September 3, 2002 - Day 59 - Plotting about the next HoH
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Holysm0ke1978

Tuesday, September 03, 2002 - 11:26 pm EditMoveDeleteIP
l - he keeps telling me on a personal level i was only playing the game. you know i play with my heart thats why you have been so buddy buddy with me these past two weeks since chaira left. its killing me

(Dani and Lisa in room whispering)

l - i think shes a little overexaggerated than before
d - what do i have to gain (???)
l - i think hes trying to get an agreement for next week (Marcellas??)
l - hes been looking for me since chiara walked out the door
?? - whatcha doing (i think jason)
l - coming to keep me company?
l - i thought she was joking when she said...(cant hear whispering)

Dani went to the kitchen to get cookies.
l - cookies in bed.
l - the girl she is she'll only see amys side. i think roddy made me feel good. he never asks me to give word. said marcellas breaks his word. roddy said when i came to you on voting day when me and chiara were up we never solicified it. made me feel better that we dont have a deal.
d - things were adding up - boom boom boom boom. im not gonna put you up.

Ptomaine

Tuesday, September 03, 2002 - 11:42 pm EditMoveDeleteIP
Lisa and Dani in Lizard Room

Lisa relates the hammock session with Roddy, something about her voting with her heart.

Lisa tells Dani "no shit" that Roddy has been looking out for her since Chiara left.

Roddy walks in and announces that he will be in the hammock.

Lisa says yeah with Amy.

...

Quick shot outside Amy says to Jason that she has ulterior motives. (not sure if Marc is there, but I am presuming he is).

...

Lisa says that Chiara must be sitting at home plucking her hair out, that she is surprise that Chiara hasn't attempted to scale the wall.

...

Lisa says one thing that she knows is that she does not have a deal with Roddy, but wasn't sure if Roddy thought that they had a deal. Roddy told her tonight that the reason Roddy made a deal with Marc is that he never did solidify his deal with Lisa. Lisa said that this confirmed that they don't have a deal.

Lisa wonders why Marc would make a deal with Roddy, especially since Marc started the anti-Roddy campaign. Dani says things are adding up, because Roddy repeated her words, which only Marc knows, because she only told it to Marc.

... Dani mentions something about clash of titans and teams, saying those are Marc's words ...

...

Dani says it is amazing how God takes care of your enemies and you don't have to do a thing. Dani says that she was trying to win HOH, but couldn't. But God took care of it ... boom, boom, boom, boom.

Marc walks in ... the shoe is called Gwenyth but spelled improperly... she's (Amy) a piece of work, she just had a moment that was so lucid and wonderful then couldn't wait to finish the card game and go to him (Roddy).

Marc says that Roddy didn't call Amy over, but that she willing go overthere to cultivate a relationship.

Dani & Lisa starts to talk about the shoe.

...

Marc "yeah she got over it didn't she?... she's a piece of work, she's a piece of work!"

Dani says that she will not trade Amy anything. Marc wonders how she did so well (clothing spree). Marc says "guy, she cannot win HOH". Marc says that he is spent. Lisa says she can't fake smile anymore.

Jason walks in saying "Shh... she's coming in", then lets them know that Amy is actually in the hammock with Roddy.

Marc wonders why they didn't get rid of Roddy that week instead of Chiara. Lisa says because they feel sorry for Amy. Marc says that he was ready. Lisa says how they let HOH have that much power.

Jason says you know what is interesting? Dani hush him, Jason hollered "you know what is interesting?", and commented that there is no one in the house. Then he say that maybe he should lower his voice after (his shout). Jason said think about the pressure weeks: when Roddy was HOH, when Chiara was HOH, when Amy was HOH... it was all related to Roddy.

Jason says that he felt the most pressure during the tub-HOH. How Chiara and Roddy were hovering over him saying that Jason should not to get out of the tub.

Cyn

Tuesday, September 03, 2002 - 11:46 pm EditMoveDeleteIP
)additional bits of convo(

Amy and Jason sitting outside at the table.

A – I’m spoiled on Cubans cause they are lighter. (she’s smoking a cigar.)

Jason shuffles the cards and Amy lays on the lounge chair.

J – what are you thinking there Amy. You’re over there smiling? What’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?

A – so, I come into this house like the grinch that stole Christmas, like this house, like the grinch, right?

A – like the grinch, I have all of these things I need to learn. Right?

J – right.

A – and, I learn all of these things, right?

J – ah. Hah.

A – and the reasons that I had the problems that I had in the first place is because of a series of events from the past, correct?

J – I don’t know. I mean…

A – well, yeah, yeah, yeah I wouldn’t of excepted correct.

J – ok.

A – I’ll have to tell you later.

Marcellas comes over to the table.

A – what’s in that box over there, Marcellas?

M – now, what is it that you can tell him, but you can’t tell me?

A – well, the reasons that I had issues from the first is because of things that happened in the past that I have issues. Right? The reasons that I have my issues are because people always proved that if their a good person. I can’t really explain it.

A – half of what I learned. Maybe I was better off …

M – before?

A – ah uhu.

J – you would of rather not learned?

A – some of it not all of it.

J – that’s interesting.

A – cause if you give people room, to prove their negative pattern of thought wrong, they usually only prove you right.


M – I’m sorry that happened to you.

A – huh?

M - – I’m sorry that happened to you.

A – I ain’t talkin about you.

M – I know.

A – ok.

M – I hope you wouldn’t be talkin about me like… I haven’t done.

A – you haven’t Marci. You know I love you, like the back of my hand.

J – I think that’s know you like the back of my hand.

A – no, I love Marcellas like the back of my hand.

J – that’s a story for another day kids.

M – I know what you mean, if you put up other things and you put out kindness and you discover that it doesn’t work like that.

A – that’s why I was like that in the first place.

M – powerful and ugly…

J – that’s the thing that’s so hard to understand and difficult to just life in general. But, especially when you have a change in your life, and, you start out doing something new. And, then, something like that frowns you in the face.

M – but, that’s not your baggage, amy. That’s somebody else’s.

J – right.

M – you’re just responsible for your own journey.

A – good night, Danielle. I love you like the back of my other hand.

J – what do you love me like amy?

A – I love you as much as I love my fingernails.

D – that’s scary. You’re up there.

A – I take such good care of them. you know how much I love my fingernails. I cry if one break.

J – that’s true. It’s pretty exciting.

Danielle comes over and kisses each HG good night.

J – for instance, when I met Lori that first night in that tree.. when they called me in there.. I have no idea what I said… she’s gonna wine the game whatever…but, when the pressure came on she really did sort of freak out in the house. But, in the real world, when the pressure is on I don’t think that she handles it like that in the real world.

A – I’ll tell you one thing about a parent. And when she’s out in the real world and things happen, she has her children. You know, she can go home to her children. And, that’s such a comfort. Cause like me, I can go home to bucky. And, to me, that’s such a comfort. Like I told you earlier. I work with my dad. And, if I’m upset, I just go hug my dad.

J – yeah, hug a Dad.

A – I mean, it makes me feel so much better to know that there is that someone there. When you’re in the house it’s kind of hard. I love the people in the house now cause I do have people that I can go to.

J – the thing that I have made a comment about several times. It’s amazing how even at the beginning how you could feel so alone. You could be surrounded by so many people, yet feel so alone. Very bizarre

M – my DR entries were all like that cause yeah, I came in very guarded. Because of that first night, I felt like it was before I knew the first night, because of how Josh set it up the first night. There would be people that I would go to who wouldn’t let me in. you know what I mean?

A – I do.

M – and, I would go into the DR and I would be saying this house is crazy. These people you go up to them and you try to talk to them, you try to engage them about their life, your life, they shut you down completely. And, they talk about their only capable of talking about themselves and that was this phenomenon. People could not allow themselves to get to know me. you know what I mean, cause if they allowed themselves to get to know me, then it opened the door for them to be wrong about that whole thing.

A – I did. I went through with that. I went through the whole crying in the DR. but, I don’t’ want to vote against Marcellas.

M – and, I was really lonely when I got here.

J – oh, gosh, I bet.

A – that’s why I became so attached to you, too. Cause you seemed like the only other person here that could relate to me on that level.

J – I felt lonely for several weeks at the beginning just trying to find my way. I think there are some people that I really felt a good infinity for, like Chiarra. I know you guys had quirks and didn’t fit at times. But, she just really made me feel comfortable in the house.

A (laughter) ?????

J – no she didn’t. she might of showed every body else in the house body parts, but I didn’t see anything.

A – that’s cause you most of closed your eyes.

J – yeah, I would of bee like (ohhh-hands over eyes)

J – I just had a few people like that I found. roddy, one of those, too that I don’t necessarily mind hanging with.

M – I don’t necessarily think that Roddy is a bad person. But, he made a choice within the game that was bad. And I think that what’s happening here. He’s not allowing himself to see it and in order to let him stay strong to himself he ahs to not see it that he made mistakes.

A – I have beat myself up so much over the whole veto thing. That

Everyone good night lisa.

A – I have beat myself up over that veto thing. Cause I’m one of those people who should have been able to throw myself out in front of the train for him. But, I feel like that he doesn’t realize it and it’s not easy to see. He has a very, very tiny bit of a selfish nature.

M – it’s not tiny.

A – and he’s not aware of it. And, you can’t explain I to him. Cause God knows I have tried. And, I don’t think any less of him for it. It’s human nature.

J – I think we all come here to be a little selfish.

A – it bothers me a little bit that he doesn’t understand.

J – oh, yeah, it’s kind of hard when you don’t notice it.

A – I think it bothers me a little bit cause he expected me to so unselfish for his selfish reasons. This hurts my feelings.