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Reiki | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:00 pm     Roddy is wondering if they had a trial version of the game to see what worked and what didn't. Especially the live shows. Marcellas wouldn't put anything past them with someone coming back. Roddy says he asked them about it once in the DR. Talking about Lori coming back. Marcellas saying they couldn't have sent him to NY because he would know people. Talking about there being no activity for them. They can't do what they are doing (sitting in the hammock). Or go over and play basketball. Roddy saying he and Marcellas had a record number of saboteurs whenever they talk. People repelling down the walls. Someone is playing basketball. I can hear the ball bouncing and that buzzing noise is still there too. They are whispering now. Talking about when they first got in the house (I think). They are commenting now on then on the basketball player. "Nice" Lockdown is over. Roddy and Marcellas talking about different things they could do to make the game interesting. Roddy says like giving the nominees some power over who gets PB&J. Or if you guys say no veto you get $1000. Roddy talking to someone off camera. Marcellas asking how many cookies they got. He saw Chaira with Archway and Danielle with Chip's Ahoy. Marcellas wishes Chip Ahoy was not a sponsor of BB because they taste like plastic to him and we get FOTH with the audio of the card game. Now it is Chaira brushing her teeth (getting ready for her big moment?). FOTH |
Gio | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:32 pm     It's Josh vs. Roddy in the nominations. Josh and Roddy arguing in the kitchen right now. Roddy trying to convince Josh that he had no say in who Chiara put up. Supposedly, Chiara asked Roddy what he'd do if she put Josh up. Roddy told her he'd vote to keep Josh. So Chiara says "Then you're going up." |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:33 pm     Josh is packing his bag.. on feed 1. Presumably the meeting is over, since we are off quad foths and have pictures. Josh is speaking loudly/stridently to Lisa, telling Lisa that he didn't get Chiara to vote Lisa out, it was Roddy (ed. I think he speaks the truth).. Lisa says "don't play with darkness, Josh".. walks out. He's upset, defensive.. Lisa says "and it was Roddy's fault?".. and leavs the house. Josh still packing, grunting with the effort. Now and then he smells an item, groans and pitches it onto the floor. Feed 3: Basketball noise.. Chiara in hamock, hearing Gerry's voice saying Josh came in thinking he'd be this year's Will.. Chiara emits an expletive.. G says this isn't last year's game, they told us that, especially with Cancun. They laugh. Josh confronts Roddy and says "you knew all day this was going down." Roddy says he's on the block as much as Josh is. Josh says even Gerry knew more than Josh did. Roddy says Chiara put Roddy up because he told her he'd vote to keep Josh in, so she put him up. Josh says they've been talking to people all day, that Roddy knows he has at least 3 votes. Duelling guilt trips. Josh says Roddy was the one who got Chiara to vote Lisa out. Roddy says maybe Chiara came to Roddy about it. Josh talking about knowing things for a fact. Roddy says to Chiara who just came in that he didn't lobby her to vote Lisa. Josh says Chiara already had decided before Josh talked to her. You know I'm not the one who got you to vote Lisa out (ed. for once, true) FOTH |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:37 pm     Lisa in there, Dani was in there, now she's talking to Jason and Gerry. Dani says it is all he said she said and she doesn't want to be in the middle of it (lol) Dani now telling how she handles things. Marcellas talking now.. about Josh planting the seed early on that Marcellas was the most negative... Inside earlier Josh confronted Dani or someone about how they told Chiara not to use power of veto to save anyone last week.. and someone said they couldn't work with Lisa anymore, so voted to keep Eric. |
Dee723 | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:44 pm     Josh is still packing. He had Gerry go to the door and tell the girls who he wanted Gerry to nominate. Ki-Ki asked Lisa if she was mad at her, Lisa said no and said right now it hasn't sunk it and she's just hearing Josh. Dani telling Josh he's going to lose his stipend. He said like I care about a "f-n" $4,000. "I'm not going to sit around here for a week like a "f'n loser" like Amy having everyone shun me. Says his only chance was to have Gerry veto him and they already threatened Gerry so what's the point of staying |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:48 pm     Chiara is pressing Lisa not to be mad at her.. Lisa says everything is coming from Josh (ed must not be wanting to confront Chiara with what she actually knows. Lisa and Chiara talking. Josh is stalking around.. comes in and yells at Gerry asks who Josh said to put up.. the girls.. Gerry says yes you did.. Josh yelling about balls, Chiara replies about balls. Lisa thinks they should just shut him off. Chiara asks how her speech was.. Gerry and Lisa say it was good. Josh looks like he's still packing. Dani comes in and says Josh is packing.. will they make her nominate anyone else if Josh pushes the panic button? Dani says free week like on Survivor when the guy burned his hands off (ed. Dani.. this isn't survivor.. They wonder if he wants to make a scene? Gerry says maybe Josh is making a scene to stay.. the girls say he's gone!! Chiara's afraid Josh will do something physical at last minute. Gerry says he and Roddy will not let that happen. Auugh..going to convo with Dani and Josh.. I hope. Josh says Lisa is sealed up, Marcellas is sealed up, Gerry is threatened, Jason, even though he screwed them over.. FOTH Cam goes back to other convo.. Lisa, Gerry, Chiara.. about the joke in the bathroom, leaving the fecal matter in there for Chiara.. did he really think Chiara would find that funny. the girls say yes he did but say it is different than what Chiara does. Lisa wants to go out to see what is coming down. Chiara and Gerry hiding out. (in HRD) Lisa goes outside. Gerry tells Chiara he did wonder why Roddy defended Josh for so long, but understood maybe wanting to be with Josh at the end, but Gerry didn't know how long the house would put up with it. Lisa returns, says all outside, Danielle in with josh still talking about themeeting. roddy's in the hammock. Roddy asks if someone is going to work out on Gwen.. he's got 40 in so it is ok. Marcellas at door with Gerry. Lisa asks why Josh is so dramatic.. Roddy says because he's upset. |
Izzywhat | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 05:58 pm     Quad Cam -- 5:15 pm 2 views of Jo in TBR packing 2 views of hammock with C, M, G and someone (L?) playing bb? NO one is saying a word yet. Just the sound of the bb. C, did you hear the first thing he said? Everyone spoke at once and the only thing I heard was "So did BB..." Jo is very deliberately packing. Doesn't look worried, merely determined. Audio is on him. Jo seems to be whispering to himself a little bit, but it's unintelligible. L to Jo, so what was it exactly I was supposed to say? Jo, it doesn't matter. I didn't get her to vote you out, R got her to vote you out. I didn't get her to vote you out. L, don't play with darkness, Jo. You never know what you're going to get. Jo, she had her suspicious about you and I told her you couldn't be trusted. L, so it was R'd fault? L went back outside and Jo is still packing, making sure he gets every little thing. <LFP is wondering if Jo has decided to leave right now without waiting for the week to be over and I'm thinking he's going to hit the panic button?> View of L & D in HRD L, I was outside shooting hoops and C said... <can't understand> but now repeats the conversation she just had with Jo in TBR. View of R in kitchen and Jo walks in but audio is still on HRD with audio on L rehashing what she and Jo just said. <I'm changing to feed 3 to see if I can get audio in kitchen> R & Jo in kitchen. Voices raised and Jo accuses R of being responsible for having C vote L to go. R, you're making a mistake. Jo, you're making a mistake. R, I didn't lobby you to get L out of the house. Jo, very angry when he says R told him L can't be trusted. L comes into kitchen and says "pardon me?" Yelling all around and FOTH, but feed goes back and forth from FOTH & kitchen. L, what did I say? First of all I never say the work "Kik." I always say Kiki or Ki. Jo still yelling but we can't hear them. View of hammock. G, R & C in there now? D says R, C, L & Jo. D, they're all he said, she said. Ja, I'm going in and changing my clothes and going back to the hammock. View of TBR and Jo is yelling loudly. Jo to G, who did I tell you to veto? G, you told me to put the two girls up. Jo, let's go out there and tell them that. Give me one shred of decency before I walk out of this house. G, hold on Jo and settle down. Anger is your worst enemy. G is changing his pants. Jo, and this is after I knew who you were putting up to begin with. G and Jo walk through the house. Jo said something about his balls and then L (who cannot be seen) said something and then Jo said f*g idiot and left the area to go back to TBR and starts zipping up suitcases. D comes into TBR and asks what Jo is doing. Jo, I'm leaving. D, that's it? Jo, she's got everybody's f*g vote. I saw all of you go in there one by one this morning. Danny walks away and Jo goes to BR to gather his necessities. Jo goes back into TBR and zips some more. D comes in. D are you going to give up your stipend? Jo, who gives a f about $4,000? Jo, I'm not gonna sit in a house like a f*g loser like Amy did. D, have you talked to John and them? Jo, no. They can't stop me. D who are you voting for? D, I'm voting for R. Jo, I guess I'm gonna have to tell them before I can get out of that f*g front door. I'm either winning the game or I'm f*g leaving. View changes to FOTH and then to HRD with C, G & L. L is going "out there" to see this. C asks her to come back and tell them what happened. L goes into backyard. G to C, I wondered why R defended him so long. R against him is a slam-dunk. A long time ago I told R I didn't know how long this house could put up with it. L comes back in to the HRD Jo hasn't left yet and he's calm L informs them, but he's still talking about it. The rest decide to go outside. They go outside, M goes inside. R on bb court saying to C that it doesn't make sense. R is on his way into the house to try to cool Jo down. C in hammock. C, hi M. M, just a second, I'm coming. G bouncing bb with Ja. View of D and L in HRD whispering. More of L talking about he said, she said. D, we're breaking apart. I can't trust Joshie. D doesn't think it's right for anyone to quit the came and go home. L says she's vulnerable because she loves E. L looks angry but is whispering in that high tone that makes it impossible for all but D to understand. Changing feed but posting this first. 5:48 pm BBT |
Kuchi | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:00 pm     My sound is really bad but: Lisa and Dani in HRD it sounded like they are going against their word to chiara and will vote roddy out if josh stays that is. lisa did say that roddy and chiara will put her up now that josh let it out in front of chiara that chiara voted lisa lisa told chiara she was fine but lisa was just telling dani how chiara followed her in the bedroom immediately to make sure she was not mad at her pp: dani and lisa poss voting roddy out |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:01 pm     Lisa and Dani are in HRD now. Think Chiara is outside. Lisa says Chiara can't get HOH next week. Dani says but Roddy can. Lisa says she loves Eric so they think she's weak. Talking about who has "back". Lisa tells Dani that she was there when Josh confronted Chiara and Roddy about how THEY campaigned against Lisa (ed. she is believing it now, for sure) Lisa wants HOH Lisa tells how Chiara followed Lisa asks if she was mad.. Chiara said she knew what Jason's vote would be so she wanted a tie. Lisa not buying this. Chiara walks in, what's going on.. thought you were coming outside. Dani deflects it with talking to Josh.. says Lisa's telling Dani what went down after that. (Chiara afraid to leave D and L together). Dani pointed out that if he leaves now, he loses the money he's already earned. Dani talks about how Josh has cried wolf so many times, hard to know when he speaks the truth. Chiara is telling D and L that Josh told her she should get rid of Gerry and next week he would get HOH and put Lisa up. Lisa wonders why Josh wouldn't want Chiara to put Lisa up? Chiara says because she wouldn't. |
Aremid | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:08 pm     Dani and Lisa are talking Lisa says she and Gerry don't have back Lisa mentions that Chiara voted against her, and Dani said oh, so she told you that, and Lisa says no, Josh ???, something about Josh, Chiara, and Roddy - she says how Chiara changed her vote, (they are whispering very difficult to understand) Lisa says Chiara asked if she was mad about it, and Chiara told Lisa that she knew how Jason was going to vote, and she wanted it to be a tie, so she voted for Lisa Chiara comes in the room - Dani says something about to Chiara about how she was talking to Josh, and he said something about do you think they are going to be here in the end Chiara - I almost caught myself mentioning the thing between you and I - and manipulate it and make me out to be the bad guy to you... and to Roddy... so I said it straight up with meaning, I trust Lisa and I don't trust you..so he knows i'm a lost case so he goes to Roddy Dani - what is your vote- I said Roddy He said Roddy told me all that went down, that he got everybody's word Chiara - That's what he said Dani - That's what he said Chiara - that is him trying to pull you out... ? girl power Dani - you know you're done Chiara - this is what's so scary, If I come up there and say I put you up, he knows he is done, and all week he just skims by....if I put him up against with anybody he's gone Chiara - he wanted me to put up Mar and Gerry, or Jason and Gerry Chiara - he said you get Gerry up and I'll put Lisa up next week if I get HOH Chiara - I already made my decision to put him up...you all know we yes yes him to death to appease him Lisa - I wonder why he wouldn't want you to put me up Chiara - cause I wouldn't - he knows that - why even try...why he told me he would put you up.. he might be trying to see what I'm ? (thinking) Chiara - going after players that he thinks don't have his back Chiara - he is going to campaign ( she says he wants her to get rid of Mar or Jason so she'll be the bad guy coming into week 2) Gerry comes to the door and they say come in Gerry - we do have charcoal, so we can have hot dogs tonight- they put it out there for us They say something to him Gerry - I'm just avoiding...its ok Chiara says come on Dani lets hang out in my room for a while Lisa goes out with Gerry Gerry - enough turmoil in the house Chiara goes to the bathroom Dani and Chiara in the HOH room Chiara - what is he saying Dani - I don't know I'm not listening, My stomach hurts Lisa comes into the HOH room Lisa - Josh just made him look like the biggest smuchk (sp?) Gerry - make note America Mar does not do his own laundry - you do it in a machine Camera still on HOH room, sound outside |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:13 pm     All four cams on this convo.. wonder what Josh is doing. Gerry knocks on HRD door.. says we do have charcoal so we can grill hot dogs.. all are happy. They ask about Josh.. Gerry says he's just avoiding. Chiara asks Dani into "my room".. (think Lisa left already). Gerry goes out, wants to work out. Lisa says that is fine. She'll eat a cookie. Gerry takes off shirt and Gwen sighs deeply. Feeds back inside. Chiara and Lisa out in the house but Lisa goes into HOH and starts whispering to Dani. Lisa comes in too. sounds of munching. Josh says if Eric comes back all the girls will be out, Roddy part of that plan (ed. some truth to that) BB: Lisa, please put on your microphone. knock.. Roddy.. wants a favor.. wants them to come out to the little round chairs.. Chiara asks if they have to have a meeting like they did with Amy.. he says notighint. Dani still sitting there. Roddy asks if she thinks he's a complete moron, no. wants support. trying to be adult. Josh says he doesn't know what they will say.. Roddy asks Gerry to take a break on the machine. Roddy says difficult day, but he doesn't want Joshy to walk out.. but Joshy says he'll do his best, no games, grow up, be big, enjoy the week, don't piss it away.. says things about him Roddy loves to death, doesn't want it to be hard to face each other. Can you be in the house and not bring it up.. last chance this week, don't piss it away cuz you are angry.. forget game. Josh thought it was between him and Roddy. Roddy gets them all to agree.. yes.. Josh.. says he will see, he'll try. Roddy doesn't want it so every time Josh walks in a room people are afraid he'll go off. Roddy thanks them sll. Then jokes with someone about selling him off. |
Aremid | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:14 pm     Roddy giving a speech outside. Roddy is saying they shouldn't go around this week saying things, you did this, and that, and Roddy is telling Josh to enjoy the week, to get on with the game, everyone should agree. I'm willing to agree, if you guys will say that, it might will help, he goes around and asks everybody if they agree He tells Josh that it is on tape, that he said if he was put up he would enjoy the week.Roddy said he can't stand it, that he doesn't want them to hate... (LOL, wonder how LONG THAT WILL LAST ..end of ed.) FOTH |
Caricros | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:15 pm     Roddy callling everyone out for a meeeting cause he doesn't Josh to walk out. Spend the week not talking about the game, just be. He tell Josh he loves him to death but this is going to be difficult. Just be, last week he will ever have to do this for the rest of his life, doesn't want him to be angry, forget about the f game and grow up and just be yourselves. Asking individuals to agree. All agree. Josh says he will try won't promise. Everyone is so difficult right now and Roddy can't stand it, he doesn't want to waste a week he wants everyone to enjoy it. Then to someone they sold him out, let's talk about it. Now all sitting talking outside. Something about boils, Lisa said and front of the house, had something to do with the hot tub. |
Izzywhat | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:16 pm     Quad Cam R just called a meeting on the patio. R, I know today was really awkward and difficult, but I don't want Joshie to walk out. I think we're all going to have to be adults and not talk about the game this week. Jo, I don't even care if anybody agrees to not talk about the game. I thought it was just between me and you. Everyone agrees but Jo and Jo says he'll try. R doesn't want to pis* the week away and everyone have hard feelings and he thanks them all for convening. FOTH <ed: Looks like Jo will be staying for a while longer> 6:08 pm BB Time |
Aremid | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:21 pm     Roddy it is meaningless and joyless for us to just sit her and ?? Female - I agree Roddy - I don't think that went as well as I planned Jason - I said if you were HOH you would go around and see how everybody was feeling, and he said of course Gerry said something Male - what can you do, you can't vote them out twice They laugh - well you can now Chiara - there are so many things he has done wrong, my biggest threat to him, is that you will lose Roddy as a friend, .....I will never campaign against Roddy Roddy - he just came up to me and said he was so sorry he hung me out to dry Mar - the only reason he feels terribly now is because he was caught- we'd had twelve weeks of that Lisa - he would have laughed all the way to the bank Roddy ..now I have to explain myself to Lisa which makes you sound guilty, but I'm glad you walked in.... but you guys don't have to do that Gerry - out of respect for you Roddy we will try Roddy - there are a couple of things I want to hammer him on so badly, outside of the game, I want to hammer him worse than you do Chiara - I named two incidinces I could have named a million more Roddy - I'm making a real effort not to be angry, when I'm really angry.....I'm letting it go, and I hope you guys will do the same thing Mar - I agree to it, because you posted it...I did the right thing Roddy - If you really don't want to do it that's fine Chiara - no we really do need a week ( she'd said early she didn't want to talk about the game) (ROFL) |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:22 pm     Someone says something about last night.. Lisa says maybe they won't have boils and FOTH on four feeds.. odd and annoying. Back.. Roddy saying what good is it going to do, childish to play a game of pile up. Chiara sort of whines "I agreeee"..perhaps she wanted to play pile up? Roddy says didn't go as well as he hoped. Jason says lets just expect the best from Josh. Roddy says he pointed out to Josh if Josh was HOH he'd go talk to people too. Would be a mistake to walk out of here. Chiara says so many things Josh has done wrong, her threat to him is that he might lose Roddy as a friend, the only think that might connect with Josh. Roddy says Josh did apologize to him. Marcellas points out that the only reason Josh feels "terribly" now is that he's been caught. Gerry says out of respect to you, Roddy, we will try. Roddy has things he wants to hammer Josh on, but he will shut up and let it go. Chiara says when she was up in the meeting she wasn't even sure what she was saying. Roddy brings it back to himself.. that HE has so many things to be angry about with Josh, but HE will hold it in and asking the rest to do the same thing. Marcellas says he agreed to it because you posted it.. Gerry says Josh wanted to be talked out of it. Gerry talking about caring about Josh's personal growth.. bla bla Roddy mentions being a teacher and all four feeds go inside to Dani and Jason.. but they stop whispering when they see this. Feed goes back outside.. all four. |
Seamonkey | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:27 pm     Lisa on machine, Chiara in her face asking if it makes sense, forgive.. Lisa afraid Josh isn't going to let the week go.. week of airtime to put on a Josh show.. and live show.. We'll see it. (ed. if Josh starts making signs in the early mornings like George, watch out) Laundry talk between Marcellas, Dani and jason. I'm out for now, seem to be some great live feeders transcribing!! |
Sbou | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 06:39 pm     cam on Ciaria in HOH room. Listening to her music. Roddy tries to go in but the door is locked. R-Chi it's Roddy, you want to be alone? Chiara doesn't hear him. He then walks to the BR then back towards lizard room. Can hear Jason talking to Josh. Cam view is on the HOH door. Ja-You know when this is all over, I want to hang out with you... (cam keeps switching) Jo-I'm f'g saving you by not walking out of here. If I go, they have to put someone else up. Then it sounds like Roddy entered and said something about talking to "John", then FOTH... |
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Mags | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 07:11 pm     c and L in HOH C is explaining to L why she voted the way she did..josh's stories, her believing Jo was telling the truth that L hated her...L listening l - how come you didn't ask me about it then..if i am not feeling good about a thought, i would go to the horses mouth ... c - she couldn't be sure that it wasn't true ... c - i have ties with e and ties with you...i hear something...(mumble) i got mad at sydney (DR)...i was fuming cause they probed me about the way i felt about you..i was like, are you trying to make me feel like a B? i was so pissed...i was talking to roddy in HRD...i hate the DR...i got called in again, she was like, if you have a prob with the questions i am asking...i was like, why are you asking me these questions (questioning her feelings about L)..i get so defensive...girl voices asking me those questions make me feel defensive, i feel like they are saying i am being catty... l - yeah c - i knew you were upset, i wanted you to talk to me l - i was hearing in the K, it was coming so fast, it was confusing me looking in HOH fridge c - coming to you last night was like i'll know if she (L) is lyign to me about saying that..i'll take care of it before she does l - we did have a convo about me in the veto meeting...tried to downplay it... c - i think that there have been times that i haven't felt the strongest bond with you l - why c - i am such a girly girl, i like...i would want you around me all the time, i am strong but i love girls...i always had T around me, part of me felt like she (L) didn't want that l - i know...i knew that you and T were closer than me...i took it like you and she were bfriend and gfriend, i wanted to give you your space..like with E, i didn't want to infringe on boy time c - i thought you didn't like me ... (ed. they are bonding here, it appears) l - roddy was in the house...my relationship w/ eric didn't start until T left..i don't come around until i am invited t timed out |
Justin42 | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 07:15 pm     C- There are times I haven't felt the strongest bond with you. It's just that I'm such a girlie girl and I know you don't have that-- I mean, you have girlfriends, but you don't .. if I had my way I'd have girls around me. and part of me thinks maybe she doesn't want that. L- I know exactly what you're talking about, I know that you me and T were close, but I know you were closer to T, so I saw it like a BF and I needed to give you space. Then when T left, you had Rod and I had Eric.. didn't want to take away from Roddy time. C- Roddy was existing when T was here, I just put my BF on the chopping block... L- Roddy was here, but my and Eric's relatationship didn't start until after T left, but with you, who was I to intrude... D was saying something, what was it, something with Josh. (Sorry folks, they're going really fast, I am missing about half of this) L- D said I've noticed something about you, I talk about myself, you're the one person in the house that nobody knows about, you don't tell stories, you don't say anything, and I started crying and that's how I was brought up, you don't tell people about you unless they ask. Who are you to think your stories can captivate someone's attention? I learned that lesson from both my parents by age 5, my parents sat me down and they told me I needed to keep my mouth shut unless asked, and I explained that to D. I told this to D, I need to talk more to roddy, C- you need to talk to R more L- I need to talk to R more, but he sat me down and just said "Tell me a secret" and that's exactly what my kindegarten teacher said, and I .. no, I couldn't. C- That may be part of your problem, you need to talk more, if someone said that about T I'd go no way, I know her too well, I don't know you like that.. [posting, I need to paraphrase, they're going much too fast for me] |
Caricros | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 07:16 pm     Chiara and Lisa in HOH. Chiara has been going on and on about why she voted Lisa out. She knew Jason was voting to keep her and Marc and Dani. Lisa is stoned faced listening to her. Chiara says there have been times that she hasn't felt the strongest bond with her, Lisa asks why. Chiara says for her if she had it her way she would want her around her all of the time, she is strong but she loves having girls around her, Tonya was around her all of the time, but maybe Lisa didn't want that. Lisa says that all 3 were cute together but she knew that they were closer, Chiara and Tonya. And she didn't want to interfere, even with Roddy, doesn't want to interfere with her Roddy time either. Chiara says she just put her boyfriend on the chopping block, could have been Lisa or Dani but she wouldn't do that, she's a girlie girl. Lisa says who is she to intrude on ... something... Dani said something Lisa says about Josh, she doesn't want to ...? Dani told Lisa she keeps her eyes open and her mouth shut. And Lisa says that she was brought up not to tell people about herself unless she was asked, if they don't ask don't tell, plus who is she to think her stories are going to capture attention, she learned this at age 5, parents told her to keep her mouth shut unless they asks. So since that time she has done that. Roddy tells her to tell him a secret and that is what her kindergarten teacher told her too. Chiara says she doesn't know her, when people say stuff about her she doesn't know her enough to know if it is true. Chiara said she told Roddy she was going to open up to Lisa to find out if she likes her or not. She's a girl she wants her around her all of the time. Something about no one hearing something because the internet wasn't on. Talking too fast to keep up...posting |
Mags | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 07:17 pm     l - i wsa like, i was brought up that you aren't supposed to tell people about yourself unless you are asked..if they don't ask, they don't want to know...learned that lesson from both my parents at age 5...wait until you are asked to tell your story...so i do.. until they ask...i told that to D, and asked her how i can change...R is like, tell me a secret...and i am like, i don't know c - i think that is my prob with you l- cause i don't talk c - yeah l - that is what makes me understand last week much better (with C)... .... l -our threesome, that was fun, i loved that...R has done that a couple times, when you snapped at him...R - tell me a secret,,,i can't respond to that, cause of childhood...be specific, what do you want to know...i am not an Amy c - no one should be an amy c - if you are showing people that you are afriad of exposing yourself, that is why people are leery of you, cause you don't talk l - yeah, that is what D said c - i am a lot more expressive than you are, i am not an amy...but you know me better than that l- i was like this with E..i know you better than anyone, but i still don't know you ... |
Justin42 | Friday, August 09, 2002 - 07:19 pm     Cam 1 (con't) Lisa continues about how she's been trained since kindegarten to not just open up-- she says she's "not an Amy." C says that she shouldn't be an Amy. L says that she knows that, but people need to ask her about herself before she opens up, but as soon as she is asked, she'll say anything. C says if L doesn't open up, people think she'll have something to hide. L says she was like this with Eric. L said she told Eric that she knew him better than anyone in the house, but that Eric said he didn't know her better. L doesn't want people to not try to get close to her, that she's not afraid of being hurt, that her parents aren't here to yell at her. [ARGH they switch to Gerry and Josh] G in from exercising, huffing HARD, saying he can barely lift his hand he is so exhausted. J says that G was on the chopping block til he (J) gave his word last night, G says he knows, he can barely lift his head. J and R now standing around drinking water, complaining how wiped they are.. Gonna try to find the L&C convo on another feed. |
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