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Holysm0ke1978 | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 10:55 pm     Marcellas is making coffee. Lisa is talking about the fries they made. Cleaning up the kitchen. Lisa sks if they used any of the relish and lisa says no. Amy is not on any of the feeds and she is not in the kitchen. Dani just asked Amy what she was doing to her head "over there" FEED THREE Amy and Dani outside D - so glad youre back amy a - so am i. I enjoy fun. ill hqve to try and get nominated again to keep up the record. are yoiu building a fire? (to roddy) r - says simba and amy repeats r - best burger i had was tonight. unbelieveable how well you did tonight - eating (i think this was to dani) d - when people see me people see me cooking they say what the heck is she doing r - how does she make an ice sculpture out of pancake batter? r- refers to this time as ship time. seems like four months to us. first half of life is the halfway point. the rest of the time is second half of life. like when you went to mexico (to amy) it was like a hallucination. a - its like a dream i had going to mexico. Marcellas has just joined them. d - i think cause we had so many characters in the house we didnt notice you (maybe about roddy I dont know) r - why would you make up a story like that? (I am missing some stuff here and I am new to this) m - my motor skills are not entirely...? he is singing amy a - amy singing "nobody loves me why"..FOTH. m - nobody loves you amy a - they dont. roddy are you building a fire? cause its warm tonight why not save it? I like when you have it when it's cold outside. r - i'll just burn this then. a - hummming. (to roddy) yeah save the box r - amy you are a lot ot live up to. being nominated the first week. a- when nobody is outside you should come out and talk. we have limited charcoal. if we dont get it tomorrow we have to wait till monday r - the day after tomorrow is monday a - its just warm. not necessary Lisa has joined them l- its a warm night. first in a long time a - i like when its cold. i dont like when its warm. (posting..) |
Holysm0ke1978 | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 11:01 pm     FOTH....dont know why |
Holysm0ke1978 | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 11:26 pm     (were back) Talking about Amy's favorite word. r - sugar would have been a good guess They are sitting in those chairs in the backyard SWITCHED FEEDS - FEED TWO m - because they played the game well. if all these people think you did all these bad things then obviously you played the game well. and then he uses that language. you said no.. you said you said.. by the time you say that four times its like he reinforced it. he was working me cause he asked me if i felt nautious (pp). he should have never left the chance. you dont underestimate your opponent (not sure who they are talking about - maybe roddy?) d - gerry told me that once. d - i think she loved him. m - i thought i heard her say that to you and lisa, i thought she was smarter than that. d- says something m - thats her parents fault though. put her on the pill. put her in homeschool. d - is mumbling something like im gonna do what i want to do. she says and that smile and everything. she said i love you but it's the game. when she said that...? m - when they were like that one day, we've got the best idea for danielle. (I think they are talking about roddy and chiara) m - people really think I am self involved. I know what people said, why they said it. m - when hes in the shower - against the wall - the water is barely running over his head. I told her (amy) something in confidence (PP). |
Holysm0ke1978 | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 11:43 pm     D -Chiara was with Eric..remember in the tree? m - yes i remember that. i think that whole couple thing was the stupidest thing you can do here d - i agree. so glad im married. m - painful to watch d - none of that - touching me. none of that. what if they are playing you? chiara said something different. m- if youre gonna play me im gonna play you. Marcellas gets up for a drink d - the first night.. (missed that whole thing) they know now obviously. it's none of anyones business. some days im just like i hate this place so much. i hate nomination day because your heart starts racing - dont know how people are gonna react m - i hate nomination day d - and you're so mature about it. m - cause i dont think its fair. i had to walk away. the devestation. and to turn around and win HOH d - get him out. it pissed me off m - i ave had few interactions with him. just give me something i can live with. something to make me in this choas. when he started talking like i was like no. i wasnt as mad at him as i was about myself. d- when it was eric and gerry... (???) m - he went to gerry and cut the deal and he put eric and lisa up. i asked him if he had deal w/ roddy and he said at the time i thought i did. d- even eric went to him and asked him that. i asked eric if roddy had a doubt and eric said no. i asked are you sure, eric? m - had roddy not kept the deal. cause gerry loved roddy. d - he knows that he had to make a change. m - if he had put ?? and roddy up...(missed it making noise) the change for me was when he did that to roddy. he overplayed his hand. d - when we had the eating competition i didnt care what was in front of me.. i wouldve ate it cause i didnt want to let someone else beat me. you know what.. im eating it. m - i wanted you or jason to get HOH. pay attention to the questions.. listen and pay attention. take the people you want out and keep the people you want in. d - i missed that question.. remaining HGs I totally dismissed jason. did you see the tape? m - thats how i was with the chiara thing. you cant possibly think i had a deal with gerry. if i get it hes going up. he has to go. everyone knew that except for gerry. gerry was trying to corner me. I knew i bored him. i thought it was hysterically funny. in my mind it wasnt even an option. he was a prison b.... |
Holysm0ke1978 | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 11:50 pm     m - i was stunned she pulled that because she wouldve pulled that with anyone in the house. when she did that with amy i thought she is doing that for the wrong reasons. (dont know who he is talking about) Danielle is laughing. d - the amy fight was unbelieveable. that was so funny. m - and chiara. (they are laughing) d - when i get really angry i start whispering. to try and calm down. FOTH |
Spygirl | Saturday, August 31, 2002 - 11:59 pm     FOTH still |
Holysm0ke1978 | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 12:18 am     m - my conversation with gerry were the conversations when I realized i wanted to go back to school d - hes been married to the same person for 28 years m- either you are sorry or youre not sorry. Marcellas is filing his nails m - people try to have their moments for the cameras. the same thing when chiara was like can i say this to josh? you can say whatever you want but why? she made it a public forum for days. he nailed each and every one of us. until he walks out the door he is gonna hammer us all. we were all conspiracy theoriers with him. and i think next week she should go (who?? lisa?) thats my girl and i love her but.. (okay talking bout amy) d - that is just m - at this point its about us being like this. its too much - its inappropriate behavior. making jokes about being on the block. we all have to be here to watch it. joshs behavior towards gerry was his behavior towards gerry. he didnt care about gerry but he didnt care about the people around him. have your moment by yourself. i dont like anyone in the bathroom area when im in there. feed on WC can hear a, r, j outside j - talking about reward challenge. there was nothing on sunday.. monday. its picked up now. l - tanyas week - the fight. loris week the fight. r - the brownie was a big thing. the people on PB&J made it a big thing (PP) Marcellas is there now. j - makingthe donutthing. when amys thing broke they gave us the cable ties. it made the swing that was part ofthe challenge. m - i think its the sugar from the soda. (no clue what he is talking about) l - amy was three. what was amys big thing? just want a clear vision of the week m - the fight between amy.. j - there was something special that week (PP) l - you were the first week j - in the living room. the same week was the singing show tunes? r - that was a big night. AC d - and after that? eric l - what broke my heart was when we were talking about relationships. the dinner here was the first romantic thing i had ever done. my firstthing of romance. simple dinner outside with a cute gift. j - you'll have a video of it to watch forever and ever. m - the champagne mango l - something about carbonation. there was josh. j - joshie week l - joshie week was the fight d - jasons ac l - that was joshie week l - the backyard thing and POV speech j - he just ripped her apart - i forgot about that m - the POV meeting and competition l - the memory with the events - i know cause i won it. talking about something m - where was I?? was I in the DR or something? l - something happened. josh went off about roddy and I backed of cause roddy was in kitchen. chiara roddy and josh were all fighting about me (feed timed out) |
Holysm0ke1978 | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 12:27 am     m - i had to be either in the bathroom or in the DR j - i was outside playing basketball that day. I know cause I didnt want to listen to anything in the house l - then it was chiara. d - amy came back j - what was AC m - we didnt because of comeback. there was one week when we didnt have it l - yeah l - we gave gerrys wife the tree. j - we had a chance to get a letter from our family m - i got one from my friend j - yeah well from somebody. i was glad he got to do something for his wife. l - if he got the video i would have been upset. m - the tshirts. each shirt i had a problem with withthe slogans (talking about tonya). everyone knows that amy wants to be a singer.. he is listing people.. dont need to show slogans he says Now they are talking about gerry's teacher shirt. l - i need to wash it and cut it up really cool (someones shirt) d - make a doo-rag m - one of the highlights from this series. j - roddy making big breakfast, listening to music, playing with legos. it loooked like someone broke in. it looked crazy when we were looking for them (the SC thing). we didn know they were in easy spots. m - i was looking under the sink and it was right on the top d - i was looking in cabinets and it was right on the dish thing (im gonna try and find amy and roddy now) |
Holysm0ke1978 | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 12:46 am     roddy and amy are talking on the hammock r - im glad we had that conversation the other night (can hear the others talking in the background a - no matter what happens this week. (hard to hear with the others talking loud) r - when youre HOH? a - in a way i did what jason did. i just did the job as HOH r - if josh got HOH he made everyone swear - if i dont do this.. he didnt do anything against the rules. he wasnt playing anything. a - i know i know r - once in a while some things get lined up. a - exactly. i know r - the luck factor is the 100 dollars bills. a - i dont believe in luck r - you dont? a - no r - i think there was some luck involved this week a - i dont believe in luck. i believe that way because i have seen it so many times. a little thing leads to something else. i look at the bad things i have gone through and the good things. i was so lucky to get to things that i have done.. like get on the show.. but everything happens for a reason. some decisions you make yourself but sometimes its not always an option to be entirely up to you r - love it. its interesting. a - it is. ( missed some) r - let me be clear. moments like this try to do something scummy. i dont think you can manipulate people the way you think you can. i have been in situations before and not alked away with benefit of it a - i have too much of a conscience r - ever have that personality because to be responsible. do you think there is a part of me that is better or worse a - no. r- i never plan to know everything and if i did know what you are talking about then remember where we are. there is a part of everyone where you have to shave the edges off. cant say certain things. a - how you interact with other people. when you have that...(missed some) r - i dont know what youre talking about a - i am not making it up. its so hard for me. (hope someone can pick up going to bed now...) |
Edno67 | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 01:48 am     None has posted for while but i'll (pp) some l,d,m and j were inside really ragging on amy bad about being on the hammock with roddy,saying they thought she saw the light Mar says he told here in the nom speech and it still doesn't get through to her,he doesn't want her sleeping in his bed tonight the others telling him to keep the act up lisa saying she was out there for a long time talking to rod last night but its not the same thing lisa goes on to say that amy went out there to the hammock and got in knowing and waiting for rod to come,,,,,its different with me talking to him cause i don't go around without my panties and showing my stuff all of them in agreement that she has to go next week hoping she won't get the HOH next week because then it would be awlfull dan says if she gets HOH she'll tell her right then your gone jason says the same thing,she gone mar says i can't keep this act up forever they all tell him he can do it on and on about her wanting roddy and shouldn't be out there talking to him all this time he's the devil they don't even want to hear anything she has to say anymore if she brings up anything about veto they'll just say they don't want to talk about it or walk away |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 01:49 am     (Summarize here) Amy Roddy talking in hammock (Amy tries hard to us senerio's but she is no match for Roddy. He keeps saying he don't understand and she needs to say what HE has done not some senerio that makes no sense.) Amy finally tells Roddy that she was hurt last night over what he said about not voting for her if she took him off the block. Not sure of this totally: but he said something about having his word with someone else and he would be breaking that if he gave his word to Amy to promise a vote for her. After a lot of talking round and round they finally get down to it. Amy implies that she don't want to use the POV because she will be out. Roddy says she made a deal in front of everyone (when she got the box on the other POV and said she would take him off noms) If she breaks it she will be breaking her promise and will go the next week for sure. Amy says she'll go either way she knows. Roddy works on her about her word would mean nothing if she breaks it about this. Roddy asks who would Mar put up Amy not sure, says Mar didn't say, but she thinks Lisa Roddy seems surprised Amy says she's pretty sure She knows she would go Roddy is frustrated sounding Amy is losing the battle of wits and it seems she realizes it, but keeps trying to show how smart she is in the way she is talking to him and her body language. She even comments that she was not ready for this convo, but she started it. Amy states that she is one of the only ppl who can separate game from personal. Roddy says if she don't take him off that would be personal gain for her not game gain. Amy says no it would only be game R says no it's personal and would only benefit you, but in the end would go against her because she would still go.(next week) Implies that if he gets off, she has the chance to be saved, depending on who Mar puts up. (Sorry this is not word for word, I popped on and saw this and saw no one was posting. This is as best I could recall, so forgive if I didn't get it all total correct) Roddy says he has to go pee and the others have been calling them into eat ice cream. Switching over to inside cam before AMy comes in: Dani says they have to not get down on Amy or she will rebel. She cautions then they have to keep it light have fun with her. Mar, Jason, Lisa and Dani all at table playing cards. (twice while R and A were talking D called them to come have ice cream, and Mar came out looking for playing cards. Obvisouly trying to break up their convo) Amy and Roddy come inside Ro goes to wc Amy joins the gang. Card play, chit chat and talk about the new massage things they got. Several times they mention they are really tired and ready for bed. But they keep talking general chit chat. |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 02:07 am     Jason says: Lizzard room ppl it's time to go to bed Ja: goes to wc to brush teeth Dani goe into lizzard room..mumbles "she drives me crazy" Roddy goes outside to bbcourt does some crunches Dani shouts out to him "Are you crazy! It's 2 oclock in the morning!" Goes back inside Cam 4 Amy in hammock again R working out Amy humming Roddy telling her DR asks them not to sing bc of copyright stuff General chit chat Dani comes back out saying night talking to R about working out He says he's working out before he goes to bed R tells M and Lisa the he'll come wake everyone up after he's done with work out. They are alone again R working out general talk of work out Quad cam Mar telling Dani and Lisa that he will not talk to Amy tonight He'll say he's to tired talk to him tomorrow Lisa says she'll tell him because she can't keep it in if he don't act interested. Lisa and Dani go on to Lizard room Lisa says the only way she'll use it if R tells her he'll back her Dani says she's caught Amy in so many lies About the Chi vote. Details Amy only knew and told It goe back to her so she knew it was Amy Amy told Josh some things too She has loose lips Lisa maybe BB will give her some clothes in the AC comp so she can keep her lips sealed Lisa says he'll come wake me up in middle of night to talk Dani tell him your to tired Lisa I'm disappointed in him playing the game like this. I told him to let the game play out He's putting himself thru torcher, working out going nuts. Over obvisouly something Amy said Dani: whispers..unbelievable Lisa: I hate seeing ppl hurt themselve the way he is, he's playing well but I feel like his feelings are hurt somehow. Quad cam R and Amy back on hammock Dani Lisa in lizard room Dani: it's pride Lisa: you should of heard R degrade Amy today Talk about hustler mag..amy made a comment, Rod jumped down her thoat..like she is a little girl, like he did CHi made me so sad Mar in wc brushing teeth Lisa I feel like he (r) hurting and I feel bad for him Dani he goes this week, we talk.. Jason come in room Dani: whipers snaps can't hear Jason goes to see where everyone is Dani: we got to really think If he goes who comes after us We have to think that Lisa between who Dani:Mar and Amy The power of the 6 is still powerful Lisa I think AMy would come after me Either way I mean...pause...Mar that's an honerable excuse, I won't take AMy excuse she is going to flaunt or go crazy that I'm going with Roddy Dani think who's the weak one Lisa: amy Dani: when is he (M) most vunerable Lisa: next week Dani: cuz he can't win it Lisa I think he's (R) going to work her and she'll change it Dani: he's that good They are laying in their beds but wide eyed Dani says Mar already questioned our relationship (Lisa and Dani) Jason and Mar out in hall talking can hear but not make it out, general chit chat sounds Switching to Cam 4 R and Amy in hammock |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 02:30 am     Rod is talking to Amy about using the veto How she will be going against her word They need to go against the scumbag looks that Mar has pulled. R says there is no chance of them both being in the house if she don't use it Amy it would be so easy for her to take him off but at the same time, listen and don't get mad I would be doing a diservice to myself..nothing set in stone but still feels that way R in what way Amy I would feel like I pretty much thru myself in front of the train You'd be off scott free and there would be no guarent that I would even though I did that Being a gov and pardoning you from elect chair and you having chance to through me life preserve then you don't R Mar put you up not me. Your making it easy on Mar A it's not about Mar R it is! making it easy on him Rod says it's such crap how many times you said to me I was trust worthy we said it back and forth Amy it's not personal R your taken advantage of, that is personal (he's rasing his voice and getting angry) Amy sushses him R says he's sorry it's just so frustraing all the lies and eveything A says she might use it and might now R: Mar is getting away with this...getting rid of one of us. as far as the game goes..pause A: you realize if I take you off and we both stay in the house next week is going to be rough R: why A: I'm going to have so many ppl on my az R: better than being at home A: right.. R: Mar has played his last little game, I'd be surprised to see him here in ten days I'd hate to see him get what he wants For him to have such a porly though out plan at the expense at ppl who belived in him He's dependent on ppl breaking his word Your going to have to belive me on this one He's the New Josh A: you keep telling me that R: he's told me one thing and others soemthing else begging me to win HOH com A: he knows that if anyone else won it you'd be up R: he wanted me to do his dirty work for him If he wanted you to go he has me go up cloked for you to go (missed a lot) A: what if he don't put lisa up R: all I can tell you is I'm not sure how I'll vote until I see what he does, can't commit to anything, If I can vote for you I will, If I could lie to you and say I would ...I can't say taht. A: if I come out and do that I'm going to have to give a speach that is not nice when I do that R: so what are you going to say so I won't be scared A: I might have to say a few things to cover my tail, I won't mean them but I have to cover myslef R: you can always fall back on You promised (at veto) A: I'll have to look reluctanct doing it R: I'm so disappointed...Mar telling him to win it A: it wasn't just bc he wanted you to do his dirty work, but he didn't want to put you up. He wanted you to put up Dani I almost conveinced him that you would be the only one to put Dani up, I conveinced him not putyou up. She says Mar switches day to day who he is going to support R asks Amy to go easy on her speach to him if she can A: can you be honest with me about something, I don't fully understand where your coming from Last night I asked you if I took you down Would you vote against me...If they put Lisa up R:I don't know bc of certain discussion I had in the house, I don't know exaclty where I'm sitting right now. Say if you me and Chi had a deal to stick up for each other.. then Chi is not here A: That's like Josh...(missed some) he won't put me up againt Dani R: bc he's afraid Dani would come after him Rod explaines that he has to find out where he stand with others, there is a good chance he might be albe to support her Amy says she understands R says best chance we luck out A that's not true A: either way wheather I take you off or I don't there is a chance I could stay in the house But the whole list of ppl who have thrown themselves on the train tracks for you are gone from the house I don't want to be another one. It's scary R: alright..I know it's scary A; that's my whole dilemma R: no matter what the scary part is, you do have a built in out A: I realize that R: realize that what word you've given, you show your word is meaning less if you don't use it A; I have two words that I know are valid One I'd break my word but you'd be out R: how you know that A; I didn't go campaging I have words A: I have an out and I very well may use it, but it's a little more risky for me. I don't feel entirely comfortable in this house, bc of all the politics I feel like, I don't know at this part of the game,so few ppl in the house it should be a week to week thing. R: I've said that..you have to hit reset button A: but it's not like that R: it is a lot more than you think. THe same way you hear with the Chi vote. I had the same number, from those ppl. THey were F'ing with you and f'ing with me. A: eveyrthing changed on me the night before the vote and said we have this opp R: so don't give them that Fing oppt A: don't scream at me R: I'm not and thats not the right word screaming A: I haven't said I'm not doing it it's just risky The very person I'm saving... R: it's not..we're seperating game from life A: but it's not (lost feed) Quad cam (audio on cam 1 2) R & A on 3 4) Dani Jason Lisa talking in Lizard room Talking about veto meeting Talk about going to bed at resonable hour Want tylonol PM Joke about trying to get AMy to go to sleep, joke about drugging her beer with tylonol PM Back to cam 4 |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 02:50 am     Amy says she don't want to be the one to back out on the deal. Don't agree with me on the things should go week to week when they are not A: you're carring old baggage just as I am R: we both are I'm well aware of that (Amy implying she's being held to her word from something so long ago) R mentions about Amy and Mar being a couple that ways on minds too PP R says he knows she is going to do what she wants, but is keeping his word. A: your keeping your word the same way you want me to keep mine to YOU R: you'd want me to stick up for you they way I am If it was your deal I wouldn't go and blab about it I would stick up for you. I"m sticking up for them. (whoever he has deal with...I assume Lisa and Eric deal watching his back) A says we didn't know it would come to this back then, and you'd have deals with everyone else. R if that bails you out A I'm not using it to bail me out R your in a hard postion, I'm in a hard position, I'm not the one that put you there. Btu somehow i should have obligation to get both of us off A; you can't get both of us off R: if you need to say s(th things but go nice I'm just so disappointed in so many things that have happend here A: I am to. Talk of DR sessions and what she said about how disappointed R: can we talk about corn dogs or something, I feel sick talking about this I know your in a horrible postion. IT breaks my heart. Even if you didn't have that word thing to me. You'd consider doing this with out that. A: yes R: if you needed an out to hide behind, you got it. I know what a sh*t spot your in. A; Just understand that what I say I won't mean it. R: just don't pull a Mar and say things I didnt' do A: I won't make things up, but if I say something and you haven't done it, maybe it just really looks that way, but just know I don't mean it. This is most difficult positions on me. R: don't make it to bad if you do that. Grandpa watching If you use the word perception A; I'm not going to say that. R: but it's kinda like that A: no it's not going to harsh R: have I done anything to you I don't know about? anything to someone else? A: you have to give me your work you are not going to discuss anything we have said about this R: if theres a chance you can get out of this, saying things makes ppl do things and use them, pay attention to what you say A; I'm not going to name call R: that whole illusion thing. I was put in worst possible senerio in this game...with sh*t CHi pulled. It was put on me. The vote with E the vote with Lisa. Eveyone thinks I manulipated her (can't get it all he talks so fast) A: tells someone told Mar that R was campagining for G R: one of the two reason Mar gave was I was camp for Gerry ( sorry I'm tired...trying) R: think about the moments we've shared the real times, who changed his mind the most R knows where A is going with this. A: I'm not mud slinging R R: I dont' see what else could be conceived the wrong way A: your going to argue your way out of this bc your capable of R: being right all the time A: when you voted me up you told me I don't Show compassion or take things from ppl R: tells her Mar repeated it wrong and he gets more irritated about it. That she took things with out asking He showed her love, didn't know her back then, he felt pissed on by her. Mar brough it up incorrectly Mar told Roddy didn't give good enough resons for voting her (amy) R Says Amy failed the character of trust (when he voted her out) AMy laughs...as I said R: you know why you said that, because I'm not some F'ing ahole giving some (lame excuse sorry missed it) Summry: okay can't get itall. R is bacially saying Mar is playing the game all wrong now. Against eveyrthing Mar said in the begiining. He's going over why he voted and what resons. Amy loses her train of thought (so did I ) She says that she won't say anything she hasn't said to him already. She won't sling mud and call names. R tells her to do her best to keep it clean He tells her he's already thought about it before AMy says he knew it would come back SHe laughs becaue he is always one step ahead. Checking on others now |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 02:55 am     ( I really wish someone eles was here because I'm butchering all this...sorry ya'll. I'll grab what I can) Jason Lisa and Dani in tiki room talking Mostly about old times in the house Dani is asleep I think because Jason said it would be so good if she won it next week and looks at Dani's bed. Jason telling again why he couldn't put up R last time bc of what he told Chi as she was leaving that he'd protect R for that week. Back to R and A Talk about Free speach AMy says I hate playing with you R: I know I'm a d*ck R talks about Mars reasons for putting him up and they weren't good. That Mar is trying to erase history so it's convenient. R is sick of talking about this stuff and he's sure she is too A yes FOTH all cams |
Flyonthwall | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 02:57 am     FOTH all cams (it's 5am here I'm dead sorry about messy LFP's. Got the impressions right but words may not be exact. G'night ya'll...sorry RYn.) |
Snogrl | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 03:22 am     Roddy and Amy in kitchen, They are talking relationships outside of the house. Roddy doing most of the talking. I'll put down what I remember from the last few minutes since I don't think anyone is posting. R - If I was into a girl, I would drive across Canada for a date. R - his family takes each other at their word - don't question it, his friends also Amy - talking about someone she dated, she doesn't go through caller id, check up on, not like other girls who check up on their boyfriends, Amy can't be like that - tell them to do what to do, mold them, pick out their clothes etc. R - f*cking girls don't show that stuff when you first start dating them A - dated someone in high school who checked up she ended it R - alot of girls date as*holes A - all of my friends R - oh, that's such a shame, you've heard me say over and over again, believe in yourself - your life should be so incredible - ...... Chiara is a much better person than you know, but one thing ...something about her old boyfriend (I'm missing lots - they are talking fast but it's just jockeying to let them both know they aren't the jealous type) |
Bernie | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 03:23 am     Thanks, FLY! I'll wait for the end of FOTH and do some Comes back on quad, two besd on one and two, R in kitchen on three, A in kitchen on four Amy saying something about an old boyfriend, and R says something about old girlfriend, talks about his Dad, the wy his Dad is, and too fast for me to get it. R is saying if someone -girlfriend-snoops into your life, not believing what you've said about yourself, looking for matchboxes ...? A seems to be understanding him, going yeah, yeah. R says it relates to what she was saying. He had a girl who cheated on him, went on romantic weekend with another guy because she thought R was cheating on her, after snooping and finding something she thought was incriminating. A says her Dad always said don't be that girl, don't be that girl ? Talks about a boyfriend who was jealous type, did the same with another girl too, missed some, A saying she doesn't snoop, and girls would bring up are you sure he was there? etc, seeding doubts. A saya all the guys she knows say they hate girls who try to own them, snoop, are jealous, try to change them but all guys she knows are with girls like that-contradictory. R says it's hard to break up after you find out. A mentions jealous guy again, when in highschool, she hates that kind of guy. R says that's a great attitude. He says a lot of girls date assh*les, maybe pressured by friends, sees so many great talented succesful girls with dopey guys, thinks they're undervaluing themselves. A says all her friends. R says girls should be with someone who admires and respects them, girls should think they're great, have more self respect. R says Chiara was a much better girl than you know had great qualities or I'd not have been with her, but she did some things talking about old boyfriends.. A says but it takes time to know, and he talks over her, and we get another FOTH |
Bernie | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 03:59 am     Got FOTH music but still of Roddy-illegal operation, and no memory, so had to reboot, came back to FOTH and when it ends, R is in bed and talking to LIsa, saying something about it being a full day, and saying there are so many things that he can't write about, that he can't mention, they're on public record, and he has no outlet for it. He says he's been very lucky, blessed, been in beautiful situations here, had his experience,and very happy about it, so if he looks sad he's actually not, he's just thoughtful. Never really felt bad, except for sometimes a little icky with Chiara. L is glad he feels that way, too good an opportunity to waste on negative feelings, like we talked about yesterday. R says he keeps a lot inside, and it's been difficult for him, he's probably said things he shouldn't but would have said more than he wanted to if he'd been more verbal (!!!) Repeats himself that he's been so lucky, and that's why he and Josh got along, he-R-could see things that were overwhelmingly beautiful, like beach at night, on vavation, everything feels great, he feels that way when he's stuck in traffic, I'm this dope who waks around just loving everything for the sake of it-it's cool that we're not apes in trees anymore, Bach's music, doesn't know why he focuses on that-he tries not to miss a minute of anything, and so he's not unhappy, things don't bother me so much, last night bothered me, and appreciates so much Lisa talking to him last night, that feeling was one of the good momnets she took him out of here, that was really nice. L says that's what he did for her, the boogyman was next door but she wasn't afraid of the boogyman she thanks him for that. R says Josh regrets not appreciating things more. R says these moments like this, so special will never happen again will never happen again, glorious. Might sound like a jerk but when houseguests are fed up he doesn't want to lose a moment, everything special. He thanks Lisa again for last night. L says he had her a little depressed, she laughs about something romantic, and R says oh god, she says thanks Roddy. R says had the world been different, if you and I had met before I could answer that question better. L says maybe when I get out of here something will happen, he says I'm sure it will, he says he referred to her as a thoroughbred when he first saw her. L is very interested what does he mean? R says best of everything top of the line in every way, goes into story of someone giving away very expensice bottles of wine, and when he sees L, I swear to God-L says that's dea on. Communicating 50%... Got the weird noise again, and still picture but R and L laughing. I've been on cam three, on R sitting up in bed with nightcam, so don't know where he is, as lisa is off camera Quad: One Marcellas with Amy beside him in HOH Two is the tiki room, Jason and Danielle asleep Three and four are R and L, he's in a bed, she seems to be sitting on floor Oh, she's sitting on the end of his bed, facing him, as close and he and A on hammock. L says you'll be scared to be 'that gay guy' now, laughing, and he sayus when we were in that trailer outside, and we get another FOTH. (ED-This might be my last post as it's 5am for me, hope someone is about and can pickup?) |
Weary_Watcher | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:00 am     3:30BB time: Amy and Roddy talking. Amy saying she doesn't snoop on others calls, desk drawers, etc. She's not the jealous type. R: If I ever give a motivational speech to girls, alot of girls date a**holes. I see so many talented girls date bad guys. If you heard me say anything over and over, believe in youreslf. You should be with someone you respect. I think people are insecure. You got to start loving yourself. An old girlfriend.... (FOH) Finally 6:47 (Amy is in bed quiet in HOH) Find Roddy on bed talking to Lisa. r: Ive been thinking. L: I can tell R: Trashing things in my life, over and over. Video hung).. even if I go on Thurs, Ive really been lucky, really been blessed. Thats whats strange, looks like things are bad, but I really dont recall ever feeling bad here. Couple things with Chi. Have you ever felt bad here, ever? L: No. thats why yesterday it hurt so much to see you distraught. I told you not to do that. Its too beautiful of an opp to waste it on negative feelings. R: Reason why Josh and I got along so well is I talked so much about little things appreciated. Feels great. Would get stuck in traffic and think about the good things. I appreciate and try not to miss a minute. Mar not like that. If you klnow how safe I feel talking to you. Sitting there talking to me was really nice.(can't hear) L: whispering R: I do think of those things. One of Josh's biggest regrets was that he didnt appreciate things and take advantage of them. R: I've been very aware how precious it all is. This right now is I talked to Amy for a long time tongiht. Sometimes she regressed into telling stories. I guess it's not fair to tell someone what they should talk about. R: If you and I met on different circumstances, L: You asked me earlier what was the most reomantic thing a guy has ever done for me, I thought about it all day. Couldnt think of one. R: You are like a thorobred. L: What does that mean? R: Tells story of a guy giving away really expensive bottles of wine, didnt know how much they costs, its like you. L: I gotta stop giving away the goods. I give alot. The way I lok at it if it's too much, someone is going to appreciate it some day. R: He's going to be the luckiest guy in the history of the planet. L : I cant believe we're going to be locked outside so eearly in the morning. R: Am I keeping you up? L: Can't sleep R still telling stories, gets to "when we were in trailer outside...) FOH 7:10 (Good, Im not alone, Im going back to audience mode) Posting |
Weary_Watcher | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:05 am     (I'm up for the day, I'll keep posting if need be) FOH |
Sross | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:13 am     just tuned in, R & L in Cot room sitting up whispering hard to catch all bc they're whispering R: I think what Beethoven wd have done, or Bach, or the trees (pp that's what I do to get thru)... ... last nite, it bothered me.. I can't tell you how much I appreciate your concern. There were a couple of times I wanted to get out of here.. L: (whispered, totally could not hear) R: one of the things with josh, he had an opportunity to take it away, he took the easy way, i think were're all guilty of that. I wish we didn't have to wake up here in the cot room with cameras on. sometimes, i don't mean to sound like a jerk......the most important thing, I don't want to loose, but ..... (ed: yikes, I can't get this) L: today, you asked me what the romantic thing that happened, laughed, (whisped, I could not hear) R: I was going to say, like we've all been there, like, I wish I could answer that question better. we've all been there L: I can't wait to get out of here R: one of our early talks, about the thoroughbred, (.?.) I know a guy who owns a restaurant & he had cognac & he hd a couple of cases of it, & he did not care about cognac & he stareted giving it away for weddings, with an extrordinaryly kind letter, & he was giving this extrondiarily expensive cognac, & he realized, <PP: he shouldn't be giving it away.> L: laughs, that's a funny story. (ed: says something about the romantic story.) If I (..?..) It wd not be me. (ed: sorry, I can kind of hear Roddy's whispering, but Lisa, whispers too soft) R: Is it hard (..?) something about hearing something) L: I don't hear it anymore R: am I keeping you up? L: I am really tired, but I can't sleep R: is the house better to you? L: (ed: mst have nodded or something), I am closer to the girls now. (ed: talked about walking around in a fog (ed: must have been after eric left) R: (ed: thinking of something, because whispers, chuckles) when we were in the trailer outside.. FOTH for 5 min now << don't know if anyone got any of this, had a hard time making out parts>> |
Krossd | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:15 am     See weary posted this conv. but figured another take on, or back up of... Came in the middle of conv. between Roddy and Lisa in the cott room (ed: Amy and Roddy had just come inside from long time in BY/hammoc - then some kitchen time... and FOTH R talking about not having an outlet, a project to work on. The months before coming into BB house he had worked days and nights on one.... it is an outlet he doesn't have here. This thing would be great, but I already won my lottery ticket because I won this great experience (being in bb house).... if I go home on Thursday I will have been blessed. If it looks like I am upset, I think it is because I look intense. He said he didn't ever feel genuinely bad here, oh, a couple of times with Chira....felt yucky. Have you felt bad here? L No. Lisa talking about feeling bad that he was distraught, she felt bad at that... that is why she came to him yesterday to tell him that.... to tell him not to over do the game playing...to think of the situation (of being in bb)... enjoy the experience too. R I've been really aware of that, how precious being here is. .... last night I explained it. I keep everything inside. It has been very difficult for me... probably said some stupid things, said things I wish I hadn't said.... so glad I kept things inside (for the most part) because if I had been more verbal I would likely have said more things I regret. Please don't think I am miserable. I am lucky to have been here, I am so lucky and I know this. I am grateful. One of the reasons Josh liked me so much and why he liked me... is because I would tell him about the small things I notice and I would point them out to him.... little things that meant so much (to me).... you know how when you walk on a beach at night and it feels alive and new..... the amazing clouds.... (and similar amazing things in life that are small like that.... couldn't get them all here)... that is how I feel here. L You look too happy for me. (giggle) R Wow, it is cool, the clouds, it's cool what Beethoven did, etc.... for me to be here it is beautiful.... talking about how when some people ask you 'what's wrong'... well it is just he looks intense... (deep in thought about something... nothing wrong) now saying he is grateful and touched at her concern. It meant a lot to him. She thanked him too, for a time he helped her. R one of the things that Josh had said was that he didn't appreciate what he had.... that he missed the great opportunity (being there, appreciating being in the BB house). I think it is a good attribute to be aware of what is happening..... I know that no matter what happens... like sitting here with you now.... this right now, sitting here talking to you, with all the cameras and everything.... (whips face, a tear? .... missing some do to whisper). Talking about Amy now... how she was regressing (earlier tonight) in telling an old story about an old boyfriend,..... anyway point was... thank you for last night. L Smiles L I've been depressed all day because of you (jokingly). Yesterday you asked me what is the most romantic thing a guy has done for me.... have been thinking about it all day.... can't think.... or I've been thinking about it every hour. Laughs... and jokes with him for putting that in her head. R Something about if we had meet not here... fumbles a bit with what he is trying to tell her (that he likes her as a person, ed: I think he is being sincere here.) L Maybe something will happen when I get out of here (not referring to him, but with romanctic partner she may have, or meet) R talking about one of our talks in the hammock... he referred to her as a throughbred L What do you meant? R of the best quality.. the best stock ... then on to a story about Louis Xlll... that he didn't care about cognac about how he gave it away as gifts, wedding presents.. then he started getting all these thank you notes... he couldn't figure out why, then recalled giving the congac... thought something was wrong with doing that (because the gift wasn't sincere)... stopped doing it (he was referring to giving false gifts.... like his giving her complements in the game...didn't want her to think it was only because of the game.) L I gotta stop giving out 'the goods' R Do you ever! L If I did stop, it just wouldn't be me. When I am interested (romantically) I give a lot... expressions of my self... if it is too much then, well stopping myself from expressing that... it just wouldn't be me. My expressions are free, not dependant on... you know.... It will be appreciated someday. R He's going to be the luckiest guy in the history of the planet. R Asks about Dani's teeth grindings, if she hears it. L I don't hear it anymore, don't know why. L I can't believe we are going to be locked outside so early in the morning again. R Am I keeping you up. L No, I am really tired but I can't sleep. pause..... L says she has become really close to the girls in the diary room... voices I didn't recognise.... something about pin pointing him as the gay guy (at an earlier time in DR).... R when we were outside in the trailer..... and FOTH (will clean up the typing and post) still FOTH (about 20 minutes now, and had been over 1/2 an hour prior to this conv.) |
Sross | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:32 am     <<bernie was dead on with what Roddy was saying about Josh, regretting not appreciating things, & also about Roddy driving, listening to Bach & alluding to appreciating the moments>> so ignore the fuzzy parts of my above post.>> |
Weary_Watcher | Sunday, September 01, 2002 - 04:49 am     4:17 FOTH 4:27 R and L still on floor whispering. Very difficult to hear Lisa. R: analogy: that thing could be a really bad picture. (?) L OK I'll wear a thong. R: I won't look. R: When you told me last night. Youre just as good looking as the outside. L: If I didnt have that damn scar. R: ... L: I really have to get some sleep R: good answer. R goes to kitchen and Bathroom. R tells Lisa something about the clock on the microwave flashing 12? L whispering, (can't hear) R: Do you realize Josh had his shirt off for a month? All I remember is his picking pimples for hours each day. R: I was scratching my ass one day and realized there are people all over the world seeing me. (long periods of silence) R: wow that was loud. ( BB says Lisa please put on your mic) L: "Its on we werent talking" R: Now we can tell secrets about everybody R: Do you think Im aware that theres a camera on me right now? Im still cursed by that. I'll tell every body the nicest things in the world, but when I compliment you, I say oh god Im sorry. L: That made me rethink what happened. R: If Im still here Thurs its going to feel realy small. Julie asked me on a live show, she said who would you want to have come back. I wanted to ask her why, youre going to have someone back? it would have sounded bitter. Some of the compliments I cant say, they would be too sketchy. here's one: When you come out in the morning for coffee you're like unbelieveably pretty even though you just rolled out of bed. L: I think thats important. R: Its a lot of times, girls go out, different between live and studio music. Did you understand what I said? (ED I didnt) L: I think youre great R: thank you very much R: We'll talk in the morning. they hug. Lisa goes to bed. Finally, everyone asleep POSTING |
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