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Caro | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 09:55 pm     Feed 1 D: I'm glad A is back but I do miss our talks about our families. M: (whispering) something about her breaking into conversations. L: She is so much better than she was. D & M: She is. D: I miss our conversations. You both in here giggling and talking. M: Well once she is back in the other room. Or if you get HOH I can stay with yuou. D: Yeah, my husband saying that boy ain't fooling anyone. He's not gay! M & D leave HOH. L listening to music. Feed 3: G & R in hammock, D standing and listening to R talk. R: Mysticism is completely unbelieveable. Hmmm, want to join. M: Hmmm Hmmm. G: Marcellus Reynolds: man of mystery. M goes back inside. R talking about how he doesn't believe in myst. blah blah blah D: True R: So how you doing tonight? D: Ok, tipsy. R: Did you do DR D: Yeah G: Tell M that I hid a beer for him. R: I'm sure it's still cold. D goes in to tell M. Now G & R talking about if go see a psychic. Likes the ones who just make someone feel better about themselves, like therapy. Attention. G: So when we are out of here you are not appearing on John Edwards? R: No. Talks about catching JE in mistake on radio show. Switching Feeds Feed 1: D, L, M eating in HOH D: So you thought we drank your beer? L: We thought A did. M: She had something when I walked up and she's not supposed to get drunk like the night of my dinner party. L: Is Ch still reading cards? D: Yes and I wouldn't do it. L wouldn't either. She's still reading A's cards. M: Whatever D: "You will have a dog. A little dog." L: Yeah, "And his name is Bucky." (laughing) M: I won't be the victim of a carny, "You are black and there are black people in your past." D: R is like coming out of his skin. M: Is that why he is in that f*cking Hammock with him. D: His wife must really really love him. M: Always trying to fit his big ass with someone in that thing. D: Something about Ch and A get along as long as they have alcohol. Said it in DR. That's probablly why they gave them. L: Since I was the first HOH I still feel like it's my room and I'm letting you come in here. D: I hope I get Hoh this week. L: It's your turn. D: I don't think Ja wants hoh L: That freakin' killed me what Ch said in hrd. D: R & Ch told me that Ja gives his word and never keeps it. M: They told me too. I said no one should have pressured him to tell them. D: R said that he and E pressured Ja in his face and asked him who he is voting for. M: This is what Ch told me. L: That is E campaigning against me? M: No, but E did ask me. L: He did tell me that I had M's vote. I freaked out. M: Did the same to Ja and he's not as strong as I am. D: I asked if he gave his word and he said yep. M: I said you should never put him in the position that he had to tell you his vote. L: I heard Ch tell R she heard an agreement between L & Ja about who would get out of the tub. Neither of us wanted it so we talked to A. That was settled upon before we got out. D: They are trying to get Ja out. (sorry, they are talking fast) M: Well she's gone this week. L: How important is my vote. I'm 50/50. I want them both gone so much. I can't figure out who is the bigger threat. D: Sigh, shuffling cards. Amy wants Ch gone. L: I do too. With R gone, Ch has no one. R has people. That's why I'm torn. This is the second time he's been up and it's becoming a freaking Will. M: Who is Ja voting for. D: I didn't ask him. I thought it was up to us to get him out. Probablly R that's why I didn't ask him L: I think he's more scared of R than C ******IMPORTANT******** M: R is out. I can't play this game anymore. D: Are you sure? M: This is my loophole. I told A I would back anything she wanted. I don't play loophole games, I give my word I mean it. Why i voted Jo out when i should have voted R out. A never asked me to give her my word. When she first asked me I said I'd vote out R. D: Me too. L: I never gave my word either. D: You know all the people at home saying what you doing. L: I was comforting A. Only one more week of bad. D: I was about to doodoo myself. M: I never promised A. I said I would get rid of Ch because she done more obvious stuff in the house. I didn't promise so I can change my vote. If I don't vote for R to leave it will look like I'm in collusion. And I feel like I'm going to get played. D: What do you want to do M? I need to know right now what we're doing. I told A that if I do this for you and my butt's out how do I look at my family and say I blew it. This is game. Tomm.'s Tues. You guys just let me know what you want to do. L: My heart tells me to get rid of R. Last night I wanted to do what would make A feel good. M: I'm also tired that hoh is always about their feelings and power. D: And we're always stuck with what THEY want. M: That's what I did with Jo and T. I didn't care which one left. I never went to anyone. Jo just asked that I didn't campaign. D: We said we would never let the HOH tell us how to vote again. And here we are. Don't even bother nom the second person, just pack your bags and leave. M I respect how you handled HOH. You let the house decide. M: So? D: I think R should leave. M: I don't think we have to go any further with this conversation. We know what is in our hearts and we should vote with our hearts. A bursts in with a beer. All laughing and she sits on M's lap. |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 09:58 pm     Lisa teasing Amy about Jason telling her how sexy she looked.(amy) Chi comes in HOH Amy shows chi her ripped pants D asks if Chi was crying Chi no put eye drops in eyes. AMy: I know you don't go there, but I never in my life heard such...(? dosen't finish) BB CHI put on your mic Amy Chi where is it I'll go get it. Amy hugs Mar tells him she loves him. Leaves room Quad cam G and R out side Mar out side with them Lisa and Dani in HOH Amy returns Am: Jason as always, he lives in the dam bathroom They talk about Jasons bath habits Chi is in HOH listening to CD of Amy's Lisa you only had two glasses of wine and two beers. AMy no I've had two glasses and wine and like 4 beers. This is my third. ?????(missed something there) They talk about drinking at the cast party with Amy. Say Amy will be passed out. Amy dress she has it all planned. Lisa drinks on empty stomach bc it hits you faster. Amy describing her dress she is goin to wear. (ED: Amy is talking about 100mph and is really getting loopy but rambling away about dress, party, cd, and everything) Amy says after we finsih this we have to go finish my cigar they laugh They think BB should give them some cig's COmplain about meat. Dani says we let it stay to long in frig. we should have frozen it. Amy says the day we got it it was rotton. She bit..ch about smart and final, and other stuff. She says it was bad!! Talk ensues about grocery chains. ( here but resting) |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:05 pm     (CARo YOU ROCK!) Girls all in HOH talking about different songs on cd and other songs. G Jason and R outside by pool Amy singing...and.... FOTH |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:20 pm     Feed 4 R and Mar at dr table Mar playing cards R sitting across from him at table Dani come inside asking if the guys take off their mic's when they go to WC. R tells about the time he got Jason He kept his mic on and had a wild time in WC farting and such. Talks about the cam guys and FOTH Back Dani wants to know where the Giant is. No answer D no hot tub tonight ppl? R I might go...Mar you in? Mar when have I ever been in! D reminds him about his full monty in hot tub Dani leaves Amy went thru to WC R says no exercising today reminds Mar that he did laundry today so it was good Mar telling R how he worked entire body while he did wash, it was a work out. Amy rambling as she comes back into Kit Saying jason used the word sexy, told Amy she looked sexy and that is a big word for Jason. Amy talks about being with out makeup. R compliments her Amy sidesteps it and R corrects her on it. Amy says we're having Sarah Brightman hour in her room Mar says that is why I'm not in there Amy says R needs some tomorrow during all day lock down R says she'll be able to sell it to highest bidder tomorrow. They go back and forth on listening to the cd and how Mar don't want to listen to it. They asks R to go to Hot tub R wants to wait a bit Chi begging him to come now R says he's cold right now R notices that G is doing laundry at 11oclock at night Mar as long as he does it. Amy comes dancing in R asks how many you got left Amy Amy one left R they go fast don't they Amy says she smoked her fathers cigar, one she bought for him. They talk about cell phones, R wants his charged for him Amy gave her parents her pass code for her phone. R telling Mar his hotmail account won't be there when they get out. THey lose all their addresses and all. He didn't want any one checking his eamil R and Mar don't want anyone to see it. Amy saying they might have all kinds of fan mail. Mar don't think they could find the mail. R says there is all kinds of mail in their he don't want to get rid of it. They send the mail back to sender after so much time. It would be difficult to get all those emails addresses again. Going on cam scan |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:27 pm     Cam one and two Hot tub gang Chi, Lisa, Jason, Dani Cam 3 and 4 Amy R and Mar at DR table. Out at hot tub they talk about the card they got to send to others. Lisa sent to Eric Jason said hi to all the HG familes. (didn't get it all) ja; talks about Eric's schedul as a firefighter. 3 days streight Dani says he's got a lot of time to make up to the guys Lisa pass the time (gerry is not on cam but they hear someone in yard with buckets banging) They talk about comments made. D teeth grinding They have to do a farting episode, cuz we all do it in our sleep. Ja: I talk but I sure hope I don't fart in my sleep. CHi R grunts D I was wondering Ja and you thought Will and Shannon...hearing R grunting all night. (sexual sounds ensue) Dani talks of how R takes up the whole bed. (gerry goes in house with laundry ) Chi goes to house _______IMPORTANT__________ Dani tells Jay R has to go Jason says I hoped you were going to say that. _________________ Amy comes to hot tub talks to jason Lisa saying you just get up and leave us like that To chi across the yard. Ja: asking Chi if that is a cuban cigar A: yea she smuggled it (resting but will jump in when things go, they are talking general convo) |
Caro | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:29 pm     (Thanks Fly!) Foth Feed 2; A,L,Ch in hoh A is singing so FOTH Feed 3: G on hammock, Ja and R on ground Ja: I really admire your creativity G. G: Well thank you. I hope you follow up on your creativity. Follow your heart and you'll never go wrong. Ja: There's a teacher right there. Said something about his interest in computers. G: At one point in my life I wanted to fix the world and you realize you can only fix your corner of it. The irony of it is whatever celebrity I gain from this is that I spent my earlier life pursuing it and when I stopped it came to me. Cam switches to D,M,R at DR table. D: Do you guys always take your mic off when you go to the crapper. I don't I let them hear everything. R: One of the laughs I had with Jo is that everyone can hear your f*rts, etc. So I put my mike down there and let one rip. This is a hit from Morristown, NJ. Someone engineer had to listen to a spoiled brat f*rt in his ear. FOTH D: First day when I had to take a deuce.. R: They got the full audio? D: Where's the giant? No HT tonight people? R: I might. M are you in? M: When have I ever. D: You did Full Monty once. M: That was for affect. When I thought my character was peaking. R: No exercise today M? But you did laundry today. Best back workout. M talking about how he tried to make it a workout and he was "funky" when he was done. A comes in A: Ja said I looked sexy and that's a big one for Ja. M: Wow A: That's scary (about being without makeup). R telling her how pretty she is and she should take his compliment. A seems flattered. More Sarah Brightman talk. M: I'm approaching 30 and I don't... A: You are prejudice. She's amazing. L & Ch come in. R might ht later. Ch: Noooow. How you doing? R: Fine. Ch: That's like me saying "nothing". R: G is doing laundry at like 11 at night. M: At least he's doing it. A talking about her cuban cigars. A: I gave my dad my password and they checked my messages and that's a big deal for me. And I had messages from people from 10th grade. M didn't give his password to anyone. R talking about how hotmail deletes if you don't use it. M: There are some messages my sister doesn't need to see. R: There's personal notes from girls A: And you don't want to lose them R: Yeah and they get sent back to the sender. I'm not worried about that. People haven't seen in a long time and I lost email addresses when I lost hotmail. But if they see you here. Especially the people on the periphery (sp?). A: All those people who hate me. R: Why is that? I think that too. I'm on a reality show. A: The lowest form of tv. M: But this is the longest show. A: Hey, we're not on Blind Date R: This one has the most dignity. M: I think this has come to the level of those shows. I think the best one is Real World. They go on trips to Africa. I didn't watch enough of the show to know that most of it is about the titillation factor. That's what I have a problem with. A: I agree. M: Just from looking at the cast from last year, there wasn't this much titillation. t*ts, *ss, and putting it out there. R: Like the first competition (slime). If you were self concious about your body we wouldn't get the ht and you'd be the first person out. It prob. stops a bunch of people from applying to the show. A: You had to send pictures M: I didn't get that. A: I sent pics from when I was 17. From my whole pageant experience I thought I would never have to starve myself and be perfect again. And now you have to put on a swimsuit and march around the backyard. (Checking other feeds) Feed 1: L feet in HT. J & D Ja and D (Must have missed vote R out convo) Ja: We good? I hoped you were going to say that. (smiling) Amy comes out looking for a lighter. Ja: Look at her strutting her stuff. Don't come around me ____ like that. A: Jason! Posting |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:49 pm     Chi in hammock Lisa Jason, Dani, Amy at hot tub Amy keeps singing Chi talking to someone in hammock Oh roddy's there R saying he dosen't have a conspiricy theory about everything he says. Chi says no she dosen't R says sorry you don't believe me. We're very close, sometimes small things bother you. If you keep hounding me what's wrong. then it actually starts to make something wrong. Chi I asked you in the bathroom if something was wrong. R I do find that if you try to sell me something for $100 and I said no $1.00 (shesh i have no idea..) Oh he's bascially saying she debates things, compromise her own postiton, she dont' like to do it very much.) He should be more of a softy Chi do you really think your a softy R about some things. I'm a lot more assertive about things, but here, it could cause uncomfortable, you expecially. If theres something your wrong about you always try to find something to make you right about it. R you don't get concerned about my feelings you fight for being right. He digs back in time to another convo but can't remember what she did but it was basically wrong of her to say that. But he can't remember, it's not that big of a deal. Chi sometimes I wish, I hope that outside of this place you'll think about me better then in here. R you've done somethings in here I'd never put up with in the outside world. Chi theres some things I'd do outside I'd never do in here Missing a lot R if I tell you something is on your mind...and you tell me something on your mind...I'm very concerned about your feelings, but you don't. It's not the rest of the world biz to put holes in what other ppl think. Chi do you ever think why does she like me? R no never thought...why do you like me? Chi lots of reasons Tons R theres lots of reasons I like you Chi sometimes I wonder why he likes me. Conveince of being in here, out of here he might not like me. Chi I totally know I like you and won't change on outside world, yours might, it keeps me at a distance from you. I haven't given anything in so many years so if I even give a little it's way more. I need reassurance, in the outside world... and yet I'm not getting rewarded for little things I give... Because of the cams and mic R I don't want to make a big fuss aobut things but I just feel that a lot of times I don't say things to you I'm sticking up for you, and it would not be necessary to say. R like that day in the water, if I didn't like the water Chi I knew you'd say that R you do that a lot of things. Chi I know I do that...but it stems from feeling like you don't like me. Here's this girl crawling all over you 24/7 and ... R you've embarreed me CHi really R yes I've been really polite and did my best YOu've really over reacted you never listen You've never let one oppt to let it pass to flirt with Jay or whatever. a little comfort to let one slid once in a while. Chi I denied it R YOu think! R you said you hated him (losing it here sorry) R if my parents and brother watched this they'd say why the F did he hang out with that girl. R says she dosen't make effort Chi she don't think she makes less effort She explaines: giving less in relationship in past, gives examples, She gets lost bc of talk at hot tub R says they are talking about date did she say she wanted one Chi says I wanted on but you really didn't want one so that was what I said. They are listening to the hot tub convo from the hammock (i can't hear it well enough to know what they are saying about it) CHi you know what that hot tub is that loud, you can hear everything they say. R talks about Josh talking and how they heard him (they get the audio up over on hot tub and can hear some of it) R I feel weird,and you didn't get a chance to do some of that stuff for a long time... CHi I give 4%...I give way more (missing a lot sorry) R you say thing that are you stab...and... Chi it's so insecure of me R do you realize hoe much I want to throw it back in your face and rip you apart. Chi I deserve it R you want me too but you don't R if they did a clip on us they say what a loser Chi what R becasue i can't finish a thought! Chi I'm sorry, but anyone with a brain would be like, that girl is f'ing gaga over him and he is so intelligent and so cool, that he like puts up with it and mind you if he ever walked away from her, she woun't know what to do. My insecurity falls from the fact that you don't like me or feel like I'm that great R if you got that feeling, then you really have taken stabs at me that were unecessary, you tired to assert your desire to feel some sort of contol some sort of feelings. makes me feel distant to you. I hate ritual of havin to say something If you don't want to hang out with me FINE You don't have to hang out with me, when you come back I'm not going to interigate you. it's been awkard to me and I still put up with it. Proteting someones dignaty is crucial He takes up for someone. Chi nothing your saying I'm denying R I'm telling you why I feel so distant and why I'd rather be alone If you feel that way how could you not treat me with the same level of importance of Jay Chi If you walk away from me I'll be so hurt and I don't want to hurt anymore. Didn't think she'd meet someone in here, ended it with Ash, he put me thru pain. So it's like I don't want pain anymore R you create it that's what's amazing Any insuecurty you have I do my best to tell you about it R says something about a comment, that chi said you can't hurt jay, but you could hurt me. They hear someone over the wall R says someone just yelled how are you doing in there Dani yells is that you Joshie Can hear someone yelling but can't tell what they are saying They all yell say it again! so we get FOTH |
Sun569 | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:58 pm     R and K are having intense conversation in the hammock...came in the middle...it seems R is telling K how much she has embarrassed him. She never lets an opportunity go by... R thinks his family and friends are sitting at home going what the f### is he doing with that girl? (ed, that's right Roddy!) K is defending herself saying she's insecure and not 100% sure he really likes her, so that's her reasoning...at least she had that...at least she did that. She said she hasn't had a chance to do that with a guy for a long time... R - I just feel wierd, I really do, I feel weird about...I understand that you might not have gotten a chance to do that stuff for a long time, but I don't know...(missed some-he's talking fast)...if they did a clip on us, I would look like a jerk, P#$$y loser.... K - anyone with a brain can see what an a great guy he is and if she ends up without him...it's my own insecurity. R - if you have that feeling, it's because you really have taken stabs at me about things that are unnecessary. It's like some sort of power over me. You put your desire to feel some sort of control over some feelings..and it makes me feeling distant to me. I told you in the beginning, I hate ritual. I don't like that I have to say this, etc. If you don't want to hang out with me...fine... Protecting people's dignity is crucial...you see how I am with Ja when people give him a hard time...you gloat during those situations. I feel distant, like I'd rather be alone because if you feel that way about me, how could you not treat me with the same importance that you do Ja. K - that's exactly why, if Ja walks away tomorrow...I'd be ok with that. If you walk away, I'll be so hurt and so upset and I don't want to be hurt anymore. I didn't expect to meet someone like you in here. I broke up with Ash and ended things with Ash and I don't want pain anymore. R - But you create it...the 1st time I put you on the spot (with Ja), you were like you can't hurt Ja but it's okay to hurt you. How could I feel like I'm important to you. R - somebody just yelled how are you guys doing in there? Danielle is yelling like crazy and R is telling her to shut up... I can hear them yelling from the outside now - very faint..they can't dicipher it either.... They were yelling is that you Joshie??? and K yelled say it again! da22it! then they went to the FOTH!!!!! Okay, they're back M and G at kitchen table playing cards. M -ok, we're not supposed to yell over the walls, so we just have to parent each other. D - that was me that yelled L - maybe we should go into the DR and apologize K and Ja walking in joking that those kids got arrested... Ja if we would have just ignored it they'd probly still be yelling, but we drew attention to it. M - I'm very disappointed in you children. L asked K if they got in a fight, if they're okay K - smiling and saying everything's fine... R is in shower...they talk about how he's in his thinking place They're just talking about eating all day tomorrow... Okay...going to post now |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:58 pm     Mar saying we're not supposed to be yelling over the walls Jason we were all yelling Mar was suggeting that Amy was doing it he could hear her Mar was mad sounding Everyone in the house now THey decide to go to DR to appologize to BB about yelling over the walls G and Mar sitting at DR table playing cards Quad cam on them at table They all come back to table say they have to do it later. Chi they are getting arrested (whoever was outside walls) Jason if we'd have left them alone now they are getting arrested Probly some kids heard some yelling and just yelled out. I think AMy in DR ( yep) Dani watching card game Lisa sit at table R in wc Lisa did you guys get in a fight you okay?( R and CHi) Chi yeah things okay Chi asking Mar to make pancakes tomorrow Lisa saying Cigar kicked her az Talk of food (have to rest my hands sorry) |
Watching2 | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 10:58 pm     R and Ki in hammock, others in hot tub. R & K hear someone yelling over wall. They yell for people in hot tub to be quiet. They turn of jets. They are wondering if it's "Joshie." All feeds FOTH M & R and then D in kitchen. M complaining about people yelling - they are in trouble. D said she yelled. Mar says they know they're not supposed to yell over wall. D says she'll go to DR and apologize. Ger & Mar playing cards. Now others inside. Saying now those kids are getting arrested. If we would have shut up, they could have just yelled. We drew attention to them and now they're getting arrested. Saying they couldn't understand them anyway. Mar says he's really disappointed in them. L asking Ch is she and R got in fight since R is in shower thinking. It's his thinking place. K says they didn't. Ki mentions Mar didn't make his pancakes today. Asks if he will make them tomorrow. Say they want to eat all day since they're going to be in lockdown all day. Talking about houseguests gaining weight so they can't have bathing suits contests. Joking about what foods they would eat if Amer Choic was which food would you like the houseguests to have to gain the most weight. posting for now. |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:15 pm     Chi talks to R in HRD about how she feels about past relationships and this one. She admits she is immature. R going to ask her to be very grown up your resoning for not wanting to deal with stuff about you, but your glourious when it's other ppl. You can't met half way it's your way. The way you were preceived, you never gave that back to me. Chi I think there's differens but okay. R you couldn't do it Chi I could R bulS*t R this is on TV on internet public record for ever, if you realized all those insecurites or all those things going on between us, you made me feel like shit you made me look like s(*it in front of the world. and I couldn't imagine a more insulting way to treat someone. Could you imagine how upset you'd be if you said this to me and I didn't listen. I wanted to show you how painful some of this stuff if. I'm trly embarressed. If you met my family, or anyone else they won't say your that f'ing pus from ... Chi I don't think it'll be like that R you won't be in that postition I've wanted to blast you out of the water Chi half the world will assume NOT that your a f'ing loser R okay CHi I don't know what you say in the DR or when I'm not around but if they are any thing I say In DR you won't be a loser R you'll feel same way on things I've said about you. It's just so weird, you treat somebody with so little concern for their feelings But I didn't want to hurt you Knock on door R says come back later Chi yells for Mar Mar comes in says he was sorry to be harsh Talks about how Amy was and her voice was louder then others and he didn't want her coming back like before, bartering for liquor. Chi says she knew by his knock |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:16 pm     Mar felt he had to appologize for being the disaplinanrian..wow can't spell! Chi says she understand. Mar says Jason won't look at him He laughs Says sorry again leaves Chi says okay sorry but she knew by his knock he needed to talk to them FOTH |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:22 pm     Long FOTH |
Cyn | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:25 pm     More FOTH, due to AMy discussing the yelling over the wall. and, more FOTH.... |
Cyn | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:33 pm     M – do whatever you want to do. d- eat your strawberries. A – it’s ok if somebody wants them More talk about strawberries. Mar’s throwing them away cause they are warm. A – I don’t care if they are warm. I wash my face with a wash cloth and it’s got strings on it. Dan tells amy not to use the F word when talking. D – see how it sounds. You can have the f’n cherries, but I want the strawberries. A – I used to eat strawberries on my grandparent’s farm before I ever washed them. M (leaving) I have to put these clothes in the HRD. D – (telling amy to eat her s.b.) A – then, josh is out there screaming in the d*mn yard. I thought we got rid of him and he’s not going away. When I feel like something is not right…I just don’t ceremoniously. When’s something sentimental, but when something just feels like to me it’s just for effect, I don’t get into to that. I can’t help it. When I feel like, I’m helping something and it’s some big deal. Cam goes to rod and chi. |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:36 pm     R and CHi on Feeds 1 and 2 In HRD on bed CHi MOre keep going theres more R that's all I'm going to say about it you know my feelings no matter what you say about stuff, you might have a crush on me, not that you see me as a real peer of yours or that you value, like Jay or you protect your old scum bag bf who's eveyrthing I'm not, and you protect that guy like he's god, but maybe he is, but in front of the f'ing world you picked teams and you didn't put me on yours. R looks like he is ready to cry. R last night there was a part of me hugging you like crazy, saying that it's all right, giving you a big hug. Silence Chi okay R I said some very nice things about you in the back(DR) Chi do what ever you want R i just said a statment R this is the first possible thing I've said that is not great Chi what posible reason would you want to stay with me out of here R some things, I like you Chi that was two seconds, and you talked about how you didn't (missed a lot here, hands tired) R behavor says a lot more, you've been incredible in some things. But in others I don't want to use a monster word, but I felt like uh... CHi puts eye drops in R I don't even know how to say it. I felt like your actions were not entirely consistant if you valued me you could never have done that stuff. Past talk I can't how many chances that could have made jokes about you but didn't bc it was you. R so in the begining when we first started liking each other and I thought the more she likes me the more she'll be great and it didn't happen. CHi okay R you were great in many aspects, but.... long silence |
Abbynormal | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:42 pm     C- What would make you want to be with me out of here. R - I like you C- you just spent 15 mins telling me what you didn't like about me and that took 2 seconds R- if you really valued me you wouldn't have said some of the things you have. I thought at first you would get better as time went on but it never did. (pp) C - ok dead silence now C - what are you thinking? R - I feel like a big jerk, its hurtful things C - its how you feel, I'm glad your saying it now R - I've said things in front of you so many times, about others feelings. (gets mad because of her body language) C- I didn't say anything R- you didn't have to R -it's one thing to flirt with somebody, what flirting have I done with Lisa C -none R -even if Eric wasn't my buddy, it makes you look like shit R - you never followed thru when I told you about my feelings, I feel bad telling you this C - no no I'm glad you did, at least I know where I stand when I walk out of here on Thurs feed changed |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:42 pm    
CHi what are you thinking R I feel like a big jerk for saying this stuff Chi why R cuz it's hurtful things, I don't like saying it. CHi why you feel this way, Glad your saying it now. R like with Dani yesterday, it's no accident I said things in front of her so she'll know how I feel. I've said things in front of you to show ppl how you feel. R cringes. Chi says I didn't say a word R says you don't have to say anything. (he's frustrated at her and she is laying on bed facing him) R can you imagine if there was a girl here and I was mock mounting her and I was there and it was in front of the world. You can do what you want but .. It's one thing to flirt it up with somebody... What flirting have i done with Lisa honestly? Chi none R but If Eric wasn't here, it makes you look like shit..we can have a laugh but if I did I would make a huge effort to make sure everybody knew you were the only game in town. Those times were important to me. Treat me with a little more respect. Ask me if you hurt my feelings. I feel badly doing this to you I'm sorry. CHi i think it's good. If I'm walking out on THur at least I know where I stand. (wow) R well, Chi well Long pause Cam switches to DR with Jason and Lisa playing cards. |
Hober | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:42 pm     D telling A using the "f" word is harsh, A agrees it sounds bad. A talking about picking strawberries. A telling D that she doesn't want her to think she's bad. D said she does not. A says she wants to share. A when I feel like something is important, I'm all for it, but when I feel its customary, I don't fall into it much. She can't help it. feed cuts to C and R R I felt like, I don't know how to say it.....I just feel like your actions are not entirely consistent. I just can't.........how many, how many chances I've had to make jokes, but I haven't because its you. In the beginning, he was thinking she was great, in many aspects, but......................(ed. long pause)...... C what are you thinking R I feel like a big jerk C why R cause of hurtful things I've said (ed. missed some) R what flirting have I done with L C none R even if E wasn't my buddy I wouldn't. It would make you look like shit. I would make every effort so that everyone would know you were the most important person in town. You never do. I feel badly (missed). C at least if I walk out of here on thursday, I understand where I stand. C well, feeds switched to L and J playing cards. |
Sun569 | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:43 pm     Back from foth in middle of R and K conversation.. K is laying there, looking sad, telling R I know there's more. R - I don't think I have anymore to say except that you have never (missed some but basically he said he felt like he was not valued when he has been nothing but good and nice to her and never wronged her and she puts all these other guys like her ex up there like he's god and yet doesn't show R any respect.) K - so can I ask you a question, what possibly would make you want to stay with me after we get out of here? R - (missed some of the reasons..but they were nice things)...I like you , you're attractive, K - I like you was like 2 seconds and you just went on for 15 mins about things you don't like about me R-this is the 1st time i've ever said anything about you this whole time - on one side, you're incredible, I've been touched by you but on the other side, well I don't want to use any monster word, but I felt like a ...I don't even know how to say it. I just felt like your actions were not entirely consistant with if you really valued me. They're both quiet, she's laying there, he's staring into space. K - what are you thinking? R - I feel like a big jerk for saying these things. K - why? it's how you feel R - I don't like to say hurtful things if you haven't picked up on that yet. R - like I told you that I've said things in front of D so she would know how I feel about certain things...I've done that in front of you too. R-there were times I just wanted you to show more respect and you never picked up on that...you were just agressive, agressive, agressive...I'm sorry I'm telling you these things K - no I think it's good, if I'm going to walk out of here on Thurs, at least I know where I stand... (they just switched to L & J at table playing cards!!!-posting) |
Flyonthwall | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:50 pm     Dani now in HRD R telling Dani what they have been talking about R saying he's been embarressed here a lot Dani did I R CHi and I R talkes about all the stuff she's done on the show and how she didn't show any respect. Chi says OWe R what happend CHi nothing Chi leaves to go to WC R you alright Chi yea R uhoh D sorry R it's okay D I do consider you the male version of me somethings, there are somethings called respect. R there have been many occasions to follow thru to find out why not to devert it. It's so awkard D it is ummm.. I just reflect to the question to when we were sitting there, it was clearly hurtful. Chi back in R you okay what was that CHi was I like freaky d you get up and leave Chi I'm sorry I get some pains in my ears and head sometimes R I'm genuenly interested in seeing you and dating you outside of here I know you might have come from a diff past and diff bf's, and being agressive and assertive... Me being a good perons sometimes I felt like you didn't respect that. R realize how much I care, and how much I put up with it. Everyone talking about the couple thing, but you were worth it. if you look at me that way let me know it. CHi makes a comment about Oprah, cuz Dani is there. Chi insecurity, I guess you look at all the other things. All the things I do wrong or that you don't like, don't measure up to the things I do right. ? You literlly went on for like 20 min on things you don't like. R it was a long list Dani: things you don't like CHi long list R I think I worded it just right (missing a lot here got to get out sorry gang I'll try to come back later) |
Hober | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:51 pm     back to C and R and D cut in the middle of conversation. R I've been embarrassed here alot. Chia left room. R oh, oh D i'm sorry R its ok D R I do feel you are the male version of me. R talking about little respect C has shown him D agreeing C returns to room, saying to R that she has a bad ear ache, but she's fine. D do you hear voices everyone laughs R i'm geniunely interested in you after this. (missed some) I value you alot, but understand this is a very different situation we are in. Realize how much I care about you. If I didn't, I wouldn't have put up with it. C I think I do...its so weird, for me its like ummmm, obviously it stems from insecurity. All the things I do wrong, don't add up for the things I do right. R i'm ashamed of all the things I've said tonight C why are you ashamed, its how you feel |
Cyn | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:52 pm     Rod talking ch just looking sad and listening. R – whatever’s happened in the past, the more nice I’ll be the more she’ll be. She’ll be great. But it never really happened. but it didn’t matter. C – ok. R - I mean you were great on many aspects, but…(long pause) (cam goes to wall map and zooms to the east coast) c – what are you thinking? R – I feel like a big jerk for saying this stuff. C – why. R – I feel like a jerk. It’s hurtful things. C – yeah, but this is how you feel. R – yeah, but I felt for a long time how I felt about this things. C – yeah, but you’re saying these things now. R – it’s like you know how dan said that I said things to let her know how I felt. When people are precious to you (real player time out) i can’t imagine if there was a girl here and I was mounting her and you saw that in front of the world, you could do what you want. But to not bail me out. It’s one thing to flirt it up with someone, but … what flirting have I done with lisa, honestly. C – none. R – even if eric wasn’t here, wasn’t my buddy. It makes you look like shit. We could have a laugh and goof around but, if I did in front of everyone I would make sure everybody knew that you were the only game in town. Those things aren’t … I told you and you never followed through. You just kept being aggressive. I’m sorry that I’m doing this to you. C – no, I think it’s good. If I’m gonna walk outta here on thurs at least I know where is stand. R – well, C – well, deep breath Cam goes to lisa and jason playing cards. and back to them. r saying ch's not sticking up for him here, then she's not going to do it in the outside world. dan comes in. r says that we are talking relationship stuff. he tells dan that ch disregards his family. his patience ch lets out a moan. and leaves for the bathroom. d - i feel like you are the male version of me. so, i do understand the respect. r - i told her on many times, but she never tried to find out further. it's so ackward. d - it's very difficult. i just reflect back to that question when you were sitting there. and, it was clearly her fault. ch comes back in and says that her ear aches. ch says she fgets these pains in here head and ears some times. r - ch i'm seriously interested in dating you after this. i know that you might of come from a diff. past and stuff. but, being agrresive and assertive isn't strenght all of the time. i value you enough that i'm going to put up with it and to say the hell with if. this is a very diff. situation. you have to realize how much i have put up with. everyone is talking about the couples. you are a special girl and it took me to be on tv to meet you. you're worth sacrificing for. if you look on me that way then let me know. ch - for me, it's like, ummmm, it's obviously my insecurity. it's exactly those things. i have... i guess you look at all the other things. and, all the things that i do don't add up to the things that don't do and all the things that i do wrong or may be don't like mewasure up to things that i do right. it's wierd for me, so it's like you dropped them and went off for like 20 minutes. d - 20 minutes. |
Hober | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:58 pm     switched to M and A M telling A that she has a 2nd chance, and it concerns him when he sees her.......he's missed her, but you've become the girl again that t says has a drinking problem A but I didn't drink any more. M you know I would give you anything (talking about A offering him money for his beer) A this is what's wrong with this house, you can't joke. A I hate this game. I see what you are saying M. M don't pass up the opportunity to be the bigger person. A you're right (she will share the strawberries) |
Sun569 | Monday, August 19, 2002 - 11:59 pm     Feed switched back to HRD and D is in there with R and K now... R is relaying their conversation to D with K sitting there...K had an outburst...R asked her if she's ok, she said yes, then she got up and left...R looked at D and said uh oh... D - R I consider you the male version of myself..it's all about respect... K came back in, she's fine, just had a ear pain. R - K I want you to know you're f'in fabulous girl and you're attractive, ( missed a lot, he's talking fast!) realize how much I care about you because if I didn't I wouldn't put up with it for a second. You're a special girl and it took me to be on tv to meet you...if you feel the same way about me, I need you to let me know that. K - for me it's like insecurity...it's exactly those things, like I ... if you look at all the other things I do wrong, don't measure up...like you just went on for 20 mins... R - it was a really long list... D - of all the things you don't like? R - I'm ashamed of saying all this stuff tonight, cuz I don't want to hurt people D - he's had a lot of chances to say things to you, but didn't want to hurt you because it's called common courtesy, but he wants to tell you now while he still has the chance... R - things were going so well at first, and I thought things would get different as things progressed and things never got different. Feed switched to A and M in hoh... M telling her she was given a 2nd chance...he doesn't want her to be taken away again... basically telling her she is becoming that girl again that Tonya could say that girl has a drinking problem. They are whispering very quietly...hard to hear. M - like when you came in here and offered me money for a beer in front of D A - that's the thing about this house, I can't even joke A - I hate this game M - you need to be the bigger person (missed a lot of their conversation...very quiet whispers - it seemed they were afraid somebody was listening outside door) |
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