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Santos L. Halper
User ID: 0025534
Jul 20th 12:34 PM
Jordan,

You've won me over, you neurotic, brilliant, beautiful soul. I could spend a lifetime twisting with you.

Woof!
Virginia R.
User ID: 9502963
Jul 20th 1:48 PM
Well Jordan, you self-destructed again didn't you? Going to make a habit of that, are you? Seems like it. RELAX, give someone else a chance to breath easy around you. UNWIND, life can be beautiful and bright if you'll come out of the dark shadows and deep self-examinations, which drove me crazy. Get a hobby you love, besides men, that will give you more rewards and satisfaction in life, not women either. Come into the sunshine and get cleaned up. It's never too late. Stop beating your head against a wall. Cheer up, it could be worse. I voted you out first week. William was the first I voted out. Glad you left the group in peace. Good riddance.
David
User ID: 1132714
Jul 20th 1:59 PM
Jordon
Letterman on wednesday night wanted the Viewers to vote you out so you would come and talk with him the next night. he thought it was odd the House guests would vote out a stripper because when he was growing up he would love a stripper living with him. Have fun on Letterman.
David
Sam
User ID: 9948493
Jul 21st 9:19 AM
Jordan,
I beleive some of your views on how people see you and what you have done in the past are somewhat a manifestation of your own inability to cope with your actions. I think you see what you have done as wrong and therefore beleive others see you the same way. I think you are a dynamic person and you should look to the future and leave the past behind you. We all do things that we are not proud of but the key to moving on is to acknowledge what you have done and learn from your mistakes. I think you have done that and I as a viewer, a man, and a human being do not see you in a negative light. I think you have a lot of potential. So, look to your strengths and let others in. If they disappoint you then move on. There are alway other people and opportunities around the corner.

Good Luck in the contest and Good Luck in Life!
Mlong
User ID: 7364043
Jul 23rd 4:21 PM
mlong49@hotmail.com
I do not think you are pretty, I think you are beautiful. Look that up in your dictionary. Email me back.
Misti
User ID: 0094674
Jul 23rd 11:56 PM
Hey Jordan

First I feel really weird writing this....But O well...I have liked you from the start although I did not agree with some of the things you have done...I don't like Brittany either....Can't blame you there..I personally think she just wants all the attention in the house that she is not keeping it real...Its a hard decision with Josh No matter what you do follow your heart...But even though I can't stand Brittany I don't think you should talk behind her back or mess with her the way you are trying....You need to say it face to face and work it out...And even if you don't work it out thats ok too...At least in your heart you know that you tried and that is something....God I hope brittany goes soon..Then again I don't....Brings more excitement to the show..But I definitley don't want you to go..
Zoe
User ID: 1550764
Jul 24th 6:03 AM
Jordan I think that you are just being you. I think people precieve you as either very open and outspoken or very well the B word. I feel bad for you while you were in there Karen and Britt were always backstabbing you espicially Karen. Nothing you do is right to Karen and she calls you a backstabber geesh. Good luck to you.
Len
User ID: 0882114
Jul 26th 1:54 PM
To me your the most beautiful one there. But you have to chill out....If your one that does get on the voting list don't go balistic, I am pretty sure the viewers who have the final say, won't vote you out of the house....

Your fun, you have a good mind, and I enjoy watching you....you just take to much to heart....

Chill and enjoy yourself

Len
Michelle
User ID: 9579203
Jul 26th 4:40 PM
Jordan,
You are attractive and intelligent but it gets obscured by your self-centeredness and conniving. Stop analyzing yourself and everything so much and just "be". Yeah, okay, you are/were an exotic dancer. Let it go. Your whole life doesn't have to be defined by that. I also think you need male attention to feel worthy. Please get some counseling etc. to get over that. You have too much to offer to be dealing with that b.s.!
Battlestar
User ID: 0136334
Jul 28th 5:39 PM
Go Jordan !!
Ginger
User ID: 1898874
Jul 29th 8:35 PM
At the beginning, I was so much on your side! You've got a lot of potential, but honey.... get over yourself! For example, you have gone on and on about how people in the house don't like you because you are a stripper when no one seems to care two bits about it. It seems that you are the one who is all worked up over it. Also, your desire to mess up the tiny romance between Josh and Britt is just plain mean. Your actions/statements reveal a deeply ugly need on your part to be desired by every man in the room. As the tape shows, Britt (and yes, she can be annoying) never willfully tried to harm or hurt you. In fact, her character revealed a generosity that you appear to have no capacity for.

I think you are just so amazing for having finished the Ironman. I'm sad that none of the housemates seem curious about that part of your life, because I would love to hear more.

I can see that you do want to learn about the world and be challenged intellectually--and you spend a lot of time expressing that desire. But in order to do this, you must learn that LISTENING is going to get you further than talking will. You need to let go of the idea that you and your needs are the center of the universe.

Stay strong. In ten years you'll probably be a very cool woman.

Jan
User ID: 1271794
Jul 30th 1:45 PM
Be proud to be you---you're beautiful and regardless of your coniving I bet you have a good heart! You do make the show interesting and alot more exciting that most of the bland people! I will continue to vote to keep you on as long as you don't get too "full of yourself". Just be you and the rest will work out-- GOOD LUCK!!!!!
Nicolle B.
User ID: 1271794
Jul 31st 1:07 AM
Jordan,

you are my favorite idol cuz of you 're intelligent, friendly, caring , athelete,
i want you stay in Big Brother 2000 i dont' want to see you being banishement on your birthday..its weird to see that... if they did banishment, you,. just being yourself and you can keep in touch with the fans....

here is my email is pepsione02@yahoo.com

i hope you enjoy being on tv ....i hope so...... lets go Jordan!!!!
mvm522@yahoo.com
User ID: 9474683
Jul 31st 1:58 AM
Jordan: I think you a a very intelligent and caring person, but the others didn't see it because they did not want to...their jelousy was too powerful. When you watch the tapes of the show, and you hear all the negative things that they said, don't take their words to heart, because to allow them that would be a damaging thing to do. You know who you are, and what you have done with your life, and don't let anyone ever take that from you. Everyone has something that they have done that they wish they hadn't, but not everyone allows the world to see it, and judge them, you have done that, and I applaud you for your strength. I hope that your life will be fulfilled in whatever capacity you are hopeing for. Just remember, not everyone see's you as your houseguest have. If you don't make it out with the 500,000.00 I hope to see you on the David Letterman show.
phipsan@aol.com
User ID: 1738604
Jul 31st 1:14 PM
Jordan,
In my wildest dreams I never thought I would watch this show or write someone, but from a sociallogical stand point this is fascinating.
You are strong, smart and courageous. I hope you win. If you don't win the challenge you have won over America.
Good luck in all you do,
Kathy
Linda
User ID: 2003384
Jul 31st 2:41 PM
Ginger above said exactly what I would have said but better. Would love to see you take an interest in someone ELSE in the house. You do have a lot of potential. Wish we could see more of all the good things in your character instead of the nasty games you love to play
webrover9
User ID: 0735934
Aug 1st 7:02 AM
Jordan, your biggest mistake was telling the truth. You never should have let anyone know that you are an exotic dancer. Women are threatened by it and men disrespect you for it. It put two strikes against you from the beginning. I think you are a very interesting person and if you leave this week, the show will lose a lot.
Debby
User ID: 9816503
Aug 1st 6:44 PM
Jordan, After you finish reading the tons of hate mail you got while you were in the house don't take it to heart to much. The American public loves to attack anyone who is differnt. Though I find most of the insulting messages come from people that are really not that happy with themselves and teenages, there were plenty of people that found you interesting. Your popularity rating was always amongst the highest in the house. If you go on to have a nice career after all this good for you. If not, know there were plenty of people who found you to be the most interesting houseguest by far. Good luck to you.
Debbie
User ID: 0867924
Aug 2nd 9:27 PM
I second what Debby above said. I am going to miss you so much. You were always interesting and just a pleasure to watch.

I also want you to know that you are just as beautiful without make-up as with, maybe more so.

I wish you only the best, in what ever you do and look forward to seeing you on Letterman and other shows.
webrover9
User ID: 0735934
Aug 2nd 9:32 PM
Good luck Jordan, you were my favorite. I loved your live interview during the show and in your true form you said what you felt. I respect you for that. I am glad that you don't have to put up with those jerks any longer.
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Santos L. Halper
User ID: 0025534
Jul 20th 12:34 PM
Jordan,

You've won me over, you neurotic, brilliant, beautiful soul. I could spend a lifetime twisting with you.

Woof!
webrover9
User ID: 0735934
Aug 2nd 9:32 PM
Good luck Jordan, you were my favorite. I loved your live interview during the show and in your true form you said what you felt. I respect you for that. I am glad that you don't have to put up with those jerks any longer.
brenda
User ID: 0819174
Aug 2nd 9:58 PM
hi jordan..i cant believe im writing to u..anyways..at first i didnt like u cuz i thought u were better than everyone else..but as i kept on see the show u grew on me..and i really like u..ur not a fake and u speak ur mind...i was sad when u were banished i wanted to cry..but i know theres alot of things for u to do out in the world..hey ur gonna be on the letterman show how wonderful is that...ur gonna be a star i can see it...good luck to u on all that u do...thanks
Lisa
User ID: 0025534
Aug 3rd 4:05 AM
Dear Jordan,
I know this is probably in a long list of your "fan mail" or (or otherwise) and you may never read it... I have watched closely since the beggining of the show and can only even imagine how you must feel after leaving the house....so along with the rest of America I must write in hopes that you get the message I have for you. From the start (and to the end) I have seen a bright and amazing young woman who is learning day to day (moment to moment!) about herself. How very brave to go on a show and open yourself up to all of this.....! You are a seeker...I see that ...with all of the trials and tribulations of that which makes us human. You are mistaken in that to some of us, you 10 were not edited in any way....we have been in the house with all of you all of the time ( if we chose) to be.
Whatever the case may be there were some of us that did understand and not make judgements....there are many who wish for you the greatest journey you can possibly have! Remember that always when you think of the "american public" that there are those of us that you touched with your openness and your wish to learn from your experiences. I have seen your learning in the house, though some have not. Some of us are seekers of wisdom too...out here. We have made huge mistakes in judgement....and learned lessons both hard and easy.... but one thing we know is that it is a journey...and we bless eachother! I found so many times the wish to just sit down and talk about things with you....that I see....helpful things that make us freer in our quest...that only someone whos been there can see. Anyway the main thing I wish to say is you WILL find your answers and your experiences ...those things you seek are very close....keep your spirit up and may you know you are always blessed! A friend you dont know
Lisa
Battlestar
User ID: 3222174
Aug 3rd 2:28 PM
Jordan---I think you should count your blessig that you are out of the house. I don't think what will transpire in the next few weeks to a month is going to be a pretty site at all. Now you will have time and opportunity to realize what you are capable of without the 'dysfunctional' family in judge of you. Consider every offer with thought and intelligence and I am sure you be one of the few that comes out of this house (even though early) successfully. GOOD LUCK!! TAKE CARE!!
Soo Z Q
User ID: 8792653
Aug 3rd 4:28 PM
Jordan,

Please take to heart all the positive messages you'll be receiving, and don't dwell on the negatives. It is certain that you'll receive plenty of both. But, that's because you inspire passion in people. What a wonderful quality to have! I hope you'll consider those opportunities that will best fit your many talents. My fingers are crossed for you!
Michael ledaney
User ID: 8854703
Aug 5th 0:17 AM
Jordan,


I would like to take this time to add my thought to this long list of fan mail. From the first night of the show I knew that you would play a central role in the house. I found myself identifying with you on many levels as you struggled to make it in that house. I knew what it must have felt for you to be placed on the outside of the group. It would be a strange feeling where you are not accepted and not quite fully rejected. To wake up each morning to those faces and know that behind every smile or friendly gesture there is resentment and hard feeling. With the lack of communication among the houseguests you were not given any opportunity to grow.

Please take some advise from me and do not let your years of being a exotic dancer be all that define you. Yes, at this point in your life it probably is the single most defining experience that you have had, but there are many more out there. Don’t take this the wrong way; I do not hold anything against you for being a exotic dancer. While it is not something at a father and boyfriend may want a woman to be, I do not hold it against you if it was your choice. The last thing I will say on this subject is that I hope you can turn this experience into something positive.

Perhaps it is my Canadian perspective but from the start I knew that if I looked past your outward actions, I would find a complex person struggling with issues, but also a compassionate, sensitive, emotional and caring person. And you did not disappoint.

I am sorry that you did not make it further in this game and that saddens me greatly, on the other hand I know that you were suffering in there and I am glad that you are out.

I hope that you take note of all the positive messages and know that there are people in this world, who through the show have gotten to know you very well and care for you as a person. Take special care in the following days to make careful decisions and actions. You have begun a long path and I hope that it is a bright one for you.



P.S.
You have people across Canada and the U.S.A. who do care, never forget that.
Bob Day
User ID: 8688133
Aug 5th 10:03 AM
Jordan --
You are absolutely right about the way CBS edited you. They picked the few minutes out of the 16 hours plus per day of footage that would make the best TV. The people voted not against you but against the caricature CBS presented. Among Internet viewers, who watched you a lot more, you were always more than 3 to 1 in popularity over Curtis.
Michael Ledarney
User ID: 8854703
Aug 6th 2:35 PM
I quick note. I have submitted my fan letter to the david letterman show by using the feedback form on the CBS website.

http://cbsnews.cbs.com/now/feedback/0,1611,412,00.html
Dave
User ID: 9649143
Aug 6th 9:24 PM
Hi Jordon,

This show sucks without you! As I watch each passing minute online, I miss you more.

Dhavely851@aol.com

Biggrandmother

Wednesday, September 20, 2000 - 07:09 pm Click here to edit this post

Jordan,

Hi there. You know, you're hilarious. I loved the bit you did for the "return to the house" challenge tonight. Brilliant.

Jordan, you're a beautiful woman, and I loved your antics on the show. I wish you had stayed longer. Best of luck in your future--I'm sure it's as bright and interesting as you are. Thanks for the entertainment you brought to us all this summer.

Best of luck,
Biggrandmother

Lowfreakwency

Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 01:31 am Click here to edit this post

Jordan, If you're even reading these anymore, I have to admit that there was an awful lot of energy missing when you left... And excitement. Let's get real! You were ratings! I certainly sat through numerous crappy commercials to see what was happening with you on BB. Too bad the network didn't fix the voting to keep you in.

The series kind of fizzled out after you left.

I hope to see you on the air again soon!

Harmonica

Saturday, September 30, 2000 - 11:48 pm Click here to edit this post

Jordan, i hope you read. you are questioning and confused so much in your life. I know the feelings. I tell you what helped me. I tried everything I know to get answers and it just drained me. For me, only answer is Jesus Christ. Now I wish I had known about him personally when I was young. I hope that you realize that we are once created in image of God, but lost that image because of our disobedience. I hope success with your book and hopely find peace and wisdom that you are seeking.