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Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:11 pm  By the way everyone, I posted another version of the song with Vykin's lyrics added. Feel free to look it all over. |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:11 pm  Hey Xenia... Well I don't know about you, but now I'm really curious as to what they're saying in those discussion boards. I guess just like in BB, when the house guests didn't think that people would really know them, or knew exactly everything that was going on inside the house... i guess this first peek at what's going on in the discussion boards surprised me too... what do you think? Moon? did you see that link that the host gave us? |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:16 pm  Zeb: Denial is such an unhealthy mind set to be in. I feel so sorry for you. Luke: The thing that I find most fascinating how interpretations can someone turn into fact (I saw a lot of that happen with BB discussions). Observers feel like they really know what is going on when they may not. |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:18 pm  Ssssssssssssssss |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:22 pm  Well, it looks like a few people have looked at the map already. Any areas you guys want me to target???? Luke, I've been listening to "Living Years" tonight in your (and your friends) honor. glad you are back. Zeb and everyone--great job on the song!! Xenia--for the what it's worth department, I believe you are a striaght up person with us--and most anyone else! Sorry, I've been posting discussion topics. Who all is here now?? Everyone--good nominations---I saw some good honest thoughts. I respect all of you for what you had to say. |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:22 pm  That's true, Xenia... they are basing all their posts on what they've read through our discussions and our redroom confessions... I mean, I know I've shared a lot about myself inside this house, and I certainly intend to continue sharing a lot until I get outta here... but i know that everyone out there that's looking on us inside have but a limited view of who I am... I don't think that I could put my entire self and express every aspect of my personality in this virtual house and in such a short period of time (1 month)... How do you think you will react once you are able to read all those threads that they're posting about us? |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:24 pm  A very good evening to you, Roger... i feel invigorated tonite. I'm posting tonite's experience in the Death. thread if anyone is interested. So did we finish the song? I've been reading through the posts, and for some reason, it doesn't seem clear to me if we're ready to post it or not... |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:24 pm  "Ssssssssssssssss"??? Let me guess, this is your secret cue to your little pal Gail so that she knows it's time to change the polls to make sure you are not banished? I wouldn't put it passed her, or you. |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:26 pm  Hey Luke....What's up? |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:28 pm  You are so right, Luke. With the only mode of express being text, even if you wanted to completely express who you were, you couldn't. The one thing I will find the hardest is trying not to take people's comments personally. I worry about that. Of course, with you, you do not have to worry about being writing offensive things about you. Everyone loves you. How was your day, by the way? |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:28 pm  Luke, I'll be reading your post! It sounds like you are doing ok. Xenia, can I ask that question I had last night from something you said to Moon? |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:30 pm  Hello Zeb... just getting settled in for the evening... good job with all the work you've been doing on the song! |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:33 pm  You really want to hit me right now, don't you Zeb? I have to say, I admire your self-control... |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:35 pm  Roger: Shoot! |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:36 pm  Xenia, Yes, Gail just sent me an ESP message. She said pulling such large thoughts out of your ass is so self damaging. |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:37 pm  I totally hear you, Xenia, about it being difficult not to take personally... which is why I'm really curious, too, as to what is being said in some of those threads... But as far as being loved by everyone...hehehe, I'm sure some of my fellow co-workers would beg to differ with you! We gay guys can have our "Super-ßitch" moments as well, that's for sure...! |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:38 pm  You said that you wouldn't want to say if you wanted to stay because you would be admitting defeat. (I believe I got that right--correct me if not). Why would wanting to stay be defeat to you?? |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:39 pm  Thanks Luke. I really didn't spend a whole lot of time on it, but hopefully it'll do. |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:40 pm  Zeb: Damaging and a waste of time considering she'd much rather be experiencing whatever comes out of your ass. I still despise you for the way you judged Himay. And then I read your little "poor me" post above and I have to snicker. Here a woman chooses a new life and her independence over you--dumped you--and here you are taking it out on a woman you don't even know on a discussion board. Classic. |
Luke | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:45 pm  Actually, Zeb, I've noticed that some of the best creative stuff that I've done has been a totally spur-of-the-moment improv kinda thing... so that's really cool! You still there, Moon? How was your day? I'm still catching up on some posts... are you going to be up much longer? Ugh- Roger... I think I'm gonna be busy tomorrow during your 10 minutes of freedom... I'll definitely talk with you more, though... that link that the host gave has really gotten me thinking... |
Xenia | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:46 pm  "Why would wanting to stay be defeat to you??" Imagine this scenario: You tell me going on a rollercoaster would be a lot of fun. I argue that it wouldn't be fun; it would be scary and make me nauseous. I absolutely refuse to believe it could be fun. Somehow you get me on a rollercoaster (and I complain about it every second.) We take our turn and when it's over, you ask me how it was. If I said, I was right and went on and on spewing about how much it sucked, that would be redundant. If I said you were right, I would be admitting I was wrong. People who like to be right (most of the time) and who like to precise, feel that admitting they're wrong is like admitting defeat. Get it? |
Roger_Ramjet | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:51 pm  Yes, I get what you are saying. I offer this for your consideration--do with as you wish. Admittimg you are wrong is nothing more than saying you are taking reponsibility for learning something new. There is honor in learning something new. Just MHO Personally, I hope you have changed your mind and want to stay. You have one heck of a lot to offer----both to yourself and to us. Again, IMHO |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 10:55 pm  Xenia, I'm flattered. I don't care how you feel about a valid conversation I had with HiMay that ended last week. Nobody dumped anybody. I challenge you to post something personal about yourself. |
Zebulon | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 11:00 pm  Preferably not what brand of feminine pads you use...or did you include that in your bio? The list was so long. |
Moondance | Wednesday, October 18, 2000 - 11:00 pm  HI Luke ... sorry I got wrapped up in your Death folder post... It was beautiful ... it is so important to mourn and It sounds like you have serenity now... It brought up some emotions in me so I took a few minutes to let it really touch me ... thank you for sharing it. Now, I am off to bed, I'm pooped.... I was late to work today as I got caught up in my interview last night I think Xenia needs to do X Magazine on Luke! Sweet dreams everyone... I will talk to ya tomorrow. |
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