Joshua
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Joshua
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Big Brother Fan Club Virginia R. User ID: 9502963 | Jul 20th 2:11 PM Hello Josh, sure love seeing you interact with others on the show. You are fun. Appreciate your stepping in when a voice was needed to clarify some situations. You're a good diplomat when diplomacy was needed. Lots of luck in your future. | Andrea Abel User ID: 9007973 | Jul 22nd 11:15 AM Josh, Wow! Your dad was right when he said that tons of girls would start tuning in regularly just for you. You are incredibly attractive and best of all, you seem like a really great guy! You seem very genuine and responsible. Good luck in Big Brother and much success in everything you choose to pursue. -Andrea | Niqie G. User ID: 9418933 | Jul 23rd 6:24 PM Hi, Josh, I'm not obsessed like some, but i do enjoy watching you. It's funny when you start getting close to Brit or Jordan, I frown. I think you a prince charming, and your modelling pictures don't show the real you. Your a real sweety, and I think you should win Big Brother. You are attractive and have beautiful hair and a kick ass smile, and we could hook up when the show is over. hehe! ok me blushing right now. Well I hope you actually get this mail, and I hope you had a great time on Big Brother and I loved watching it. Some Funny memories for you: 1. When Jordan would stick out her tongue at you and you'd bite. 2. When you cuddled on the LoveBed with Britney, and your wonderful conversations. 3. Your cool mask, of sparkles and colors. 4. Your overall cuteness and charming self. Bye lots of love from Your favorite viewer Niqie. p.s. email: sunkist_orangejuice@hotmail.com | Arianna User ID: 1801454 | Jul 26th 11:58 AM Hey Josh, hope you get this email. I find Brittany an annoying whiny girl, and I think you should just GRAB jordan and make out with her. You are both attracted to each other, so what is the problem, exactly? I think you are cool, stay that way! BRIT CHICK 007@aol.com | Tina User ID: 1968814 | Jul 26th 2:15 PM I think Josh should forget about Jordan and go with Brittany.Jordan has a boyfriend and she knows Brittany likes Josh so why in the world would she go after Josh when she know that someone else likes him.I think Josh is very cute.I really think Josh could win this.I wish him luck in big brother. | xavier User ID: 9342693 | Jul 28th 9:55 PM We LOVE you! We miss you so much. "Keep your chin up!" Stay away from the girls, and just be the awesome person that we know you are. You're intelligent and compasionate. Don't ever forget the real you. Don't worry about the negative. Some people have nothing better to do with their energy. We know your heart. Be true to yourself, and you'll be the successful and happy person that we love so much! | chris User ID: 9461303 | Jul 28th 11:09 PM hey josh if you are gay or bisexual as curtis said you were then maybe we can be pen pals my email is tvguide1@hotmail.com | elizabeth User ID: 1265504 | Jul 29th 1:20 AM hey JOSH!!!! i don't care if you are gay, but i think you are gorgeous. i just wish i was 10 years younger. i am 30 years old, what do you think of older women? anyway, keep looking sexy as ever. as long as you are on BIg Brother, i will be watching. and if you ever get banished, it won't be by me :) Love, Elizabeth | elizabeth User ID: 1265504 | Jul 29th 1:21 AM p.s. josh, my email is puppylov29@aol.com | jett User ID: 7531403 | Jul 30th 11:53 AM JOSH, I AM SO PROUD OF YOU. BUT YOU HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN THAT. YOU ARE VERY HONEST, LOVING, AND BOY WHAT A SMILE. I KNOW YOU HAVE A HEART OF GOLD. AND ANY ONE WOULD BE LUCKY TO HAVE YOU IN THERE LIFE. LUCKY ARE THE PEOPLE IN THAT HOUSE, THAT GET TO SHARE TIME WITH YOU. I HOPE YOU OPEN YOUR HEART AND MIND, AND LEARN A LOT WHILE YOU ARE THERE. YOU ARE VERY LOVED. ENJOY THE RIDE. HERE'S TO YOU, KNOWING AS I DO, THAT YOU WENT INTO THAT HOUSE A WINNER, AND WHEN EVER YOU GOME OUT IT WILL BE AS A WINNER. BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. | Maria User ID: 9495963 | Aug 1st 3:03 AM Hey Josh! I've got four words for you: "Brittany all the way!" I mean, the girl likes you, and cares for you . . . 'nuf said. | Rozski@aol.com User ID: 1676554 | Aug 1st 9:37 PM Hi Josh, I think you're such a nice person. Those girls were really messing with you. Poor Guy. I am so addicted to watching Big Brother I find myself watching more and more . I am running right out to the store and buying my son a pair of those smiley face boxers. I wish you much happiness . Always be your self . You are a winner! Best Wishes Rose xo | Breanna User ID: 3034424 | Aug 3rd 1:11 PM Hey Josh ! I know you like the Falcons & ALWAYS go see them. You should remember me from the WCHL message board..(Guzdababe07) But come to Bakersfield to see a REAL WCHL hockey team...I'll pay for your tix... Well e-mail me ok Condorchic1707@aol.com | |
Peajus | Tuesday, August 15, 2000 - 08:19 am  Josh, I'm a big fan of BB, and also a big fan of yours. I can't beleive your HG voted you out, but not to worry, us on the outside will never allow this to happen. :-) We all felt so bad for you when you were nominated, just wanted to give you a Big Hug. {{{{{{{{{{{{{JOSH}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Hang in there Josh, we are pulling for you. |
Enbwife | Thursday, August 17, 2000 - 08:02 am  Josh - you add excitement to the house. You are a kind, sensitive and caring person who seems to be a little confused about the women in the house. Brit really seems to like you, but I guess you've decided to be friends only. I hope you and Jamie get together if that's what you want. I'm glad Jordan is gone as she was playing way too many headgames with both you and Brit (I'm sure you'll hear all about it when you leave). Last night, when you were up for banishment and Julie Chen said your name first and then paused, you looked really confused, and then sad, like you thought you were the one voted out. I'm glad you weren't. Only 9% voted for you. That shows you how well liked you are by all of us. Good luck on the outside. I'm sure you'll be offered lots of contracts and have girls lined up for blocks waiting to meet you. Thanks for the entertainment. |
Brandyyyy | Friday, August 18, 2000 - 12:08 pm  Joshua-- Ok.. yeh.. I'm a dork. I started watching BB because of you! haha. I was flippin through the channels one night and your face was up on the screen and I was "like whoa" (as Black Rob would say). Dag on.. who is this fella? Then I kept watching and watching, waiting for something exciting to happen, but um... haha.. that's a different story. Needless to say, I would sometimes rather be watching PGA golf over BB, but it's not because of you or the houseguests, its just that you all seem to get along so well and BB is always instigating a fight. I can't go for that. Ya know? Live and let live... but I guess CBS can't really do that if they want ratings.. so anyway.. yeh.. i know you're in the house still (hopefully for a long time to come..) but I just wanted to say that you rock my world, and it is easy to see why you have so many hoes who want you! It's not just because of your look, but because of your personality! You are sooo funny and when you jumped in the pool after the dog my first thought was "oh no.. he's gonna get electricuted on live tv," but after i remembered that y'all use batteries, I thought "aww.. what a nice guy." I hope that you keep up this loving attitude, and when you get on the outside, stay the same. Don't let fame ruin you, as others have done... Love, peace, and hairgrease.. Brandyyyy (with 4 y's.. cuz i'm extra special) |
Maryebrittany | Friday, August 25, 2000 - 08:52 pm  Josh...please Kiss Brittany..she is a girls for you.. She is generouse,sociable,pretty and many qualities... Brittany is for you!!!!! bye bye Marye xxxxxx ps. you are a good boys!! I love you.. |
Ravensam | Thursday, September 07, 2000 - 12:22 pm  Josh-We are on your side all the way! You're about the cutest thing we've seen this side of the Mississippi. You seem very sensitive, and caring. Take heed of what Brittany said. Except Eddie, he can not be trusted. Hang in there, things will work out for you. You can be happy by yourself too. You don't always need a significant other, but I do think you and Brittany would be good together or my sister/daughter. We wish you the best. We will be crushed if you lose. Sincerely, Traci and Linda |
Sleepless | Saturday, September 09, 2000 - 07:56 pm  Hi Josh, I have a son your age and you would make a Mom proud. How those "girls" in the house managed to get you in all that trouble was a mystery to me...it was totally contrived and fantisized by them and they put your feet to the coals. I'm amazed at how resillient you are. Hang in there...I think that you, Curtis and Eddie will be the winners...provided you don't all WALK...which I hope you don't. |
Enbwife | Wednesday, September 13, 2000 - 07:31 pm  Josh, I'm glad to see the way you've conducted yourself in the house since Brit's departure. You add spice to the house in your quiet, mature manner. I hope you're there until the end. |
Babycrust | Sunday, September 17, 2000 - 12:08 pm  Josh- If the Big Brother household is a representative sample of the American public, I am proud to have you a part of it. It cheers me up knowing there are sensitive, intelligent men like you in our country. I appreciate the level of integrity you maintained in the household throughout the whole stay thus far, including when Brittany laid that terrible burden of secrets on you (which I understand she did out of goodwill, I don't blame her for it). You survived well under the weight of that. I thought you would like to have a supportive message that didn't involve your love life for once. There's much more to you than your good looks or who you date. -Sara aira@unforgettable.com |
Comeonjosh | Sunday, September 17, 2000 - 04:42 pm  Hi Josh!!!! I am just writing to say how much I admire your strength. I started watching Big Brother about two weeks into the show. I am an absolute ADDICT!!! I am a huge fan of yours! I tune in every day for the show and then watch you online every night. I know that must freak you out to have people always watching you. But I feel that by watching you all the time, I have really gotten to know you. I wish that one day I will have the honor to meet you. Who knows maybe my wish will come true. Good luck on the show, I truly believe that you deserve to win the game. I am your number one fan!!! =) |
Wyndie | Sunday, September 17, 2000 - 06:54 pm  Awww, Sloshie! You shoulda kissed her... okay, not on tv, go find her NOW! (can't help it, romantic at heart and Brit is a great girl!!!)... Josh, you have been a joy to watch. In a few weeks you can walk out of that house (the last night, of course!) with your head held high. I do wish you had listened to Brit the night she talked to you from the "outside" but I can understand why you felt you could not. At any rate, you have been a blast to watch. southerncharm@hotmail.com |
Caged | Sunday, September 17, 2000 - 09:53 pm  Hey Josh~ First, you captured my heart with that incredible smile!LOL Ok, now that hopefully there is a smile on your face after that comment it's time to make you blush little. You are one of the reasons that I watched BB every night it was on!(ok, truthfully the other reason was Eddie!)HaHa! Truly, you are a great guy and the one thing that stands out in my mind is how you say you are scared to be alone all your life. Joshua darlin', with a personality like yours and how kind you are, that ain't gonna happen! There is someone out there for you and they will be damn lucky to have a guy like you. Not to mention, they will have that smile to look at everyday!lol.All I can say is good luck in life and if you need a friend...you can call on me! Take care and best wishes! Joyce |
Dmarlena | Wednesday, September 20, 2000 - 12:10 pm  Josh; You have made this summer a pleasure for us BB fans. I have admired your diplomacy and tact and also your sweetness with "The Pug." I have liked the atmosphere you lent to the house, I have liked the way you stood up for what you believed in; Gee, I must have just liked you! Best of luck, health, wealth and happiness! |
Four2zerogirl | Wednesday, September 20, 2000 - 02:51 pm  you sure do look pretty without your shirt on, thanks for working out! |
Kat1119 | Sunday, September 24, 2000 - 12:20 pm  Josh, I've really enjoyed watching Big Brother this summer and one of the main reasons was you. You have shown yourself to be sensitive to others feelings, caring, yet down to earth and willing to have a good time. I wish you all the luck in the world when you get out of the house. You deserve it!!! kat1119@webtv.net |
Hjcole1 | Sunday, September 24, 2000 - 01:19 pm  Hi josh! I have really enjoyed watching BB with my friend Kathy (kat1119 above). You all made it so much fun this last 3 months.We had a lot of laughs and some tears too! Especially when Brit left, you looked so sad and we felt the pain. You have all experienced a once in a lifetime thing that has changed all of your lives. You are a very sweet and caring guy. I respect how you handled yourself in the house. It sure looked like you guys had Sooo much fun together.I liked the mud wrestling and a lot of the goofing around you guys did while killing time.I wish you all the luck with your future. I know that we are all strangers to you and this is probably so weird to see these posts,it would be for me! But we all feel like we know you! You will find someone who understands you the way you feel they should. You might already know that person! Congrats on making it so successful! and best wishes in your future. I will miss watching Big Brother!!!!!!!And Indiana loves You! Heather Hjcole1@webtv.net |
Chinablue | Sunday, September 24, 2000 - 03:50 pm  Hi Josh, There's one thing I want to write to you and it is this... You mention that you are scared to be alone and no one understands you. I felt that way in my mid 20's. But, believe me, there will be someone out there who will love you for who you are I KNOW IT!! Just be HAPPY within yourself and she will come to you like a magnet!! I admire your honesty and integrity. My best to you! ChinaBlue22@webtv.net |
Sparky | Tuesday, September 26, 2000 - 02:53 pm  Josh, you're a terrific young man and a natural in front of the camera (even when you forget it's there). Your smile and twinkle in your eyes light up my TV screen. And I can tell "still waters run deep" when you are quiet and a little down. I have a screenplay in development that I would like to talk to you about to see if you'd be interested in the role. You would play a senior in high school - half Mexican, half Caucasian - and the son of the head football Coach for whom you play ball. I won't go into the plot - only that it takes place in a border town in Texas where the largely Mexican teams are ignored by the rest of the State during playoffs - until now. I hope to hear from you soon, if you'll still talk to your fans after winning some big bucks. ShadowsDad@hotmail.com |
Enbwife | Friday, September 29, 2000 - 07:20 pm  CONGRATULATIONS JOSH on winning second prize! You were great in the house and I was routing for you right next to Eddie!!! You're drunken dance the other night was the funniest moment ever on BB. We all got a great laugh from it. Thanks for letting us get to know you and I wish you the best on the outside... I really hope you and Brit get together. That would be great. |
Prince | Friday, September 29, 2000 - 09:32 pm  Congratulations Josh. I'm been rooting for you since the beginning. You have a good heart. I hope you success and happiness in this life. I hope you find what you are looking for. God bless you and your family. rrkeeler@hotmail.com |
Biggrandmother | Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 12:02 am  Hello dear, You are such a special young man. Handsome, sensitive, open, intelligent...you've got to be one of the sweetest young men in America. I'm happy for you and for your win. Now I'm going to tell you something you won't enjoy hearing, but I hope you'll remember it: drinking is fine and fun, but if you ever get to a point where it's hurting your life and you can't stop drinking...go to an AA meeting. AA is listed in any phone book. Just look them up and call. The only reason I say it--I'm not calling you an alcoholic...I'm just saying, just in *case* at some point in the future, it becomes a problem. Your drinking episodes on the show remind me of myself at your age...nothing wrong with that...most people temper their drinking as they get older, but a select few of us party for a few years and then discover that we can't stop. I'm one of those people, and I found a new lease on life through AA. I'm not saying it will ever happen to you--plenty of people party hardy when they're younger--but just in case it someday does turn into a problem, I hope you'll think of AA. I never could have imagined the miraculous things that have happened to me due to sobering up. My life is amazing today...and this from someone who simply couldn't imagine life without a drink! So..all that aside...you're just so wonderful. I wish you were my grandson! I hope you have a bright and fun-filled future ahead of you. You're a true gem. Never forget that. Yours truly, Biggrandmother |
Webtvlurker | Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 08:08 am  CONGRATULATIONS JOSH!!! We've been routing for you from the beginning. The way you handled yourself in that house was so admirable! As a mother of a son about your age, I could see you were searching to find the best in yourself. I could feel your pain and wanted to just reach through the tv screen and give you a big hug and tell you that you are loved and not to give up. I pray you will find your soulmate and live happily ever after. Your devotion to your niece is so touching and came across as true and kind. Your loyality to your buddy Eddie was a joy to behold and I hope the two of you stay friends, the dynamic duo, Fabu and Ultra! You are a sweetie, God Bless you. |
Harmonica | Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 11:38 pm  Hello, Josh congradulation on your winnings, I just wanted you to know that Curtis only speculated about you in the RR maybe because RR prompted him or something. This was way in the beginning, and he probably did not know it will be broadcasted. Even if he volunteered to say that Curtis might have really thought he was on the right track. He is very perceptive in most areas..almost. . He did later say he was wrong. So that started alot of your fans hating Curtis, and I guess your gay posts. I hope you really have the great and deep heart like ardent Josh fans say... and do not hold grude. and I really wanted you to know that you should be happy. You shoul'nt feel alone. you should read the bible, and learn about God. There is a major difference in just believing in God, vs worshipping him, studying and meditating on his words. Because, nothing in this world will make you happy like knowing that God is with you. Then no matter what no matter where you are how rough things get you will never feel lonely. remember, money, friendship, fame will not give you true happiness without God in your life. I am a Curtis fan, actually I hate that word fan, actually I should be fan of only Jesus Christ. |
Ih8jamie | Sunday, October 01, 2000 - 10:51 am  Josh: I've been looking for you. If you come to Ft. Myers, Florida look me up. I know this sounds strange but we are old friends from the other side. We have a way to be able to know each other, we came up with a special name that means a lot to both of us. Please don't disregard this "secret message" as anything other than two old friends who will know how to recognize each other when the time comes. I can't imagine what you've been going through since you left the house, it must be crazy. But when you are ready to rest, you'll know that you did the right thing. Email me and once you hear the name you will know who I am. In the meantime, take care of yourself. Love, your soulmate, Lisa trpldubl@aol.com |
Fairwench | Sunday, October 01, 2000 - 06:46 pm  Hi Josh! CONGRATULATIONS! My husband and I were so excited to see you as one of the last 3, and then the last 2. I'm writing to say thank you for a fun summer of allowing us to view your everyday life. You struck me as one of the more real people in the house. I also wanted to address your concerns of ever finding someone who will understand you/the whole person. Your words struck a cord with me, and with my husband. After we met we both discussed how we had spent a lot of our time feeling "different" somehow. No real reasons, just a feeling. And, it was as you described - it didn't seem as if there was anyone who really understood all of who I was. Then I met Joe. He is the only person I know who really knows me. We've been like kindred spirits from the start, and now we've been together 14 years and we still have stuff to talk about, we're still excited to see each other at the end of the day. What I'm trying to get across is that you will meet that person who understands you and accepts all aspects of your personality. Until you meet them just try to work on being happy with yourself and try not worry what other people are going to think. Be who you are and if they don't like it, then "F" 'em. It's a hard lesson to learn. I'm still learning it. Maybe I'm wrong about this, but you seem like one of those people who wears their heart on their sleeve and would give the shirt off your back. Sensitive people may get hurt more, but they're also the lucky ones because they get to feel more and empathy beats apathy everyday. Sorry I'm such a rambler. Take care and many blessings to you, and yours |
Shadowkat9 | Monday, October 02, 2000 - 05:49 pm  Josh, Just wanted you to know that you're a special person not because of awards you have won, grades you've gotten in school, the way that you look. You're special because of who you are inside. A favorite saying of mine is: "A hundred years from now it will not matter what my bank account was, the kind of house I lived in, or the kind of car I drove...but the world may be different because I was important in the life of a child" Your niece and future children are very lucky. Best wishes, Kelly shadowkat9@aol.com |
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