Archive through October 13, 2000

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Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 12:55 am Click here to edit this post
Roger?????

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 12:56 am Click here to edit this post
Yes....

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:00 am Click here to edit this post
Hey you guys!!!

I love coming in here to read your conversations!!!

Roger, you wanted to ask me some personal questions???

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:01 am Click here to edit this post
Yes, if you will allow it.

Arreal?????

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:04 am Click here to edit this post
I feel like I am a total sitting duck now. I worry that when all this is over and I'm out of the house, I won't even be allowed back on the TVCLUB house if I tell the secret. I don't know what to do. I've mad good friends here whom I would love to meet someday in person.

But I opened a can of worms. Perhaps I should have kept my mouth shut. Maybe telling me the secret was a way for them to stir up trouble in here. They knew I would tell?

Tali was supposedly upset that you wouldn't join her to talk in the empty chat room. She was in AOL instant message with with Vyk, as was I.
Tali created a private, AOL chat room and Vyk invited me to it. I went. so it was the 3 of us in a chat room with the name of Talisker???
They told me to save the room so maybe we could chat there later.

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:04 am Click here to edit this post
Sure, no problemo!!!

ARREAL!!!! DON'T FALL ASLEEP!!!! :)

Was Giblets giving you a hard time tonight, Arreal?

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:09 am Click here to edit this post
she started talking about how she was upset and how she had a secret to tell us. She then told me I would die when I found out who she really was.

She kept calling me KEARIE DEARIE and asked who was the only person in the BBFC that called me that. She then told me who she was. This was all after she asked me and
Vyk not to tell her secret. We promised, then she told us who she was.

It really bothered me so I left the room deleted it and then started E-mailing the Host about it.
I got confirmation about what Tali had said after a couple days going round and round with the host.


NOW....it's been nice getting to know all of you here on BBFC. I'm assuming I will be Banished from the FanClub now, not just the house.

Sorry Roger.

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:10 am Click here to edit this post
Man I must be so dense to you guys right now. I don't get the issue of non-trust...So what about the same name for all--I wasn't there--if you knew the others, waht part does a name play in it.

I told Tali my reaosn for mot going into the Club chat room--it's againts the rules (remember who I always follow the rules). I don't know if anyone else is suppose to talk with others--to me as long as it's not about the game so that it coul affect the outcome, it sure doesn't bother me. I figure it's going on since people know each other in real life--I don't happen to know anyone yet.

Maybe I'm too trusting LOL! (I really am laughing)

Please respond--I have more to say about promises

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:11 am Click here to edit this post
I'm sorry Roger... there is the truth of the entire thing, minus a name.
I'm sorry this upset you...and I'm sorry I got dragged into. Now it is on the boards for all to see.

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:13 am Click here to edit this post
Xenia, by playing the game corrctly, all I know is that you are really, really upset. It seems like you want to leave the house--do you??

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:15 am Click here to edit this post
Oh man, Arreal...please don't worry.

Tali comes here, for what, five minutes a day? She hardly has a presence here.

And don't even get me started about what a moron Giblets is.

These people can't affect your reputation. You have fans and supports who will see that they were trying to mind f-ck you and they will make sure those two leave here.

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:16 am Click here to edit this post
you still here Xenia?

Do you understand now roger?

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:16 am Click here to edit this post
Arreal--why is it you feel you are gone from the game and the board? You deletted the message and contacted Host?? They are the only ones that can cut you off. If they haven't then why do you think they would now???

Remember, I didn't want you to tell any promises!! My writings were to explian how I felt. I was not trying to drag information out--I was just venting about not being sure of who I could trust (notice I did say I trusted you!!!)

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:19 am Click here to edit this post
Arreal--did you read my dense post?? Hey, let me write you something before you say anything else except "ok" to this... Is that ok??

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:20 am Click here to edit this post
Xenia???

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:20 am Click here to edit this post
Do either of you understand what I am saying about Tali not being who she says she is. Tali is NOT Ryder...she is not a sewer pumper, she is not who she said she was at all.

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:22 am Click here to edit this post
Okay...I will shut up.

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:23 am Click here to edit this post
Yep. I want to leave.

I've said this stuff in RR visits, I really never gave any thought to the time commitment and what this game would be like before it started.

Also, I have terrible PMS and it just takes over my body and I'd rather be just lying still than dealing with all of this.

Then there was the Moon thing. Once I figured out what was bothering me, I began to feel embarassed about the way I was treating her and you know how when you get embarassed you just want to split.

And then the Man comments happened. It was one thing to insult me because of the way I have behaving in here, but insulting the way I look hurt. By sending a photo I opened myself up to everyone taking the chance that I would be judged because of the way I look...

Cont...

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:23 am Click here to edit this post
Arreal---can I write something to you, with out you saying anything more than if I write you or not?????

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:26 am Click here to edit this post
yes roger.

Roger_Ramjet

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:28 am Click here to edit this post
Arreal--that is not the way I meant it...if only you could know how badly I feel about you saing that!!

Host gave the name of 5 women and 5 men...We are allowed to try and match them up ot the names we see here---or not bother. A long as Host is truthful (and I assume she is), if I can't get them right, then my bad.

As Host said at the beginning--a player is allowed to approach the game any way they want...and I accept that!!

contining--I don't want you to think I've walked away--more on it's way

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:28 am Click here to edit this post
I had taken the risk of sharing my personal self when I sent in an image and profile and having someone attack me because of the way I look also makes me want to leave.

And there's the shit with Giblets. His comment about my appearance also disturbed me. I have to give Mantastic credit. His insult was written much more creatively than Giblet's was so Giblet's words angered me more than hurt.

And I do believe I will be banished. Who else do the outside people have to vote for? It's human nature to want to get rid of the force that makes you uncomfortable.

But my question to you Roger, is why would you say you are playing the game "correctly"? That implies that I am playing it "incorrectly".

I would say, playing incorrectly means breaking the rules, do you think I have broken any rules?

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:31 am Click here to edit this post
Would you accept a Moderator playing in the game?

Xenia

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:32 am Click here to edit this post
Are you asking me or Roger?

Arreal

Friday, October 13, 2000 - 01:33 am Click here to edit this post
Xenia I think he was refering to something else....not you at all.