canada. Xenia, if you get banished on saturday...look through the boards and search for the names Optics and Ryder. I don't think anyone had a clue who they were before playing the game. I wonder why Lisa is host of the whole game? |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:08 am  I am not a hug paranoid person!!! I just think that they mean more when they are done at precisely the right time rather than done all the time. It's like with swearing. If you do it all the time, it loses it's ability to be shocking. Hugging should be something precious shared at pivotal times. |
Roger_Ramjet | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:09 am  Xenia--if you aren't banished, will you stay? And if Tali is a moderator, I'm going to beat that person anyway--as long as the character of Tali is played--as you said Xenia--she isn' here as much, and that is allowed as a factor for us voting and the folks outside to vote. I don't think any title has an upper hand in here. Juts MHO |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:10 am  sorry, had to ask? Seems weird that both are unknowns and both are in on this together....Vyk covering for Gail like that. I hope your not banished. I want you here Xenia. Like I said, my whole opinion has changed. I admire you. Hope you stay. |
Xenia | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:11 am  Arreal: "Optics" was the name Vykin was going to use while here in the house. Did you get this lame-ass e-mail? The one he seemed to have sent to everyone before the game started to tell us he was going to be "Optics"? When you look at the nomination list, you'll notice the person who is missing is Vykin and the person listed who shouldn't be there is Optics. Optics and Vykin are the same person. |
Arreal | Friday, October 13, 2000 - 02:13 am  Perhaps not an upper hand, but they have still lied and used me as a pawn. I certainly don't appreciate that. |
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