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Krossd | Tuesday, September 03, 2002 - 11:59 pm     amy is crying because she is feeling badly about Roddy going, her not using the POV He lets about 2 minutes go by, puffs on cigar... says I wish you wouldn't feel so badly. You might be surprised (diary tapes) R whatcha thinkin' A Wish there was something I could do. R About what? A All of it. R You can't go back in time. You're alright. A Said a lot in the DR room that wasn't bad. R Like what? A Like about the things I talked to you about today. Missed a bit, pp - A is saying he pissed her off, ... but knows she deserved it (about the veto, and the deal). I cam here like the person - the grinch who stole Christmas...with the tiny teeny tiny heart.... when I got out of here... AS "you matured 4 years in 4 weeks."... A It was so hard for me. That is the thing I wish I could make you understand. It was hard for me because I knew it would affect you (her coming back in). I've never cared about anyone else's feelings, I never bothered doing that before, couldn't see the point of it.... It hurts.... PP hurts sometimes and not others.... A Better than it hurting all the time. R Anyway if you make... I will see you Thursday, Friday one of the two. (?) Amy hanging head down, still sniffling a bit. Have to post. Hope someone else is getting this.) |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:03 am     A You are a big person. R I am trying to loose some weight. A Amy laughs (Ed: cute joke)
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Ptomaine | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:04 am     Marc, Dani and Lisa continues to vent their frustration about Amy persistent attachment to Roddy. L: "What can he possibly do for her (Amy)..." Dani says that outside of here, Roddy will use her (Amy). Lisa says that Amy thinks it is a true relationship. Dani hopes that Chiara is watching this. Lisa says that she spent the 1st night with Roddy and didn't like it, then spent the next night with Eric. Lisa says that she felt like a w.hore. Dani says that Chiara forced herself on him (Roddy). Lisa says that he didn't have to go as far as the boyfriend-girlfriend thing. Lisa says she is so glad that she is an independant woman (or female... I'm not following). L: It's so important to me that a guy knows that I don't need him. God forbid that a guy thinks that I need him... Dani says that if you depend on a guy that you feel obligated... that he's got you... like a postitute. Now they talk about Chiara's relationship with a married man. Both Dani and Lisa do not approve. L: That makes me so sad. It's weird for a long time I can see Amy being an independent woman. Lisa says that she can see Amy as a financially independent woman, but not an emotional one. Lisa wonders where Marc went. Dani says that she wants to teach her girls to be independent. Dani says there is no worse feeling in the world than a married woman who depends on a man, who refuses to take their husbands to court for child support. Jason says here he comes. Dani says that Jason talked so much in his sleep. Jason says that it has been just this week. Marc walks in, interrupting saying that he almost feel sorry for Roddy... being the object of unwanted attention. Marc makes a comment about a purse... talk diverts to the purse. Amy walks in. |
Cyn | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:06 am     Danielle and lisa in the tiki room. Marcellas comes into the tiki room. D – I know that you want to choke her. M – why do you keep going there? If someone hurts your feelings like that.. D – that’s ok, if he makes her cry like that again, I’m not gonna have anything to say to you, sweetie. M – some body keeps nailing you and you keep going back. D – he loves toying with her that’s what makes it so sadistic. M – he loves toying with her cause he’s smarter than her. And, she likes attention. And, it’s unbelievably sad. and, I’m sorry that she wasn’t kind with you guys with the clothes. D – she got less than us. Lisa comes back in. L – she’s sitting the with that little innocent girl look. D – what can she do for him? What can he do for her? He would just use and abuse her if it was outside of here. L – I think she thinks theirs gonna be a relationship outside of here. D – I hope chiara is watching this. L – she’s under the blankets with him. I don’t know why that should mean anything cause I was under the blankets with him, too. D – I tell you what roddy would of chosen you. L – you should of heard all of this conversation that me, chairra and roddy were having about vacations and how I took all of my friends. And, chiara was like what. And, roddy and I just looked at each other cause Chair thought the guy should pay (PP) Lisa says how she has always been able to take care of herself. She loves to be independent. L – that necklace that chiara brought out and showed us.. at least two or three. D – hundred? L – no. D – OMG L – and, he’s married. D – and, she’s gonna introduce him to her family. But, he ain’t divorced. And, those kids. L – at the beginning I could see Amy independent but now I don’t. D – maybe financially. I’m gonna tell my girls when they go on dates carry your own money. Damn, drive. You have to take care of your own business. Jason and Marcellas are back in the room now. Amy comes in. She got a big purse for her momma. Jason wants to know if the girls have any clothes that maybe they would want to change with him. He could give it like a gift. Talking about cookies. |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:07 am     In BR just chatting about things... (Roddy I think in the bathroom)
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Watching2 | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:22 am     Roddy in shower. He took his pants off outside shower door and showed his naked behind and FOTH on all feeds. Feed 4: Amy, Dan, Jason, Lisa and Mar all in tiki room. Amy sitting, Dan in bed, Ja sitting on bed next to Lisa, Lisa in bed, Mar stiting on end of Lisa's bed. Talking about food. Only pork chops left. Lisa says she needs to start watching her weight. Wondering what Gerry put on pork chops - something w/orange? - they all are saying how good it is. Amy & Ja ate 2. Dan says Ger is a bbq man. Li says he was good w/the chicken in house. Mar says it was most over-cooked chicken he ever had. They are talking about the "trailer trash" frito dinner Ger made. Bothered Dan that Ger wasted food since no one would eat it. Mar says he knew, because he got up at 6-7 in am to give him info about his hygiene and G was pissed and said he wouldn't cook. Two wks later he's cooking. Ja, Rod & Ger had plenty. Amy says it smelled so good but she couldn't eat. Telling excuses they gave him and then Amy says, sorry Muslim. They're all making jokes about making themselves look Muslim. They're Ger bashing about how they couldn't eat his cooking. FOTH Jason keeps saying it wasn't bad and he didn't get sick. They say it's because the prep doesn't bother him. Ja says he won't eat places that don't look clean - his family must be blown away about what he's eating. Roddy yelled something - maybe about being naked? Amy says he shouldn't tell them that - Mar says something about naked boy...and FOTH Ja talking about someone wearing speedo and puts a guitar in front of him - something about naked cowboy.com Roddy comes in. Mar says next time he drops his pants to do it "right there." Lisa talking about cinco de mayo and driving some place and this guy was totally naked and it was all women police, but then male police surrounded him - weapons. they say he obviously didn't have a weapon. they police took him away and people were cheering for them. Mar says Barbie Benton in Playboy said she wasn't naked because she had on necklace. Degrees of nakedness. Others say...naked is naked. Ja is talking about some guy being naked and pleasuring himself at side of the road - totally true, his friend saw him. Dan is talking about some friends going somewhere and find some guy doing "that" in bushes. Rod got in fight totally naked. They all were painted up and had on grass skirt at college. Painted from head to toe. R went to shower off - girlfriend was guarding shower. This guy starts trying to pick up girlfriend. The guy called her f'g , f'g sl**..... and Rod gets upset, green paint is dripping off and he goes after the guy chasing the guy and tackles him outside. He got outside - frat house. Guy got away and and he stopped and the whole house started laughing and clapping. R upset cuz he doesn't usually fight. |
Watching2 | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 12:24 am     Ja was showering after swim class and someone stole his clothes. He ran after guy in towel. Had to find his coach - put on parachute pants, t-shirt - they have to give him clothes to get back to dorm and they were very apologetic to him. Amy talking about a guy at school and her friends invited him to their house. Telling about how girls had him figured out after a month - she makes up a name and then we get FOTH. |
Kador | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 01:28 am     HGs all in bed on all 4 feeds. Only ones still up appear to be Amy and Marcellas, lights out in HoH bed but still chatting. Marcellas telling Amy that he doesn;t understand why she is always running around after Roddy. He says that it looks bad and it's too late for Roddy to change anything with Amy anyway. Amy "I know I know, I'm just having fun." Marcellas "You notice how now he's running after everybody else trying to get them to change their minds." PP lost con. checking other feeds, all quiet, fidgeting, trying ot get some sleep. All cams now quiet on darkened bedrooms, looks like Marcellas got up to use wc. posting . |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 01:51 am     roddy out on hammock
enlarged my RP... think he may have actually teared up (sad) |
Meggieprice | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 01:51 am     Camera 3 on Roddy in the hammock alone, smoking a cigar, lost in thought. This has been going on for quite a while- many expressions from sadness to occasional smiles flitting across his face as he really puffs that cigar. Sips from his glass on the ground once i na while. At one point he seemed close to tears. This man is thinking, hard... at 1:50 am bbt he looks bemusedly at the cigar and says "F***" then back to thinking. (wish I was savvy about screen caps) Lisa has come out, forgot she left her laundry out here... |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 02:19 am     R did you hear some dork in the house had some beer explode on him? L That was great! R Thinking about food (story about some place they went for food on Sunday, mushrooms on lawn and how Josh would have eaten them if he saw them) L Sorry I interupted you. R Sorry you were feeling a little sad today. L I like being sad, I can be a sad person...when I get sad I get twice as sad. R Where you really sad or are you just in a sad mood. L it is a little bit of a bunch of different stuff all on top of each other. This place makes you think, you have all this time to think. R You mean before this. L Ya R PP something about the things you had to list.. L I had 5. 3 family 2 friends R I put down a bunch, they showed me some stuff with survivor people coming here.. got it in my head that you competed with 2 people. something got in my head.... (sorry missing this) part.. L I mostly put down emergency people, people who have access to my address book, they could get a hold of an ... R Roddy dipping tea bag (hot hot hot) L Moom isn't up yet, no moon today... Spider is still over there.... L Yawns, R Are you sick, I don't want to keep you up. L No, just my eyes are tired... all that coffee. Not surprised you are up. R Heard Marc and Amy laughing.....(If there is a shark don't look. R If I had to go, it would be nice if my Mom and Dad...you know. L are you closer to one parent... R No. You? L My dad R what about your mom? L Had the best childhood ever. As I moved out of the house... R how old were you when you left? L 18. She lived her life thru me I think... she lived her life too much for me... she'd call up crying, (etc.) she became too needy. R they still married? L No, they separated 2 weeks after I moved out. L on their 25th anniversary... she wanted to give them a nice trip or something.... Mom said you know what we could do (her mom said) you know what you could do.... fixed up livingroom. a while later her mother called her up about her leaving.... and that mad Lisa sad, mad, ... they had a blowing up and she asked for the money back for the roof. Dad was pissed off that she used the money for the roof. R You cold - want to go inside N I shake when I get on abou those things... R How are things now? L Ok, not a friendship or anything... but when I call her about a date... (missed) L her and her father got married because of a pregnacy (before her).... her mother not sure if she love him... Lisa gives her credit for being selfless in giving her and her brother for giving them such a perfect childhood. Too all of a sudden feel manipulated (fix roof when she knew she might leave and that caused a riff.) It was the best thing for both of them.. .Dad just blossomed. R what happened to your older sibling? L Died in a drunk driving incident when I was about one. R Sorry to hear about that. R Not to be an amature shrink or anything...but I would think that would have an effect. Did your mother get clingy? Yes...Mother wrote a letter to a boyfriend that ended a relationship after a year and a half - pretended it was from friend.. but the wording of it ...her brother is getting better about things (parents divorced.) Roddy: Wow... that must have had a tremendeous effect. L Yes, that is only the beginning of the story. PP he is asking if she wanted to go in as she is shaking. No she is okay R Do you keep your family together L talks about the big family and how close they are. But as far as her brother and father.. yes, she has to be there. R is there more distance between brother and father. R Do you khow what it 'really' is? L think it is a left out kind of feeling.. PP she had everything... dance classes, modeling, etc. Brother had 6 months of ? lessons... have to post.. mostly personal family stuff (some very specific) Lisa wraps up "That is my childhood, some of it. he said you can talk about the other stuff if you want to... or maybe it is better for another time (outside of there.) |
Kador | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 02:27 am     Lisa and Roddy talking in the hammock, Roddy has just dug out of lisa a long confession about her parents, her childhood, her parent's divorce, problems with her brother, and so on. Lisa "Remember when you, me and Gerry were out here in the papasan chairs and I told you my observation, how I'd had associated everybody in this house with people in my own life and my family?" Roddy "yes..." Lisa "...and then you put me on the spot and asked me who Gerry was?" She laughs. "Well, I lied, I don't have an Uncle Gerry. I did have a TEACHER named Gerry, so take that how you will." Roddy "...and you had a good experience with this teacher named Gerry?" leading her... Lisa "Did I have a good experience with the Gerry in this house?" she doesn't elaborate any more. |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 02:27 am     L You know that converstation when I was saying how I lined everyone up here with someone in my real life.. and you asked me who gets lined up with Gerry? I lied. I had no Uncle Gerry. A Teacher named Gerry. (nods her head, looking at him till he gets it.)So you get it now. R Did you have a teacher named Gerry? L Did I have a good experience with a guy named Gerry in this house... (nodding head, yes) I opened up that dicussion...thought this person is this person (in her real life) R Who was I? L did'nt really line you up, except to Morristown... Rod meantions the first real heartbreak he had was from a girl in Rochester.. that is how heart broken. Wonder what that girl is doing now. She was nice. Gotta have a coule of heartbreaks. L I've only had two. R Ya, see? L your right, that is 2 R (to Huck) Stop listening! L the guy in highschool and a guy in NY. (talking to about Huck) L I got up to get my laundry! Thought the bell would be beeping every half hour.... (timed out - hope you are there Maggie, 6:30 a.m. for me!) |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 03:05 am     Lisa and Roddy in cot room on the floor, but whispering is extremely low, and one movement russles the sheets and my jacked up speakers go nutz!
I did hear: something about Jason... he'd vote for him....(not sure) L are you happy with the person you are right now. R I have the greatest family. I am extrodinarily happy with a lot of things. I had confidence when very young. I won't talk about that.. it is strange to talk about that (in there)... I am unbelievably lucky to have a lot of things... young, healthy... I like the things that other people yearn for come easily for me... I am aware of the erengency to be alive... I know what is important and what is not.... you live a much fuller life if you live a fuller life.. I've been a good role molel... I mean this more than anything else I've said here... but no amount of money is worth....lying (?), movement... anyway I think it is a lot more interesting than being full of sh*it. something about the lizards... R Yeah I think josh was so stressed. That is why I cared for the guy so much... he needed...another part of the reason why, the part that got away from everybody ... i see things in places others don't see it. (missed).. there is a very fine line between shallow happiness... Chiaria, I would drive her crazy when I said, "Come on there has to be more." R if you felt as good as you describe yourself... that is great... talk about her Car, she loved it... L when she first came back (Amy).. we had the most amazing converstation... I was in the diary room saying that.. it was great.. now I am in there pulling my hair out! L She's great, she is funny but she .... pp some story about closests R Do you know why she got bummed out tonight. Because I made a joke about her putting on the block....(can't hear)... but he then went on to the time Chiara told him he'd have to change or decide who he'd hang out with. L I hate girls like this....(referring to C and A) R C kept saying it's okay, (for C to hang out with Ja) Ja's a virgin, Ja's a virgin. After a time with Amy she was like a wild animal, about being pissed off... about all the caring I gave her (a) the night before. I expected enthusisum...but she (A) was (ruffling, whoa that is loud!)....that is what we were talking about the night she snapped on me the first time. She couldn't believe how close we'd gotten in one coverstation. She thought she may have exposed herself. L somethign about you choose whou you decide to hang out with. R Yeah, I know I blew it. She (a) told me she would give anything to take that day back. (the day before the first eviction. Something about throwing a glass across the kitchen... then an emergency DR session.. the really long one. D Did you just fart. L No it was my stomach. You'll know if I farted... I will start laughing. R Amy I didn't say anything that wasn't ?? one day I wasn't here, and you cackle... (more LOUD russling!)... L I feel for you R Why L you have had to put up with pretty dramatic situations. (too much noise for me) Roddy gets up L Wow, You suck (sorta joking) I'm going to bed. Roddy is gone out of room (to pee, again?) That's it for me, too low) |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 03:34 am     and there is talking.... L I keep pointing to the letter. reaches for a shirt. L are there letters on here? (looking at shirt) R I think so... L dam it, no ... are there names on here?(still looking for something to point at I think) Looking at cap, now underware band. (lol) Movement somewhere. They hush, now laugh/giggle covering mouth. L ok, the first letter about what you are going to say .... begins with this letter.... (long pause) she asks, you can't think anything with that? (more muffled russling of sheets) (Seems like she is mouthing and maybe signing under covers) L Ok, here is the question. L R Ok..... ya, (L is silent but he is paying attention to something she is doing - about 2 minutes go by). R I'm lost. R N, M ? L That is one word R Spell it out in my hand. L you have that long word, right? R Yeah. (silence) R I give up (silence) L That is what is making me have a good question mark by it. Understanding? (silence) L I am not going to get anything funny out of you tonight, yet. L Tell me now. R Can't Tell me now. (jokingly) R No R Tell me now.. (she keeps repeating it, he replies "No" (Ed: DARN! ;-) R You will know Friday. R (can't make it out) L I'd never do something like that... (tell, I assume) (more muffled talk) L Why did ? stick up for Amy so much? (?Did I hear that right?) R Cause I couldn't help it. (!?) (silence over 2 minutes) R don't.... think the people in the back know, because if they did.... (movement noise) L ... (missed section) something about her (Amy?) sitting under or on hammock. Back to signing... I'm outta hear tho may listen for what it is all about, will post if I hear) |
Krossd | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 03:38 am     R Very funny L Yeah (Ed: not sure she guessed his funny story/secret tho) L I'm going to bed. She gets up on knees, they hug goodnight. Lisa has gone to bed (me too!... R is taking another p |
Weary_Watcher | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 03:50 am     3:50 AM BB time Roddy and Lisa in bed whispering. R: The one thing that made a big difference in my life is to know what's imortant and what's not. I hate this as much as anything else in this house, Id rather be kicked out than win with my reputation as one who isn't honest... R: If you knew how honest I've been.... I think 1 reason why the other day..theres a very fine line between shallow happiness and deep pain, thats why I get so disappointed..I wish to just see, in general, that you feel good about yoruself..because one day you'll be old, and you wont have your porche, it will just be you... I drive a new porche. L: I hate porches. Laughs (so hard to hear, they're both whispering) R: Amy got bumbed out tonight because I made a joke about her not getting me off the block. I'll tell you 2 versions about how she promised she would get me off the block. I told Chiara that she couldn't tell me who to hang out with. The next night, I spent time talking to Amy. She got pissed off... Amy apologised to me... since she's been back, she's been referring to that non-stop, She threw a glass accross the kitchen. L: Thta why she didnt want to eat tonight... R: Thats why everything I have said is 1000 percent... I didnt realize how hurtful I was being...(takes off mike, gets up to go to BR, returns) L: Ive had quite an intertaiing time watching you in this house and your situations R: It was so embarrassing, I kept waiting for 1 day to realize how cruel I was being to her. I am extremely aware of people's feelings, everthing that I had been experiencing...hopefully she understood (Chiara?) L: whats so funny? R: Scared to tell you, I know its not fair. L: I think I know what it is (timed out) (they're not going to say it out loud, that she knows, she wont say ... so she gets a pair of panties and says "the things youre going to talk about starts with the last letter on this label" shows him the panties that were taken from a nearby cot....) (now they are signing... gees I already can't HEAR them!) L: You got the long word, right? R: yeah L: Thats what's making me have a big question mark on the end of it.... don't understand it.... L: You have to tell me now..... R: No, I'll tell you Friday. R: This is a family show. Lisa keeps pressing Roddy to tell her a funny story and he half-signs a story about he and Chiara on the hammock... he says he didnt think the people in the back knew about it.. " we almost fell off the hammock" L: that was funny Then Roddy and Lisa both get up off the floor and walk out of sight (they can't be seen or heardfor last 10 min) (this was a horrible post, just know that I don't think anything important was beng discussed, it was so low and in code, just only got bits and pieces, even the "secret" sounded like something he and Chiara did on the hammock one night) POSTING |
Heyltslori | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 08:12 am     Wow...no posts in a long time! Calm down...I'm on the case! lol Cam1: Amy and Marcellas sleeping in HOH Cam2&3: Jason sleeping Cam4: Can't really tell, but I think it's Roddy and Lisa asleep on floor... |
Heyltslori | Wednesday, September 04, 2002 - 08:15 am     After some further investigating (and a little movement) I think that Cam 4 is showing just one person on the floor...and I'm pretty sure it's Roddy... Lisa must be sleeping somewhere else. |
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