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Ajpuppy | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 12:07 am     M tells J they are having nice talk outside. D comes in kitchen. They tease her about wine. D puts her cold hands on J, and he screams, they laugh. D goes back outside. M and J still playing cards, eating cookies, going outside now. Someone broke a wine glass, D is picking it up. R looks deep in thought. R, A and L outside. R talks of samurai in China, A says "don't go there",L mentions zulu story, sh ehad to walk away. R says first mean thing he said. He had to walk away. R pretended to be listening to G's story but was mad everyone had went away. A wanted quiet. She told G to ssh, couldn't help it. A can't believe she is living with spiders. TAlk of feeding the lizards mice, A called them pigs, they looked like wilbur in Charlotte's Web. R looks annoyed at A. A talks of school and disecting things. D, M and J sitting at table talking of ice cream. M says R's power structure is gone. D asks he's still trying, are you falling for it? (meaning A) D says she interrupts people a lot but is doing well outside with R. She wants to eat L's stew. Asks L if she can have it, L says yes. (BAck outside to R, A and L, talk of food in kitchen.) FOTH, then A asks why does D have to sing a certain song. A talks of song stuck in head earlier, it was a phish song, why did J care if she was singing it, but J did. All are quiet outside now. M talking about someone with open mike and open sets singing. M doesn't like concers, wishes he could have seen someone live, he made a huge mistake, had to pay serious money and be in bleachers when he finally saw her. (Missed who, sorry.) Dealing D into a hand of cards. D teases J he is mean to her. Outside, A, R, L STILL quiet, listening to D teasing J in the house from outside. A looks very deep in thought. L is going inside. R asks a if she wants to go in, R says he'll join her for a few mins, then go in. A is sore from working out. A talks of roomate, talking to someone named Deuce, who ended up going pro football. He freaked the girl out. A on hammock, R on chair, both in blankets. R asks What A is thinking. A is happy to be there, having so much fun. Things will be so different when she leaves house. R is going mm hmm. She feels great. A says sometimes she wants to let go of things, but it's hard, has to force herself at times, she is used to being so negative about things has to force herself, but is worth it to be happier. (R still mmhmm. lol) A says must be nice to never have doubt. R asks how? A says never needed people, must be nice to never doubt people, would be ideal. R tells A she has great eyes. R says no one believes everything told to them, different being open minded, than to have f'ing brains fall out of head. A says it's an effort for her to be so nice. R says tonight wouldn't have happened for her awhile ago. A agrees, she's glad house is smaller. First couple of weeks, such chaos. (A making puppy dog eyes at R.) A asks if R misses interacing on outside. He does, he enjoys it here but options are limited, not people, but being so censored as to what you can experience. R says he can't tell A everything that he'd like to. He misses honesty, not that he lies but feels like he can't talk about certain things, because things will come back and world will hate him. A agrees. R said don't think he hasn't seen how A has changed, she is much smarter than even she lets on. She doesn't bring out her real artillery. She has a whole f'ing arsenal ready to unload. She likes to be underestimated in a way. That way she can see what they are holding, it's much more controlling in her emotions. Whatever mistakes she made, they are over, can't change, and not as bad as she thinks. (All R to A) A agrees, she is hard on herself. R says is hard on himself in other ways. A reads too much into things she does. WHat she sees as a huge effort others don't see that way. A used to analyze eveything with ex boyfriend. Beat herself up for things. R listening. R can see that about A. A says she is easy to read and figure out. Because to her she is. Must be so obvious to everyone else. R says because seh knows what she is thinking. R thinks he is the same. But others don't agree. He never gets her feedback though, what is really on his mind is what he always gets. Look at how he treats people he says. A says how she treats people is different. R asks if he has ever missed out on anything with her, has she felt that way with him? A says she doesn't think so. R teases her he doesn't pamper her like her ex, A says that bothers her, even when R is joking, R said that it's because they get along so well. A says everything being so limited and monitored sucks. R jokes he wanted lizard to escape today. A was freaked out today by something. (Think it's the lizard eating mice, yep it is.) R here's a new thought. I think you should't be scared to take a risk, if something is on your mind, even here, take a risk. A says it's hard to do here, R agrees. A feels so wrong about so much, but it's good to find that out. she is always wrong about bad and negative things, and she is wrong, but at same time... god. R says that is today's thought, take a risk if something is on your mind. A I did, a few days ago, when something was bothering me. R asks if it got responded to well. A says no, she got it off her chest feels better. R if it's what we talked about, it can be interpreted in many ways. A feels so easy to read, but isn't she guesses. R says she isn't he doesn't think she is at all. R is not smart, he said ask G, they laugh. R says can you belive G said that? they laugh. R is freezing, is going inside. A asks if he is coming back, R might go in shower becuz he's so cold, A tells him just use the other blanket. R how depressing would it be if you came back here alone with no cameras, look around, it doesn't really exist, it's a parking lot, the people made it come alive. A agrees. R says it would never be the same or be fun again. A talks of Hilton story, being similar. |
Ajpuppy | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 12:15 am     D in HOH listening to music on headphones. M is in and out of room. R and A still outside, no sign of J or L. R talking about DR, he would bet his balls that no one in DR has ever lived in a house and never been able to leave. The guy in DR agreed. R says again he wants to go in, he's cold, A is like "but," wants him to stay out with her, tells him to take both blankets. A wants to stay outside, there are people outside. They laugh, no HRD, there is nothing inside. HOuse is so much smaller. R is throwing things around outside. (Can't tell what, sounds like the ducks maybe? Yep, it's the ducks) A is laughing hysterically. D is talking to M about his pictures in HOH, who he resembles in his family. M makes fun of himself as a child. They are laughing at someone in pic. R comes in and tells them about the moon. R apologizes for interrupting M and D. Lights are turned out in house. Everyone going outside to look at moon. It's a half moon. They are talking of another spider, how it is like a haunted house with the moon and the spiders. (Have to go to sleep now, almost 3:30 am.) |
Flyonthwall | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 12:24 am      |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 12:49 am     (PP) danielle tells a story about her childhood. her mom used to give her a bottle with sugar water when she would go to sleep and it rotted all of her teeth. she and to go to the doctor and have all of her teeth capped with metal. she actually has memories about being in her crib sucking on the bottle. she attributes this to why she grinds her teeth now. mar teased her about being metal mouth and having to put a silver tooth under her pillow to get her quarter from the tooth fairy. roddy had to go to the doctors cause his parents thought that he had an infection. but, he had stuck a button up his nose. he has no memory. jason was born with jaundice and a double hernia. he also stuck things up his nose as a child. he used to get up to $5 per tooth. |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:04 am     Everyone is in the LRD (low rent district) chatting and Danielle talks about the way the others sleep: Marcellas snores when he sleeps. Roddy moans when he sleeps. Lisa doesn’t move or make any noises when she sleeps. Roddy says marcellas looks so cute when he sleeps. It’s as if he smiles when he is asleep. Roddy asks everyone if they want something to drink. No one does and he sits back down. Amy walks out to the kitchen area. Gets something out of the fridge and comes right back in. Amy’s in pain from doing a split without stretching. She did this cause danielle and lisa asked her to. Mar – amy can you where that blue shirt without the bra again. It’s like put a quarter in the machine. Those windows are like a machine and we’re their private dancers. Amy – wow, marcellas. No one laughs at you and danielle. Dan – everybody just hammered me on me teeth. you laughed, too. We just complimented you on your che-chees. Amy thanks everybody for the compliment. Mar – Tonya didn’t nurse nothing but a bottle. Amy – she didn’t nurse she had toxins in her system. She said that not me. they check that at the hospital. Amy talks about how she asked the cameras to turn away while she dressed today and they turned away and came back when I was done. She thought that was so sweet. Jason A – I was fine until my backyard incident yesterday. I was changing like the guy thing where you wrap the towel and drop the wet clothes and put them in the drier and I dropped the towel. M – I think as being here it is our responsibility. Marcellas said that he asked Rich who has been seen the most with nudity and he said roddy. BB: marcellas please go to the DR. Mar says that jason is the one with the least. Amy says she comes in second and lisa says no I do. Marcellas reminds her of the peanut butter bikini. She says that’s more clothes than my thong. Amy says yeah but you had to get it on some way. Lisa says, “oh yeah.” |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:12 am     Jason explains infrared cameras. Roddy explains what infrared is. Infrared is not an invisible spectrum of light. Amy – they told me unless you are naked in the common areas you are pretty much safe from being showed. Rod – that’s why I tell them naked boy time when I’m going to drop it cause CBS is so responsible and they aren’t going to show it. But, sooner or later everybody knows that we will have to get naked at some time. I think that they are going to be responsible. Jason – I didn’t look for naked pictures. Roddy – I looked it up and couldn’t find them. you could find the European ones. You could find lots of naked pictures and videos. You could down load them a lot at one time. Dan – they have a lot sex too. Roddy – well, I didn’t look hard enough. Amy goes to HOH to possibly listen to music (Sheryl Crow #6). |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:40 am     Roddy and lisa play chess. (middle of their conversation and many sentences missed in-between.) L – I was relieved for him leaving cause a lot of times people knew that people were saying things and making fun of him. But, I don’t think he knew how bad it was. So, I was kind of relieved that he could leave. R – when the vote just came in, he looked right at me. he thought that I would vote for him. L – it’s a war. It’s not easy. R – no matter how good it was for the ratings it was wrong. L – I think that it was cruel. I don’t think people here think that much. I think they did it to get amy nervous. R – I think that this week it wasn’t that much controversy. They had to even bring up the josh thing. R – part of it is that this group has allowed the knowledge of the previous year to influence them so much. I just sense a certain amount of keep the josh and gerry’s around. No one ever thought of that until last year. In a way we made this game not interesting because they think they are out smarting it. I don’t want to rip on people. I’m really not that type of person. It was so close to being really exciting. I just think that everybody really over thought it. A part of me feels so badly that we invested so much. L – so you think the rest of the stuff is going to be… R (finishes her sentence) not a love fest. But, just that we are so hung up on what happened last year. Eric is gone and amy is still here and she is not even as close to being popular as he was. Today they talked about oh, you know eric’s gone and he was here five hours ago. L – I do see a lot of carelessness in this game. R – I thought that it would be so cool to have a group of cool people and have a really great cool adventure. But, for a girl to say happy birthday to her dog’s 7 month birthday, I just think we missed a point. I may be dead wrong about it. I may be a dick right now. I’m in no position to judge what anyone does. I just… remember before when we were talkin… oh never mind. L – I can’t wait to talk to you when we get out of here. I know what you mean. R – I just think it’s amazing how they let the kid from last year influence them. I guess I’m afraid that I may be guilty of it. L i think we have all fallen victim to that a little bit. R – like I think this show is either gonna make some changes |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:41 am     R says he is uncomfortable giving Lisa compliments. He wants to all the time but does not. He compliments Amy left and right and then says to Lisa, you want something to eat? (He is trying to warm her up I think.) Bla Bla - M comes in a goes. Bla Bla. R continues... He thinks it was stupid that L didn't vote for E to come back in the house-- as far as the game even. (He can't get a rise out of her. Like last night... he would tell a good, long story and then ask her for one--- she doesn't have one-- but he presses on.) R now comments on Amy wishing her Bucky happy b-day on live nat'l TV when she could have said something else. Again nothing from Lisa!!!!!! |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:45 am     ((Cyn I'm glad you are getting this WFW.)) I'm just listening in the BG while working and I thought this was going to be an important convo. |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:51 am     ))Tobor, please help PP, too.(( R – the reason that I am thinking that is that mar… and amy screaming I’ll be the first lady. And, I’m scared out of my mind to mention this to dani. (missed key strategy sentences due to whispering too low.) r - And, we are all so scared to bring up the game. We let the group psychology not let us bring it up. Everyone jumps on you’re the new josh. l – like you talkin about if your hanging out with josh your da-da-d-ad-a. you think that a lot of that is still there. R – (with the white noize and his whispering I cannot hear him). (He’s talking about something that marcellas said to him.) amy she hasn’t done anything immoral or wrong. I think that’s why they have to bring up josh cause we don’t talk about him. TIME OUT R – maybe I’m just a little jealous cause I don’t have it. That’s a little natural. (whispering too low for me) r – you know, I try to figure out what you’re thinking a lot. L - try to figure out what I’m thinking? I do the same with you. R – I sometimes feel that I’m doing a good job, but other’s don’t know. L – so far everything that you have verbalized to me has been right on. ))Tobor help PP please. my feeds are jumping and freezing missing stuff((( |
Saba | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:55 am     1/2 Mar lying on bed in HOH with headphones on. Amy is looking at his pictures, tells him she is loking at pictures of the baby. Mar humming on and off to CD. In tan HOH robe. 3/4 Roddy/Lisa in LR soft voices, playing chess. R: I try to figure out what you're thinking about. Lisa: Are you having any sucess? R: ya, sometimes I think I'm doing a good job. (chess talk, mixed strategy talk) Something about why "they" felt they had to put up Josh and the couples thing. quiet R concentrating, Lisa looking at noisy cam. |
Snogrl | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:56 am     Feed 1 Amy reading CD notes Feed 2 Marcellas listening to music with eyes closed no talking (yet) |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 01:57 am     ((Ok I'll try. It is low audio for me too.)) I'm not sure L said "...had been right on." May have been something else. They are playing chess. Not too much chat. Lisa is not helping R. He is pulling teeth with the convo. |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:01 am     L is now asking about R complimenting ppl. (or her? or something about a girlfriend-- VERY LOW) R: Why do you ask? -quiet- R: I love saying what's on my mind. -quiet- (((There is a lot more than chess going on here! Every Q & A is being considered heavily - with a lot of time in between.))) Now chess talk... (R is thinking) |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:11 am     Now R is talking about his past relationships. I don't let them down... they let themselves down. L: That's not bad to say. r: It maes me sad to think about all the self-loathing there is in the world. PPl are more happy to talk about how miserable they are than how happy they are. Shrinks make a fortÍm'on ppl's misery. ---timeout--- |
Tobor7 | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:20 am     R: Too bad ppl wait till a funeral to decide what they should be doing with their life. They should always be aware of being their best in their lives. (PP) Lisa finally talks! L: On a personal level, I love talking to you-- when you talk you take me away with you. I really like that. It is great convo. R hides his face to be humble for her comment. They go back to the chess game. (Is is just me or is there some sparks starting here?) |
Saba | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:32 am     Roddy and Lisa (pp) Roddy was saying how like at the end of summer camp when you have the best girlfriend or when someone you know is dying and at those moments its really good, people say things and its meaningful and its special and Roddy wishes things could always be that way.And he thinks it could always be that way. Lisa says mmmhmmm Lisa tells Roddy how she loves to talk and listen to him and that it "takes her away" from the BB house, and it is "refreshing" to have meaningful talks. Lisa says that in past Bfriend relationships it is always her that has to do the meaningingful things,have the meaningful discussions, planning the trips, etc. and she likes to listen to Roddy do that. Roddy says thanks. R asks Lisa if she is ok about the "playboy/Josh" comment/thing, that she seemed troubled by it and she says she has been bummed out all night because she doesnt see herself that way and she cant believe others see her that way. Lisa talks about family watching, laughs about well she did the peanutbutter thing, but you know.....R says ya. Lisa expresses again shes not that way really. (BTW Lisa has very thoughtful tones in voice) Mar and Amy walked through LR and Roddy asks Mar if he needs help cleaning up (?) Amy sitting by Lisa now. Mar says goodnite. Lisa says see you in a few hours. L and R chess, Amy giggling. Lisa says she beat R her 1st chess game ever. |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:34 am     L – did you get teary eyed a little earlier? R – why what did you think I was thinking? L – I don’t know but your eyes were tearing up. Lisa sits on the floor between the couch and the ottoman with legs bent at the knees with both elbows on her knees and hands on her forehead. Roddy sits on the couch bent at the waist leaning to the board. This is the way they have been sitting the whole game. Cam shot of roddy’s queen exposed. L – I don’t like when you do stupid obvious moves like that. in case, you wanted to know what I was thinking about right now. Roddy’s eyes are closed. Hand over his mouth. He looks exhausted. Lisa’s yawning. R – god, we must look great tonight cause they are taking a lot of pictures. Lisa is sitting in the same position, but her butts no longer on the floor. she’s sitting up on her toes. R – talk 45 minutes (?) a day OMG, it’s gonna be nasty. Lisa still sitting on her toes leaned back on the couch with her elbows resting on the couch, hands folded over her stomach. L – when you’re in a serious relationship are you comfortable giving compliments? R – what makes you ask? L – cause you said something about giving compliments to other people. Cause you said you think it’s not appreciated. R – I think I said that backwards. I love giving compliments and sharing what’s on my mind. I love saying what’s on my mind as much as anything in the whole world. You can’t do that it puts you in check. L – what? R - You can’t do that it puts you in check. (pause. lisa changes move.) not bad captain. R – you just won. L – I did? R – yeah, I can’t move there. I can’t do anything. L – I just won my first game. R – I think you did. I can’t put my self in any of those places. L – I’m so excited my first game. R – there’s nothing i can do. L - I’m so excited R – that’s incredibly great. Ed note: cam showed shots of the board that showed roddy’s queen novicely exposed. R – one problem that I have had with girl friends is that I love expressing myself and saying what’s on my mind. But, I don’t know if it’s insecurity on their part.... L – on your part or their part? R – on their part. TIME OUT. R – they take it personally. They take it as oh you’re choosing that over me. I have gotten that since I was 20 years old. I hate disappointing people. Remember when you were a kid and your dad said that you disappointed him and it hurt you more than if he would of if he would of just gotten mad at you. Lisa – yes. R – if people feel just the tiniest bit of insecurity. My relationships with the girls that I dated had a lot to do with that. I just believe that if you really care about someone unconditionally that you have to accept them for what they are. Don't get me wrong I have dated some pretty incredible woman. What i'm going to say now... But, more importantly you will probably think that waht I’m going to say is the most arrogant thing that I have ever said and I can’t believe that I’m saying it in front of tv. L – you’re not you are saying it in front of me. R – i don’t feel that I have let them down. I feel that they have let me down. I feel bad when I see people hurting. L – is it because you want to help them? R – I see people as being insanely capable of a lot and when people insist on being small in both feelings and in life then it’s... I always make that analogy. If Michael Jordan didn’t play basketball and you knew how good he was and he just sat around got fat or mozart or michael angelo. It would hurt. people really are Gods. It makes me sad that people can just piss it away. When I see people that don’t believe in themselves it makes me incredibly sad. when I talk about the victim syndrome, I mean it’s like you’re good looking you on national tv. There are people that would just love to be here for even just a tour. Our culture always talks about and celebrates how much pain there is. I counted 70-some adds in the LA times once for plastic surgery. So many people not liking what they look like. So, sometimes I expect so much in a relationship it’s cause I want them like myself more than me. L – my self love is huge. Other wise how do you truly know what you want in people. R – a decent analogy if you had enough money then you would just like people for who they are. If you had strength you wouldn’t look for other people. When people like (I don’t want to get on individual things in the house) if gerry wanted to act and be a teacher he could probably do both. Maybe not in a classroom but take it out there in the world. It was a quick thing that everyone said that you couldn’t marry what you feel. L – say that again. R – if he had a huge desire... L – oh, I was thinking marry. R – this tv is bigger than any classroom. So, he’s not really leaving the classroom. But, if you have an audience and miss the chance to express what might be your humanity. R – I would love to be a college professor but you don’t make money. I want to travel and do extraordinary things. but, if I could do it well , I mean with a really huge auditorium. If everybody did that in their jobs just imagine how much more exciting it would be. Everybody makes promises at funerals and things... like the last week of summer camp when you are going home. Like when you know that someone is sick and you get all philosophic. I just wish that it would be like that when people are well. (you can hear amy and marcellas in the kitchen.) r – boy, I can get long winded. L – i liked it. To me you are such a breath of fresh air. Like when you talk you take me away with you. I have always been that person in relationships like the educator. Just the one with the wider mindset who has all these trips and adventures. So that’s what I mean. It’s nice to know that I exist out there as a real bore. It’s nice to know that guys can talk and carry on great conversations. R – thank you. You’re eyeing the game cause you just won, your cocky. This time I’m not going to give you free moves. L – no you didn’t. I won it on my own. R – boy, I hate humans so much. maybe you can be in a non-human playboy. that really bothered you today, huh? L – it didn’t bumm me out but, R – didn’t you guys have that conversation before? L – I don’t think so. While josh was in the house? I know my parent’s saw the peanut butter bikinis but to hear playboy is more realistic and harsh to them. amy and mar come thorugh. amy stays. amy teases rod about doing a Gerry. lisa and eric begin another game. it lasts all of five minutes, may be minus a minute or two. Roddy wins. lisa agrees that he did pull a Gerry when he went off on the vitamin C thing. |
Cyn | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:42 am     Amy talks about bucky with roddy and lisa leaves. Amy has been talking about Bucky for eight minutes and now the subject goes to property costs. |
Bernie | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:46 am     (Ed-have been trying to watch feeds while catching up on LFPs, and RP has been kicking me off every 5 mins!) PP of last while - Had quad cams on for a long time, watching M listening to cd and Amy looking at M's photos, while L and R played chess-they weren't talking for a long time, just playing, but when they began I clicked on them, lost RP several times, but caught Lisa saying to R: Everything you've said to me is right on. He went on to begin philosophising re remarks about Gerry and teaching versus acting in backyard earlier in evening. His idea is that it's not a case of either/or but you can say, act, and still be teaching something at the same time, that you can marry the two vocations. Lisa didn't get it, he had to reiterate, and then he went into a long explanation of how his relationships with his girlfriends have gone, how he feels that he's failing to do the things they want and/or like, but in the end, and he didn't want this to come out as arrogant, it was actually THEIR failings that caused the trouble. Lisa said that wasn't arrogant. There was a mutual admiration moment, how they enjoyed the talking to each other, Lisa said it was a breath of fresh air, when M walked through and the moment was broken. Got kicked off RP again, came back and M was finished with CD and there was a brief convo with M and A about the photos and the babies. M said that his friend had fertility treatment, that's why the twins. A said someone she knew had four boys after fertility treatment, and they agree on how tough that would be to have four babies all at once, carrying the, giving birth etc. M isn't very forthcoming in this convo, it's almost as if A is being conciliatory, and she leaves and interrupts Lisa and Roddy. The three chat a little, and Lisa goes to bed, M goes to bed, and for the last while R and A have been talking about Bucky and how she got him, and about her house, and homes where she comes from, about Memphis real estate. (Ed-all up to date now!) |
Saba | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 02:48 am     Roddy sprawled on couch, chess over. Amy and R talking, Lisa goes off somewhere. A: I looked like a complete airhead on national tv. R laughs about the Bucky thing during live show. Amy says she beat the big smart guy. A: I'm the 1st person on reality tv to say hi to a puppy. Roddy asks Amy how she got Bucky. Amy called breeders, (missing alot) one lady had 3 puppies wanted to meet Amy and talk to her first, Amy talked to her for a long time, meet her, meet Buckys parents, Buckys mom was in dog pageants. R asks how much $$ for Bucky, Amy says $500. R asks how much Amy pays for a 2 bed apt, she says $890 ( I think) she lives in a historic district. R says his buddy buys $599/month in NY for a Goddamn concrete parking space. R and A discuss housing costs, houses, in Tennesse,the South, Roddy asks about "those old colonial Forest Gump" houses, Amy says like 400-500k, says they are a million in CA. R agrees. |
Bernie | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 03:00 am     Staying on A and R in case I lose RP again: Nothing significant in the talk, just chatting and talking about places, mostly A talking, (in quiet voice, normal kind of voice, no acting up, just discussing places she likes) A loves New Orleans, and R says he likes a place that is cosmopolitan, that wouldn't give jack that he's from New Jersey. A concurs, likes that it has a small town feel, different areas of the city are like small towns, she loves the atmosphere. R says is this the 8th week, A says oh my god, yes it is, seven people evicted and one came back. R says just when we think we have a break, it starts all up again and A says yes, tomorrow it'll be the same (re playing the game) A says L agrees, they're looking forward to New orleans trip after the game. R tells what he'll do after the game, will have to go back to NJ, clear things up there, mentions he has small studio apartment, how little he has to ship, being quite funny, A laughing Feed timed out |
Bernie | Friday, August 30, 2002 - 03:31 am     R is planning to drive across country when coming west, hopes Memphis will be open, A reassures him of course it will. R says despite this adventure here, he wants the small things having coffee in a little coffee shop, on his own. A says and no 'perceptions' not being able to talk to someone, R very much in agreement with that. A says he will be recognised, warning him in laughing way. R wonders how they're being portrayed, and A says she's glad the game is more important than the human interest stories! R thinks the game is over now, as soon as someone makes aplan, everyone wil know it in three seconds. A agrees with that, how can anyone make strategy now, there's nothing you can do. R mentions his Susan Lucci joke and JChen, A reminds him the she-amy-is the real Susan Lucci! A mentions in the DR how they ask her why someone jumps on her every time she opens her mouth-she says it sounds bad but Josh was only one who understood her humour, R disagrees, she has a great sense of humour. A mentions the comment that Jason made re her siunglass lines, and she jumped up and left, D said let her go when J was going to apologise, and A says she was just teasing, and they didn't get it, so she told J it was nothing. A says she knows she mentions anything that comes into her head, she knows she says things she shouldn't she'll have to think first, and work on that, she doesn't mean to offen, just her sense of what's funny. R says his humour out of the house is very dark. Missed some while typing. R says A is bad at butting in, she agrees she's working on that. R asks her who she feels about G leaving. A says they asked her in DR, she doesn't know, she was in such shock, but it wasn't so bad she's had worse weeks, mentions previous nom weeks, and when T jumped on her for nothing. R says their convos must suck, they closed down half the house! A says the week she had HOH was her biggest week and the hardest week, she hated it. She wonders what they show on the tapes-they show walking the evicted to door, but her reaction in LR was best show-didn't speak but was very emotional in relief. Says she pulled out all favours that week and still didn't know if it would work-she was saying thank you god over and over and over. (She's whispering now but can hear her fine!) She said tonight hard for Gerry-very cruel, because it had never been done. R asked if she thought there'd been a conspiracy, mentions that he'd said that was mean in DR and they seemed to feel bad about it. A says no one was talking to her today, and G said that to her last night, and she said me too. R says it's because it's awkward, then they go back to the eviction moment again, how they felt. R says when he voted, had to go back and ask them if he voted for Gerry, he was afraid he'd said the wrong thing, he said I want keep Amy, DR was laughing at him. A didn't expect it to be 4-0 in her favour, R says if I say 10 nice thing, one sh*tty thing, it's the sh*tty thing that sticks in your mind. He says if something is authentic, peole think ti's too good to be true, does that mean he has to be an *sshole to make it look real? R says he's been genuine with her, and it drives him nuts that she's so sceptical, she said I know, he goes on to say does she only believe him when he's a d*ck? She says no, no, but it sums up that day (???) (This is about her being 'the victim' all the time) (ED-he was dissiing her to Lisa about that earlier on) A is explaining her feelings, I'm not getting it, but R says pay attention to the good things, he wasn't just 'saying' that stuff about taking a risk earlier. A says he's just so nice, she's just not ready to accept...missed some. R says amd I the dumb nice guy-refers to Gerry saying he's not smart, he thinks he's too soft, being kind he can be taken advantage of, but he's aware. A says how can you know, (when people are sincere) R says she's funny, beautiful, charming, won the lottery being on the show, so it doesn't matter what anyone thinks, guys would be lucky to know her-missed some again. AS says thank you so much, repeats it. A says no one has ever been so nice and said such sweet things, R says God Amy, smiling at her. (ED-my cam is only on R so don't know what A is doing) A has gone and hugged Roddy, she's so touched, and hug goes on a long time, she says thank you several times. R says wow you really like to hug. (R is half reclined on couch, I think A was still sitting on floor by ottoman where she was from the beginning, Still have feeds, but everything has stoppped, after weird noise...posting |
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