Sunday, August 18, 2002 - 02:13 pm Roddy talks to Kiki: "I can't win this game. I can't outhink these people. it's frustrating. If it's a game of all Joshe's, I would have won." Talks about Jason changing his mind in the voting preventing him from implementing his strategy. Roddy: "How can U win a game when someone says something to U just 5 minutes ago in one conversation &...."If U can't get a read on someone...it's a crapshoot." I've been playing this...for the endgame. ...If U keep investing for the last dividend you wind Up with (less) assets." ...For a kid (Jason) to have 1 coversation out of dozens & feels pressured..." Then he alludes to person being more powerful after veto than one who wins HOH...Jay is one person I can't get a read on...makes it difficult to make decisions. (more rationalizing) Jay: "Maybe I can squeak by a few weeks. Maybe I can win HOH & get to the end."
Kiki: "The only way I can be happy is knowing U can stay & I can go home...I don't want to cry anymore or criticize the Producers. It's not about animosity. I'm fortunate to have had this experince but...I'm just gonna be 'negative energy' around here. In the beginning it was fun. But now...I don't deserve to be gone."
Roddy: "Do U think Jay would put me up?" Kiki: "He's a crap shoot. I can't read him to save my life...I'll have to sleep with that f- Jay every nite!"